Hello there! Welcome to what could have been a multichapter story. Don't worry, I haven't given up on my other story, I just got this idea stuck in my head and needed to get it down on paper. This story will be done in first person from Alice's perspective. Perhaps one day I will do a re-write in Bella's depending on how well received this one shot is. Feel free to drop a review and as always, thank you for reading! As noted, this story is rated M for a very good reason.
The Ghost of You and I
Fate was indeed a cruel, cruel mistress. I, Alice Cullen was not accustomed to dealing with surprises in life. I relished in my gift and ability to see glimpses of the future based off of decisions that those around me made. It drove my family insane the way I would almost cryptically evade and answer their questions when I received a vision. I enjoyed and almost felt impowered to know what they couldn't. The power trip had gone straight to my head after years of using my gift effectively. I had seen myself to be one of the most valuable members of the family, knowing that I was able to predict threats and other concerns that would certainly impact the family and could always warn them beforehand. Little did I know just how wrong I was.
You see, just last year my existence took a hard left turn and went straight to Sucksville, no pun intended. I had finally met the young woman who had been plaguing my visions for years. Her name is Isabella Marie Swan, more affectionately known as Bella. Instantly upon meeting her, I knew that she and I were destined to be good friends, dare I even say even best. While Rosalie and I shared the common loved interest of shopping, she and I were not close. We loved each other as sisters do, but she was not what I would consider to be a best friend. Bella on the other hand was. Despite the human's curious dislike for shopping and for dressing up, she had captivated me and wrapped me tightly around her finger without even trying. Don't get me wrong, her blood appealed to me but it was so much more than that. I felt myself genuinely laughing for the first time in my existence when I was with her. Our slumber parties were equally as pleasant as we watched movies, or rather she watched the movie and I got to watch her fascinating reactions to the film and to her human snacks.
I would be lying if I didn't say that I thoroughly enjoyed how she melted right into my touch. I had the tendency to be a little overly feely with people, a trait that annoyed my family to a large extent. However, Bella never seemed to be offput by it. If anything, she almost seemed to encourage it. The last slumber party we shared before everything went to hell in a handbasket, she had even gone so far as to curl up between my legs and nuzzled into my chest as I wrapped my arms around her waist and nestled my nose into her hair breathing in her lovely scent. I had not known this type of bond with anyone before, not even with the person I had assumed was my mate, Jasper.
But then, as all good things do, it ended. Despite her feeble protests, I had forced the idea of a birthday party. I couldn't even begin to fathom why she wouldn't want to celebrate this milestone. Humans loved birthdays and parties! I had searched into the future and saw no reason to justify her offput attitude or hesitation so the party went on as planned. And then, for the first time in my existence, I realized just how fallible I and my gift truly were. The soft words of "ouch" left her lips almost in an inaudible volume for a vampire. And then there it was, the almost overpowering and luscious scent of blood. She had gotten a solitary papercut on her finger while opening a present of all things. My eyes had shot to Jasper's, who turned black as night. Edward had been able to read his mind and shoved Bella out of Jasper's reach just in time but had caused Bella to land into glass as she flew into her cake and her presents. The shards effectively made little work to her delicate skin and she was now freely bleeding down her arm. The smell of the blood had proved to be too much for me and I had to leave the room as Carlisle had tended to her injuries. Some best friend I had been.
The events that followed that fateful and pivotal moment happened as a whirlwind of surprise effectively taking even me by disbelief. Edward left Bella, and forced the entire family to leave as well without so much as a goodbye. My heart did not beat but I certainly felt it shattering with every step I took away from Forks to our new home in Alaska, each step sending me further away from the closest bond I had ever experienced or likely would experience again. Edward had left the family, unable to be around me in my state of current melancholy. He had always been the broody one of the family but it was time that I took the crown of that title. Long gone was my free spirit and bubbly nature without my best friend. My emotions came as a surprise to me and to the family alike, and I was assured that in time I would move forward as she would, but if anything, time was only making everything worse.
Jasper and I amicably going our separate ways was another event that I had not been able to prepare myself for. He found his true mate in Alaska with Irina, one of the Denali Coven sisters. It was challenging to say the least when I had to let him go, the person I had given myself and my body freely to for nearly the past fifty years but I had to. I no longer had it in me to continue in a relationship and he deserved to be happy.
