It's here. Their weeding day has finally arrived. Nicole has been smiling her brightest smile all morning. She can't believe she is finally getting married to the love of her life, her Angel, the Guardian of her heart. Waverly Earp. Her wife. Wow... that sounds so good.
She is all dressed up and almost ready for the ceremony, thanks to Rachel. She is wearing a beautiful maroon suit with a very simple and natural-looking makeup. It was Rachel's idea, and she absolutely loves the result. As for Waverly, she has Wynonna to help her get ready. Obviously. Part of Nicole wishes she could just peek at them, sure they must be having a lot of fun right now. But she and Waverly agreed their wedding looks should be a surprise, so she is getting ready in the barn, while Waverly is in their room in the Homestead.
"Alright, there you go!" Rachel exclaims when she's done with Nicole's hair. "What do you think?"
Rachel curled her beautiful red hair, and clipped it backwards on one side, so that it is falling nicely on her right shoulder.
"Wow..." Nicole stares in awe at her figure in the mirror.
"I know. I'm pretty proud of my work too." Rachel says with a proud smirk.
Nicole chuckles lightly at that, and then she turns to face her. "Thank you."
Rachel smiles brightly at her, moving her hand up to fix a lock of Nicole's hair. "I'm... I'm gonna go check on Waves. See if Wynonna needs any help..."
"Okay."
When Rachel leaves, Nicole moves to sit on Wynonna's bed. Closing her eyes, she tries to recall all of the milestones that led them here. Their first meeting at Shorty's... Waverly Earp smiling at her from her front porch... her heart shattering when Waverly told her they should've been just friends, and all its pieces coming back together the minute Waverly kissed her in Nedley's office... their first time, their big fight, all of the times they'd lost and found each other over the years... her regret of not having said yes right away... her hope slowly fading away in those 18 months alone... what they did on the stairs, and on the kitchen floor, and in the barn this morning... What a ride they had, huh?
That's what she said. She can imagine Wynonna saying to her. The thought makes her smile. That woman is a real sucker for a dirty joke. And she's part of their journey too. Who would've thought they could become best friends. And yet, here they are. It's crazy how close they've become.
Right as she's thinking about that, Nicole is brought back to reality by the sound of knocking on the front door. Speaking of the devil...
"May I come in? Please, tell me you're not naked..." Wynonna asks as she walks in with a hand covering her eyes.
"Actually, I'm lying completely naked on your bed right now." Nicole jokes.
"I'd rather not think about what you did on my bed this morning..." Wynonna says lowering her hand.
"Excuse me?!" How the hell does she know about their morning... exchange of love.
"Poor innocent Jeremy told me about it. Poor soul, I think you traumatized him for life..." she mocks her.
Nicole shakes her head in disbelief. "Just come here, and sit with me, Earp." She invites her patting at the space beside her on the mattress.
"Huh uh, no way. I'm never touching that bed again."
"We didn't even do it on the bed!" Nicole yells before she can realize what she is actually saying.
"Yep. I'm burning this whole barn to the ground tonight." Wynonna states in a joking tone before going to sit on the bed near Nicole.
When she was settled, Nicole smiled her beautiful bright smile at her, and Wynonna noticed her eyes were sparkling with tears.
"You okay, Haught?"
"I'm getting married to Waverly Earp today..." she says as if that could answer Wynonna's question.
"You'd better."
Nicole chuckles lightly at that, and then she asks: "how is she?"
"She's ready." Somehow Wynonna knows exactly what Nicole needed to hear. "Oh, I almost forgot. I got you something" She exclaims a moment later, taking a necklace from her dress, in the space right over her boob. "No pockets." She explains with a shrug when Nicole laughs lightly at her. Same old Wynonna.
"Please tell me it's not a boner necklace..." Nicole jokes.
"Damn it! Now I'm mad I didn't think of that!"
That makes Nicole laugh again. And in that moment, she realizes the tears that once threatened to fall are now completely gone. Wynonna did it again. It crazy how this woman can make it all go away with just one joke.
"But seriously... here." Wynonna says as she hands over the necklace to Nicole.
Nicole takes it and lays it on the palm of her hand, so she can study the pendant. It's the shape of a heart, and inside it there are two small figures, two girls sitting on its outline as if the pendant was a swing. On the outline of the heart, then, there are two small inscriptions: always my sister / forever my friend. Nicole reads them, and then turns to look at Wynonna in shock. That's definitely not the gift she was expecting to get from "miss everything's a joke to me".
"Waverly gave it to me for my eighteenth birthday, right before I left Purgatory... She wanted me to know that I'd always have a home here if I wanted to come back. I always have it with me. Even if I'm not wearing it. It's like my lucky charm. Which is kind of stupid considering all the troubles I got in in my life..."
"Wynonna, I..." Nicole's at a loss of words. No one's ever given her something that was so special to them.
"You're gonna be my sister now, right?" she says matter-of-factly, and Nicole can feel herself getting all emotional again.
"I've never had a sister…" She states, mimicking what Wynonna had told her a little less than two years ago. I've never had a best friend.
