Taking a deep breath in and letting it out, Raph tried to calm himself as he watched Donnie fawn over April yet again. Now that the four turtles and their two human friends were up at the farmhouse, with very few places to go and no other people around Donnie was obsessing even more about the red head.
At least when they first arrived at the farmhouse Raph could distract himself by looking after Leo, even talking to his comatose brother about Donnie and April. And then when Leo was awake Raph made it his mission to get Leo back to fighting fit and help him with his injury.
It helped get his mind off Donnie, but that didn't work all the time, especially at night when he couldn't sleep because all he thought about was his brother.
He and Donnie had always been close when they were younger and enjoyed spending time together, they shared some of the same hobbies, they teased each other, it was great...but then April came along and Donnie fell head over heels for the human girl.
Raph didn't understand why Donnie acted the way he did around her or what was so attractive about her. She was a nice person, Raph thought she was a great friend, he just didn't see her as anything more than that and didn't understand why Donnie was so infatuated with her, especially since she didn't feel the same way.
Maybe Raph felt this way because he simply wasn't attracted to humans, as much as he had tried to force himself to be, he just didn't...feel anything. He even felt slightly disgusted by humans, that had happened when he stumbled across some porn and watched two naked humans rut against each other.
He's pretty sure that's when he also realised he was not attracted to women in the slightest.
He was however attracted to male mutant turtles...well one male mutant turtle in particular that had no interest in being with him.
He was going to take action tonight, he was going to show Donnie how he really felt about him and deal with whatever his reaction would be.
Raph had waited patiently for everyone in the farmhouse to go to sleep before he made his way out of the house and over to the barn where Donnie was up working late, again.
Light poured out of the open barn doors and Raph sighed angrily, Donnie should know that if he was going to be working out in the barn late at night, alone, he should close and lock the barn doors for his own safety.
When Raph reached the doors, he stepped inside and pushed the large doors closed, locking them with the latch and other bolts that had been installed onto the doors.
"Raph? What are you doing?" Donnie asked, turning around in his chair and watching as Raph walked towards him.
"It's late Donnie, you need to go to bed." Raph stated and the taller turtle rolled his eyes.
"I'm not a child Raph, I'll go to bed when I want to." Donnie replied, spinning his chair back around, only to have the chair turned back again by Raph. "Seriously Raph, what…?" Donnie started to shout but stopped when Raph spread Donnie's legs and dropped down to his knees in between them.
"What are you doing?" Donnie asked, tensing up at the look in his brother's eyes.
"Do you remember when we turned fourteen?" Raph asked, his voice lower than usual and Donnie felt a shiver run up his body.
"Um, yeah?"
"Do you remember what we talked about?" Raph asked and Donnie frowned, trying to remember what Raph wanted him to.
"Um, no?" Donnie said, he was having a hard time thinking about anything other than why was Raph between his legs?
"We were watching that programme where the guy plans out the wedding for his fiancee." Raph said, trying to jog Donnie's memory.
"I don't remember…" Donnie muttered.
"I asked you if we would ever get the chance to marry someone." That helped Donnie remember slightly.
It had just been the two of them watching television late at night as neither could sleep. Raph seemed withdrawn and Donnie had tried to get Raph to talk about what was bothering him and Raph had been the most open and honest he'd ever been and had been since.
Raph asked if there was a chance they would marry someone someday, would they get the chance to experience a relationship? Donnie had no idea how to answer the question and went straight into a scientific explanation, at one part stating that if they were turtles out in the wild they wouldn't have this problem, they would probably turn to each other for mating if there weren't any females around. That had got Raph's attention.
"We ain't got any female turtles around us Donnie...does that mean we'll end up with each other?"
"Hm, sorry what?" Donnie said when he stopped his rambling and realised Raph had spoken. Raph repeated his question and waited for his shocked brother to respond.
"I don't know Raph...we...we never know what might happen in the future." Donnie said and Raph seemed to pull into himself again, which Donnie didn't want. "Why, do you want us to end up with each other?"
"Maybe, we know each other better than anyone ever could." Raph shrugged, not looking at his brother anymore. "I'm guessing ya' don't?"
"Honestly Raph...I hadn't given it much thought...we're only fourteen, who knows what will happen in the future."