The parade shitshow of surprises continued when Edward had moved back home to be with the family along his newfound mate, Maggie of the Irish Coven. He was helping her to switch to a vegetarian diet and the love that was shared between them was almost nauseating. I had thought that Emmett and Rose had been terrible but they paled into comparison with the sexual rendezvous that were happening in the house now. How I loathed to have supersonic hearing abilities. As it turned out, Bella had been nothing more than his singer. Finding this information out forced the realization that this was why it had been so easy for him to leave her, which only infuriated me further. How and why the hell had I not been able to see any of this exasperated me beyond imagination.
Seeing as I was the only member of my family without a mate of my own, Esme had generously helped construct a quaint but luxurious cabin on the property close enough so that I still felt connected to the family but far enough so that I didn't have to hear moans of pleasure taking place seemingly every second of every damn day. I had taken to being alone more than not, only finding solace in my solitude by willing myself to search the future until I could focus on Bella. The visions I got were not pleasant as I watched her fall apart on a daily basis, never truly recovering. In a sick way, it was a comfort to know that at least I was not the only one suffering from the separation. Unable to keep myself away a moment longer, I had prepared myself to leave the family for good and to return to Bella, consequences be damned. However, I was too late. Her future went blank the night of my departure, never for her to reappear. I knew then that I had been too late. I had been waiting for a sign that I should return and simply acted passively for too long. Bella was gone, and along with it, my chances to ever feel happy again.
The family had been terribly sad to learn of this change of fate, especially Esme and Emmett. She felt as if she had lost her daughter and Emm had developed a rather large soft spot for the human as well. The finality of her apparent death had created a dark shadow to be cast over the family, even Edward had been remorseful of his actions that seemingly had led this chain of events to take place. No one knew how though just how much I blamed myself for it, albeit Jasper who did all he could to control my emotions, something that I felt as if I did not deserve. I had seen her in pain, struggling every day to simply get out of bed and I had done nothing but lick my own wounds, selfish until the very end. It was at that moment that I decided I no longer would use my gift. I could not be trusted with it and I was not worthy.
It had been exactly one year, five months and eleven days since Bella's future had disappeared right before my eyes. I had not had a vision since that day as I actively fought against receiving any. However, on this fateful evening, I found myself unable to fight off this one. I felt the now unfamiliar tingling behind my eyes and knew what was coming and I was too powerless to prevent it. I faintly heard Jasper call out my name as I fell onto my knees as the sheer power of the vision tore through me.
I saw a young woman, wearing a severely torn and frayed Volturi coat making her way quickly throughout the Alaskan woods, her hood up and covering her face. Her movements indicated that she was injured or at least in a weakened state, something rare for a vampire. In mere moments, she was going to be at the front door of our house.
That was all I could see before I was violently sent back to the present day, my family surrounding me with concerned eyes as I pulled myself up from my knees, standing shakily and looking at the door.
"Alice, what did you see?" Esme asked me with concerned eyes.
"A lone Volturi member is going to be here in about 45 seconds. Based on the dark color of her cloak, it is safe to assume she is of significance to the Volturi guard. Her cloak is darker than that of even Jane's." I replied not moving my gaze from the door.
"Why would the Volturi be coming here? Guard members never travel alone and they certainly do not make snap decisions like this. We should prepare for the worst and hope for the best" I heard Carlisle murmur and the family nodded in agreement.
It was then that a knock was heard. I, being the closest moved forward and extended a slightly trembling hand to grasp the brass doorknob. Trembling. How very unbecoming for a vampire. I certainly was a disgrace to our kind. Without any further hesitation, I turned the knob with a quick twist of my wrist and pulled the door ajar only to be engulfed in a sea of the most amazing smell I had experienced since my time with Bella. I could not stop myself from taking in a deep breath and the light vibrations of my purr spread out through my being. I felt a pull in my chest so intense that I was not able to stop myself from reaching out with my right hand to grab her own, noticing the faint crack lines that moved upwards on her wrist until they were covered by her long sleeves. The moment our skin touched, I felt what could only be described as an electric tingle run across my fingertips and throughout my hand. This mesmerizing outsider must have felt the same as she quickly pulled her injured hand back at contact.
