A/N: I'm sorry in advance.
The doors were unlocked when Megamind entered Roxanne's apartment through her balcony windows. He could hear water running and the soft beat of rock music playing somewhere within the home, making him smile. Megamind moved towards the kitchen, setting the flowers he had brought on the counter.
Since the fall of Tighten they had officially been dating for over 3 months, not including the mishap with Bernard. It was something they had talked about and moved forward with. Megamind was embarrassed but grateful for Roxanne's understanding.
Over the 10 years they had known each other, it was only recently that they had gotten romantically involved. Megamind wasn't sure he had ever been this happy in his life. If he thought he had been in love with her before, there was no comparing the love he felt for her now.
Megamind shifted the rose petals on the bouquet as he thought to himself.
There wasn't a day Megamind didn't let his girlfriend know how he felt. He had always been expressive with his emotions and, after encouragement from Roxanne, he didn't hold back.
However, within the past week, Roxanne had been acting a little strange.
Nothing overly worrisome but he couldn't figure out what the underlying factor was. Distant didn't seem like the right word and it worried him more to think about it that way.
Megamind had counted three separate instances that made him think something might be wrong.
One night while watching a movie at her apartment Megamind had caught Roxanne staring at him, longer than she usually did, out of the corner of his eye. He hadn't said anything, but it unnerved him a little. For the first half of her staring, he had thought maybe he was doing something wrong, holding her uncomfortably or not properly doing something. The dating was still new to him and he wanted to learn to do it correctly. But she simply stared, unmoving, besides unconsciously licking her lips.
There was another day, this time at Megamind's not-so-evil lair. Megamind still loved to create things, to invent things and with the help of Roxanne, had started to make things for the greater good. He had a prototype of a water filter for the masses that he wanted to show Roxanne. Megamind had been explaining his work, showing her the inner mechanics of the machine and saw a series of emotions flicker over her face. None of which he could name.
He could simply collect the physical data he saw and go from there. Roxanne's eyes had dilated while he talked and when he had done something quick with his hands her breath had seemed to quicken. If he didn't know any better, he might have thought she was afraid. But that didn't make any sense, nothing he had been doing was in any way threatening. Plus, Roxanne had stopped being afraid of Megamind years ago.
The third instance was while they were together, just enjoying each other's company, Roxanne seemed to fidget. There was something she was obviously wanting to talk to Megamind about but every time he asked her, she shook her head and told him nothing was wrong.
Megamind knew whatever was on Roxanne's mind was about him but he wasn't sure if that was a good thing or not.
Moving to grab a glass of water, long ago familiarizing himself with her apartment, Megamind shook his head. He wanted to find out what was wrong, but he was unsure of how to ask. Since Megamind had arrived early, he made his way towards the TV, not wanting to bother Roxanne as she got ready.
While he was sitting on the sofa browsing the channels, he could hear what almost sounded like a struggle coming from the bathroom. Megamind fidgeted a bit but stayed put. He didn't want to alarm her by jumping to conclusions. It was when he heard his name called out that he began to worry. The call was faint at first, but he then heard a loud shout that sounded like pain.
Megamind immediately shot up, throwing the remote to the floor. He moved quickly, running up the stairs of her loft towards her bedroom.
His mind, being the massive thinker it was, began to filter through several scenarios at lighting speed, none of them pleasant. Roxanne knocked out on the floor, unconscious. Roxanne being attacked. Roxanne unable to breath. His mind went into overdrive as he made it to her room.
Her door was open, a lovely red dress lying on the bed and he could hear the shower running over her music in the bathroom en suite. As he entered the room, his name was called again.
It was muffled and it made him worry. Running up to the door, Megamind knocked softly, hesitantly.
"Roxanne?"
There was no answer other than Roxanne responding with another pained moan of his name.
Anything could be wrong and Megamind pounded on the door, loudly this time, calling out to his girlfriend.
"Roxanne, are you alright?"
Feeling the warm water glide over her, Roxanne sighed with content. Her evening was turning out to be the most relaxing afternoon she had experienced in weeks.
She had just finished up a busy workload, an interview with the mayor about taxes that had taken her all day to filter through. Plus, paperwork that had been building up for the past month. She was looking forward to a nice relaxing date with her boyfriend.
Roxanne had laid out her dress for the evening and picked out a pair of exceptionally delicate heels to wear with it. The dress was red silk, her favorite color, and was cut just above her knees, flaring out at the waist.
