Rinne's Fate

Disclaimer:

Don't own anything! All rights on this manga/anime/games and all it's characters belong to Tachibana Koushi.

Ok Ok. I admit. That first chapter didn't have alot to do with Date A Live! Or Rio Reincarnation for all it's worth. And I wasn't satisfied with it for that reason. It is still a good chapter in my opinion though. A general overview over the completeness of these 3 games. Case and point. I will now followup with the 4 girls chapter.

Starting off with Rinne Sonogami. My new fave. My fave in the canon series is still Kurumi though. I bet I will write this name wrong like a thousand times anyway. Sonnogami, Sounogami, Sonogame. Yes stuff happens. Try to say that fast three times in a row. ANd let us get out of the way what I don't like about her too. RINNE JUST FUCKING COCKBLOCKS SHIDO THE WHOLE GAME! FRIEND AND CHILDHOODFRIENDZONED FOR ETERNITY! Ok now that I got that off my chest let's move on.

As she is depicted in Rinne Utopia. So yes you at least need to have the general idea of who she is or preferably have played the true ending of Rinne Utopia. And watched the What if? memory after getting that ending. The trophies and achievements for this are Rinne Utopia and Rinne's Fantasia.

By the way just saying... something weird happened... I have the platin for this game. I looked into the achievements. And suddenly my achievement for getting all Rinne Utopia memories (Rinne's Memories) was gone. Ehm?! How is that possible? The ones for Arusu Install and Rio Reincarnation are still there... Seems I have to watch every single freaking scenario again -.- I looked it up I 100% have every memory in the game. I also know I unlocked it. I almost destroyed my tv before getting all the rest memories. Because it was so much work. And you had to do so many specific things.

You thought a rl date was hard and you can fuck up hard? You haven't seen a fuck up then. I looked the last few memories up and I have 0 idea why I had to do those specific things to get them because they have no relation. SEEMS ALOT LIKE RL TO ME! You do something that you never thought would ever bite you and noone would ever care about and someday from somewhere and for no reason whatsoever it is back. At least the missing memories from Arusu where quite logical. Tiresome and more but logical.

My name is Rinne Sonogami

I am tired

Tired of all these days

Eating myself up every day

Repeating them over and over again

I wish I could say what I wanted to say

But I am not allowed to

I can't no matter what

I need to be perfect

I can't allow myself to do mistakes

If he would find out about my feelings

He might end up hating me

I would not want him to hate me

No matter what

No matter when

I have to be his ideal

I need to help him however I can

And when something goes wrong

I need to reset it

But...

What if the mistake would be not telling him?

Not letting him know about my feelings?

What if the mistake would be irreparable?

What if I was the mistake?

What would happen?

I can only correct things that are not myself

If I myself am flawed

Then not even rebooting the system would change that

I have done it so many times by now

It should all be as always

But why am I getting so distracted?

Why am I getting so carried away?

Is it because I can finally get what I wanted?

What is it that I want?

Could it be?

That helping Shido is what I should do?

But what to do then?

Do I have to take him for myself?

Do I have to accept these feelings of mine?

Do I have to accept these feelings of his for me?

The feelings that potentially might go beyond just being a childhood friend for him?

Does he want me to be his lover?

I am so confused...

I only exist to help him

If I can't help him

I can no longer exist

My existence

My purpose of being

Is solely to serve him

He has to like me

But does he really?

Is it possible that the answer to this end

Shido's true ending

Is it together with me?

Should I be the one dating him?

No that is impossible

Even thinking about him kissing me in itself is already a sin on its own

Not to mention going out with him

Or dating

I will have to continue on

I will have to continue pushing him in the correct direction

And no matter what the right direction is

One thing is for sure

I can't be a part of him

After all his happiness does not lie in Eden

The only thing I can do

Is hope that he makes it to his next destination

But I will not be there

Not anymore

So please don't wait for me

It is so sad

Though all of this is true and I can't allow it

I know the truth

I can never tell anyone though

So I will take this to my grave

No matter what happens

I love you Shido

And if I ever get a chance to do it

I will love you and I will tell you

I will not give up

I will not give you to someone else anymore

No matter what

I will fight

For my happy ending

But it is not here and not today

For now I will go to sleep again

And let this Eden end

And hope that we will meet again

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A/N:

As mentioned before this is written from the perspective of ONLY Rinne Utopia. Not Rio Reincarnation. Not at that point yet. I will get there later. And one last thing. Did anyone notice that Phantom takes on Rinnes form in the Anime? An interesting easter egg to include since you can't know who it is unless you played these games. Phantom takes the identity of someone who does not exist. And it is Rinne. I won't make myself any hopes that the Anime will ever follow up on that. Or explain it. I would wish though