Author's note: I'm sorry for those who like Shuuichi, I have nothing against him but I needed someone to be the bad one in the story, so, sorry for shitting on him u.u
The words of your body
The more you look at her, the more it seems like a dream.
She's too perfect to be real, ethereal like an angel or a deity upon this ugly world.
The way she moves with such delicacy, her elegant walking that makes her look like she's floating with every step she takes, the way her hair sways in the wind, hypnotizing you or how her eyes acquired the brightest shade of amethyst as the sun reflects on them, transporting you to another world.
As you two exchange glances and she smiles at you mysteriously, you feel a spark igniting a little fire in you and get lost in that sight once again.
But soon, the dazzling feeling is replaced with pain as you're hastily brought back to reality by the hold of a bigger hand gripping yours, hard, making you gaze up in fear, observing the hard look on your not very amused boyfriend's face, probably bothered for having witnessing the exchange of glances between you and Reina.
- Stay away from her – he says with a frown on his face, gripping your hand tighter.
- Who? Reina? Why? – you ask him confusedly, a question after another after his sudden demand while he just nods at you.
- I don't like her – he says crushing your fingers, hurting you.
- Shuuichi, you're hurting me! And no, she's my friend! – you say frantically, touching your hurt hand once is free from his grip.
- Just do it Kumiko – he says with firm voice, ending any further argument.
Once again, his hand finds your sore one, barely letting it rests from his previous grip to drag you towards the school's entrance before the doorbell rings, his eyes throwing daggers at Reina's back on the way there.
You're too busy being dragged rashly by him that you miss the angry and concerned look upon Reina's face.
Once Shuuichi and you reach the school's shoes lockers, you find your lips briefly pressed against his in a forced kiss that leaves you frozen and shocked on your spot, with your shoes thrown all over the floor, but the shock shortly lasts as, without saying a word, he turns around to make his way to his own classroom.
You watch dumbfounded his silhouette getting lost in the middle of a sea full of students, wondering why he did something like that, before sighing, deciding to solve that mystery later, and rush to your own classroom before the ring could bell, announcing you're late.
And then, instead of paying attention to the ongoing class like you should, you find yourself wondering back to solve the mystery of Shuuichi's behavior as his actions never cease to leave your mind, not letting you focus on learning the new lesson.
You wonder what made him change so much, or was he always like this but you never realized of it?
You wonder how your sweet and playful "whiny" childhood friend could grow up turning from a nice and attentive guy to an abusing one.
He wasn't like that before. No matter how much you think of it, he was always by your side supporting you in whatever decision you took, helping you as a friend no matter what.
He was your nice and kind childhood friend, and because of that, eventually, becoming more than friends seemed something natural, falling in love with him seemed to be in the equation. Yet seeing that sweet boy turning into a controlling and jealous boyfriend was definitely not in the equation, but that didn't stop you from keep being with him, thinking it was just part of the insecurities that came along with a first relationship, not mattering if that or him hurt you in the process.
You're so absorbed trying to decipher what went wrong and when everything turned from what could have been a perfect relationship to an abusing one, that you don't even realize the teacher asked you a question and it's waiting, rather impatiently, for an answer until you sense a light kick on your chair that brings you out of your self-absorption, making you stand up startled, looking nervously at the teacher in question as she keeps waiting.
Just when you're about to ask her politely to repeat you the question, a soft voice murmurs the correct answer so you can say it out loud. Whoever did it, pretty much saved you from embarrassment and made you learn to pay attention to class so incidents like this one doesn't happen again.
The teacher gives your answer as correct and continues the lesson not very amused while you sit back, sighing in relief.
After that, the rest of the day advances with slowness until the ring bells again, this time announcing the end of the morning and with it, the arrival of lunch, although your stomach feels a little bit closed to be eating anything.
You're resting your head in your arms when a figure approaches to you, startling you.
- Kumiko? – says a strong but feminine voice in a soft whisper as if she was waking you up. That voice… you realize that the voice sounds like the one that told you the correct answer earlier.
