Hello Readers!
Welcome to this Clew fluff shot, this plot bunny hopped into my brain and wouldn't leave last night, so I just cranked out the shot.
Remember this is just a fluff shot there will be nothing more to this story. I tried to make it longer and this is all the plot bunnies for this story. However, I did come up with another Clew story that will be longer. See my profile page for that one.
Okay things to know before reading:
*We take place in Clare and Drew's senior year a few days before Halloween.
And that does it, the rest is in the shot, enjoy the Clew fluff!
Nobody Can Deny, That There's Something There
(CLARE)
"We shouldn't be doing this," I remark sitting up in my bed. I look around for my bra and find it hanging on the foot of my bed.
"So, you say every time," Drew comments sitting up and kissing my shoulder blade. His lips on my skin send this rush of salacious wanting through my body. I tremble inadvertently and silently curse my body for wanting Drew's so very badly. "So, you have said every time for the last two weeks," Drew says getting out of bed.
I bite my lip and force myself to turn away from his naked figure or I may just be tempted to pull him back to the bed. You would think after two hours and four orgasms I'd be satiated, but no. Apparently, my body is insatiable when it comes to Drew Torres, and this is a major problem. Or at least it has been for the last two weeks.
I manage to get dressed, putting everything back on besides my shoes since I live here. I keep my back turned to Drew until I'm sure he's sitting on my bed putting on his shoes and socks. He always puts those on last, so don't turn back around until I'm sure he's 90% dressed. If I don't keep my back to him while he's dressing I may just pull him back to the bed, despite the words coming from my lips.
"I'm serious Drew, we have to stop this, I've been cheating on Eli. You've been cheating on Bianca; I've become the other woman. I hate the other woman. I was so angry at my dad for cheating on my mom and now I'm doing it, I hate myself," I comment straightening my wig.
"Hey, don't say that," Drew says leaping up and taking my hands. "First of all, you are not the other woman, I'm not cheating on Bianca, we broke up at Thanksgiving."
"Oh great, so now I'm the only one cheating, I hate myself even more."
"Hey," Drew scolds tipping my chin up to look at him, "what did I say? Don't hate yourself Clare. Anyway, I doubt you're the only one cheating. I'm pretty sure Eli's been cheating on you since before he even came up at Thanksgiving and did one of his epically dramatic grand gestures to win you back."
"What makes you think Eli's been cheating on me?" I question pulling my chin from his grasp.
"He's never available to take your calls, he usually texts you back instead of calling you and how many times have you actually video chatted since he's been at college? Besides it wouldn't be the first time he cheated on you," Drew comments.
"What do you mean it's not the first time he's cheated on me? When did he cheat on me before?"
"Last year, the rave he went to with Mo and Jake, with that Thalia girl."
"How do you know that and why am I just finding out? Did Adam know?"
"I don't think Adam knew; my brother is good at keeping secrets, but I can't see him keeping that secret from you. I know because Mo had pictures on his phone, he showed me the next day in class."
"Great, so Mo knew my boyfriend cheated on me right after everything with Asher and he never even said anything. Why didn't you say anything?" I question Drew angrily.
"I…don't know," Drew says scratching the back of his head uncomfortably. "I was a jerk and should have said something, or punched Eli out."
"No, you and Eli fighting would not have been good for anyone, but you should have told me. If I'd known he'd cheated, then I may not have gotten back together with him at prom. Dwindling phone calls and video calls is not proof that Eli is cheating on me though. My point is we shouldn't be doing this Drew," I comment.
Rather than replying Drew takes me in his arms and kidnaps my lips into a sultry sizzling kiss. His tongue demanding entry and I grant it without even a thought as I grip his shirt and cling tightly. My lower set of lips ache again, my clit burning. How can I possibly want him to push me on the bed again, tear off all my clothing and enter me again already? As sore and as spent as I am, as much as I keep telling him we shouldn't be doing this, I wouldn't argue at all if he were to get me on the bed again.
"I think you're holding onto Eli because you are afraid. Because you are too scared to tell Adam about us and to admit that we have something. Eli is safe, you always go back to him, you know it will always be epic and dramatic. You and I both know that Eli doesn't treat you like you deserve to be treated; he treats you like a pet. Pays attention when it suits him but gets angry if anyone else tries to take you. You deserve better Clare; you deserve someone that treats you with nurturing care like I always strive to do. You deserve someone that will not only come every time you call, but pick up every time you call, the way I always do."
