Sylvie sits at the counter at Molly's by herself, quietly drinking her beer. It's one of those nights at the bar, where it's full—not full-full, that it was loud and overwhelming, but enough that you could sit alone in the crowd peacefully unnoticed—but not that much by fifty-one, or really with their friends from the twenty-first or Chicago med.
It had been a quiet few days. Her shift—that ended that morning—was an uneventful one, nothing too straining happening the whole shift. Those shifts can be hit and miss, for Sylvie. On one hand, they're a breath of fresh air, a welcome break from the chaos that comes with her work, but in the other hand, they tire her in a whole different way to a chaotic shift.
Sylvie's born to be a paramedic, and she truly thrives in the situations the profession demands of her, and the days where she does nothing but sit around itches her feet, tiring her with boredom.
And of course she's still mentally exhausted by all the drama that went down with Chilli.
Sylvie had a rather uneventful day even after the shift. A day spent watching home renovation shows, which though entertaining, just made her even more itchy to do something. And all that did was make Sylvie realise she's gotten herself into a really boring rut recently.
So in the evening, she found herself at Molly's.
She had gone thinking at least she'll get some excitement hanging with her co-workers and friends. Otis isn't on shift today, but Gabby and Herrmann are and it's always exciting around them. But the punters are keeping them rather occupied, and the rest of the bar is rather empty of friends.
It's okay, though, she finds herself thinking, enjoying the beer and the peacefulness of just among the crowd. The perks of drinking at a bar, with none of the anxious worries of perverts or being in danger; not with this being a firefighter run bar.
"Herrmann! Another beer, please?" Sylvie's attention is drawn to where Kim Burgess sits, at a table not too far away from the bar. Her voice is a few octaves louder than it normally is, and Sylvie wonders how many beers she's had. Having gotten drunk with Kim before, Sylvie would think at least a few.
Kim had been Molly's when she had came in herself, and Sylvie had not been surprised having heard from Gabby the events that pd and med was focused on today. No one could say they didn't have a quiet day.
Sylvie briefly had considered going over, but Kim had been sitting with Sean Roman and Natalie Manning, the three looking as if they were processing the day's events together. Knowing how important those decompressing moments are in their line of work, especially decompressing with those you were 'in the trenches' with, as it were, Sylvie had decided against it.
And up until now, Sylvie had forgotten all about them.
In the time between Sylvie getting here, and this moment, Natalie had left, just leaving Kim and Sean remaining, and there is a couple of empty beer bottles on the table.
Sylvie watches them for a few minutes. She's aware that it's rude to stare—her mother's words to her when she was a young girl echoing in her mind—and that she should either look away or go over to them, but something, right at the back of her head, niggles at her, telling her to watch. And as a trained paramedic, Sylvie has learnt to listen to those feelings.
Kim is drunk, that Sylvie could see. Not so much that Herrmann should cut her off, but definitely slightly more than her usual preferred tipsy. Sean is also buzzed, which makes sense depending the case they had. They're sitting very close to each other, very much in each other's space, and they're clearly having a good time as they're laughing. Kim's hand keeps touching Sean's shoulder, a touch he's very much returning at every given moment.
Yet again, this makes sense; Kim gets super affectionate the more drunk she gets.
But at the same time, Sylvie understands that isn't Kim's usual affectionate touch and it dawns on Sylvie why her friend senses have been activated. Sylvie isn't watching her friend get drunk after a tough day: she's watching her friend considering making a very stupid, drunken mistake.
Kim is considering sleeping with Sean.
Or, she should say, Kim's considering letting Sean fuck her, quickly, because Sylvie's own experience very much told her that there's no way that man knows the woman is also meant to be satisfied. And what a glow down that would be for her, as from what Kim's told her drunkenly before, Adam is very good in that area.
No, Sylvie thinks to herself. There's no way her girl code can allow Kim to have such disappointing dick. It's a bad decision for Kim to have her post-engagement rebound like this anyway, and even if that wasn't enough for Sylvie to interfere, she couldn't in good consciousness subject her friend to that.
Every time Sylvie looks at Sean and remembers that night, all she can think is how she wished someone was able to do that for her.
Sylvie jumps off her stool, walking towards Kim and Sean now stand. It looks like this is their last beer before they're going to leave, and Sylvie's glad she spotted them when she did.
