This fanfiction one shot is in response to reading Bite Marks by C. and takes place during Amanda's capture. Thank you for taking the time to read it and also thanks to the author for the thumbs up to submit it!
Amanda's arms didnt exsist after all she couldn't feel them.
It would be all to easy to just not feel anything.
! Even if she had left instructions for Angel and Darcy to care for Julie and she had no doubts they would care for her almost as well as herself..maybe even as well; however, could she REALLY leave her like this?
After all these centuries she would not go down in an epic battle , or at the expense of the dawn ... No instead she would be starved, burned, cut and poisoned in a mad experiment of vampire durability.
She was a fucking lab rat
At first her thirst was unbelievable even worse than after her becoming! It was driving her to a delirious state of insomnia. Now after the rat's blood had come the thought of feeding turned her necroed guts sideways. Days and times were meaningless and now she couldn't even even hope to resist Fairway's thrall to drink.
Back when she could it was live rats and mirror directed sunlight. eat or die...barbaric threat. Barbaric methods. She remembered spitting blood in her rival's face.
now she had a goblet brought to her lips , blood poured in until she swallowed under thrall ..unable to stop what was surely killing her. Please..find me... she would plead and yet remembering Tonya...her non beating heart would shatter all over again and she would plead don't look for me instead.