Stone Cold Heart
(PSA: Please don't read if you're under age 🔞) I don't own anything but the storyline.
'No?' Natsu's voice cracked under the pressure, 'what do you mean, no?' His body tensed with fear. 'Luce.'
'I— Natsu, I can't.' I couldn't find the words. The tightening in my chest was suffocating, my heart felt as if the life was being squeezed out of it.
His wide eyes stilled on my flushed face, 'why can't you?'
'Natsu, please understand.'
His green-eyes filled with anger, 'understand! Understand what, Lucy? How you're trying to leave me? How the fuck do you want me to understand that bullshit!' His fist collided with his bedroom wall, I flinched at the sound.
'Natsu, stop. Please.' I pleaded. You'll hurt yourself.'
A menacing chuckle escaped his lips as his glare held me in place on his twin-sized mattress. 'Do you think I give a flying fuck if I hurt my hand!?'
'You should care, you idiot!' He couldn't risk getting injured so carelessly... it'd ruin all his hard work.
'Why should I, Lucy? Hm.' He glanced at me.
I sighed, 'because it's your ticket out of this hell-hole, Natsu.' My eyes watered at the realization. 'This is an opportunity of a lifetime.' You can't give this up.
'No.' He said as he paced in front of me, 'if you can't be with me than I won't go.'
'I refuse to let you throw your dreams away because of me.' I argued, 'I don't want you to regret this.'
Natsu's pacing stopped, I couldn't even look him in the eye... I couldn't ask him to stay— I'd never ask that of him.
'Lucy?' His smokey voice sent a shiver down my spine, I glanced at him quickly before I turned away.
I couldn't break, I have to stay strong.
'Lucy. Look at me,' the frustration in his voice was evident but I didn't dare look. He approached me and sunk to his knees, his fingers grabbed my chin and pulled my face toward his. I gasped at how quickly he gained my attention, 'Look at me.'
Those green-eyes are a rare sight, speckled with brown but shine gold in the light. My heart flopped in my chest, his simple touch warms my body all over.
'How could I possibly regret you, Luce. You're perfect.'
Don't tell me that.
Tears clouded my vision, 'you're that opportunity of a lifetime, don't you get it? To have this life with you.' He swallowed thickly as he gazed into my eyes, 'I could never give you up.'
It sounded like a promise.
'I love you Lucy.' His strong hands held my face close to his, 'so much.' His thumbs brushed away my tears. Those green-eyes dropped to my lips, before drifting back up to my face.
I could barely breathe, let alone speak. My cheeks warmed under his appreciation, 'you're beautiful.' Our breathing tangled together as his lips caressed mine in a soft touch and my heart fluttered in my chest. I couldn't resist, this would be our last moment together.
Even if Natsu has no idea.
I buried my hands in his salmon-colored hair and pressed my front to his, his tongue traced my bottom lip and I couldn't stop the small moan that escaped me. 'Jesus, Lucy.' His husky voice made my body tingle with excitement.
Lust-filled eyes bore into mine, the way he looks at me makes my heart skip a beat. As if I'm the only one in his world, he doesn't see anyone but me. 'Lay down.' He demands, and I feel my core tighten at his authority.
He doesn't give me a chance to argue, he's up on his feet and moving toward his bedroom door. Once the lock is in place, he removes his shirt and tosses it on the floor. I couldn't help but devour his naked skin with my eyes, smooth and sculpted abs from training. He's beautiful and strong— and for the moment, mine.
I laid back on his soft mattress and felt the bed dip from his weight, my heart drummed in my ears as I waited. I felt his warm hands run-up my legs and under my thighs, possessively pulling me against him.
'Come here,'
I gasped at the feeling of him at my core, my legs locked around his waist as he kissed my lips then he nipped at my jaw before his hot tongue caressed my throat.
'Natsu,' I groaned. His teeth grazed against that sensitive spot before a small sting of pain shoot through me, I whimpered and arched my body into his.
'You smell so fucking good,' his whispered words in my ear sent my body into a frenzy. 'Like peaches.' He nipped at my ear.
His hands skimmed underneath my T-shirt lightly caressing my skin, leaving a trail goosebumps. 'Take this off,' I nodded and helped him peel my shirt from my body.
'You're killing me, Luce.' He groaned, the pink lace was taunting him. His hand cupped my breast as he ran a thumb over the peek and my legs tightened around his waist.
