A/N: Our boys have moved in together and I am very happy! Huge thanks to bluenet13 who told me to just write a post-ep and not think about it too much. And who also checks my Spanish because she's a wonderful human being! Enjoy!


"I'm very handy?" Carlos said as soon as Owen walked out the door. "T.K. seriously?"

"Well you are," T.K. said, a smirk all over his face as he hooked the waistline of Carlos' pants with one finger and pulled him close.

"Yeah but in front of your dad? You might as well as have said, 'Hey dad, my boyfriend and I had sex on that couch two days ago.'"

T.K. rolled his eyes. "He could not care less. He probably didn't even notice."

"Yeah well I did," Carlos protested, though not very strongly considering the way T.K. was pressing up against him right now.

"Apologies officer, it won't happen again."

One look at T.K.'s face told Carlos that it absolutely would. "Tu si eres tonto," Carlos muttered.

"But you love me anyway," T.K. said with a grin, leaning forward and capturing Carlos' mouth in a kiss.

Things quickly got out of hand. Things with T.K. usually did. The kiss deepened, T.K.'s hands coming up to run through Carlos' curls, while Carlos' skated up and down his sides.

When T.K. pulled away and moved to kiss Carlos' neck, Carlos felt himself sag a little bit into his boyfriend's embrace even as reason tried to take over. "T.K.," he said weakly and then swallowed hard as T.K. nipped at his earlobe. "T.K. we have a lot to unpack."

T.K. paused for a moment to look up at him, lips swollen, chest heaving, eyes full of mischief and desire. "I live here now right?"

"Yes."

"Then it will still be here to unpack later." T.K. said, attacking Carlos' mouth once more, reaching for the bottom of his shirt and stripping it off over his head in between kisses.

And Carlos gave in. Because he always gave in to T.K. Because he loved this crazy, slightly reckless, sexy man he'd chosen to share his life with.

T.K. moved Carlos backward toward the stairs and then had to catch him because Carlos stumbled over a box of what was probably more of T.K.'s shoes. The man had so. many. shoes. "See, this is why we should unpack first," Carlos said breathlessly. "This place is a fire hazard."

"Mmm…pretty sure I'm the former firefighter in this relationship and I think it's fine," T.K. said before he leaned in and whispered something so dirty in Carlos' ear that he forgot how to breathe for a moment.

"Well I guess the bed is unpacked," Carlos managed as T.K. grinned, proud of how much sway he had over his boyfriend.

"See, now you're thinking." T.K. grabbed his hand and tugged him up the stairs. Carlos smiled that stupid, besotted smile that only T.K. could cause and let himself be pulled along. If this was what living together was going to be like, he could get used to it.


T.K. stormed through the front door, letting it slam shut behind him as he hurled his backpack to the floor. "Whoa," Carlos said, looking up from where he was sitting on the couch. "What's wrong?"

T.K. bit his lip and put his hands on his hips. "My dad cancelled his fucking surgery."

Carlos set his book down and sat forward. "What? Why would he do that?"

"I don't know!" T.K. threw up his hands in exasperation. "I only found out because Mateo told me. Apparently the night after I moved out, the two of them got all liquored up and my dad just…confessed all these things to him. Including that he is no longer scheduled for surgery."

T.K. paced back and forth, so agitated he could hardly see straight. "He lied to me. Again."

"Hey," Carlos got up and gently put his hands on T.K.'s shoulder to stop his frantic movements. "It's going to be okay."

T.K. looked up into his eyes, tears pricking at his own. "I don't know if I can do this anymore," he said desperately. "Carlos I—"

"It's all right." Carlos wrapped his arms around him and pressed his lips to his hair. "It's all right. I've got you."

They stood there for several long moments as T.K. breathed through the whirlwind of thoughts assaulting his mind. When he finally pulled back he felt calmer, but something like grief still sat heavily in his stomach. "God I swear, sometimes I wonder if he's ever told me the truth a day in his life," he said with a sniff, wiping at his eyes.

"Sometimes parents aren't very good at being parents; even when they love us," Carlos murmured, cupping T.K.'s face gently and running a thumb over his cheek.

T.K. closed his eyes and let his head fall against Carlos' shoulder, Carlos' arms tightening around him in another hug. "I just don't get it," T.K. said. "Any of it. Why he didn't just schedule it in the first place. Why he didn't tell me that he cancelled it. God, it's like he thinks I'm always about three seconds from a bender. No matter how many times I tell him I'm good he hides things from me. First the cancer, then the baby, now this."

"For what it's worth, I don't think it's about you," Carlos said. "I think he can't handle his own feelings about it. So instead he hides the truth. From himself as much as you."

The words soothed his raging spirit in the way that only Carlos could. T.K. looked up, frowning slightly. "How do you always know the right thing to say?"

"Lots of practice talking down angry suspects," Carlos said, cupping the back of his neck and pressing a quick kiss to his forehead. "Come on. I made bolognese. You'll feel better after you eat."