"Hello, you two," Sylvie greets them, inserting herself between the two of them. Cock-blocking her friends to stop them making bad decisions is something she's rather good at—she's not just an amazing paramedic who saves people on duty, medically.
A look of irritation passes across Sean's face, but Kim's far from annoyed at her sudden presence, evident by how she throws her arms around Sylvie the moment she gets there. Kim hugs her tight, her drunkenness making her squeeze maybe a little too hard.
"Sylvie! Hi." Kim grins widely at her. "We saw a baby survive today. It was, Sylvie, it was incredible! And amazing! Medicine is truly incredible,"
Sylvie smiles at her friend's excited amazement. Kim then gasps.
"But I don't need to tell you that, do I? That's basically what you do every day. Like a blonde, pretty superhero." Kim squeezes her again.
"Oh, I don't know if—" Sylvie begins to protest, but Kim cuts her off.
"Yes. You're a superhero." She nods with enthusiasm, certain in her belief. A smile appears on Sylvie's lips again.
"Okay. I'm a superhero." She concedes, before adding, "but if I am, you definitely are. You're a kickass cop!"
"Hm. But you save lives. Like actual lives, people call you when they're dying. I'm like the sidekick to your superhero. Like you're the boss, the one people go to. I just help," Kim rambles on. Sylvie's got an urge to point out to that technically, paramedics generally turn up to assist cops, not the other way around, but she pushes it down, knowing drunkenness knows no reason or logic.
"Okay, then, sidekick. Let's get you home," Sylvie says, thinking that it's not only best if she stops Kim from leaving with him, but ensuring that even after she leaves the bar that she doesn't make the bad decision.
"Oh. Brett, actually, Kim and I, uh, we were getting a taxi together," Sean speaks up then, reminding them of his presence. At the use of her last name, Sylvie almost rolls her eyes. It's almost as if he was trying to pretend he hadn't seen her naked, that they hadn't also "got a taxi together". Sylvie must've drank more of her beer than she thought as she's tempted to remind him of such—and how Sylvie had left alone in another taxi only fifty-two minutes later.
"Well, I'm here now," Sylvie dismisses him, acting as if his meaning of getting a taxi together had gone over her head. She links her arm with Kim's, keeping her attached to her side. Kim looks between the two of them, as if trying to decide which one to go with. (Like Sylvie would be giving her a choice).
"No, uh—" Sean continues to protest, but Sylvie sticks to doing her friend duty, interrupting him by talking over him.
"Come on, Kim. I've had a boring day today, I can use some girl time," Sylvie tells her friend. At her words, Kim pouts sympathetically at her, and Sylvie knows she's successfully diverted her friend's attention away from Roman. Kim then looks at Sean, giving him an apologetic look.
"Sorry, Sean, she needs girl time." Kim tells him and Sylvie would be lying if she didn't get some satisfaction in how disappointed Sean looks.
Annoyance is also wrapped up in his expression, but Sylvie can see he's trying to hide it, presumably so to ensure Kim wouldn't dismiss whatever was going to happen from happening another day. Sylvie makes a mental note to make sure, when her friend is sober, that this was a one off, that Kim shouldn't ever consider going there again.
With that settled, Sylvie lightly tugs at Kim, to get them moving towards the door. Sometimes, leading drunken friends can feel very much like herding farm animals, but Kim moves with little encouragement, barely taking the time to say (well, yell rather loudly) a goodbye to Sean before she heads to the exit with Sylvie.
"Can we go to yours instead?" Kim asks, yet again her voice louder than usual, as soon as they get into Sylvie's car. "You know, for girl time? I really don't want to be at mine," she adds on.
"Sure, that's fine," Sylvie nods. She understands Kim's unwillingness to go back to her apartment; just a few weeks ago, she was thinking it would soon not be her home, that she'd be building a life in another apartment with Adam.
After Kim asks her that, she stares out the window for a minute or so, a troubled and sombre expression on her face. All Sylvie does, all she knows Kim needs from her at that moment, is reach over and lightly squeeze her hand.
Then, whatever dark thoughts were swirling around in Kim's mind passes, and Kim's her animated drunken self, rambling on about the baby again for the rest of the journey to Sylvie's apartment.
"So what do you want to do?" Kim asks her when they enter Sylvie's place. Before Sylvie can answer, Kim gasps, spinning around to face her.
