Abby's POV

The party was going great! But sadly had to end, but Ashley and Danny told me that my dad and the Zukos' will be out late, Ashley is going on the date with Sonny's older brother Shane while Danny babysits Daisy. So I have the whole house to myself and I asked Putzie to stay. "Well I've better get going now." Putzie said as we walked over to the door.

"Putzie, I'm ready." I blurted.

He turned to me.

"Huh?" He asked me.

I let out a big sigh.

"I'm ready…to do it." I admitted. "For real."

He stared at me in shocked and walked over to me, giving me a kiss on the forehead and on my lips.

"Are you sure?" He asks me.

"Yes." I said. "I wanna do it now."

He smiled a little.

"Ok, I guess we're doing it." He said. "Just let me call Phil first, ok."

I nodded my head as he went to the phone and I went upstairs to the guest room, sitting on the bed feeling nervous. I can't believe it, but I just want to see what it's like and promise won't do it again until we want a family when we're married. Just then I saw Putzie came in and shut the door, locking it.

"Ok, I just called Phil and he told me that your old man is at the church confessings his sins and Danny offers to watch Daisy while Mr. and Mrs. Zuko are busy running last minute errands and Ashley will be gone for the night as well." He explained as I just nodded my head.

I let out a sigh.

"Now are you sure you're up for it?" He asked gently.

I smiled warmly.

"Yes, because I know I'll be safe…with you." I told him.

He smiled.

"Ok, just checkin'." He said.

I chuckled.

"So…" I started.

"So…" He repeated.

"W-where do we s-start?" I asked.

"Oh uh…" He said, taking his T-Bird jacket off and threw it on the floor.

"S-should I t-take my shirt off?" I asked.

He stared at me.

"Um, do you want me to take mine off first just in case?" He asks.

I nodded.

"Ok." He said taking his shirt off.

Wow! He is really….sexy without his shirt!

"U-uh…" I stared.

He smirked.

"Like what you see?" He winked.

I giggled.

"Ok, your turn." He says to me.

I looked down at my shirt.

"W-want me to turn around?" He asks softly.

I smiled.

"That'll be nice." I says.

He just nods with a smile and turned around.

"Ok." I whispered to myself.

So I took my shirt off and dropped it on the floor.

"Ok." I said as he turned around.

"Wow." All he said.

I blushed a little.

"Um, sorry…I uh…wow." He said.

I chuckled.

"Sorry." He said.

I smiled.

"It's ok." I told him.

He lets out a sigh.

"Now are you sure you wanna do it?" He asks me.

I hugged him as he hugged me back, I felt his hand gently hold close my bare back and I hugged him tightly.

"I feel safe when I'm with you." I told him as we pulled away.

I smiled.

"Your safety is more important to me." He tells me.

I smiled again.

"But for your sake, we don't have to go all the way." He adds.

I smiled again and kissed his cheek.

"Ok." I replied.

I stood up straight while kissing him in as he kissed me back.

"I'll be gentle though." I heard him say.

"You are so sweet." I giggled.

I felt him kissed my neck.

"N-now what?" I asked.

"Uh, laid down on the bed." He orders.

So I did laid down looking at him.

"Are you sure you're ok?" He asks.

I smiled at him, he is so sweet and caring!

"Yes," I replied. "I'm safe with you."

He smiled warmly as he leaned down to kiss me as we started kissing again.

"Mmm." I heard him moaned.

Then we pulled away.

"You ok?" He asks me.

I nodded my head.

"Yeah. You?" I asked.

"Of course." He smiled.

He kissed my forehead.

"I'm gonna take my time so I can make you feel safe." He told me.

I smiled at him.

"I love you." I told him.

"I love you too." He smiled.

I looked down at his hand and back up at him.

"Put your hands on me Putzie." I said softly.

He looks at me softly.

"You sure?" He asked me.

"Yes I'm sure." I assured him.

Then I felt him gently touched my boob as I let out a sigh.

"You ready?" He asked.

I nodded my head.

"Ok." He said.

I pulled him for a kissed and ran my hand through his blonde hair.

"Mmm, I love you Abby." Putzie mutters.

"I…love you…too." I said as he kissed my neck.

Then I let out a whimper making him immediately stopped kissing me.

"I'm sorry, are you ok?" He asked me.

I nodded my head.

"I'm ok." I told him.

"Abby, we don't have to do this." He said sitting up.

I sat up.

"It's ok, I wanna do it…with you." I tell him.

"Alright." He smiled warmly.

He leans as he held my cheek gently while kissing me as I kissed him back as I felt slowly moves his hand down to my lower back making me think back when I got raped on prom night and I loudly gasped.

"S-stop!" I shouted.

"You ok? What happened?" I heard him asked.

I tried to calm down, but failed.

"Hey, hey, hey talk to me sweetie." I heard him whispered.

"Sorry, I was just thinking about when I got r-r—" I started.

"Shhh it's ok." He comforted him.

I cried in his arms.

"I'm s-sorry P-Putzie, I just can't." I cried.

"Hey, don't be sorry." He tells me. "Here."

He stood up and threw the blanket off of the bed for us to crawl in.

"C'mon." I heard him as I stood up.

He led me to the guest bed and we both laid down, while he held me in his protective arms around me as I cried.

"It's gonna be ok baby." I heard him soothed. "The guys and I ain't gonna let those creeps come near ya."

I just stayed quiet and slightly crying to myself as he comfort and cuddled me.

"It's gonna be alright." I heard him whispers.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"Don't." I heard him say. "You got nothing to be sorry for babe."

I just let out a sniffles.

"Those creeps won't get to ya." He adds.

I realized that we both had no shirts on.

"I'm cold." I said.

"I'll grab your shirt." He offers.

"No, please don't leave me." I begged. "I want to stay in your arms."

He lets out a sigh as he kissed his head.

"Anything for you." He tells me.

I smiled and looked up at him.

"I love you so much." I told him as he kissed my head.

"I love you too." He replies. "I won't let anything happen to ya."

I just cuddled in his arms, feeling much safer.

"And we don't have to do it if you don't wanna." I heard him added.

I just nod my head.

"Can we wait until we're married?" I asked looking up at him.

He gave me a warm smile.

"Of course sweetie." He says as he kissed my forehead

"I love you." I told him.

"I love you, too." He said as I felt Putzie held me tighter in his arms.