- Uh? – you say, not being able to say anything more coherent as you look up and stare at the girl in front of you. Reina… she really looks like an angel with the way the sun hits her face…
- Let's have lunch together – she says.
- Ah? S-Sure! – you babble nervously and a little bit louder than you intended, causing Reina to raise an eyebrow at you, making you blush at it.
As you two eat quietly on the benches of the school's garden, you realize she hasn't stopped looking at you for a while, making you nervous.
- Uh? Do I have something on my face? – you say touching your face in search of some remainder of food or something when her hand catches your wrist in a quick movement and brings it up to her face to examine it.
Her hand is soft and her hold is light, feeling like a feather grazing over your bruised skin. Her fingertips carefully dance over the skin on your wrist, feeling its damage, and not wanting to cause anymore yet you see her face turning serious and her gaze growing hard, contrasting with the gentleness of her touch.
- I've fell this morning – you say nervously, avoiding her gaze as you scratch your cheek, silently hoping she believes you.
- It was him, wasn't it? He did this to you – she affirms firmly.
- What? No! I-I don't know what are you talking about!
- You're such a bad liar Kumiko.
As she says that, her eyes soften and the light caresses return over your skin, alleviating the pain on your wrist and quickly calming you down.
Both of you stay like that in silence for who knows how long, not knowing what to do or say. You want to tell her that she's right but you're too scared to say anything, to take a look on her face and see a trace of what she could be thinking of you right now, so you just stay quiet, neither confirming nor denying her suspicions.
- You don't have to keep enduring this, or him for the matter, Kumiko – she says, her hand never leaving your skin, feeling like it's starting to burn as soon as those words are out of her mouth.
- You don't know anything Reina – you say quietly, not wanting any confrontation and pull your wrist back, leaving the place in a hurry, food forgotten on the spot.
She might be right but she doesn't know anything. You don't even know anything about it anymore...
You leave her figure behind, sat on the bench as the questions you've been asking yourself all morning, all these days, assault you again. What did it change? When? Why?
Time passes and practice comes, and somehow, all your mind can think about is Reina and how to avoid her, not ready to face her yet, but as Shuuichi enters your classroom, Reina hurries out of it, leaving early to the practice.
Somehow, he came right in time and just saved you from an uncomfortable situation, or maybe not…
- You weren't here at lunch – he says taking your school bag to carrying it.
- Ah sorry, the weather seemed too nice to have lunch in here – you say apologetically, hating having to lie.
- It's okay, just tell me next time – he says taking your hand in his, pulling you in a side hug before dragging you all the way to the music room.
He's controlling, possessive and jealous but he makes it look so sweet and nice that could be easily mistaken for a caring and thoughtful boyfriend, only to those eyes which doesn't know the truth.
Where did your cute childhood friend go again?
As the practice goes by smoothly, you find yourself stealing glances at Reina without anybody noticing, yet what you fail to notice is Shuuichi's gaze staring at you the entire time, following closely every one of your moves.
When he nicely offers to take you to your home as a pretext to spend more time together, you can't say no, not being able to imagine it's just a mere lie to cover up his jealousy and as soon as you enter the entrance of your house, your back hits the wood of the front door, making you shriek in surprise and pain because of the impact.
You barely have time to recover or say anything before his mouth is attacking yours roughly.
Your hands quickly find his chest trying to push him away but his strength makes the effort go in vain and you can only weakly stay standing pinned against the door, trying not to cry as his mouth goes down to your neck, biting it so hard that it'll leave a notorious mark claiming you as his. Then, his possessive lips make their way up to you ear to whisper a threatening "you're mine" and with a final kiss on your mouth and a satisfied grin upon his face, he finally pulls apart, wiping away the few tears that managed to escape your eyes.
- You're mine. I hope you have that in mind the next time you ogle somebody else. And remember, nobody will ever love you, especially not as much as I love you – he says sternly, leaving you confused.
You didn't ogle anybody. Well, maybe…. shit Reina.
Nodding as if he had read your mind, he kisses you again with more force than before and leaves the house with a slam, making you slide down the door until you end being sat on the floor, tears flowing freely.
So this is all because of Reina…
That's it.
