Eleanor stepped through the door, and felt a wonderful warmth surging through her body as it became no more, breaking into millions of soul bits that wandered into the universe. A few dozen of those soul bits landed on Earth of course, and the rest of those soul bits wandered aimlessly into the universe for what felt like forever, and yet no time at all, before they returned to the door and Eleanor reappeared in front of Janet once more. Eleanor stared at Janet, who looked like a deer in headlights, as she tugged on her shirt and pinched her skin before opening her mouth.
"What the fork?!" Eleanor hissed. "I was about to enjoy an eternity of being space bits when my ash was thrown back in here! Why do Chidi and Jason get to enjoy that, but not me?!"
"Well, the door only works whenever you're rea-"
"I was ready!" Eleanor shrieked, the silence following her words closing in on her as Janet narrowed her eyes.
"Eleanor, if there are desires, either of the conscious or subconscious, they will keep you from finding true peace," Janet explained.
"Please don't talk in riddles, Janet," Eleanor groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose. As she removed her hand from her face, she shrieked and jumped when she saw three of her toes were missing.
"Where are my toes?!" Eleanor screamed.
"Parts of you might still be lost to the universe, and not all of your body came back," Janet suggested. "Perhaps you desire to have your toes back, and then you can go through the door properly?"
"Not funny Janet."
"Sorry," Janet apologized. "But until you've sated or come to closure with whatever desires you still have, part of you will keep coming back here. Maybe next time you go through the door, you'll be missing a hand, or an arm, or maybe even your hea-"
"Ugh!" Eleanor threw her hands in the air and turned around, storming out of the woods. "I'll go to Tahani, she'll know what to do."
As Eleanor left out of sight, Janet's lips curved upward the tiniest bit.