"You do now." Wynonna states in all seriousness as she fights back the tears blurring her eyes. "A pretty messed up one, but..." she starts to joke, but Nicole interrupts her.
"She's perfect that way." She says taking hold of Wynonna's hand and giving it a gentle squeeze.
They stay like that for a moment, neither one breaking the peaceful silence that fell upon them. Nicole can't take her eyes off the necklace. Waverly gave it to Wynonna, and now Wynonna is giving it to her. It's not just a promise to be friends and sisters forever, it's also a way for Wynonna to say "Waverly's the most precious thing that I have, and now she's yours to protect and love". The idea makes her even more emotional, but if she cries now, she'll ruin all her makeup, and it took Rachel half an hour to put it on. So she takes a deep breath to force back the tears, and then she gets up and turns to face Wynonna.
"Help me put it on?" She asks, holding out the necklace for Wynonna to take.
A tear falls down Wynonna's cheek as she smiles at her friend. She wipes it away quickly with the back of her hand, and then, she gets up grabbing the necklace. As she is fastening it, they hear a knock on the door. It's Rachel. In a very Wynonna-fashion she does not wait for an answer before walking in. She is here to let them know everyone's ready, and they're just waiting for the two of them. All of a sudden Nicole feels like she can't breathe. It's happening. It's time. OMG. Her heart is racing uncontrollably, and she thinks she might get sick. That, of course, does not go unnoticed on Wynonna, who puts her hand on Nicole's shoulder, giving it an encouraging squeeze.
"C'mon, Haught. You've waited long enough. Now you get to be happy." She smiles lovingly at her friend. Best friend. God, she's so happy for her right now. She finally gets to be happily married to the love of her life. It's what she deserves.
When she feels Nicole is breathing somewhat steadily again, she offers up her arm for her to lean on as they walk out. With a deep breath, Nicole puts her hand on Wynonna's arm, and she lets her friend lead her out of the barn, with Rachel in tow. It's a beautiful sunny day, and she can smell the perfumes of a thousand flowers, and the green grass around the Homestead is glowing bright in the summer sun. Nicole takes a look at the guests waiting for them by their seats. It's not many people, it's true, but all the ones who matter are here. Jeremy, Doc, Nedley, Billy, Mercedes… wait. No way! No! She turns towards Wynonna in shock.
"Are you serious right now?!" she exclaims in disbelief.
"Do you know someone else who can officiate your wedding?!"
"Anyone but Bunny!"
"Listen, sheriff, she's who I found, okay? Do you wanna get married or what?"
"You're gonna be the death of me, Earp…"
"Oh, please, your life would be so boring without me."
"I'm marrying your sister, I can think of a few ways to entertain myself…" she objects with a smirk.
Their banter is interrupted by Nedley clearing his throat to get their attention. "Ladies…"
Both turn to look at him. Nicole can instantly feel the tears forming in her eyes. He's here to walk her down the aisle. This is all surreal. How is this real life? She feels like she's in a dream.
"Wow… Look at you." Nedley says in admiration.
"Yeah, you don't look bad yourself."
"I'm proud of you, kiddo." He says in her ear as he brings her in for a tight hug.
Nicole's been able to hold back the tears so far, but after those words she just can't. Her parents might not be there to support her, but she has Nedley, and that's all that matters. She allows one tear to stream down her cheek, but then she collects herself quickly. She can't cry. Not before the ceremony has even started. Nedley smiles lovingly at her as they let go of each other, and then he holds out his arm for her to lean on. Nicole takes one last look around, and she notices Wynonna is gone. She must've gone get Waverly. It's time. No more waiting. This time it's for real. Smiling back at Nedley, she puts her hand on his arm, and they start walking towards the others. My God, this is crazy. She thinks as she sees Bunny waving at her happily. Just a perfect Earp-fashion wedding...
As they walk slowly down the aisle, her eyes get wet all over again. She just can't help it. When she got to Purgatory she was completely alone, and now she's getting married to the love of her life and she's got a family who loves and supports her. She is smiling so big right now, she can feel her cheeks beginning to hurt, and just the idea of seeing Waverly makes her hearts burst with joy. She looks at Rachel, her maid of honor, and she feels so proud. The past 19 months weren't easy for either of them, but they got through. Together. They've seen each other at their worst, and now hopefully they'll get to see each other at their best too. Today a new chapter begins. A better one for sure. No matter what happens next, nothing can be worse than the hopelessness and loneliness she's felt in those eighteen months alone.
Nicole is brought back from her thoughts when Nedley gives her hand a gentle squeeze. Nicole gives him a sweet kiss on the cheek, and then he moves away to get to his seat. All of a sudden, murmurs fill the air, and she turns to see Waverly and Wynonna walking out of the homestead and towards them. Nicole can feel her heart pounding hard. Wow… Waverly looks so beautiful… She is in a long sleeveless white lace dress. Her hair is tied up on the back of her head, and it has beautiful colorful flowers in it. Her makeup, just like Nicole's, is very simple, and she is absolutely breathtaking. Nicole can't help but stare at her in awe as she walks down the aisle leaning on Wynonna's arm. And the same goes for Waverly as she studies her fiancée's look. They both look perfect. This is all so perfect.
