Mistakes, it is a strange thing. We humans make mistakes even if we don't want to. There is no one in this world that doesn't make mistakes; it could be that he makes fewer mistakes but never neither of it. But still these mistakes give us humans some idea that we did something wrong. Our kind made it this far because we made much more mistakes than any other species.

But still what have I done for being cornered like this by Yukinoshita?

"So uhh…. What services do you want from me Yukinoshita-san"

"Don't play dumb with me Hikigaya-kun. You know very well what have you done" and after speaking she glared at me.

Hah, I very well know why she is angry. The thing is after the prom when she confessed (Yeah Yukinoshita confessed to me) and ran away I became very self conscious and ignored her for the whole spring break. If it has been done to me I would have been angry too.

But still pinning me on the wall near locker room when students are still present is too much. Yeah I made a mistake but still it is too embarrassing.

Still gulping the saliva that was collecting in my throat I said.

"Yeah I am sorry but ………how do you expect me to approach you after you dropped that …..Bomb"

I was surprised how weak and meek my voice sounded and to further save myself from her gaze I turned my head to other side.

"………"

For a few seconds a silence was there. Unable to experience it any more I saw the entrance was empty we were only two people here. Still it was not a problem because today we were only here to attend an assembly as our first day as third years.

After some more time I felt her distancing herself. Finally getting my personal space back I took a sigh and composed myself. After a few breathes I finally took a look at her.

And my breath that I was still recovering stopped when I saw her meekly looking sideways with crimson on her cheeks. Her one hand was clenching other hands wrist. I know she was holding it too tightly because of difference in color of both of her hands.

Feeling uncomfortable I decided to break the silence.

"uhh…"

But I was cut off as her hand which was holding her wrist changed its target to my sleeve.

Slowly she met my eyes. Why god why do you have to make me feel this embarrassed? But despite my will to quickly change my gaze the strange determination in her wet eyes didn't let me do it.

"But still you… you promise..d me your life"

And BOOM my brain just crashed. Just why when I was expecting a cold shoulder from you today you have to act like this. Ughhh.

Still she was right after making a decision I abandoned her just because I was too self conscious. But still if I had the courage to explain it to her whole display this morning has left me too embarrassed to take any action.

"Uhhh…. Sorry?" oh god was that the best I could give?

" Huh, that was the best you could give?" hey at least I tried. Why are you adamant today just to embarrass me?

" Then what do you want from me grovel to you or make my vows again?"

" Atleast latter option was good enough"

"Nope too embarrassed to do that" I said at a speed even I thought was too quick.

In return I got the usual cold glare from her. I said usual but if we don't count for this morning it has been quite a time since she glared at me like that.

"What did I even expect from you? Even I don't know now"

Seeing the tension that was hanging around air dissipated a sigh left my lungs.

"Hey maybe we should go now it's quite a time we took this morning. Even if I don't go you should as I remember you have to give a speech only to third years."

Hearing my piece she twitched slightly maybe realizing her duty now. Oh my how forgetful can you get Yukinoshita-san? How cute.

Immediately after, her head snapped in my direction with a frown on her face. Oh crap I said it out loud didn't I.

"All of this didn't have to happen if you haven't decided to ignore me this whole break. And still after that you had that much tact to say all this rubbish."

"And how did you want me to answer you like 'I also love you Yukinoshita?'"

Hearing my reply she blushed instantly but still she said with enough loud so I can hear."At least I would have been relieved that how you feel about me"

She was trembling her cheeks were red from embarrassment and her eyes were holding tears that were threatening to fall at any given moment. The image before me wasn't as beautiful as usual Yukinoshita that always conducted herself with dignity but still it had a charm of itself I can even say I like this image more even if it means I am despicable of thinking that.

At that moment I also realized how much trouble I have given her due to my indecisiveness. She left her desire known to me but I left her without any answer. I know how much being in dark hurts and I left her in dark for these weeks. I truly am despicable. But this time I can still fix these things.

"Even if I had said it …it wouldn't have been true" my voice was cracking but still I have to do it to atleast give her some peace in her mind.

But hearing me her eyes reflected fear." But .. but at bridge you said"

Her voice was trembling but still she was talking to me staring into my eyes for answers, for lies.

Taking a deep breath, I know it is going to be embarrassing but still I have to do it.

" And I abide by that it is just that I don't think the bond we share should be given a word. Because for me it is much much more than it. It is too important and precious to me that I can't give it a name even if I want to. Yukinoshita, Sorry for my indecisiveness but still I can't tell you how I feel about you because I don't have words to tell you about it."

And after that I took some distance from her bowed slightly to assure her of my sincerity.

"It's okay" and she crashed on my chest. I couldn't see her reaction from my current position but I know she was satisfied with my answer.

Hah, at least

MY YOUTH ROMANTIC COMEDY ended on a good note.

Author's note

So yeah I am still studying English and I think I have come long way. For now I am just writing some oneshots once a month if you all think I have improved enough I would like to start a big project.

And byeeeeeeeeee

Mistakes, it is a

strange

thing. We

humans make mistakes even if we

don't

want to.

T

here

is no one in this

world

that

doesn't

make

mistakes;

it

could be that he

makes

fewer

mistakes

but never neither of it. But

still these mistakes give us humans

some idea that we did something

wrong.

O

ur

kind made it this far

because we mad

e much mor

e

mistakes than any other species.

But still what have

I

done for being

cornered like this by Yukinoshita?

"

So uhh

…

.

W

hat

services do you

want

from me Yukinoshita

-

san

"