TW: Suicide Attempt.
An AU story if the sludge villain accident never happened and Izuku never talked to All Might.
"If you want to be a hero so bad then why don't you take a swan dive of the roof and pray you'll be born with a quirk in your next life..."
Dammit.
Izuku stood on the bridge looking out across the water. The wind was cold and the sun was setting. Just moments ago his childhood best friend told him to go kill himself.
Dammit.
The thoughts clouded Midoriya's head, making it spin. What should he do about it...
Dammit, Kacchan.
Giving up seemed like the best option. The easiest way out. No more pain. Freedom.
Why...
It would be so simple to just...end it all. Wouldn't it.
People do care, Kacchan. You're wrong. My mother, she would care...right?
Dying is so easy, but living is so hard. Sometimes you need to take the easiest way out...
S-stop, please.
"Oi!"
Izuku turned his head, tears clouding his eyes. Bakugo stood behind him, his eyes squinted against the bright sun.
"K-Kacchan, what's wrong?"
The green haired boy quickly wiping his face with his sleeve.
"What's wrong with you, shitty nerd!"
"H-huh?"
Midoriya quickly turned back and looked down. He was sitting on the rail of the bridge, his feet dangling over the edge.
"Oh." The small boy said in surprise.
"O-oh, that's all you've got to say! Get down Deku!" Screamed Bakugo.
Izuku looked out across the water, it was peaceful. Even with Katsuki standing behind, yelling at him, he still felt relief.
"Did you not hear me! Get down!"
The ash blonde takes a few step forwards about to grab the smaller boys shirt.
"It's quiet..."
What is this shitty nerd thinking?
"Shut up, Deku. Just get down!"
"Why."
Bakugo just stood there in shock, his eyes wide.
"What do you mean why! Your gonna fall!"
"Since when have you cared."
Those words stung, hard.
"What do you mean since when have I cared, I've always cared!"
"Really," Izuku snapped back. "Don't lie."
"I'm not lying shit nerd just...get down."
I can't. I can't get down, Kacchan. If I do then the pain starts all over again. The suffering wont stop.
"Deku..."
"SHUT UP!"
Katsuki stood back in surprise, he had never heard the Greenette yell at him before.
"YOU CANT JUST TELL ME TO GO DIE AND THEN TRY TO STOP ME, I-it doesn't work like that..."
Shit.
"Dek- Izuku I'm sorry."
"D-don't you dare s-say my name or tell me y-your sorry."
By this time the cars on the bridge were getting less and less and no pedestrians were coming their way.
"Y-you can't tell me you c-care, after everything you've done," The greenette stammered trying to hold in the tears.
Deku, I didn't know it hurt this much. I was only meant to get rid of the feelings, not our friendship...
"J-just leave me alone, isn't t-this what you wanted."
No.
"You changed so quickly, you hurt me."
No.
"M-my world crashed a-around me."
No.
"You and mum were all I had-"
"NO"
Izuku flinched and turned around at the sudden voice. Bakugo stood there, tears streaming down his face, his hands clenched together in tight fists.
"I-it wasn't meant to be like this."
"W-what?"
"It wasn't meant to go this far!"
The small boy just sat their, a bewildered expression in his face.
"I was only meant to push the feelings away, not you"
Feeling?
"What feelings?"
Shit.
The words just slipped out of his mouth. Midoriya wasn't meant to find out like this.
"I-"
A gust of wind came past making Izuku unstable. He rocked forwards loosing his grip on the bar. Without a second to think, he was lurched forwards and began falling.
Wait I need to tell Kacchan something! I can't-
AN: Sorry for the cliffhanger. Also sorry that the chapter is so short, ill try to make the next one longer.
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