Being together with Megamind was the most fulfilling relationship Roxanne had ever experienced. Sure, he had lied in the beginning, and it wasn't something she easily forgave him for. But once they had broken down the wall of lies he had built around him, Megamind was attentive and sweet. He never pushed her or tried to control her. Something many previous partners had no trouble doing.
Putting on some rock music Megamind had recommended to her, Roxanne stepped into the shower. She hadn't stopped thinking about Megamind all afternoon and had only been in the shower for a couple minutes before her libido kicked in. She peeked her head out of the shower curtain and looked at the clock on her wall. It would be about two hours before Megamind showed up. She had time.
Nodding to herself, Roxanne closed her eyes and let her hand press against her skin lightly, teasing the sensitive skin on her chest.
It had only been recently that Roxanne was having a problem with her sexual desires. Sure, she had been attracted to Megamind well before they even began dating but the fantasies she was having about him were new. Every time she was around him, she would find herself feeling hot and bothered.
Megamind was the most attractive man she had ever laid eyes on and freely being able to touch him and cuddle next to him was itching at some deep primal part within Roxanne. The problem was, they had never even talked about the next step in their relationship. She had tried several times to take that first step but chickened out at the last second, even after Megamind had caught her staring. The most physical they had ever gotten was kisses that would last a little longer than normal on a particularly good day.
Kissing was nice, Roxanne loved how tender and sincere Megamind could be, but she continuously was wanting more and more.
Roxanne sighed to herself as she touched her body, feeling the way the water made her soft skin feel. Pushing her hand downward, she started to think of a favorite fantasy she had of her boyfriend. It involved his hands, and her imagination was strong enough to fill in for the lack of stimulation.
She breathed his name.
Roxanne could feel her body temperature rise as she slid her fingers inside herself. She imagined him mumbling in her ear. She curled her finger as she listened to his voice and felt his hands touching her. He was above her body, pushing her against the cold wall of the shower.
Roxanne called his name out louder, feeling his long fingers reaching deeper into her core. Megamind whispered against her ear and pushed another finger into her. Roxanne let out a cry of frustration.
Again, her name was said but this time it sounded louder, less of a whisper, almost as if he was with her. She let herself moan his name. Abruptly there was shouting, not coming from her, and it was confusing in her lust filled state. There was no reason for him to be shouting in her fantasy.
Roxanne opened her eyes slightly and heard loud banging on her door. Immediately she froze, breathing heavily, and her eyes shot open. There was more banging and the voice, the real voice, of Megamind behind her bathroom door. Her body twitched slightly at the sound of his voice, her hand still inside of her and half in her fantasy. She cursed at his kind gesture of an early arrival.
"Roxanne, dear? Are you alright?" He sounded worried.
Clearing her throat and taking in a ragged breath, Roxanne choked out an answer. "Yeah, Megamind! I'm fine!"
There was the sound of a sigh of relief but then Megamind spoke again. "Are-are you sure, Roxanne?" He was hesitant to leave. "Do you need any assistance?"
The tender flesh between Roxanne's legs throbbed slightly at the idea of him 'assisting' her, all wet and waiting for him. She shuttered, half a mind to let him come in and help her finish.
"No, Megamind. I'm fine, really!"
There was a pause, so long she thought he had stepped away, but his voice spoke up again. "Okay, just- let me know if you need me, my love."
"I will."
Roxanne waited, listening only to the sound of the water hitting the walls of her shower before gently removing her hand from between her thighs. There was no use in continuing, Megamind was already worried and if she took any longer than necessary, she was afraid he might knock down the door in his haste to check on her.
Sighing, Roxanne finished her shower and grabbed her towel. She knew she was going to have to explain what was going on to him, but she wasn't looking forward to it. Normally, talking to your partner about sexual desires was embarrassing enough but Megamind had basically caught her in the act.
Toweling off her face, she groaned, making up her mind. It was pointless to avoid it any longer. She needed to talk to him.
Megamind drummed his fingers on his knees, listening to the music Roxanne was playing and tried not to listen for any more commotion coming from inside her bathroom. She had said she was fine, so there shouldn't be anything to worry about. Megamind trusted her, and he knew that if she said she was fine that she was indeed fine, but there was something nagging at his insides, telling him otherwise.
It was about 10 minutes before he heard the water shut off along with the music. Megamind sat up straight on the bed and looked eagerly towards the door. A couple minutes later he was greeted with the sight of Roxanne in nothing but a towel and a few lone drops of water slowly dripping down her body.
"Shit." Roxanne muttered.
If he were conscious of what he was doing, Megamind would have realized his mouth was open and he was very clearly staring at the vast expanse of skin in front of him. His eyes raked down her body, drinking in her curves. Roxanne's face was red, and her eyes were wide. They both stared at each other for a moment before Roxanne swallowed hard, the grip on her towel tightening.