Their conversation died after that but it had never left Raphael's memory.
"Oh…" Donnie said as the memory came back to him, he hadn't thought about that since...well, when it happened. "W-well, we may not have m-met any female turtles but we have met other females.." Donnie stuttered as Raph traced his fingers up and down the inside of Donnie's thighs.
"I'm not into human girls...don't think I'm into girls at all." Raph hummed as he looked up at his brother in such a way that made a tingle run up Donnie's spine.
"T-that's perfectly normal Raph...but…" Donnie started to say but lost his words as both of Raph's hands started playing along his thighs.
"But?" Raph prompted.
"But I like April." Donnie said firmly and Raph rolled his eyes.
"She don't feel the same way Donnie...and it's killing me seeing ya' chasing after her like a love sick puppy."
"I'm not chasing after her like a love sick puppy." Donnie huffed as he tried to close his thighs, but Raph wouldn't allow that.
"She doesn't deserve your love." Raph said as he kissed the inside of Donnie's right thigh and the other turtle squeaked at the feeling and would have pulled his leg away if Raph didn't have a good grip on his outer thighs.
"What are you doing?"
"You don't need to go after her when what you can have is right here." Raph said as he continued to kiss his brother's thighs.
"Raph!" Donnie moaned, his head tilting back as Raph travelled up his thigh, covering his skin with not just kisses but bites as well.
Raph continued up Donnie's leg, licking the crease where skin met plastron before bumping his beak against the tall turtle's lower scutes. Raph licked the scutes hiding Donnie's penis before bumping his beak against the area again.
"Ya' smell good." Raph said, his voice rumbling against Donnie's plastron and he could feel Donnie's erection struggling to stay hidden. "Drop down," he demanded and Donnie fought for almost another minute before releasing his erection with a low groan.
Raph smiled as he took in the sight of Donnie's dick out and proud. He gripped the base of the thick erection, enjoying the reaction he got out of doing so. Raph began stroking his brother, getting his hand wet with the precome to make stroking him easier.
"Open your eyes Don, I want ya' to look at me."
Donnie did what he was told and looked down at his brother, his cheeks and the rest of his face flushed with arousal and embarrassment. Looking his brother in the eyes, Raph swallowed his erection and Donnie cried out, his head tilting backwards again as his hips lifted, trying to thrust into the warm and wet orifice.
The sight of his brother, his smell and the noises he was making was getting to the sai wielder and he soon found himself dropping down. He palmed his erection with his right hand as his left worked on the base of Donnie's, his mouth working on the tip, trying to find out what Donnie liked best.
As this was the first time that Donnie had someone else's hand on him and the first time he received a blowjob, he didn't last long, even though Raph was inexperienced, it felt incredible to the young turtle.
"Oh...Oh, Raph, I'm…" That was all the warning he got before Donnie came, his ejuculate flowing into Raph's mouth who tried to swallow as much as he could as he jerked himself off to completion, only needing a couple of strokes for him to come.
After coming back down from his high, Raph tucked himself away as he continued to catch his breath. As he looked at the olive thighs still spread out in front of him and couldn't resist going in for another taste. He latched onto the soft skin of Donnie's inner right thigh and sucked the skin until when he pulled back there was a lovely red-purple mark left behind, that would remain there for a few days at least.
"Good luck hiding that." Raph rumbled and Donnie looked down at the mark his brother had left on him.
" Raph. " Donnie whined. "What if April sees that?"
"So what if she does...maybe then she'll stop stringing you along like her little puppet when she realises you're someone else's."
"She does not!"
"Why do you keep chasing after her?" Raph asked, growing angry.
"Raph, I like April." Donnie sighed out, looking straight into his brother's eyes, trying to get him to understand.
"But she don't like ya' back...she never will." Raph said, grinding his back teeth together, even after what they had just done, he was still thinking about her.
"You don't know that!"
"Unbelievable." Raph said as he stood up.
"Raph, please." Donnie begged as Raph began to walk away.
"When ya' finally realise that she's just stringing ya' along, don't come crawling back to me!" Raph shouted without as much as a backward glance at his brother.
Donnie watched him leave, a crestfallen expression on his face, unsure of how to proceed from here.