"I apologize for my forward movement. It appears as if you are hurt. Please, come in so you can rest." I found my lips say before I stood aside, effectively inviting her in.
" I don't want to impose. I shouldn't even be here, I'm not sure what I was thinking. Trust me, I already know that I'm not wanted. Forgive me." The women said in a voice that could only be described as sounding similar to that of windchimes as she began to turn away.
"Nonsense. You are clearly injured and are in a weakened state. Please. Come inside and rest. You will be free to leave once you are in a state to do so." I found myself pleading, unable to shake the feeling that I needed to be close to her, so very close. She paused as she seemed to consider my words so I decided to go for broke. "Please. I want you to stay."
With a sigh that sounded oddly familiar, she finally nodded and turned back around and entered the house, her hands pulling her hood down further so only her lips and chin were visible under the black and gold trimmed robe. Together, I escorted her into the living room where my family was anxiously waiting for us, apparently on edge.
" She's injured. I invited her to stay with us while she recovers. If that is a problem, I am more than happy to escort her to my cabin." I found myself saying rather hotly as I took in the unapproving gaze of Edward.
"You'll have to excuse my son. Understandably so, he is a little on edge with the presence of a Volturi member in the house. Can you please explain the reason for you being here?" Carlisle asked as Esme returned holding a bag of what I knew was O-Negative.
" Get that away from me." The woman practically hissed as she stopped breathing and clenched her fists tightly.
"You will need to feed in order to heal and while I know that this has a slight medicinal taste due to the packaging and is not warm, I cannot have you feeding on humans." Carlisle said in a soft but authoritative tone. I couldn't help the curiosity sparkle in my eyes as I tried to figure out this odd reaction. Vampires lived off of blood and the Volturi only drank human blood. There should be no reason why this woman would react so poorly to the offer. Carlisle went to open the bag and before I could blink, she was advancing at him with a slight snarl. My eyes glazed over as I saw just a glimpse of what was about to take place as Edward made a snap decision.
"Edward, no!" I screamed as I rushed forward feebly, knowing that there was no way in hell I would be able to prevent him from attacking the Volturi member, which would effectively begin a war between our clan and the Volturi, a fight that we would never win without heavy losses.
With speed remarkable even for a vampire, the she evaded Edward's grasp as she neatly and gracefully twisted herself in the air, a feat in itself as Edward remained the fastest of us all. I watched with awe as she skidded to a stop and rested on one knee. I knew that the Volturi members were an impressive bunch but this was beyond even my expectations. I watched as her hood flew backwards from the evading movement she had made to avoid Edward's blow, which caused her long deep chestnut locks to spill out down her back and shoulders, cascading down to right beneath her shoulder blades. She flicked her bangs to the side and opened her obsidian eyes as her lips lifted into the most terrifying but somehow erotic snarl I had ever witnessed. As our eyes met, I felt as if a wrecking ball had hit me square in the chest. I heard the collective gasps from my family. Standing before us in all her glory was a very pissed off Bella Swan.
There were no words spoken as I looked over her thoroughly, and felt a whimper come up my throat as I assessed the damage done to the left side of her face. The cracks to her porcelain skin seemed to span across her entire body. I had to know what happened to her. I had to know why she was standing before me. I had believed her to be dead. The shock to my system to see her standing just a few feet from me was almost too much to bear.
"Bella… is that truly you?" I spoke through trembling lips, unable to stop myself from moving forward and kneeling in front of her so that our eyes were at the same level. So long I had wanted to peer into her hypnotic chocolate orbs. I would be lying if I said that I didn't miss seeing that color now but I found myself easily becoming transfixed and lost in her gaze regardless.
"In the flesh." Bella responded as she kept her eyes locked onto mine. It was almost as if the world faded away at this moment. For too long I had craved this moment and I was damned if I was ever going to let her go again.
" What- what happened to you?" I asked as my eyebrows furrowed together deep in thought.
" You all left. Honestly, how could you? I understand now that I was never Edward's mate but you? You were my best friend, Alice. The closest bond I had ever had with another. And you fucking left me." Bella snapped back as she stood up from the wooden flooring, her obsidian eyes flashing with anger.
"Bella, we had to. You deserved a chance to live a normal, human life." Edward finally spoke from across the room as Maggie took his hand into her own, rubbing reassuring circles on the top of his hand.