My breathing was turning into pants, he sat back on his heels, admiring the view of me underneath him. 'I never get tired of seeing you this way.'
My cheeks flushed at his comment, 'st—stop staring.' I stuttered, covering my red face.
He smirked, 'Nah.'
He dipped into the curve of my neck, leaving open-mouthed kisses along my collarbone and down the valley of my breast. My hands tangled in his hair as I lifted my hips searching for friction to ease the ache that was building in my lower belly.
His lips kissed past my belly button, and my breath hitched as his fingers slid into the front of my gym shorts. 'Fuck Lucy,' his finger ran over my clothed center, 'you're soaked.'
'Natsu,' I whined. The heel of my hands pressed into my eyes.
'Don't be embarrassed,' he pulled the shorts from my body, the lace panties matched my bra. 'Have I told you I love the color pink?'
I couldn't help but smile, 'you're so pink and warm.' His thumb teased my clit and I stopped breathing, I couldn't take much more.
'Please,'
His thumb circled slowly and my hips jerked, a small chuckle passed his lips. 'So eager. I like that.' His fingers disappeared and I tried not to sound so disappointed.
'Don't worry baby, we're not finished yet.'
Oh God... when he talks like that, he makes it so hard to focus. The anticipation is going to eat me alive.
My panties were the next to go, thrown into the mess of clothing over his bedroom floor.
He kissed my lips and sucked my bottom lip into his mouth as his finger buried itself in my heat, the sound of my arouse intensified when he added another, my legs tensed at the sensation of being stretched.
'Does that feel good?' His thumb applying a mind-numbing amount of pressure as he moves his fingers.
'More,' I begged.
'Anything for you Princess.' Natsu's body shifted, he parted my legs like the Red Sea. I felt his wicked tongue flick against my clit. My whole body arched off my bed, my mouth fell open in a silent moan as his tongue worked my body to the edge.
He groaned at the taste, I could feel the coil in my belly was about to snap. I squirmed under his touch and he didn't like that, his grip was bruising on my hips but I couldn't bring myself to care, his mouth felt too good.
'Cum for me, Lucy.' He gave my clit a small suck and my body tensed.
I was coming undone, my eyes rolled back as moan escaped deep from my throat. My body locked-up before it relaxed as my high came to an end.
My chest heaved as I caught my breath, Natsu's lips retraced their steps and he buried his face in the crook of my neck, sucking and biting here and there.
I reached for his jeans, the button had been undone and I knew he needed attention. He swatted my hand away, 'let me.'
He moved off the bed and stripped down as I sat up and unhooked my last piece of clothing. I wanted to feel his heated skin, one last time.
'I wanted to do that,' he playfully pouted.
I smiled sweetly, 'too late.' I dropped the bra to the floor.
He moved to the bed and crawled toward me, 'there's always next time.' He said as he faced me.
My heart cracked at his words, I swallowed the lump in my throat and bought his face to mine in a heated kiss as we fell into bed. I sucked on his tongue and he groaned as his hand fisted in my hair yanking my head back exposing my throat to his lips.
'Ah,' I gasped. My arms wrapped around his neck, holding him as close as possible. My legs fell open as he adjusted himself closer to my heat. I could feel his arousal sliding against my slick folds as his lips traveled to my breasts.
'Fuck,' he breathed against my skin. His lips closed around my nipple and I whimpered at the pleasure he giving to me.
'Natsu, please.' I needed him, I wanted to be as close as possible.
'Shit, Lucy...' He grunted, 'when you beg I can't think straight.'
I know the feeling, my hand caressed his face as he stared back at me with hazy green-eyes dark with lust and love.
'I love you,' I whispered against his lips.
His boyish grin made my chest ache, he captured my lips and I felt his arousal slide into my wet heat.
The air left my lungs, he grunted as he slowly pulled out before burying himself into my core.
I mewled at the sensation, he stretched me so deliciously. I felt my cunt tighten on his hard member. A hiss escaped his lips as he thrusted deep into my body, my back arched when he hit that spot. His lips latched onto my nipple with a firm suck and my legs tightened around his waist, pulling him in deeper.
'Lucy,' his voice sounded so needy. He was close. 'Oh fuck.' He leaned back on his heels, spreading my legs open. His green-eyes fixated on where we remained jointed as he moved in and out.