"Hi" "Hey" They greet each other once they're standing side by side.
"Haught." Wynonna says as she lets go of Waverly to embrace Nicole. "You take care of my baby sis, okay?" she whispers in her ear, her voice cracking with emotion.
"Always."
"You got the girl, Nicole. Now go get your wife." Wynonna says leaning back and winking at her.
What happens next is a mystery to Nicole and Waverly. All they can focus on is the person standing right in front of them, and it feels like they're in a bubble, just the two of them. They can barely process what's going on as Bunny takes the word to let the ceremony begin. They come back to reality when it's time for them to say their vows.
"Sheriff…" Bunny invites her to go first.
She's had a hard time in the past few days trying to find the right things to say, but she's figure it out at last. Although no words could ever fully express how much Waverly Earp really means to her. As she takes Waverly's hands into her own, she begins.
"Waverly Earp… You are my home, my love, my Angel. You are the oxygen that keeps me breathing, and the light that brightens my days. Being loved by you is by far the best thing that's ever happened to me. You came into my life at a time when I was lost, and alone, and you turned my world completely upside down. You filled the void in my heart with joy, and laughter, and love. You gave me memories to hold onto, and reasons to fight, and stay. You turned this unfamiliar place into my home, and these strangers into my family, and all of my insecurities into my biggest strengths. You taught me to love myself just as much as I love you, and you showed me perfection where I could only see flaws. You inspire me to be the best version of me, and to always be fighting for what I believe in. You are everything I've ever wanted, and so so much more." She pauses briefly to turn and take the ring from Rachel, and then she continues.
"So today, in front of our friends, and family, I take you, Waverly Earp, to be my wife. I give you this ring as a promise to love you, respect you, cherish you, and support you as my partner, my person, and my equal. And I swear I'll do my absolute best to make you smile as bright as you do today for the rest of our lives. I vow to be a loving and protective wife, to be open to change, and ready for every challenge that comes our way. And for as long as I live and breathe, I will be by your side. Always your shield, forever your wife."
Wow... that was a lot. Waverly knows it's her turn now, but she is so emotional she is afraid she might forget everything that she wanted to say. She looks down at the ring on her finger, and somehow it calms her down. Looking back up into Nicole's beautiful brown eyes, she knows she just has to speak from her heart, and the right words will come. So she takes a deep breath to steady her voice, and then she begins.
"Nicole Haught... wow, I can't believe this is actually happening! I'll never forget the day you walked into Shorty's with your uniform, and your Stetson in your hands, and confidence for miles. I'd been living a life in black and white for so long that I'd forgotten what real happiness felt like. But then you smiled your beautiful bright smile at me, and it all turned into colors. You showed me that it's okay to be ambitious, and that I should never settle for anything less than what I deserve. You gave me a choice when I thought I had none. In a world of people telling me who to be, you just asked me to be myself. You held me together when my world was falling apart, and you made me feel special, when I didn't know who I was anymore. You... you, Nicole Haught, are extraordinary. Whenever I'm in a dark place, you light my way back to safety. You are my harbor, my anchor, my rock. I don't have anything to give you if not unconditional love, and support. And I don't know what the future will hold for us, but I'm not afraid. Because I know that, whatever comes next, we will face it together. Side by side as it's always been." Mimicking Nicole, she pauses briefly to turn and take the ring from Wynonna. And then, she continues.
"Today, I take you to be my wife, on this land that's always been my home, because you, Nicole Rayleigh Haught, are my home. With this ring, I promise to love you, respect you and support you as my love, my equal, and my partner. I will be your shoulder to cry on, and a rock to lean on. Your number one fan, the reason for your smile, and your light in the darkness. I vow to be a loving and protective wife, to love all of your flaws and imperfections, and to stand by your side for the rest of my life. Always your angel, forever your wife."
Tears are streaming down their faces by the time Waverly finishes talking. They turn to look at their family, and they are all crying as well. Even Bunny seems to be a little bit emotional when she takes the word to conclude the ceremony.
"Alright then. Let's make this official!" She exclaims. "By the power vested in me by... Wynonna Earp this morning, I now pronounce you partners for life, wife and wife. You may kiss your bride."
Waverly and Nicole don't waste a second. Without letting go of each other's hands, they lean in for their first of many many kisses as wives. It's just a tender kiss, but it still conveys all the love they have just professed for one another. When they part, Nicole leans down so her forehead is resting on Waverly's. And as they stay like that for a moment, it seems like everything else disappears, and it's just the two of them. Their eyes are blurry with tears, and all they can see are the big bright smiles lighting up their faces. This is doubtless the happiest day of their lives. There is so much joy in their hearts right now that it feels as if they might even explode.
"My wife." Nicole states in a dreaming tone.
"Forever." Waverly adds.
"I love you, Waverly Earp."
"And I love you, Nicole Haught."
None of the rest matters. As long as they have each, there is nothing they can't overcome. Their love has survived the most impossible situations, and it will last forever. Of that they are sure.
Always your shield, forever your wife.
Always you angel, forever your wife.