"Yeah, and that worked out so well. Obviously." Bella spat out as she looked away and to the ground.
"I fail to understand why you are so unhappy to be a vampire. Isn't this what you wanted?" Edward sneered back, clearly unable to keep his emotions in check.
" Yeah, did. Past tense. I was ready to be human and to live my life with whatever sense of normalcy I could muster. But fate apparently had other plans. Did you truly believe that Victoria wouldn't have come back for me after you all killed her mate? Well, she did. If it weren't for Jake and the rest of the shifters, she would have gotten me. Not that you all didn't know. I'm sure Alice saw it all." Bella admitted with a tone laced in ice, a tone that rivaled that of Rosalie's.
"Bella, you have to believe me. Your future went blank and I was not able to see anything. I assumed you had died, we all did. I swear on my existence, if I had known you were in that type of danger I would have come running. I swear." I found myself pleading for her to understand. I needed her to believe me more than anything.
"Fine. Then let me fill you all in. Victoria went to the Volturi to expose the threat of my existence to the vampire world once she gave up on trying to capture me on her own. On my way home from the reservation, I was kidnapped by Jane and Felix, and brought to Volterra, where I was presented to Aro. My sentence was death and I accepted it. But of course, life never can go the way we desire. Aro sunk his teeth into my neck but was unable to finish me off as we made skin to skin contact. He at that moment discovered my insufferable mental shield, and pulled back. His venom had entered my blood and my change began. He said that I would be of extreme use to him. I laid in what became my private chambers for three days in agony as I felt as if I were being burnt alive from the inside out. When I awoke, I found I had been changed. Aro told me that my place was with him, and due to the connection between him and I as my creator, who was I to deny him? It's not like I had many options either. Where would I go? I couldn't be around Charlie like this and if I were to return to Forks, certainly someone would see me and notice the changes. So, I stayed. Faked my death. I was trained and quickly moved up the ranks until I was only second to the Kings themselves." Bella explained as she crossed her arms.
"Are you on a mission gone south then?" Jasper asked as he motioned to her various injuries and the spiderweb like cracks across her delicate face.
"No. After growing exhausted with their attempts to force me to drink from a human, I asked to leave. I was granted my wish with the caveat that I would have to fight my way through the entire guard. If I was able to do that, I was free to go. Thankfully, due to my mental shield I made short work of Jane and Alec, but the challenge came with Felix. He is the one who delivered the majority of these blows to me. I got away by the skin of my teeth. That was two days ago. I know I look a fright but you'll have to take my word for it that I was in a much worse state. I ran from the castle and never looked back until I found my way here." Bella explained as she shrugged her shoulder back, clearly in an attempt to relieve some sort of pain.
"So that's why you acted so rash at the site of human blood. You didn't want to give in with you being on a similar lifestyle to that of ours. Bella, I apologize. I assumed…" Carlisle began but was silenced as Bella shot him a hard glare.
"You know what they say when you assume, Carlisle." She responded with a hard glare, " Look, I don't plan on staying so don't worry. I'm not your responsibility. I think I will take Alice up on her offer and move to the cabin. With some blood, I will be ready to head out with the rising of the sun. It's simply just too much to be this close to all of you at this moment."
I shot my head to the side and couldn't help but allow an ecstatic grin to spread against my lips, the first genuine smile I had displayed since that fateful birthday celebration.
"Of course, Bella. Come with me." I chirped and exited the house with Bella by my side. I stole a glance over my shoulder and made eye contact with Jasper who did his custom half smile with a nod of his head. I wasn't sure what this action was for but I had a feeling that I would know soon enough.
Together, Bella and I reached the cabin a few moments later and I opened the door and let her inside. The cabin was small compared to the house but did come with one bedroom and one bath with a beautiful loft that I used primarily as a reading and meditating room. This is where I had chosen to put a bed too as the ceiling of this particular part of the cabin was made of glass, which allowed a gorgeous view of the Alaskan night sky. Together we moved into the kitchen I only had for appearances sake and I pulled out a clear glass pitcher from the fridge, filled with doe blood. I pulled out a couple of glasses from the nearby cupboard and poured the blood out before tentatively handing the glass to Bella. I watched as she reached out tentatively and with only a moments hesitation, began to drink deeply. My sharp ears made out the sounds of her moan of pleasure at the taste as she closed her eyes and tilted her head back, effectively draining the glass to the very last drop. I sipped on my glass slowly before offering her the remaining half, which she accepted graciously. After draining the rest of my glass, she leaned against the counter and re-opened her eyes which had reverted back to a stunning topaz copy of my own.
