Wasnt sure how to go about this. Im not the best at this type of writing.

Reid knew he needed help. The constant throbbing of his head and the pain of withdrawal had begun to affect his job. The amount of times he told everyone "I'm fine" had been too many to count. He knew the help he needed was easy to get, yet he couldn't bring himself to get it.

Ethan had him pushed up against his wall for the third time that week, the first being the day they caught up at Ethans piano concert and the second being when they got back to his apartment later that day.

Reid just couldn't help himself, Ethan was strikingly attractive. It was enough to make the mans knees weak.

"Ethan.." Reid panted into his partners ear, a signal for the opposing man to get to it already.

As Ethan dragged his lips lazily over Reid's collarbone, the other had taken it upon himself to unbuckle his pants, and quickly.

As he was stumbling out of his pants that had graciously been stuck at the bottom of his feet, Ethan had directed him towards his bedroom.

After throwing himself onto the bed, Reid whimpered like a puppy. Ethan finally removed the remaining clothing between the two, leaving them both bare in the flesh.

"You can't keep doing this, Reid." Ethan sweetly whispered into his ear. "I know you just want to forget what happened, but you're only making it worse."

Reid ignored Ethans pleas and instead spoke sweet nothings into his ear, anything to get Ethan back on track. He was right, Reid wanted to forget completely.

Suckling on the sweet spot of Ethans ear, Reid was getting tired of waiting. He gently pushed Ethan off of him to grab the lube from his drawer. Ethan just sighed as his partner stroked him, he wanted nothing more than to make him happy.

Soon enough Reid had guided Ethan straight to the place he needed him the most. Reid's soft mewls became louder moans and squeals. Ethan quickly worried about what his neighbors would think about him.

Reid quickly flipped their bodies around so that he was on top. Sliding up and down Ethan felt so good, so natural to him. He almost forgot that he had a job.

His phone lit up with a call from Hotch.

"Sssshit..." Reid whimpered, pulling Ethan out of him. "I can't-I can't answer this right now."

"You can't just ignore your boss." Ethan said between deep breathes. Reid stared down at the phone before guiltily picking it up and flipping it open.

"Hotch?" Reid tried to speak as though he wasn't just getting it on.

"Reid? Where are you? I thought I told you today we had a case." His voice was muffled over the phone but he could sense the disappointment.

"Oh." Reid's heart dropped. "I- uh- I completely forgot. I'm sorry, I'll be- um- right there." He had already started dressing himself back up, mentally groaning.

"Reid."

Reid stopped shuffling around instantly. He knew. He was praying to every god he could possibly think of that he wouldn't say anything.

"Are you okay? Really?" Hotch sounded careful. Treading around the subject.

"I'll be there in a bit." Reid said flatly, closing the phone slightly after.

After he was dressed he looked painfully at Ethan. He gave him an affectionate kiss on the cheek after muttering many little sorries.

"I understand, baby. Please don't worry about it." Ethan held Reid's hands within his own. "Seriously, there are more problems you should be worrying about than me not finishing." he chuckled.

Reid's face softened.

"Please, Spencer. Don't do this to yourself anymore." Ethans eyes glistened. "I cant bare to see you hurt yourself everyday." He brushed the strands of hair in front of Reid's eyes behind his ears. He placed a quick peck on his lips as if to say "at least don't do it for me."

Reid shook his head. He knew he needed the help. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to look for it.