Drew kisses me gently and then turns and leaves my room. I hear him taking the stairs fast and he's out of my house before I can get myself to react. I hear his car start up and I know he's gone. I also know he's right, but I immediately start over thinking things, I start getting neurotic as I always do, and I can't think in my house. Not with the smell of our lovemaking still hanging heavy in the air of my bedroom.
I grab my phone and keys but not my purse, put on a sweater and leave my house. I start walking toward The Dot but divert behind the drug store and start walking to the ravine instead. I'm not exactly planning to go to the ravine, but maybe the football bleachers at the school. Somewhere I can think and sort out all the frenzied thoughts in my head and the wants of my body.
"You are not walking alone through the ravine at this hour," a voice breaks me from my thoughts.
"Hey Johnny," I smile at the older boy. I thought he was too old for Alli, and kinda gross, but he's a good guy, and he loves to read. I could never completely dislike anyone that loves to read. "Actually, I was thinking of the football bleachers."
"Yeah, I'm not so sure that's better than the ravine actually. I'll come with you and then you can tell me why you have thinky brain face," Johnny remarks and I giggle at "thinky brain face". I believe he is a little drunk, but that's okay. "Alright, spill Edwards," Johnny says when we're sitting on the bleachers.
"It sounds stupid, but I'm in turmoil over a couple of boys," I confess.
"Just a couple? I'd think they'd be following you like puppy dogs now," Johnny teases taking a drink from a bottle. Yes, definitely drunk.
"Johnny, I'm being serious, I'm in love with one, or I was at least and now I'm not sure. The other one…I don't really know how I feel about him. It should be an easy question, I should just know, but there's just so much frenetic thought in my brain it's hard to sort out."
"Okay, so who are the guys?" Johnny asks.
"Eli a…" I'm saying when Johnny cuts me off.
"The same Eli that Fitz says poisoned him and lit the stage on fire? The same Eli that according to Fitz crashed his own car so you'd come see him in the hospital?"
"Okay, secondhand information from Fitz is not a fair way to judge Eli."
"Then Eli didn't do those things?"
"Well, no he did," I reply hesitantly.
"Then it sounds like a fair way to judge him to me. Anyway, bachelor number two?"
"Drew."
"Don't think I've heard of a Drew before," Johnny remarks.
"Alli dated him for a short while at the beginning of grade ten. At least until Drew cheated on her with Bianca."
"Not sure I like this guy either. Wait, I have heard of Drew, I thought Fitz told me Bianca and Drew were engaged?"
"They were, apparently they broke it off."
"Yeah, still not sure I like this guy."
"He and I are running student council together this year. He's also the older brother of my best friend."
"I think you should stay away from them both and find a new guy," Johnny shrugs.
"Johnny, this isn't helping," I scowl at him.
"Okay, okay, close your eyes and do your best to empty your brain. Now tell me when you think of Eli what's the very first thing to come to mind?"
"Drama, mistrust, jealousy, epic, passionate," I reply automatically.
"Okay, now try and clear your mind again and think of Drew. What comes to mind?"
"Sweet, caring, nurturing, gentle, heat, lust, wanting, guilt," I sigh out each word as a soft smile spreads my lips until the last one anyway.
"Sounds to me like you've made your decision," Johnny comments.
"Yeah, guess I have," I nod feeling a weight off my shoulders.
"Come on, I'll take you home," Johnny says standing up and offering me his hand.
"I'm pretty sure you are too drunk to drive," I remark taking his hand to step down from the bleachers.
"Nah, hardly at all, but I'll walk you if it makes you feel better. You don't live that far," Jonny replies.
I smile, Johnny puts his arm loosely around my shoulders and we start walking to my house. Johnny spends the whole time talking about his courses at college and his girlfriend, not that I mind. I really didn't want to talk about me and Drew, or me and Eli or really anything. When we get to my door, I thank Johnny for the company and helping me make a decision. I go inside and say hi to Glen, Mom is already upstairs, she's been far more lenient this year and as long as I'm home by curfew she doesn't ask questions. I go to my room and lock my door before getting out my phone and calling Eli. I get his voicemail, as I have gotten every single time, I've called him since he went back to New York in August.
"It's me, and for once I'm actually happy that I'm getting your voicemail. I can't do this anymore Eli, this isn't even a relationship anymore. I think that you may have found someone else at NYU, and that's okay. Even if you haven't though, I have found someone new and I'm ending things with you."
I hang up before I can think, before I get all neurotic and start listing every reason for the breakup. I've broken up with Eli, now I just need to tell Drew tomorrow morning.