You finally have the long yearned answer to all your questions and it never made so much sense as it does now. Everything started to change since Reina and you became closer and befriended, not being simply bandmates or acquaintances as you two used to be.
Later in the evening while hugging your pillow tightly and talking to your dearest cactus, you wonder what would happen next as sleep soon captivates you, obliging you to sleep. You try to rest your mind until a new day comes, but you end up having nightmares, waking up restlessly before the alarm even goes off.
As you head out to go to the school, you're conscious and grateful that your uniform hides, from any prying eyes, the marks and bruises Shuuichi left on your flesh.
You're about to turn the corner when you feel your body being crashed against another more firm body and a hand being pressed possessively around your waist. His cologne soon invades your nostrils and his dry lips attack yours for a brief moment.
- Morning baby, did you have a good night? – he says grinning, knowing there's no way you could had have a good night after what he did to you the previous evening but of course he knows about it… He's wicked and twisted to the point of being really scary. You've never in your short life been as scared as you are now.
- S-sure – you say, hating it.
You hate the way your voice trembles with fear which only brings a wider grin upon his face. The way you feel belittle and terrify in his arms, not being able to move or escape. The way he fools everybody acting as sweet as a perfect gentleman and boyfriend but it's quite the opposite and you… you don't do anything for fear of reprisals.
You don't do anything because deep inside, you still keep hoping he'll change back to that kind kid he used to be. You don't do anything because he's right, if he doesn't love you like he does then nobody will love you, but is it really worthy to go through all this pain and fear? You wonder as you two walk together to school, not paying attention to his conversation about sports.
Every time you think about him, about the way he loves you and how nobody will love you if he doesn't, you can't help but let your mind wander back to Reina and think about how it'd feel if she was the one loving you, how it'd be to be with her and that simple thought confuses you to no end.
And just like that, thinking about Reina, with his sport conversation going on in the background, you walk now hand in hand with him to school, wondering how to act towards Reina after what happened the previous day…
As you two approach to the school's doors, a new fear settles inside of you, hoping for once that luck is on your side and Reina is not around, not ready to face her yet, not after your fight, not after what happened the previous evening with Shuuichi, neck still throbbing in pain at the memory of it.
Shuuichi kisses you in front of everybody, boasting that you're his before leaving with his buddies. And once you're sure he's out of sight, your body relaxes and fear leaves it, letting you function properly again.
Classes seem to be going slower than ever, making it difficult for you to be paying your full attention to them and not letting your mind and gaze wander to the beautiful black haired girl with amethyst eyes, the same girl responsible for plaguing every single one of your thoughts lately.
"No, you need to focus" you tell yourself, slapping your cheeks softly to avoid daydreaming about her.
As classes end, you're ready to gather your things and leave in a rush, trying to escape from Shuuichi when the girl of your dreams blocks your path.
You're so fucked up… You've been successful in trying to avoid her all day and now she's there, in front of you as indecipherable as ever.
- Kumiko, can we go home together? – she says seriously.
- S-Sure! – you agree, not really knowing why you did it, not even caring about Shuuichi's words echoing in your brain, warning you to stop hanging out with her.
On your way back home, you two stop by the riverbank and sit in awkward silence, watching the sun shining on the horizon, coloring everything with an orange shade.
You turn your face to gaze at her. She truly looks like an angel admiring the landscape in front of you but somehow you observe how her eyes aren't at complete calm as she is, no, there's a ranging storm swirling inside of them. It's beautiful at the same time as terrifying.
When she turns her face to look at you, you get lost in that whirlwind of emotions as your breath gets caught in your throat. So mesmerizing…
Suddenly, her eyes turn cold staring at you, like ice piercing and freezing your skin and for the first time, you're aware of your surroundings.
Crap, why didn't you think of it sooner? The river… she's so mad at you that plans to murder you and throw your corpse to the river so nobody ever finds you. Shit, shit.
- Kumiko – her strong voice brings you fearfully back to reality.
- Y-Yes?