Blinking rapidly, Megamind finally realized he had been staring and spun around so fast, he almost lost his balance.
"Sorry! I am- I'm sorry Roxanne!"
His face was red, he could feel it burning along with his ears as he stood, covering his eyes with his hands. The image of Roxanne, her light dusting of freckles that covered her shoulders and arms, the messy freshly washed hair and the sight of her bare shoulders and neck was permanently burned into his memory. He had imagined what Roxanne looked like, what her body looked like, but he had never seen so much of her skin at one time.
Swallowing hard he heard her clear her throat and mumble something under her breath. Megamind nodded, not knowing what she said but ran towards the door, his eyes still covered.
"I'll just let you get dressed!" He ran into the door frame and let out a cry of pain before peeking through his hands to visualize where he was in the room. He began to run out the door as he apologized once more. "Sorry, again."
He heard her call to him, and it sounded like she had moved towards him. "Megamind, wait!"
He didn't dare look at her, but he turned around slightly, looking under his hands at the floor. He saw her bare feet, a lot closer than he had previously thought.
"Just-" Roxanne hesitated, "Can you wait there a minute? I want to- I want to talk to you."
Megamind slowly lifted his hands. Roxanne was blushing, a beautiful flush that ran down her delicate neck and shoulders. She grabbed the dress on the bed and held the front of her towel with her other hand. Megamind's own blush had just started to go away but the sight of her bending over the bed, freshly clean and exposed was too much for him. He blushed once more and covered his eyes again.
"I'm going to get dressed." Roxanne spoke again. "And dry my hair." She added.
There was a shuffling sound and then the sound of the door closing. Megamind hesitated but slowly uncovered his eyes again.
He sat down heavily on the bed. There wasn't much else he could do but wait.
Megamind had never wanted to invade Roxanne's privacy like that, he just hadn't been thinking logically. The only thing going through his large head at the time was worry. Worry and trying to convince himself that Roxanne was alright. He hadn't even realized that, naturally, with the shower running and her clothing laying on the bed next to him, that she was going to come out not wearing anything.
It was another 10 minutes when Roxanne opened her bathroom door, dressed and hair dry. Megamind looked up briefly and then down at his hands in his lap.
Out of the corner of his eye, Megamind saw Roxanne make her way towards him. She softly sat down.
"Hey."
Megamind looked up and gave a small apologetic smile. "Hey."
Roxanne smiled back and tucked her hair behind her ear, a nervous gesture that made him weak at the knees.
"Look, I bet you're wondering what-" She hesitated but seemed to make her mind up about something and continued. "What was happening in there." She gestured behind her at the door.
All Megamind could do was nod. He was curious but still distracted by the image he had seen of Roxanne.
"Okay." She breathed. "Well, Megamind, to be honest I was…" she closed her eyes for a moment. "Masturbating."
The word sounded familiar to Megamind, but he didn't know why it warranted such a reaction from her. She looked as if she had admitted to something embarrassing. Learning new things, especially when it was Roxanne teaching him, was always exciting. He needed more information.
"Masturbating?"
"Yeah, about you actually." Roxanne opened her eyes and laughed nervously, blushing.
Megamind was sure he was missing something. She was doing something that involved him, yet he hadn't been present in the room with her.
He shook his head. "I'm sorry, Roxanne, I'm not sure I understand the term."
Roxanne already had a hard time convincing herself that she was going to have to admit to her boyfriend what she had been doing in the bathroom. She wasn't prepared for the fact that she would have to explain, in full it sounded like, what masturbation was to her boyfriend.
With round eyes she stuttered. "W-wha wait. You don't know what masturbation is?"
Her voice shook but it was something so ridiculous she didn't know how to process it.
Megamind nodded. "I'm afraid not."
He looked genuinely apologetic but interested. She knew he loved learning new things but of course it was her who had to teach him about the 'birds and the bees'.
Roxanne sighed and rubbed her eyes. "Well, it's basically-" She paused.
It was such a personal subject. It would have been fine to talk about with a friend or female colleague at work but talking to her partner about what she had been thinking about was something completely different. Roxanne didn't know how to describe it. Megamind tended to learn things better when they were explained in a very cut dry way, using all the technical scientific terms. Roxanne wasn't an expert but maybe she would be able to explain it in a way he would understand.
She was an adult. They were both adults. Scientific terms. She could do this.
"God, ok." She took a breath and looked at Megamind. "It's when someone pleasures themselves sexually."
