Contains chapter 2 and 4 spoilers!
It was that day, the day we arrived in Strawberry house, that I realized my feelings. I loved them, Kazuichi and Gundam, I loved them more than I had loved anyone even Peko. I finally opened myself up to someone other than her but that was a mistake, the way they looked at her Sonia fucking Nevermind, the ultimate princess, I can see why they love her, Shes beautiful, what a sight for sore eyes.. Why couldn't I be her? Why did she have to be so goddamn perfect? Sonia Nevermind little miss perfect. I hate her guts, Why? Why couldn't it have been her to die instead of Peko, or literally anyone else? Why did those bastards, those handsome amazing bastards love her so much..why wont they love me?!
I was sitting in the lounge thinking about Peko as the alarm clock went off signaling me once again losing someone I loved. It was 5:30 am, I hardly slept, I just kept thinking about everything who I loved….and who they loved.. Honestly at this point i could be driven to murder over this. But peko sacrificed herself for me, the least i can do is live the life she gave me.
Soon enough i heard another alarm breaking my thoughts, this one chilled me to the core, a body announcement..no please don't let it be either of them.. My legs couldn't carry me fast enough to get where everyone was and there he laid, Nekomaru Nidai, thank god. A weight was lifted off of my chest. As i glanced from person to person i noticed it, something was off with gundam...he knew something, no please.. Don't let it be.. It can't be him…
I decided to pull gundam off to the side once everyone left to investigate. "You know somethin don't ya?" I raised a brow at the taller male, who stared at me with those stunning heterochromatic eyes. "What? Did you just accuse me Gundam Tanaka of murder?" He let out a loud chuckle, "Why I would never stoop so low!" But something on his face said otherwise. "I wasn't sayin that, you just seem off, I thought maybe ya saw somethin." I let out a sigh as I looked at him. He simply shook his head at me and walked off, I just stared at him as he left.
Baby Gangster. Here we were trying to figure out who killed our friend and she makes a joke like that. Disrespectful bitch. Now wasn't the time for jokes or my hate, we needed focus, we needed to clear gundams name. "Gundam please...tell us the truth god damnit!" I yelled at him tears in my eyes dripping down my cheeks and catching in my eye patch. Gundam Looked at me...no at her with tears in his eyes, at that moment my heart broke, he did it….and to rub salt in the wound he really did love her… I stood there shock and pain filling my being as he explained how he and Nekomaru sacrificed themselves, no not again… i didn't mean to say that outloud but i did, everyone was staring, should i say it before he dies… or should i keep it in.. that's when i heard three words skip from my and her lips at the same time. "I love you!" annnnd more stares, even Kazuichi was gawking at me and her, he seemed heartbroken, over her probably. I glanced back at gundam who looked at her and then..me? A fond bittersweet smile crossed his lips as he looked at me… did..did he care about me? I managed a small smile back, but then i noticed when smiled it was at Sonia, No matter how much that hurt i couldn't bring myself to hate him especially not right now. That's when monokuma banged his gavel against the pediastool before him. I felt sick, i couldn't watch this, as I watched the love of my life get dragged off i broke down, yes i just said I wasn't going to watch but me and sonia had front row seats and i couldnt peel my eyes away, both sonia and I were sobbing, her hands cupped her mouth and I had fallen to my knees mumbling a string of curses and incoherent ramblings, that was it.. He was gone...
It was about a couple weeks later and everything was normal again, the god damned idiots just moved on from him, even Kazuichi has started fawning over her again. Sonia even got the Devas even though they liked me better, I hadn't been talking to anyone especially her. I felt a hand on my shoulder, which I thought was Hajime coming to lecture me to socialize, but when I turned around there stood Kazuichi. "So uh I found this and thought you might want it…" He said, rubbing the back of his neck as he held out Gundam's hellhound earring. Tears welled in my eyes as I held it, "Thank ya.." I mumbled not making eye contact with him. "Look I know you cared about Gundam, so did I but you gotta...Come out, Talking with people might help ya know?...Talking with Miss Sonia helped me!" He grinned though I could see sadness in his eyes, I can't tell if it's because Gundam's gone or because Sonia doesn't love him. "Maybe i should..But im NOT talking to her" i huffed and looked from the earring to Kazuichi, we were alone...should i tell him before something bad happens to him too?... "Look.." We both said in unison, my cheeks heated up, "You first." I Mumbled as Kazuichi took a deep breath. "I've been thinking...and, Miss Sonia will never love me so I thought Maybe I should move on...and I was thinking about who i knew and who i liked.." he was rambling, the fucks that about? "Get to the point dumbass." I huffed. "I think I like you!" He shouted at me, I froze. "You..Kazuichi "I love Miss Sonia Souda likes me?..." I Whispered more to myself than anyone, he likes me… "Ive liked you for some time, I just didn't know how to tell you or Gundam, I'm not the best at..emotions…" I sighed softly. I felt Kazuichi's hand cup my cheek which made me look up at him, this was the softest expression I'd ever seen on him, Slowly he leaned in Pressing a soft kiss to my lips and I felt sparks fly
The End