- Tell me how did you get this? – she says serious but soft, bringing her hand up to your neck, touching it gently. Her touch is like a feather floating over your skin, so smooth, so gentle…
You're about to open your mouth to tell her an unconvincing lie when she silences you, pressing her finger against your lips.
- Don't. Don't you dare to lie to me Kumiko.
There it is again, a sea of emotions swirling at full force inside her eyes, dragging you into it.
Her finger wanders over your jawline to end cupping your cheek in her hand, her thumb caressing it. She's so gentle, so sweet that you can't help but close your eyes and rest your head against her hand.
- Shuuichi.
One word. Just a single word is enough for Reina to understand everything.
Her hand leaves your face, already making you miss her warm touch and then her lips come to leave a light kiss on your forehead, pulling your body into hers in a side hug.
- He doesn't love you. If he did, he wouldn't hurt you – she says in the most logical way possible.
- I know – you simply answer, snuggling more into her and her warmth.
- Then why?
- Because he's my childhood friend. He's a nice boy and he loves me, I know he does – you tell her, not sure if you're trying to convince her or yourself with that statement.
- He doesn't, Kumiko. He really doesn't – she whispers, sighing against your hair while holding you tighter as the first tears of your eyes start to fall.
- But if he doesn't love me then nobody will! – you say crying, pulling yourself apart from her body – I'm not like you Reina. I'm not beautiful or smart o-or special! – you exclaim, partly angry at her. It's so easy for her to say those things.
And when you look at her, you see it, the coldness in her eyes again. The way her forehead wrinkles and her expression turns hard.
Her hands find your cheeks, squeezing them hard, hurting you lightly to later caress them tenderly, your foreheads touching now.
- You're beautiful. You're smart and special Kumiko, never think otherwise, never let anybody make you think or feel otherwise – she says looking right into your eyes, into your soul, making you believe every single one of her words.
As her eyes keep staring into yours, her lips get dangerously closer to yours, brushing them ephemerally before she pulls apart, placing a finger on your lips, grazing over them, making you crave for that almost kiss.
- Somebody already loves you – she simply says, smiling at you, making your heart flutter at the wish of that somebody being her.
As she takes your hand to help you to stand up and leave the place, both of you fail to notice a figure hidden in the shadows, watching and listening everything carefully.
Reina walks you halfway home, biding you goodbye with a light kiss on your cheek that leaves you wondering and reconsidering about her words and actions for the rest of your walk back home alone.
Later on the day, you're on your bed hugging your pillow, rubbing sleepily at your tired eyes because you're unable to sleep due to remembering the way her hand held yours, both fitting perfectly together and how even if her hold was strong, it didn't hurt at all. Her sweet smile and soft eyes gazing at you, filling your heart with warmth and her smoothing perfume filling your nostrils as her arms embrace you tightly, making you feel protected and safe and not in fear as you feel when you're with Shuuichi.
Just thinking about Reina makes you calm enough so you can sleep peacefully and with a big smile upon your face, your mind riddled with images of Reina smiling at you, yet your mind also fixed on wanting to break up with Shuuichi…
It's Friday when, after thinking about it really thoughtfully, you finally decide to break up with him.
You've been trying to invent excuses to not spend more time than you essentially need with him and now, with a long weekend ahead and no practices in the evening, the day is perfect to carry through it. You just hope he takes it in a good way but something inside you tells you that he won't make it easy and fear makes its appearance once again.
Something inside you yells at you to text Reina to let her know all about your decision and plans, just to feel safer when she answers to you that she'll be supporting you, making an alleviated sigh escape your lips as you get ready to face the day.
Time passes torturously slow which only makes you more nervous as finally, the bells rings, signaling the end of classes that day and the start of a very welcome long weekend.
Instinctively, you gaze at Reina's direction, only to find her seat empty, terrifying you for a brief moment before the warmth of her hand taking yours calms you down immediately.
- It'll be okay, don't worry. I'll be close, waiting for you or in case something happens – she says, calming you down even more, bursting some unknown courage in you.
You wait for Shuuichi at the music room, trying to not let fear and nerves consume you as he enters and gives you that crooked grin you know so well and came to hate.
