Sheldon's vision blurred as he watched the feathers on Amy's dress multiply. It had been an amazing but exhausting day. So many handshakes (much to his chagrin), interviews, photos, congratulations, and by the end of it all, so many hugs exchanged with their friends as they said goodnight, and Sheldon apologized for his behavior once more. After his speech earlier this evening, the gang had decided it was all water under the bridge anyway. It wasn't to Sheldon. He realized just how close he had come to losing all of them, and he was determined to appreciate his friends better from here on out.
And his wife.
If he was being honest, the biggest contributing factor to his exhaustion was this nagging fear that things still weren't right between him and Amy. Sure, she was fine during the ceremony, and every time their eyes met during all of the mingling and interviews, she'd given him a smile. But he wasn't convinced. They hadn't gotten a chance to talk alone since they were in their hotel room earlier when Amy had spoken words that had shaken him to his core.
He thought today would be perfect; finally winning the prize he'd sought after his whole life, with his brilliant wife standing proudly beside him sharing the victory. By all accounts, it was one of the best days of his life. But knowing there was a chance Amy might not be as happy in their marriage as he had believed left him rattled. He had to make this right.
They finally were able to return to their hotel room for the night. They were both so tired of talking that neither one said much on the way back.
Once the door was closed they began to change into their pajamas. Sheldon was quite ready to get out of his tuxedo, and he imagined Amy's feet were hurting from her fancy shoes.
They quietly went through their nighttime routines, Sheldon first, then Amy. He got in bed and waited for her to join him. Part of him just wanted to sleep and let this go until morning, but he didn't think he actually would sleep if he put it off.
Amy turned out the lights around the room except for the one by their bed and crawled into the covers. "Wow, we really did it," she said.
"We did," Sheldon agreed cautiously. "How are you feeling?"
"Tired, but I still have so much adrenaline. It might take me a little while to actually fall asleep."
"In that case, can we talk?"
Amy nodded.
"It's about what you said before the ceremony. When you told me sometimes you merely tolerate me."
"I'm sorry I said that. I was just frustrated."
"It scared me, Amy. Am I really that terrible to be around? I don't want to be that way. I don't want you to just tolerate me."
Amy shifted to face him better. "I wasn't trying to scare you, Sheldon. I just wanted you to open your eyes and see what you were doing to those around you."
Sheldon closed his eyes in frustration. "I honestly thought I had made progress with our friends over the past few years. You've helped me become a better friend, but obviously, I haven't mastered it yet. And I am sorry for the way I treated you, and everyone else."
Gently placing her hand on her husband's cheek, Amy said, "Look, you can be difficult to deal with sometimes, but our friends know this and still love you. And I love you, no matter what, remember? That will never diminish. You're the only one I would want to be with on this journey. You're the only one I wanted standing with me on that stage."
Sheldon reached out to wrap his arms around her, pulling her close, needing to feel her against him as relief swept through him. They were going to be ok. "Having you up there with me was the best part of the ceremony."
"And your speech was beautiful, by the way," Amy whispered, her head resting on his chest.
"Thank you. This night would never have even happened if it wasn't for you."
He could feel her smile into his pajamas as she said, "Part of me still doesn't believe it did happen. It hasn't fully registered yet."
"Neither has the fact that Leonard and Penny are having a child."
"I know! I'm so excited," Amy exclaimed. "Did Leonard really say that about their babies being smart and beautiful?"
Sheldon nodded. "He did, and then I added they would be imaginary."
"Sheldon!"
"Well, by all the information I had gathered, it didn't seem possible at the time. But I was…wrong, apparently."
Amy cast him a mischievous smile, as she fingered the hair at the base of his neck. "I was thinking…what if Leonard and Penny's child had a playmate to grow up with?"
"I suppose Halley and Michael will be suitable playmates eventually. Why are you asking this?"
Rolling her eyes, she replied, "I meant, what do you think about starting to try for our own baby?"
"Oh!"
"I mean, we just accomplished probably the biggest milestone of our careers. It seems like a good time, don't you think?"
Sheldon could see it all unfolding in his mind, a baby of their own, growing up with the baby of his best friends. He used to never think he would ever want this, but now it sounded like the most wonderful idea. He'd actually been ready to start their family for some time now but wanted to at least wait until the Nobel was behind them.
"If you're ready, Amy, then so am I."
They both leaned in for a kiss. Sheldon meant for it to be brief, but as soon as their lips met, his overwhelmed emotions took over. He wanted Amy to understand everything he was feeling in that moment, everything he had felt the entire day. His love for her had never been stronger.
They continued to deepen the kiss until Amy pulled back to blurt out, "Want to start now?"
Sheldon paused, trying to gather his thoughts.
Amy rushed on, "I, uh, don't know if you had anything on your schedule, if you're still making a schedule, but I want to be with you tonight if you'll have me."
"Amy, what kind of husband would I be if I didn't schedule celebratory lovemaking on the biggest night of our lives?"
Smiling, Amy leaned back in to kiss him once more. "I love you, Sheldon," she whispered against his mouth.
"I love you, Amy."
Nine months later, little Leonard Cooper arrived to upend their lives in the most wonderful way.
Biggest night of their lives, indeed.
Happy Fluff Crawlspace 2021! I was FINALLY able to write a fic for this special day. It's actually one I'd started probably not long after the finale aired, but never went back to finish it. I always wanted a little more closure after Sheldon and Amy's argument before their Nobel ceremony, so here it is. Enjoy, my friends. Please let me know what you thought!