'Natsu,' my face flushed as he watched my juices soak his member.
'The way you take my cock, fuck.' His dirty words turned me on. 'You feel so good.'
'Oh God...' I fisted his sheets.
'Cum Lucy— I don't think,' he gritted through his teeth. He threw one leg over his shoulder, his arousal penetrated deeper, almost painfully as he thrusted into like a wild animal.
'Oh— fuck Natsu!' I threw my head back as waves of pleasure flowed through me. A gush of warmth drenched his sheets as I saw stars behind my eyelids.
'Lucy,' He groaned as he emptied himself into me. His thrusts slowed and he collapsed on my chest, his salmon-colored hair stuck to his forehead from the sweat.
My chest rose and fell as I brushed my fingers through his hair, he didn't move off me and I couldn't bring myself to make him.
'Let's go to sleep,' he yawned, and moved off the bed and grabbed his boxers.
I quickly sat up, 'What about—'
'He's out till morning.' He interrupted me and handed me his T-shirt.
I felt uneasy all of a sudden, 'he'll come around, Luce. Don't worry.' I pulled the shirt over my body.
I didn't have it in me to argue, I had made up my mind before coming over here. The sex hadn't been planned but I was selfish.
I faked a smile and nodded, 'no panties?'
'Not if I can help it.' He smiled and slid under the covers with me as we laid down facing one another.
'Such a pervert.' I teased and pushed against his chest.
'Only for you Princess.' He smirked as he wrapped me in his arms and held me close to his chest, his nose buried in my hair and he sighed softly. I fit perfectly in the crook of his neck, I could still smell his faint cologne.
'Don't run from me Luce.' He whispered. My palms rested against his chest— his heartbeat steady under my touch. 'I can see it in your eyes.'
My brown-eyes widened as I stared up at him, I frowned at his pain. It's swirling— consuming his Emerald colored eyes.
'I—' His lips brushed against mine, interrupting me yet again.
'We'll talk more later.' He kissed my forehead, 'go to sleep.'
His arms didn't release me, and I didn't want him to let me go. I snuggled closer to his warmth and drifted off to sleep as he rubbed small circles on my back.
Tap Tap
Tap Tap
I woke to the sound of tapping coming from Natsu's bedroom door, I panicked and glanced at the clock on the nightstand— 3:04 a.m.
He said he wouldn't be returning until the morning! I glanced over at Natsu, he's knocked out from the world at the moment. I quietly moved out of his grasp and grabbed my shorts, pulling them on. I didn't have time to find my panties or bra, ugh Natsu's room is really a pigsty.
Tap Tap
'I know you're in there,' His voice drifted through the door.
Oh man, my heart pounded in my chest. I had one more thing to do before I opened up that door. I grabbed my bag and pulled an envelope from the side pocket, I held it to my heart as I watched Natsu sleep.
I wiped away a fallen tear and placed the note on his pillow.
I took a deep breath and slowly opened up the door, Zeref stood there with an expressionless stare.
I tucked my hair behind my ear and lightly closed Natsu's door. 'Don't worry, I'm leaving.' I adjusted my bag on my shoulder.
He moved out of the way but followed close behind me until I was in the living room. 'Did you end it?'
Kinda of but not really, I felt guilty because he'd know for sure when he woke up.
I didn't even have the decency to tell him to his face— he's going to hate me.
My fists clenched, 'I told you I would.' I didn't bother to turn around.
'It's for his own good, Lucy.' He pressed, adding salt to the wound.
'I know,' my hands started to shake as I reached for the door, turning the knob.
'He deserves a better life.'
I couldn't breathe, the lump in my throat felt suffocating. My chest ached as if an unbearable amount of pressure collided with me, 'He does.' I almost sobbed. 'He deserves everything.'
I quickly walked through the front door before he could torment me any further or worse like Natsu waking up and ruining my escape.
I walked all the way home in the middle of the early morning, I didn't stop the tears from falling so I cried until I couldn't.
Natsu 'Salamander' Dragneel had places to be and people too see, he was a raising Boxing Star with a successful career ahead of him.
And I was Lucy Heartifilia, the daughter of a bankrupt and callous businessman. I didn't have anywhere to be but here, and Natsu— he didn't belong here that much is true.
