Dear AcquaViola98,
today I feel really sad, as I normally do when I gotta go back to school after the Christmas holidays. This time I am, if possible, even sadder... and it's not because I left the family at home. Last Christmas I realized that I have no hopes with the wizard I like. He is a friend of my older brother and he is beautiful. He is also very kind, he is considerate of everyone and he always has many fun ideas (but, unlike my brother, he does not need to buy things from "Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes" to make us laugh) but I'm afraid he sees me as a chick to protect... like my brother does, after all, and this goes back to the beginning of this letter.
I hoped to find a bit of bravery inside of me to kiss him under the mistletoe (if he had refused I would have pretended to be a victim of a Confundus, it was a perfect plan!) but, when he walked around he asked me how my studies were going and if there was someone bullying me. Well, I felt a bit disappointed because when I saw him approaching me I hoped that, you know ... well, I wanted to kiss him and he talked to me about school? All these stupid older brother questions are pissing me off! I told him that the farts smells in the dormitory disturb me but that I have no one who annoys me, then I took a glass of sparkling Mead and went to play Roland Kegg with my best friend. I did not expect a "who knows what" kind of reaction, I knew I had no hopes but... crap.
Before leaving, he patted his hand on my shoulder and went off riding his broom. I followed him with my eyes until he completely vanished along with my hopes of having a love in return.
How did your holidays go? Were you able to talk to the Green Boy who stole your heart?
I hope your holidays have been better than mine.
Yours sincerely,
RiverMezzanotte07