"Thank you." Bella murmured as I watched her eyes look around the cabin slowly, doing all she could apparently to not make eye contact with me.
"Bella, please. I know that I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I am begging here. I missed you so much. Every single day I was away from you I spent with my soul twisted inside out. I promised Edward that I would stay away from you, and I did but not without great difficulty. If I had known what was going to happen to you, the pain you were going to experience caused by our absence I would have said screw it and left the family in an instant to be with you. Please. You have to believe me" I pleaded as I moved forward with shaking hands, reaching out to her but stopping as I saw her visibly stiffen as her eyes locked onto my hands, " I will spend the rest of my existence doing whatever I can to make this up to you. To repair our bond. Please. I know that I don't deserve to be asking anything of you, but please don't leave. I cannot go through loosing you again. I'm just not strong enough. I need you." I whispered, my eyes watching her reaction closely for a reaction. Tentatively and slowly, she moved her healed hand out and laced our fingers together, as she pulled me closer to her. I felt my eyelashes flutter as the electric tingling sensation once more encased my being, making me feel a way that had not yet even been defined by Mr. Webster himself.
"I have only heard and witnessed the mating bond between others. I never thought I would experience it myself, especially with someone who I had assumed already found theirs." She said in a soft voice as she moved her free hand to stroke the side of my face before raising my chin slightly with her index finger.
" Trust me, finding that minor detail out came as much of a surprise to me as it is to you." I whispered as she licked her lips, her eyes darkening just a couple of shades.
" Do you need of more blood?" I found myself asking in a rather husky voice as my eyes watched the movements of her tongue, suddenly feeling the bolt of desire spread throughout my core.
Bella must have smelled my arousal as she breathed in deeply and closed her eyes for a moment before smirking.
"I am thirsty," she admitted softly before opening her dark orbs to peer into my own, " But not for blood." She all but purred out before crashing her lips down onto mine with force.
My brained ceased to function as I felt her velvet like lips move against mine in perfect synchronization. My senses were overloaded with the addicting smell and taste of her. I simply couldn't get enough. I gasped in surprise as I felt her wet tongue slide against my lower lip, clearly seeking permission to which I eagerly granted. I moaned deeply into her mouth as I felt her tongue dance merrily with my own. I felt her hands grip me by the waist as she lifted me up. Instinctively, my legs wrapped around her petite waist and arms around her neck. Instantaneously our bodies meshed together and I heard her own moan of pleasure as our cores rubbed deliciously against each other. Certainly, we were moving far too quickly but I was powerless to stop this. I had been craving this type of touch for years now and now that I was presented with the opportunity, I had to seize it. She and I would obviously need to talk things out, but that was later. All that mattered right now was satisfying both of our rather primal needs.
She seemed to have a moment of reconsideration as she slightly pulled back from my lips, her eyebrows furrowed together in thought.
"Please, don't stop. I know what you are thinking but I can't stop to discuss this. Not now. I promise we will." I whispered against her lips causing her to groan before recapturing her lips with my own. I felt us moving up the stairs to the loft, where she placed me down on the soft queen size bed and moved herself to be on top, her legs straddled against my waist. I could feel her desire through her soft fabric slacks she was wearing under her cloak and felt my hips instinctively buckle up against hers, desperate for some sort of relief.
"Oh, good lord, Alice." She murmured as she broke the kiss to sit up. I moved forward as well and effectively shredded the frayed remains of the robe, the fabric easily falling down against her arms and onto the floor. My eyes took in the beautiful sight of her skin tight burgundy satin blouse and I made quick work of that, my nimble fingers undoing the buttons swiftly as my lips moved against her neck to the sweet spot just beneath her ear. I felt her hands move down our front as I pushed the blouse down, surprised to see that she had not been wearing a bra under her blouse. If possible, I sensed my arousal increase to the point where I was sure I was soaked through my jeans.
