She had fallen for him stupidly fast. Even after all the bullshit and killing, she allowed him in. It turned out that was a mistake bigger than any she had made before, and she had made plenty. She had gone willingly to him, knowing he intended to kill her. She had trusted that he would help her after killing Jenna. She had believed him when he said that he loved her but right now looking at him and another woman in his bed, just hours after her telling him she was pregnant and by some miracle it was his. Of course he had lost his fucking mind accusing her of cheating and lying, threatening to kill her baby. He had pushed her so hard out of his way that she had bruises all over her side from falling into her dresser.
Yet she had come to talk to him, make him hear her out and instead she was put in her place. It was partially her fault, everyone had warned her. His own siblings, she was just someone whom grabbed his attention for right now, she was in no way his forever.
She shut the door and decided right there that even without Klaus, she was going to keep this baby. She would love her, or him, preferably her, with all that she was. She would stop letting Klaus, Stefan or Damon hell even Matt, have a say in her life. She needs to learn how to stand on her own.
"So are you sure that this is what you want?" Bonnie asked as I was packing up things I thought I would need. I had called her and Caroline over as soon as I had made it home. I broke down while telling them what had happened when I told Klaus about the baby and then even more about what I had seen when I went to his house.
"I'm sure, I need to get some space. I need to focus on me and the baby right now. Not on Klaus and whoever he was fucking or Stefan and Damon's disappointment. I don't think I can handle anything else and the three of them know how to break me and this baby, doesn't deserve a broken mom, I am all she has"
Caroline looked up at me and smiled "her?"
"Yeah, I just really want this baby to be a girl."
Bonnie laughed "well hopefully she will get your temperament, the world can't handle another Klaus"
Why the hell had it been so easy for my friends and family to accept that this was his but Klaus had acted like I was sleeping with any man that offered?
He knows that I spent almost all my free time with him. He was either in my home or I was in his.
"Alright Elena, I am going to cloak you and the baby and when you leave don't tell us where you're going, we can't have any one compelling us" then she grabbed my hand and started chanting.
Caroline stood off to the side with my bags ready to take them downstairs for me.
This was the worst saying goodbye to them, not knowing when we would see each other again. Being alone.
"I love you both and I am going to miss you so much" I cried as we hugged each other on my front lawn. No not mine, Jeremy's. He was still in Denver but it was his alone now. Mystic Falls and all of the pain that came with it couldn't be mine.
I got in my car and headed out of town. I honestly didn't know where to go. I looked back to see Bonnie and Caroline waving. "Don't hate me, don't forget me" I begged them quietly.