(DREW)
"Drew get up," Adam yells banging on my door.
I groan and get up and the first conscious thought in my brain is Clare. It's been happening a lot lately, she's nearly all I think about at times. I get dressed and grab breakfast, driving the three of us to school. Smiling when I see the object of my affection waiting in the foyer.
"Morning," she smiles cheerily at the three of us.
"Going to find Alli," Dallas grins.
"Hey Clare," Adam smiles at his best friend.
"Uh, Drew, I have some ideas for student council if you have time to discuss those?" She asks but there's something in her tone I can't place.
"Yeah, sure," I nod to her, "see you later Little Bro."
I follow Clare into the student council office, the blinds are closed, and we never have them closed first thing in the morning. For a brief moment I wonder if we're going to make love in student council. The idea is really hot and turning me on, I have to tell myself that Clare would never do that.
"I did it," she says nervously ringing her hands together, "I broke up with Eli. You were right I was just scared and holding onto Eli because of it."
"You really broke up with him?"
"I really did, by voicemail but he didn't answer his phone as al…" she's saying when I cut her off by crushing my lips to hers in a feverish kiss.
It's passionate, desperate and heated as though it's been building for weeks, though I guess it has. I comb my fingers into her hair and she links her arms around my neck. I gently push her against the wall with my free hand holding her waist. I'm already hard and I know she feels it pressing into her belly. I know she's horny too when she presses her leg into my crotch a bit. I so wish we weren't in school right now, I want her so very badly. I always want her badly, but right now I'm tempted to push her onto the table and strip her of her clothes.
"Wootwoot," Dallas whistles from the doorway and we suddenly hear a lot applause, "it's about damn time you two."
"Yeah, Dallas and I were planning to lock you two in here Friday afternoon if you hadn't admitted your feelings yet," Adam grins.
"You knew Adam?" Clare questions eyeing her best friend.
"Yeah, I love you both, but you're both easy to read. It wasn't that hard to figure out when my brother came home with that stupid grin on his face nearly every time he was with you. The excuse of student council business can only be used so much," Adam comments.
"Couldn't help it," I reply moving Clare from against the wall but keeping my arm around her waist.
"Yeah, like you couldn't help smiling every time you talked about Clare," Dallas remarks.
"Or the secret looks across the table at student council meetings," Alli adds.
"So, everyone knew?" Clare asks.
"Everyone but Connor, I don't think he notice," Alli replies.
"And, Eli, I didn't tell him," Adam says.
"I did break up with him though, last night. Over voicemail, but he never answers," Clare tells them.
"Yeah, we figured that's why you were kissing on school grounds where we could catch you," Alli says.
"Okay, if you three are done I'm going to walk my girlfriend to her locker," I tell them.
"You know I haven't yet agreed to be your girlfriend," Clare remarks as we begin walking to her locker.
I stop us in the hall and turn to her taking her hands in mine, "Clare Edwards will you do me the extreme honor of being my girlfriend?"
"You didn't have to be that dramatic," she giggles, "and yes."
I smile and take her lips for a soft kiss before we continue to her locker. By second period it seems the entire school knows Clare and I are a couple. At lunch our group decides to eat at The Dot, and we start walking there. Adam and his girlfriend Grace are leading, Connor and Jenna next to them, with Clare and I walking next to Dallas and Alli.
"Uh Clare, I think we have trouble," Jenna remarks when we're across the street from The Dot.
We all look over to see Eli parking his dad's car and getting out. He must have seen Adam and pulled over to talk to him, but now he sees Clare. He also sees my arm around her shoulders and Eli goes red as his eyes narrow at me.
"Let me go talk to him," Clare says trying to pull away from me.
"Like hell, after all the things he's done," I reply. Eli's already storming over here.
"Eli calm down," Adam cautions but Eli ignores him as he storms over to Clare and me.
"YOU LEFT ME FOR DREW!" Eli yells when he's just a few feet from us.
"Eli what did you expect you don't even re…" Clare begins but cuts herself off with her own gasp when Eli sucker punches me. It's a hard hit and he gets me right in the eye. "Drew," Clare shrieks as I let go of her and stumble back a bit.
"Eli what the hell?" Adam exclaims.
"Not cool Dude try it again and I'll have you on the ground in a second," Dallas warns him.
I've recovered from the blow and I clench my fist moving forward to punch Eli. Clare puts her hand on my chest and moves between us.
"ELI," Spinner barks at him from the door of the café, "I don't know what's going on but you better get home and cool off. I really hope you didn't drive here from New York just to punch Drew in the face."