- End of classes and a soundproof empty room? What are you trying baby? – he says smugly.
Fuck, you didn't think about it.
You start to panic for a second at its implication and at his words, flashes of that evening come back to your mind as he steps closer to you. A buzz in your pocket brings you back to reality, helping you to inhale deeply as you prepare yourself for the next words you're about to pronounce.
- I'm breaking up with you Shuuichi – you say as calm as you can, not letting fear or nerves play with your voice.
- You are what? – he says, smiling wickedly at you as he keeps getting closer, making you step back in fear until your hip hits the edge of a table. You're cornered.
- I-I… – shit, your voice is trembling – I'm breaking up with you! – when you're able to take control over your fear, your voice gets out shakily yet aloud – I don't think we should be together any longer!
As your words keep coming out one by one strongly, his face start to twist in an angry way. And with a final step, he grips your wrist hurting you and gets even closer to your face, yelling at you, spitting at you.
- You aren't!
His grip gets tighter, bringing tears of pain to your eyes.
- Shuuichi let me go, you're hurting me! – you exclaim desperately in case he'll react to your yell and let you go but he does the opposite and only grips your wrist even tighter.
- Shut up! – he shouts at you, a slap accompanying his words.
You stumble, hitting hard the table while holding your cheek and start to fully cry, now of real pain and fear.
- It's because of her, isn't it!? – he keeps yelling at you like crazy as his hand grips your wrist harder, making you fear that he'll break it at any second, wrestling with you before he prepares to slap you again, but the slap never comes as a black haired girl crosses in a flash and punches him in the face, throwing him to the floor as you drop against the table, holding your hurt wrist, not sure of what hurts more, the grip of your now bruised wrist or your throbbing cheek.
- Are you okay? – Reina asks you, concern written all over her face while you observe Shuuichi standing up in the background, blood coming out of his nose.
- You fucking… – he starts to murmur something, when amid all the commotion, you hear rushed steps and another figure joining Reina as she steps back.
Suddenly, there's something cold and wet being pressed against your cheek and you turn your face to find green eyes staring back at you, offering you some calm.
Yuuko wipes some blood off your lip then inspects your wrist carefully to make sure it's not broken as you hold the water bottle she gave you against your cheek to try to avoid an incoming bruise. You've never been happier to see her and Natsuki as you are right now.
- The hell happened here? – you hear Natsuki asking confusedly, but you're too worried trying to make sure Reina is okay, seeing Shuuichi getting closer to her with blood in his hands, to actually answer her.
- You're so fucking pathetic, waiting for your ice queen to come and save you – he says grinning evilly, shaking his head – See? This is what you always wait for, for somebody being behind you following you like a lost puppy and doing whatever you want or need. Nobody will ever love somebody like you. Not even like I did! You're nobody, you hear me? Nobody! You won't ever be special or pretty, ever! – he yells at you, throwing you a death glare, making your breath get caught in your throat remembering the opposite words Reina said to you not many days ago at the riverbank, realizing he might have been there, seeing everything and a new wave of fear takes over you.
- Then it's better if nobody loves her the way you do. And for your information, you're quite wrong, everybody already loves and adores her, unlike you, so you can fuck off – Yuuko says chuckling and squeezing your hand as you start crying, touched by her words.
You can see Shuuichi's neck veins pulsing as he glares at Yuuko, getting angrier at every second that passes. You watch, horrified, at how quickly and dangerously he starts to march to where you two are, before Natsuki puts herself in front of the two of you and punches him.
You observe her expression turning colder and her hand balling into a fist quickly again, ready to throw another punch at him at any second.
- If you keep advancing or do anything, I swear I'll end what we started – Natsuki says threateningly and angrily and you can't help but notice how proudly Yuuko is looking at her girlfriend and your senpai with a beaming smile upon her face.
You want to smile at it, at how cute they're even if they're bickering most of the time but the pain on your cheek and lip stops you.
Reina stands closer to Natsuki, forming some kind of threatening barrier between Shuuichi and you and Yuuko and at some point, he ends giving up, kicking a chair as he leaves the room not before yelling:
- We're fucking over, Omae!