Carlos started to walk away but T.K. caught his hand and pulled him back, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. "Thank you," he said.

Carlos smiled and brushed a hand over his cheek. "We'll figure it out. I promise."


T.K. leaned his head back in the passenger seat a sigh escaping him. Carlos looked at him tentatively from the driver's seat. "Are you sure you want to leave like this?" he asked.

T.K. blew out a breath. "No. What I want is for him to see what a freaking idiot he's being and how much the whole team cares about him so that he reschedules the stupid fucking surgery and we can be done with this." He shook his head. "But he's too god damn stubborn for that so we may as well go home."

Carlos turned the car on and they drove home in near silence. He could practically feel the anger and confusion and sadness pouring off of T.K., but the best he could offer was a hand to hold at red lights.

"I think I need some time by myself," T.K. said when they got home, defeat in every line of his face, the heavy sag of his shoulders.

"Okay," Carlos said. "I'm here if you want to talk."

"Thanks."

When Carlos had first met the Strands he'd been envious; they seemed so close. Weird for sure, but a tight knit unit, the way a family should be. Nothing like the awkwardness he'd felt for so long around his own parents; constantly worrying that he would slip up and say something that would cause them to push him out of their lives putting a strain on their relationship.

But the more he saw of Owen Strand and the more T.K. revealed about his past, the more Carlos saw the cracks. T.K.'s constant need to please, his tendency to shut others out, all brought on by the emotional loss of his dad at such a young age. And the way Owen tried not to bother T.K., not to involve him in any of the more sordid details of his own life, to pretend that everything was a-okay at all time, probably as a result of his own regrets and guilt over T.K.'s choice of coping mechanisms in pills and booze.

They loved hard, but it was a broken love.

He heard the shower turn on as he checked his email and then busied himself with tidying up the kitchen and living room. They still hadn't found a home for everything of T.K.'s so he did a little sorting and rearranging, but it was mostly him just trying to keep his hands busy so that he could pretend to ignore the gnawing worry in his gut about his boyfriend.

When an hour and a half passed and T.K. still hadn't reappeared Carlos started to get concerned. He didn't want to cross any boundaries, but he was also conscious of how T.K. tended to shut down when upset.

"T.K.?" he called as he walked up the stairs.

There was no response and it caused Carlos' heart to beat faster as he reached the top and walked down the short hallway to their bedroom.

T.K. was sitting on the floor next to the bed, knees drawn up to his chest, hands covering his face. "Hey," Carlos dropped beside him so they were shoulder to shoulder, wrapping an arm around T.K.'s shoulders, his other hand coming to rest on T.K.'s knee. "Talk to me."

T.K. took a shaky breath and leaned heavily into Carlos' side. "I shouldn't have left him. This was a mistake. I should have seen it. All the signs were there and I missed them. It took Mateo one night to figure it out."

"T.K. he didn't tell you. Did he give you any indication when you suggested moving out that he was upset about it?"

"No. No he was supportive and happy for me. But I should have known that he couldn't handle it on his own. Heck the last time he got bad news he moved us across the country. My mom leaving…it's tearing him up. And then I left him too, all alone in that house without anybody but a dog for company."

Carlos sat with him quietly for a moment. "T.K. what do you want?"

T.K. looked up at him confused. "What do you mean?"

"Do you want to go back and live with him? Because if you do, that won't change anything for us."

"No. God, no I…" he swallowed. "I want to be here with you."

"Your dad is a grown man, T.K. His feelings are not your responsibility or your fault. If he's struggling, he needs to be strong enough to get some help. Just like you did."

T.K. blew out a breath. "It's crazy how he thinks that telling me things will make me fall off the wagon when really it's him not telling me stuff that drives me to the edge."

"Do you need me to take your wallet and keys tonight?" Carlos asked quietly.

T.K. shook his head. "No. No I'm okay. I…being here with you is enough."

"He's going to get through this," Carlos told him. "Your dad is a good person. And smart. He's going to figure it out. And I'm with you every step of the way, whatever that looks like."

T.K. looked up at him. "I love you."

"I love you too." He nudged T.K.'s shoulder. "You know what would help distract you right now?"

"What?"

"Dealing with all these boxes we never unpacked because someone insisted on having move-in sex."

"Or," T.K. countered, "we could have 'my dad is making stupid life choices and I'm upset about it sex' instead."

Carlos wrinkled his nose and laughed. "Yeah. As much as I love having sex with you, I don't think either of us should be interested in that kind. Come on." He pulled T.K. to his feet. "Someone has to figure out where to put Marlon Blendo."


A/N: I swear it did occur to me until many hours after I wrote this that talking about things being a fire hazard in the condo is...very foreboding considering what's coming in a couple weeks. Ah well! Also I have a personal head canon that Carlos is a big reader, so that will likely be making appearances in future fics. Leave your love in the reviews!