"He stole Clare from me," Eli seethes.
"Home Eli," Spinner says in a demanding tone. Eli doesn't look happy but he gets back in his dad's car and drives off. "You alright Drew?" Spinner questions.
"Yeah, I think so," I respond though I'm having trouble opening that eye now.
"Clare, take him to the employee lounge and get him an ice pack for his eye," Spinner commands.
Clare takes my hand and pulls me into the café, I can see that everyone in there is looking at us. Though I very much doubt that anyone from DeGrassi is wondering why Eli punched me. Clare takes me to the back and past the kitchen to the employee lounge. She has me sit in a chair and disappears for a moment, returning with an ice pack that she puts on my eye. She holds it to my eye, and I put my hand over hers.
"I'm sorry Eli hit you, I really didn't think he'd just show up out of nowhere," Clare says apologetically.
"I'm not the least bit surprised," I reply.
"Audra is going to freak," Clare says frowning a little.
"It's far from the first black eye I've ever had. You know what would make me feel better?" I question but pull her into my lap before she can answer.
I capture her lips and use my free hand to lift her shirt and then her bra. I find her breast and squeeze gently, tweaking her nipple. She releases this lovely moaning gasp that makes me instantly hard. I stop kissing her lips and move down to kissing her neck. I start to unhook her bra and she stops me.
"We can't make love in the employee lounge of The Dot Drew. Spinner or another employee could come back here at any moment," she scolds.
"Okay, fine, but we have a spare next period and your house is only a block away," I say in a husky whisper against her neck.
"What about Adam and the others?" Clare questions biting her lip as I squeeze her breast again.
"They'll figure it out," I reply standing up and holding onto her. She wraps her legs around my waist before slowly lowering her legs to the floor.
I put down the ice pack and take her hand, we run through the back door and all the way to her house. She unlocks the door and as soon as she closes it and locks it behind us I pick her up and toss her over my shoulder.
"Ahhh Drew," Clare shrieks, "is the primordial beast-man act really necessary?"
"I can't help what you do to me," I grin placing her gently on the bed.
She smiles and bites her lip while I slip off her shoes. I pull off her jeans and she takes off her top. After taking off her top she reaches up to adjust her wig.
"No, take it off," I say reaching up and softly tugging the wig.
"I hardly have any hair, it looks awful," she says but doesn't fight me as I pull the wig off.
"You look beautiful, your hair is perfect, just like you," I reply kissing the top of her head. I kiss down her forehead and the tip of her nose before taking her lips again. I kiss her gently and eagerly as I unlatch her bra, removing it from her arms. I pull out of the kiss watching as her wonderfully, perfectly, plump breasts fall free. "Have you any idea how much I hate that these breasts belonged to Eli first?" I question gently cupping her breasts in my hands.
"Actually, my breasts belong to me, and do I need to r…oh god," she says cutting herself off. I'm not sure what she was going to say because she moans when I take one of her nipples into my mouth and suck lightly.
I lay her back and continue sucking on her nipple as my fingers glide down her belly and find her jeans. I open the button and unzip them slowly, removing my mouth from her nipple when I have to move to get her jeans down. I take them down slowly unwrapping her shapely legs. I let them drop to the floor and take her panties down with my teeth. After a moment of admiring her incredible naked body I quickly undress.
I then open her legs and crawl back onto the bed, putting her legs over my shoulders. I breathe her in and salivate, she smells incredible, she always smells incredible. I lick her clit and suck gently, Clare moans and arches her back. Her hands rake into my hair and take hold. I lick her pussy lips and she moans again.
I kiss my way up her body before finding her lips and taking them in a gentle kiss. I pump myself hard a couple of times and then deepen the kiss as I enter her. An electric tremble goes through my entire body when I'm inside of her. She feels amazing, her body clenches around my cock, her arms hold to me tightly her tongue playing with mine.
She's mine now, all mine, no more guilt, no more hiding or sneaking around. No more making excuses to come over here and be together. I can kiss her in the halls at school, I can say I'm going to my girlfriend's house and not that we're getting together for student council. Clare Edwards is my girlfriend and it feels wonderful!
I plan to make love to her for hours and hours, I don't think we're going to make it back for 4th period. I hope the others cover for us. I'm not even sure we'll make it back for student council. I'm sure Adam and the others can handle it. I'm going to enjoy this body for as long as I possibly can. Somehow I don't think Clare will mind not making it back to school this afternoon.
As I said before this is just a fluff shot, there will be no sequel chapters, no further chapters this is it!