Before we start:
I'm excusing myself for my language. This can sometimes come across as rude.
Also, most of the humour (+ bullying scenes: perspective of the bullies) can be dark and be hurtful to others around.
If you aren't emphatic, I would definitely advise against reading this. That is because it might be harder for you to connect to and understand the character.
This is Blaine in his room writing his diary after his first week with Kurt. Which you get to read in the following chapters.
I hope you enjoy this story!
Sit back, relax and don't forget the snacks! 'Cause here comes Just A Kiss.
xxx
Dear tree,
I'm sorry you have to be a book, that I had no idea what to do with, so I decided to turn you into a diary. I'll just tell you about me and my garbage life.
When you make a trip to the McKinley highschool in Lima, Ohio - don't -, you will come across different students that attend the school.
One of them is Blaine Anderson AKA me :).
I am known as a junior with a bad reputation - HA. People derive that from my leather jackets and my hang out place under the bleachers during most of his classes.
I'm best friends with Quinn Fabray and Sebastian Smyhte, whom I muck about.
There is nothing I hate more than rumours. Some say I hook up with random girls and even got one pregnant. I would love to just put the following message in a newspaper with a matching article:
NEWS FLASH:
ANDERSON IS AS STRAIGHT AS A NOODLE
"Well guess what, hoes?! The guy, me, who you all claim to give your innocent flower to, is actually a flaming gay American citizen who prefers deep-throating over licking pussy.
Thank you for listening to my TED-talk"
- Blaine :)
I would even read it aloud and bow to my, presumably, shocked audience. I still don't give a 💫fuck💫. I won't excuse my language because *look previous sentence*.
Not all rumours were about my sex life, though (sorry tree, if you liked that... why would you?). Some were about my drinking or smoking problems. I don't even have those problems.
Hell yeah, I drink a beer here or there! But I hate smoke and I don't, NOT EVER, want to repeat my drunken actions.
Let's just say they were a little embarrassing... just a little...
Enough with the negative! I love my motorcycle which i named Christina but kept calling her Chris. I want to keep the gender neutral name, I like it better.
I love Broadway and Romance novels, but will never admit it (Shush, my darling).
Like I mentioned before: I am openly, out and proud gay. So the rumours about me being in an open relationship with Quinn Fabray are just strange. Don't get me wrong! She is a beautiful girl, but I didn't change my opinion about liking dick in the seconds that you read me talking about gay rainbows.
I don't know what to do with her sometimes. Quinn smokes and she is a gossip queen. Ask her something, and she will answer with the - sometimes - harsh truth.
Give her a description, and she gives you a name and maybe even extra information.
She has a bad girl look but has the persona of a sweetheart.
There also is Sebastian Smythe. The guy who is hopelessly in love with me or in his words: desperately wants to get into my pants. I know, I know he his handsome and all that, but this guy needs romance. Not some sex-deprived animal that will jump you when it has the chance. I do like the attention I get from it so I sometimes end up flirting back.
There's another reason I don't want to date him. He smokes with Quinn and, like I said, I hate smoke.
And apparently everyone is scared of the number one asshole, David Karofsky. I can't believe I was friends with him! I'm glad he's a senior so I don't have to deal with him in my senior year, THANK GOD!
Karofsky is so ignorant SKSJFUEB I hate him. He picks on the kids who are brave enough to be themselves, that's why I'm a skank. Sorry, not sorry, I love my face. Thank you very much! His favourite weapons are slushies and his fists.
I'm not scared of him, but Sebastian is always terrified when the guy's around.
But they all don't matter (I do), because this story is about the guy I met a week ago. His name is Kurt Hummel and he is a junior. He is openly gay and just moved to Ohio. He had to move because his dad opened a new shop in Lima, close to McKinley. And for some reason... I feel so attracted to him. I just need to figure out why.
I can only say one thing:
This week was AWESOMENESS :)
xxx
For you Holli, be yourself. Stay awesomeness ヽ(✿ﾟ▽ﾟ)ノ