Dear Scorpius,

I love you so much and I will until my dying day, my last breath. I love you with my entire body, mind, heart, and soul. There could never be another who would accept me and understand me the way you have. If I had never met you and loved you I may have been able to find peace with another, but I have loved you and know in my heart that I will never be the same. I truly love you and I know you love me. I want you to remember how much you and I love each other. You will probably be angry or sad after this letter, but you made me so happy when we were together.

When I left six months ago I was so emotionally distraught I didn't think of any consequences and just ran away. I was not distraught enough to forget precautions which sounds a little silly to me. Anyways, I could think ahead only enough to ensure no one would find me. I packed all my things and slipped out of the house during Christmas break and broke into the ministry which would be near impossible if I didn't have so much family working there and had been exploring the place since infancy. The first thing I did was destroy the trace on me which again would be near impossible if I wasn't always reading ridiculously useless things in the library. After destroying the trace I went to the magical transportation office and set up a portkey for Ottawa, Canada in 2 hour. You may be wondering why I went to Canada and the truth is I wanted to be farther than any english speaking European countries and I couldn't understand a bit of anywhere else's accents, so Canada was my next option. Also the paperwork to get into Canada was the easiest and the wizarding culture here is so fascinating . Papers were actually the very next thing I obtained.

I broke out of the ministry and rushed to Gringotts. I went to the family vault and took out about twenty thousand galleons that dad told me were to put me through the next year of schooling which he hoped would be auror training and I hoped would be healer's training. It's not being used for either right now, it's being used to support me and my future. I left Gringotts with about ten minutes to spare so I walked down Diagon alley and remembered every moment I spent there. I remember stopping in front of Weasley Wizard Wheezes and silently saying goodbye to my family. Sometimes I wish I had gone to your house and said one final goodbye to the love of my life, but I always realize you would have talked me out of leaving, made me tell you and I couldn't face it though I probably should have. This letter is my goodbye because I have been a coward.

Do you remember the night of your birthday in October? Do you remember the love between us, the passion? Well that's why I'm in Ottawa, awaiting our love to reappear. I could never have done it at home in England with all the people and the reporters and my family. I ran away to await the birth of our baby. The entire pregnancy was easy breezy until two weeks ago when an excruciating pain tore through my abdomen and I called a healer to my apartment immediately. I held my breath, I thought our sweet sweet baby was in danger, turns out it isn't the baby it's me in danger. It is some big word medical condition and the healer said I have about a 35% chance of survival and if I do survive I will never have another child. So as I prepare for an induced labour tomorrow morning, which may result in my death before even meeting my love, I realize that I should have been strong and never left.

I have documents stating any girl is to be named Willow Weasley Adhara Malfoy so she can always be part of both our families so she never feels the lack of mother too deeply. A boy is to be named Charles Weasley Archer Malfoy and I hope he is just like you Scorpius.

As soon as I learned of my fate of course I was heartbroken, but I was also regretful. I've missed everyone terribly and won't be able to say goodbye. I don't want my baby to be alone and among strangers in Canada, so please come and get our baby as soon as possible and take them home. Tell my mother and father that I love them and was going to come home only my Gryffindor courage failed me and I am paying the price for being a coward. Tell Hugo I love him and that he shouldn't be angry. Tell Albus that he was my best friend and I carry him in my heart all the way to heaven. Tell James not to drown himself in liquor and tell Lily that i am sorry. Lastly, tell our baby that mummy loves them more than life itself and wishes she were there to see every moment of their life and watch them grow into adulthood, but I hope to still be watching just from another place. Scorpius I wish we could have a life together.

I've only just realized that I have been writing as if I'm dead and you're likely confused. The only way you could possibly be reading this is if I died, that is the only scenario in which Leslie is to send the letter. I know Leslie and she will do it if I die. So I suppose I am dead by now and I am so sorry. Don't do anything you will regret and be a good father.

Goodbye my love,

Rose Weasley

If this gets lots of love I might write another chapter. I have an idea, but for now its a one-shot.