Soliloquy
Wake up to the ceiling being lower by the day
I fear the morning it will finally touch my head
Think about mistakes
This has been a life of regrets.
I committed errors that keep me up at night
I wish i could go back and make everything right
But you know how i am
Yeah, you know how i am.
They told me wait for tomorrow, but is all the same
They told me hope for better, hope has only brought me pain
I wanna tell them i'm tired of today
I wanna tell them that i just wanna rest.
Life goes on
But what is the point
if all i do is hurt
I just wanna be loved
don't wanna be alone
don't wanna be dead
but i want to rest
from all of this pain
for a moment be away
I'm deserving of love?
I'm not really sure
maybe i deserve to be just in my own
suffer all along
I wanna be loved
don't wanna be alone
just wanna be loved
stop all this cold
don't wanna be alone
wanna be with my love
don't leave me alone
please be my love.
Note: So yeah, originally this were supposed to be the lyrics for a song, but i suck at pretty much anything art related so that idea is kinda off the table, i decided to publish them here as kind of a poem i guess(?.
If u liked it, that's cool i appreciate it, if not that's all right too, i accept all kinds of criticism.
oh btw english is not my first language so sorry if there any grammatical error.
hope u have a good day, night or whatever, see ya when i decide that publishing some of my horrible stories is a good idea again!