"We could put on some music? I've missed dancing. I love Molly's and all, but it's not always the best place to just let loose. Or do you want to watch a movie? Oh! Let's watch one we can make a drinking game to play while watching. Or do you just want to drink and talk? Or a game? But what game would be fun just the two of us? Maybe we should call others. Gabby's working isn't she? But maybe—" Kim talks a million miles a minute, her mind jumping all over the place.
"Kim. Kim." Sylvie grabs her attention, interrupting her friend. "How about we don't drink, and you go to sleep?"
"But what about you? You wanted girl time." Kim tilts her head, her drunken confusion amusing Sylvie. Sometimes Sylvie thinks there's nothing funnier than being sober, or more sober at least, than your drunk friend.
"I'm fine. But you need to sleep. This has already been enough excitement to make up for my boring day," Sylvie reassures her, expertly leading Kim to get bedroom while she talks.
"Oh. Okay." Kim accepts. "But do I have to sleep? I'm not tired,"
"That's because you're drunk, Kim. You're buzzed. But you'll thank me tomorrow, so come on. Get off your shoes. You can borrow some of my clothes to sleep in if you want?" Sylvie offers as Kim sits down on her bed, doing as she said and taking off her shoes. Kim shakes her head.
"'s alright. I can just sleep in this." She responds. Sylvie can see that she's starting to loose her buzz, her eyes getting tired.
"You sure?" Sylvie double checks.
"Yeah. But I don't feel right sleeping here. This is your bed, I'll take the sofa," At Kim's words, Sylvie shakes her head.
"No, I want you to sleep here. It'll help your hangover to get some good rest. And I'm not on shift tomorrow, so I can sleep the whole day if I want, so it's fine." Sylvie reassures her, holding up a hand as Kim goes to protest.
"Kim. I'm a paramedic, remember? You should listen to me." That stops her, and so Sylvie nudges her, moving onto the next part—actually getting her in the bed. Because it has been a while since Kim's last drink now, and her buzz is going, leaving a sleepy drunk Kim in it's wake, that is a relatively easy task.
"You're such a good friend," Kim tells her, her voice sleepy, after Sylvie's gotten her into her bed. Sylvie smiles at the brunette. "An amazing kickass, sweet wonderful friend,"
"You want to know something?" Sylvie asks softly as Kim snuggles down into the sheets, settling. "You're an amazing kickass, sweet wonderful friend too,"
"No, I'm not." Kim protests. Her voice is quiet, full of sleep still, but Sylvie can also hear the pain, the hurt, that's in it. "I'm an idiot. Why did I think I'd get to be happy, that I'd get my happy ever after? And now I never will. Who'll want to be with me, when they find out I've had a failed engagement? I never wanted this, I only ever wanted to be engaged once, and now. I'll probably never be again."
Sylvie sits on her bed, next to where Kim lies. Kim's looking at her with such pain and hurt in her eyes, a pain and hurt that Sylvie has known herself, and she's glad she intervened because this Kim, this drunken hurt Kim, is most definitely not ready for a rebound.
"Kim. That's not true. You will find love again, I mean, you're a catch! And who cares if you've had a failed engagement—so have I, remember? It doesn't define you or stop you from getting dates. Yeah, it's a little bit more than this, but it's still essentially just another break-up." Sylvie strokes some of Kim's hair, in the way her mother did to her when she was a little girl.
"And you are many things Kim Burgess, but an idiot is not one of them. You deserve happiness, and you will get it. I promise. And if anyone ever tells you otherwise, give me their names and I'll kick their ass. And that includes you, yourself. You're a wonderful person, and you should recognise that." Sylvie reassures her friend, her voice firm, showing how serious she is.
Kim gives her a small smile, her eyes having become watery at Sylvie's words. Sylvie can still see the pain in her, but she can also see that her words has had an affect on Kim, in a positive way. From her own experience, Sylvie knows Kim is far off from being totally okay, but she knows that a small part of her has been healed ever so slightly. And that is a win, for both of them.
It's not long after that Kim falls asleep. Sylvie turns off her bedroom light, after putting a glass of water and paracetamol in her bedside table for when Kim wakes up in the morning.
Sylvie's already awake, sitting at her kitchen table with a cup of coffee, pancakes and a newspaper when Kim sleepily stumbles out of her bedroom rubbing her eyes.