With that yell still echoing in the room, you let your body relax and fall into Reina's arms after she quickly runs to you, wrapping you in her arms and making sure you're okay.
As her arms embrace you, making you feel safe and sound, you observe Natsuki and Yuuko, interlacing their hands and looking at you now, faces full of concern to which you response to with your best smile to dispel their worries.
They make sure you two are completely okay before the four of you say your respective goodbyes at the school's entrance and take your own paths to go home. Natsuki and Yuuko leave together, leaving you alone with Reina.
- I don't want to go home – you murmur conscious of the growing bruise on your cheek and Reina caresses it before she takes one of your hands in hers, interlacing your fingers.
- Then come to mine. My parents won't be at home for all these days – Reina says, squeezing your hand while giving you a reassuring smile.
You smile back at her and call your mom to ask for permission to spend the whole long weekend with Reina, who, to your relief, agrees, and Reina's smile shines brighter at the news.
Although you feel nervous to spend so many days alone with her, you also know she'll make you feel safe and in calm.
And like that, time flies in between movies and games, making you laugh and smile again for what seems forever, and night soon comes as the two of you get ready to sleep next to each other.
As the moon illuminates Reina's black hair timidly, making it shine with more intensity, the events and doubts of the whole day assaults your mind, not letting you rest.
Suddenly, you find a pair of amethyst eyes staring at you, piercing your soul with their intensity and strength. One of her hands sneaks out from under the blanket to take yours as her face comes to rest closer to yours.
- What's wrong? – she asks concerned.
- Do you… do you think he was right? – you ask her hesitantly as she raises an eyebrow at your question – Do you think nobody will ever love me?
Ever since those words came out of his mouth, insecurities started to flood your mind, making it hard for you to not believe him and his words.
- Yuuko-senpai already said it, he was wrong, you are loved.
You want to believe it but it seems hard to do it.
You turn your face to look away but her hand abandons yours to cup your bruised cheek softly, caressing it with her thumb, turning your face to look back at her.
- You're loved – she whispers as she slowly gets her face closer to yours, making you get lost in her eyes once again before her lips brush yours, sending shivers all over your body – I love you.
Those words make your heart flutter with joy and warmth, bringing a wide smile to your lips as you close your eyes, meeting her lips in a soft but sweet kiss.
It feels like a dream, the sweetness and softness of her lips, the ephemeral of the kiss that lets you craving for more of her vanilla taste…
You two pull apart, looking at one another shyly as her hands caress your cheeks tenderly before closing the distance once more, kissing you again to then kiss carefully your bruised cheek.
- I love you – she whispers softly before her thumb grazes over your lips, getting placed there to silence you.
She looks like she's about to say something else but seems to think better about it and just smiles at you again, kissing your jawline up to you ear, leaving a soft kiss on your earlobe.
- I love you – she whispers again against it, bringing tears to the corner of your eyes and warmth to your heart, making you feel truly loved for the first time.
Her hand keeps caressing your face down to your neck, passing her thumb over your hickey, caressing it before her lips replace her thumb to kiss it sweetly.
- How did you know about it? – you ask in a timid whisper.
- Your body words more than you do – she says mysteriously, like she always does, in a whisper.
She nuzzles the hickey before continuing her way down, grazing her fingertips along your collarbone.
Her touch is so light and delicate that feels like feathers over your skin, it feels wonderful…
Her eyes gaze up to yours asking for permission and you find the courage to caress her cheek, urging her to come up again to kiss her lips lightly to let her know you're okay with it.
The smile she gives you is so bright and sweet that calms your nerves immediately.
Her hands start to make their way over your sides slowly, removing your shirt on their way up to end throwing it away.
You see her eyes getting a darker shade of amethyst as they roam over your torso, pausing to admire your chest which only makes you self-conscious of her stare and a furious blush spreads over your cheeks, making you bring your arms up to cover it. Her hands stroke your arms to calm you down as she kisses you tenderly.
- I love you – her eyes pierce your soul, filling it with nothing but utter love and you find yourself removing your arms from over your chest and turning away to look anywhere else but her, biting your lip nervously and embarrassedly.
