Putzie's POV
Rachel and I were on my swing in my backward. I hated that I made Rachel uncomefortable, but I ALSO hated it seeing Abby and Tom being lovey-dovey, it makes me sick! Abby's MY girl! "Great date yesterday was, huh?" I asked Rachel.
"Putzie, we need to talk." Rachel said.
"Oh…ok." I said.
Then she held my hand.
"Now be honest." She started. "Do you love Abby?"
Then I look at her.
"Rachel I…" I started.
"Putzie, its ok…I won't get mad." She said.
"Rachel, I'm over her." I told her.
Then she looks at me.
"Ok, not really." I admitted.
She lets out a sad sigh.
"But that doesn't mean I don't love you anymore, Rachel." I said holding her hand. "I love you."
"Putzie, last night date was awkward." She said looking at me.
"I know and I'm really sorry." I told her. "I feel awful making ya feel like this. The truth is…I don't know what I feeling right now." I admitted.
"Really?" She asks.
I nodded my head yes.
"Putzie, I want you to be really honest with me." She started as she held my hand.
Ok." I said.
"Do you love Abby?" She asked me.
I let out a sigh.
"As a sister," I lied. "We're just friends."
"Are you sure?" She asked.
I nodded my head.
"Rachel, I only love you ok." I told her. "You're my girl."
But she looked down, so I gently touched her cheek making her looking up.
"I love you." I said leaning in to kiss her.
We kissed and pulled away.
"Please believe me." I said.
"Ok." She answers.
I smiled a little.
"I love you." I said to her again.
"I think I should get going." She said. "I'll see you later Putz."
She kissed my cheek.
"Bye." She said quietly.
"Bye." I said as she walked away.
I let out a frustrated sigh.
"I am such an idiot." I muttered to myself.
What am I'm doing!? God my head feels like it's gonna explode.