"Good Morning," Sylvie smiles at her in greeting. Kim blinks at her for a few seconds before returning the smile.
"Morning," Kim's voice is still groggy from sleep. Sylvie pushes her plate towards her.
"Here. Eat." Sylvie tells her. Kim opens her mouth, and sensing protestions, she holds up her hand. "You look like you could do with it, and I can always make more."
Sylvie watches as Kim sits down at the table, obediently beginning to eat. She rises, heading for her fridge. "I've got some bacon you can eat with that, if you want? It'll help you with your energy. Also, I can make you some coffee,"
At that, Kim's head lifts up. "Coffee,"
Sylvie laughs at that reaction, and how Kim's voice sounds so desperate and she realises offering the coffee should've been her first move.
"Please," Kim then adds, as if realising that she could be coming off rude. She isn't, of course. Sylvie recognises she's just sleepy and hungover, but Kim is always so conscious of being polite. "Thank you. And could I have some of that bacon, please? It sounds like such a good option right now,"
Sylvie places the freshly made cup of coffee in front of Kim before working on the bacon. It's silent in the apartment, as Sylvie cooks and Kim eats, and she finds herself thinking that if she hadn't been at Molly's, Kim would've been having a very different, awkward morning instead.
"Sylvie?" Kim says as she eats the bacon. Sylvie looks up from her newspaper. "Thanks. For what you said last night. I, I needed to hear that." Kim smiles at her and Sylvie returns it.
"No problem. Really, Kim. I've been there, remember? And at least I didn't have to see my ex-fiancé every day at work." Sylvie affectionately squeezes Kim's hand. "Anytime you need to talk, especially to someone who understands, I'm here. Even if you just want to get drunk and talk about anything else," Kim smiles appreciatively at her words.
After Kim's finished her coffee and food, she tells Sylvie that she's going to go, needing to go back to hers and shower and get dressed before work. Sylvie offers to drive her, but Kim shakes her off, saying she'll get a taxi. Sylvie wants to protest, insist, but she can tell that Kim isn't just wanting a taxi because of not wanting to a burden, but because she needs the time alone, so Sylvie drops the matter.
"Thank you. Really." Kim says to her as she goes to leave. She hugs Sylvie tightly, appreciatively, a hug Sylvie happily returns. "And not just for this, breakfast and letting me sleep here, or even not just for what you said but for the whole night. I, I was feeling very emotional and that combined with the alcohol... I wasn't in the right frame of mind for making decisions," Sylvie nods, getting exactly what Kim meant.
"It's fine. My duty, really, as your friend." Sylvie replies, continuing.
"I mean not just because I've been there, and because you were drunk, but because honestly? As your friend, it's my duty to save you from disappointing dick," Sylvie pulls a face, remembering her encounter with Roman.
A laugh splutters out of Kim, and she leans forward towards Sylvie. "Really? He's no good? I mean...I get that vibe, but really?"
"Kim. I was out of his apartment fifty-two minutes later. He's not just disappointing, he's quick and awful. Very in-out, selfish kind of man." Sylvie grimaces as she remembers. Kim laughs again, and Sylvie's happy at least something good came out of that night.
"Oh god. Really, then. Thank you. I mean, I get the vibe, but you seriously left that soon after?" Kim shakes her head. "I'm sorry you had to go through that,"
"Trust me, so am I. So, please, Kim, never ever consider that again, no matter how drunk. It will not be worth it." Sylvie shivers at the memory. Kim pulls her in for another hug.
"Don't worry, I won't. I don't even know why I even considered it. Maybe because I know how much Adam hates him, so I was kind of being a bit destructive? I don't know. But whatever the reason, it has passed. If I'm going to make a bad decision, I better be getting satisfaction from it," she reassures her. Sylvie grins.
"Good. My job here is done, then." Sylvie pauses. "And Kim, for what it's worth? If I was you, I'd probably spend some time thinking about that reason why—maybe your relationship with Adam isn't as failed as you think. But I know I don't know the ins and outs, so maybe don't give my opinion much thought. Now, you should get a move on! You've got work."
Kim gives Sylvie a thoughtful look, before nodding. "Yeah, I should go. Bye, and uh, thanks again," she says, before heading out of the door.