"You are positively and utterly gorgeous, Bella Swan." I whispered as she moved her hands down and gripped the edge of my white shirt, pulling it over my head.
"If I'm that breathtaking that you clearly must be a work of art in your own right. The statue of Aphrodite Venus De Milo in Italy cannot even hold a candle to you." She murmured and I felt my eyes fill with venom as my brain struggled to accept her loving words. I didn't deserve this kind of love, not from her. Not when I was the reason why she had to live the life she had, endured the pain she did.
"Oh, Bella" I purred out as I felt her lips ghost against my collarbone, her fingers undoing the clasp to my bra and sliding it down my arms before encouraging me to lay back down.
I heard her chuckle lightly before she peppered kisses up my neck and across my jawline before taking in my bottom lip and sucking. My hands moved to her bare back and my nails scratched as a moan escaped my throat.
"You have no idea what you are doing to me, Bella" I gasped out as her mouth moved from my lips to my chest, her tongue rubbing in circles against my nipples. I wondered just where she had learned to do this or if it was purely instinctual with her desire to please me. I knew that newborns were terribly ID based and it was not uncommon for them to act upon their desires. It was impossible for me to know the answer to this question that was at the front of my mind unless I asked.
"Bella, wait. Look at me please." I whispered, biting back a laugh at her annoyed groan as she pulled her lips from my breast to make eye contact, " I just, I'm sorry. I need to know. Have you, well… Did you have a lover in Volterra?"
I watched her bite down on her lower lip, feeling a rush of nostalgic feelings. I was elated to see that one of her human mannerisms had not yet been lost. Her nervous lip biting was by far one of my favorites. I always found it to be a rather endearing action, although I did miss the beautiful blush that had normally been associated with it.
"No. I hope that's not a problem" her melodic voice answered causing the primal beast in me to dance around gleefully. As sickening and animalistic as it was, I was beyond elated to be able to have some claim to steak on her. Aro's venom may be inside of her but she would be mine to claim.
"Oh, do not worry your pretty little head of yours about that. I was only curious" I replied as I ran a reassuring hand down the side of her face effectively removing the worry from her eyes, " You just are good at this, almost too good. I find it hard to believe that you have no experience."
The corners of her lips lifted into the sexiest smirk I had ever seen, causing me to take in a deep and unnecessary breath.
"Oh, that's where you were wrong. You asked me if I had experience with a partner. In that aspect, the answer is no. You didn't ask though about my experience with satisfying my own needs, now did you?" she responded in a sultry voice, and I felt my eyes roll back with her implication.
Good. Fucking. Lord. She had learned how to do all of this by pleasuring herself? Oh, what a beautiful thought that was as images of her pleasuring herself with her fingers moved to the front of my mind. A small whine of need escaped my lips as I felt her own back on my breasts, sucking hard on my pebbled nipples. My back arched off of the mattress against her touch and I found myself unable to do anything besides breathe out her name.
"Please, I cannot take this any longer. I need you, now." I gasped out, one hand moving up to grab the headboard of my bed.
"As you wish, my mate." She breathed out against my flat stomach before reaching down and undoing my pants, pulling them down my slim legs and tossing them to the corner of the room somewhere, " Look at me. I need to see you." I heard her faintly murmur and I opened my eyes to look down at her as she settled between my legs. I shivered at the intimate act as she moved her head to the side and sucked hard on my inner thigh. My teeth sunk deep into my lip as I felt the coils in my lower stomach tighten, signaling what would be the start of my orgasm. She had barely touched me, how on earth could I be this close to release? It was almost shameful how she reduced me into this state.
Her eyes flickered back to mine as she gripped the fabric of my thong with her teeth and ripped them off of me without warning or hesitation. My eyes widened at the action and my clit instantly throbbed.
"You're positively dripping, my sweet" she murmured as she breathed in my scent deeply, obviously swallowing back a build up of her venom. Her tongue snuck out from her lips as she placed a long, slow, hard lick from my glistening slit up to my bundle of nerves. Nirvana. That's the only word that could describe what I was feeling.
"You taste positively sinful, just so you know." She murmured against my soaked folds as she licked my clit again, " And I will never be able to get enough of this. Of you. I could drink from you every second from now until forever and it would not be enough."