Megamind made a face of understanding and then blushing confusion.
"So, you were... Thinking about us… in a sexual scenario… while touchi…?"
He looked down at the hands in her lap and Roxanne shifted, her thighs rubbing together, self-conscious of the way he stared. Megamind's eyes widened, and he spun his head forward, away from Roxanne slightly, red in the face.
"So-" he hesitated. "When you were calling out my name…?"
Roxanne sighed and looked at her hands.
Roxanne finished for him, nodding. "I was thinking about you in a sexual way while," she hesitated but continued. "While pleasuring myself."
Megamind nodded slowly and Roxanne continued.
"They were happy sounds. I was- I was enjoying it."
Megamind didn't look scared yet and she took it as a good sign.
"You weren't in pain?" he asked.
Roxanne shook her head and saw a brief flood of relief on his face. Then he asked, "And when you said my name..?"
"It was part of the fantasy." she said, gesturing with her hands.
"Fantasy?"
He seemed very unfamiliar with the idea of sexual desires and it was starting to worry Roxanne that he might not be on the same sexual level as she was.
"It's like an idea, like a story in my head. Things I want you to do to me."
Megamind looked at his hands and sat quiet for a second, soaking in the new information. He nodded slowly to himself and then looked up at her.
"Does this mean you want to have intercourse with me?" As Roxanne was nodding, he looked as if he had realized something. "Wait, do you want to reproduce," He breathed in for a second, "do you want to conceive a child with me?"
There was a beautiful hopeful look in his eyes so when Roxanne said a little quickly "No! No," the lovely look turned sad. Roxanne hated herself for responding without thinking. She just as quickly reached up to his shoulders and spoke again. "I mean, yes."
Megamind looked up then, a little surprise and spark back in his eyes. Roxanne smiled.
"Not right away. Is- is that even possible? Are we compatib-'' She stopped herself. She was getting way ahead of the moment and needed to bring it back to the present and what they had originally started talking about. "You know what, that's a discussion for another day. Intercourse isn't only for children."
Megamind was still smiling but turned his head in question. "But that's how humans are able to give birth, they have intercourse, yes?"
Roxanne laughed. "Yes, but it can also be for pleasure. For fun."
"Fun?" His eyes lit up slightly at the idea. "So, this act of pleasure, you can do this by yourself?"
"Yes, you can by yourself or with a partner." she said, nodding.
Roxanne then shifted her legs, still feeling a little tender from her actions earlier. Megamind, unfortunately, noticed and reached a hand towards her.
"Are you alright? Oh," he said as if he realized something. "Does it hurt? Is that why you look uncomfortable?"
Roxanne shook her head grabbing his hand as it motioned in the air.
"No, sweety. It doesn't hurt, but it does make your skin a little sensitive and" she felt herself blush, "I'm still a little turned on."
"Turned on? Like, you're still sexually aroused?" he said as Roxanne nodded, her face feeling like it was inflamed.
"Do you need me to help you with that?" He leaned towards her, way too eager and she knew he didn't really know what he was proposing. "Do you need me to help" he shrugged, not knowing the right terms to use, "with the pleasurable ministrations or turning you off or something?"
The imagery that shot through her head and pulsed down towards her core, something to do with Megamind pinning her down to the bed they were on and helping her finish, had Roxanne almost begging for him right there. She bit her lip hard and swallowed thickly.
"I don't think that's the best idea." Megamind looked a little hurt and she rolled her eyes in frustration at wanting to just rip his clothes off and show him what she wanted.
"Megamind," she said, "I would love for you to do so many things to me, with me, but we have plans tonight." She motioned to the door and then to what they were wearing. "I was getting ready for a reason, right?"
"Right!" He said smiling, unaware of the effect he was still having on her. "Right, okay we can go to dinner but," He looked down for a moment and then up at her through his lashes.
"Can you show more of this fun to me tonight?"
It took everything in Roxanne's willpower to not show him at that moment.
"Of course, Megamind."
He suddenly stood up eagerly, bouncing on the balls of his feet. "Okay then! To dinner!"
A/N: I wouldn't consider this fully finished but it was all I could really write. Anyone is welcome to take a whack at what happens afterwards! Please!
I REALLY struggled with this! I'm actually ace, a little on the grey spectrum, so writing some of the details of this was hard. Rereading was hard. Fun, but challenging. Having to write Roxanne explain things while I am the one sitting there asking, 'sexual organs are for reproduction, why do anything else with them?' 😂 I'm not sure if I did it right.
Hopefully this is still enjoyable! I miiiight continue but honestly, mature detail isn't my strong suit. 😬