Her fingers ghost over your jawline, trying to gain back your attention so you end looking back at her.
- You're gorgeous – she says, complimenting you with such sultry tone in her voice.
- So are you – you whisper shyly back at her.
Her smile widens yet it still seems shy and her touch goes back to wander over your torso, grazing your skin, causing you light tickles.
Her touch is ephemeral and smooth, lovely…
Every stroke sends a new wave of arousal over your body that ends with her name escaping your lips in pleasure.
Her hands keep wandering through every fold of your skin and then, her mouth takes an interest to your chest, taking a breast captive inside it.
You bite your lip, preventing yourself from moaning as her mouth devours another one of your breasts, her tongue circling around your nipple, driving you insanely crazy.
Your hands get tangled in her hair, pulling it slightly while more moans escape your lips as she keeps playing with your breasts before her sweet torture ends and you're able to take a breath.
She gives you a minute of mercy, her hands caressing your stomach before they start to venture down, sneaking under the rest of your clothes to take them off.
She grins at you shamelessly as you grip her clothes, trying to undress her too.
- Not fair – you say puffing your cheeks out, poking her.
She laughs nonchalantly, bringing a smile to your face that replaces your previous pout. Then, her hands take yours and place them over her shirt, motioning you to also take her clothes off which you gladly do.
At some point, she ends up sat on your waist with your bodies completely exposed, feeling the bare skin of the other.
She's smoother than you thought, and soon, you get lost on the feeling of her pale white skin under your touch. You get lost on the roundness of her breasts and how they have the perfect size for your hands to squeeze them, gaining a little squeal from Reina in revenge, making you giggle and now she's the one pouting, poking your cheeks.
- Ouch, that hurts – you say a little exaggeratedly.
- Sorry – she apologizes, placing her lips over your bruised cheek, leaving a little kiss on it – Better?
You smile at her and kiss her softly – Much better.
She places her arms around your neck, deepening the kiss while slightly smiling in it.
As you pull apart, she giggles and pokes your nose before her hands get placed over your chest, pressing you down back onto the mattress.
She smiles mischievously at you, a dangerous glint sparkling in her eyes as she runs a hand through her hair, hypnotizing you with the movement as her lips start to roam over your body, paying special attention and care to the places Shuuichi bruised or marked previously, rewriting a new story over them with words full of love.
As her lips distract you, her fingers sneak into you gently, trying not to hurt you.
She waits a prudential time before moving into you, playing a slow and wonderful melody… She is good with the trumpet after all.
The way she adds the right amount of pressure in her moves to hit the exact angle to make you scream her name in pleasure is making you feel like her instrument being wonderfully played under her touch.
With a final pump, you scream her name loudly in pure ecstasy before your body falls back onto the mattress, heart beating wildly against your eardrums, breathing erratically.
She lays down next to you, her hand caressing your stomach as her eyes never leave you, staring into yours, watching attentively at every one of your moves, taking into account your emotions and everything that involves you...
- Are you okay? – she asks you genuinely concerned.
- Y-Yeah – you say hesitantly, panting heavily.
She smiles at you and kisses you tenderly, her hand cupping your bruised cheek, caressing it.
- You're really gorgeous, you know? And you're really special to me – she whispers against your lips as if she was telling you a secret – I'm crazily in love with you – she says before kissing you again, this time with more emotion as your tears fall, mixing into the kiss.
As the kiss ends, you take her hand, interlacing your fingers together to place a light kiss over the palm of her hand, taking your joined hands over your heart.
- I love you too Reina – you whisper back at her, afraid of breaking the spell as your lips ghost over her lips, capturing them in a sweet kiss, smiling with happiness into it – I really do.
You two smile at each other foolishly again before you hide your head under her chin, snuggling into her, placing a light kiss over her chest while Reina wraps you in her arms, holding you tightly.
With the sound of her calm breathing and strong wild heartbeat as lullaby, you end falling sleep with a happy and genuine smile on your face and feeling truly loved.
- I love you too… – she whispers against your hair, falling asleep with you.