I felt my head move deeper into the pillows as her lips wrapped around my clit again, her tongue rubbing hard and fast circles as she moved her hand up my inner thigh before pushing her index and middle finger deep into my wet heat, expertly curling her digits up and instantly finding my hidden pleasure spot.
A hiss escaped my lips as I felt my walls begin to tighten against her fingers as her teeth scraped against my throbbing bundle of nerves adding another finger into me, twisting and thrusting with expertise. My breaths became ragged and choppy as my body writhed under her touch. I knew that it wouldn't take much longer. Between the physical connection and the emotional bond she was creating with her sweet and loving words, I was lost in a total state of complete and utter completion and satisfaction.
"Alice, love. Please. Cum for me." She murmured against my clit and that was my final undoing. The vibrations from her words on my clit and a slight repositioning of her fingers brought me to the edge and sent me straight to the other side as my orgasm ripped through my body, my body convulsing and shaking uncontrollably, my fluids flowing freely into her mouth, her tongue expertly cleaning every drop.
Moments later that had felt like an eternity, she finally moved back up and laid next to me, her eyes sparkling with satisfaction and a smirk etched on her glistening lips.
"Bella, that was… as to say, you are incredible. But I think it's time to wipe that smirk off of your face." I whispered before reaching down and undoing the button to her ebony slacks, and pulling them off the same fashion as she had done to me. I breathed in the sweet musky scent of her arousal and felt my own venom pool in my mouth as my eyes took in the beautiful sight of her soaked boy shorts.
I reached down and hooked my finger under the band of her undergarment and ripped it from her body, unable to refrain any longer from making her mine and mine alone. I urged her to lay backwards, to which she complied. I moved to straddle her waist, my eyes becoming lost in a sea of emotions within her own. Lust, love, desire, and trust. I felt a sob build at the base of my throat which I quickly swallowed. I didn't deserve this. I didn't deserve her to so willingly give herself to me but too much had happened for us to stop now. She seemed to sense my inner turmoil and ran a comforting hand down my arm.
" I want this and you. I think deep down, I always have but was too lost in Edward's fixation to act on it. Please. Don't you dare stop, Alice Cullen. I know we are moving as a ridiculous fast pace but I simply cannot fight this and have no desire to." She whispered and I closed my eyes taking in the full serenity of her words. It was not possible for a mate to deny their own anything that was desired, this being no exception.
I laid down on Bella, nipping at her collarbone and sucking hard on her skin as I angled my hips to match with her own, our sexes delectably pressed together, our arousals slowly mixing as one. I all but lost control when I felt her hips buckle against my own, as I shifted some of my weight onto my forearms that were placed on either side of her on the bed. I steadied myself and moved my head back up to gaze into her eyes. I placed a loving kiss against her lips and then moved my hips forward, our clits rubbing together sensually.
Her head shot backwards and deep into the pillow as her lips parted and she moaned out the most beautiful and enticing sound I had heard to date, the sound of my name. Mine. I had caused her to experience this pleasure and my ego suddenly swelled. Feeling more confident, my hips began to move faster, more erratically against her own. I watched as her jaw became slack, her eyes closed tightly. I felt one of her hands grip my hip rather tightly to help keep me steady and the other gripping into the sheets so tightly that they began to rip. Her body was trembling against mine and I knew that she was moments away from coming undone herself. I felt my eyes grow dark as venom began to drip down the edge of my teeth and onto her chest. My eyes took in the crescent shape scar on her neck and suddenly felt the urge to bite. How dare anyone have even thought about touching her, my mate. Unable to reign in my actions, I lowered my lips onto her neck and right at the beginning of her climax, I sunk my teeth in the same exact place and position as her scar.
I felt her body vibrate as she screamed out my name in pleasure, her body thrashing and quivering against mine. I too came a second time the moment my teeth sunk into her neck as her pleasure, her conscious completely merged into my own as we became one.
I rolled off of her trembling body a few moments later and pulled her close to me, running my fingertips up and down her side, taking in and absorbing her beauty. She clung onto me for dear life, breathing in my scent deeply as she intertwined her legs with my own. I knew that we had gotten off to a rough start, but we had forever to make things right. After all, if there was something that she and I had an ample amount of it was time and for once, it was on our side.