"Why? Why?! Why?! Why?!" The raven haired boy screamed as he ran through the mansion. Again he has failed to find a solution to the attack on the mansion by Elsa.

The people of the Sanctuary have perished, Emilia has lost herself, anybody who had considered an ally or friend has died again. Why do things have to turn put this way for him?

As he ran down the hallway ran across the corpses of the residents of the manor. Ram, Frederica, even Petra...

Sprinting down to a certain room he opened the door slowly to find another person who currently resided here.

"Rem... you're!" He sprinted over to her bedside and hugged her sleeping body tightly. "Your still alive! How?! Why did she-" he sobbed as he laid there next to her, crying on her waist.

Maybe Elsa didn't see Rem as worth it or never found her. Either way it cheered him up only just a little.

"Hi Rem, I failed again. I know you can't hear me." He started sobbing again. "I don't know how long I can keep going like this, I keep failing everyone over and over again." He looked at her again, even while in a coma she still so beautiful. "I wonder how different things could have been if I had just accepted your feelings."

He sat there in silence after his words. Looking at her still frozen form. "I wish I could get a response from you." The silent tears falling still. "I'm so sorry Rem. I let you and everyone down with my incompetence."

Subaru was shaking now, flashes of all the deaths around coming to the surface of his mind.

In a swift motion he scooted Rem over on her bed and laid right next to her and snuggled up right to her. "Sorry Rem I just need someone right now." He wrapped his arm around her waist in a desperate attempt to seek comfort.

"I miss you, I love you, If you were here you'd be by my side! Why does it have to be like this?!" Subaru stained the pillow he was resting on with his tears now. "I hate this! I wish I could repay you for all you've done for me."

It hasn't been that long since she fell into her current state but for him it's felt like months. He remembers her smiling face, her beautiful blue eyes like diamonds, her soft hair he used to pat, her personality, her everything.

The nasty eyed boy raised his head up and was now closely looking at her directly. Brushing her hair aside slightly, he planted his lips on hers.

He let out a sad laugh, "You know Rem where I'm from there was stories were a prince would kiss a beautiful sleeping girl and she would wake up." Subaru closed his eyes and sighed. "I really wish that was true here."

Another kiss was planted on the silent maid's lips.

Then another.

The realization of what he was doing hit him and he lifted himself off of her.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" He was practically making out with someone who was in a coma, she couldn't stop him.

'But I don't dislike it when you are so forceful. Those words appeared in the nightmare that was his mind.

Would she mind? He wishes she would answer.

Looking down at Rem's peaceful state, her words came to his mind again.

Another loving kiss was planted on her soft lips again. Subaru's downward spiral continued as he would seek something in someone who couldn't talk to him.

Subaru wrapped his arms around her sleeping form and lifted her slightly so he could hold her in his grasp.

Her mouth was still so warm as he forced his tongue inside. Doing all of the work by himself he explored the depths of her warm kisser.

Their tongues continued to intertwine as he continued. In the back rooms of his mind a voice tells him that Rem would have loved this. He finally pulls his mouth back from her, her mouth now all wet from the mixture of both of their saliva.

He was now attacking her neck sniff and licking all around the front and back of her nape. He always noticed how Rem would blush up a storm when he would head pat her. If she was awake she would've been squealing at this.

Giving her the love she craved and always wanted from him.

"I love you." He whispered again.

He was breathing heavily already, he's never done something this intense before. Unconsciously he started taking off her blue nightgown. Exposing more of her body to him.

The girl was now fully undressed and naked under him. Her body was so alluring. Her beauty unmatched in his eyes as of right now.

Subaru grabbed ahold of her two breasts, a perfect fit for each of his hands. Her two mounds were so soft. He moved them both around a little getting proper feel for them. Indulging himself further he took her right nipple into his mouth as he pinched the other.

"Your body is so perfect Rem."

He mashed both of her boobs together this time and took both of her teats into his mouth. Playing with both voluptuous tits vigorously he started licking all over her body in general. From her upper chest, to her stomach, legs, and even feet. Subaru was cleaning her with his tongue.

Spreading her legs apart he saw her most special place. The only thing blocking it from being revealed fully from him was her panties.

Running his hands across her pair of matching blue undergarments he lifted her legs and slowly pulled them off her body. Rem's lips were finally brought into the limelight, small yet puffy, spotless and a pretty pink color.

Subaru stuck his index finger slowly inside her. The inside was so warm compared to the rest of her body. Bending downward he got a closer look as he continued to finger her. He saw how just a little bit of her juices dripped out of her hole.

He took his mouth just close enough for him to breathe on it. The heat emanating from it was immense. The boy finally dove in for a taste.

A sweet and sour taste filled the taste buds on his tongue. Subaru kissed and licking up and down her lips and clit. Smelling her feminine scent as he took in her flavor.

"You taste so amazing." He muttered, wiping off he mouth as he now saw how wet she was.

With heavy breaths he got up again and unzipped the pants of his tracksuit.

His cock sprang forth from the confines of his underwear. Taking it in his right hand he held it at her entrance. "Are you ready Rem?"

Without hesitation he slowly started inserting himself inside her. The feeling was indescribable from the teenage boy. This was the first time he was having sex.

And it was with the most beautiful girl in his world right now.

Placing another kiss on her lips he started going at a slow pace as he fucked her. Rem's warm insides were super tight, assuming she was also a virgin. The way her pussy clenched around his cock was already driving him crazy.

He started picking up the pace and was thrusting faster now. The louder sounds echoing in the room now was his grunts and moans as he plowed into the slumbering girl. The noise of wet slaps coming from her soaked vagina.

Subaru could already feel himself cumming soon. His cock was throbbing inside Rem, begging for release. Thrusting even harder now he felt his intense orgasm coming closer with every second.

"Rem, Rem, Rem!"

The teen let out a loud moan as he came inside her. His hot seed bursting through inside her moist depths. Subaru would keep his shaft inside her the whole time as he let ropes of his sticky cum keep filling her.

Pulling his now soft cock out he looked at her saw the results of his lust. He saw how the semen was now pooling out of her snatch. She was covered in his sweat and hickey's from his invading kisses.

The way he basically defiled this precious girl's body. His eyes widened slowly as the realization of what just transpired in the past couple minutes hit him like a truck.

His hands started trembling.

"What have you done?"

He forced himself on Rem. He took his frustration and lust out on the girl who loved him so much. She couldn't even respond to any of his actions.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He screamed at himself in fury, hot tears now streaming down his face.

"Rem! I'm so sorry! You don't ever have to forgive me! You never deserved this!" Subaru held his hands to his face as he screamed in agony.

Rem was now fully clothed, cleaned, and was now resting in her bed again. Subaru stood over her bedside and inspected her. It was like nobody ever came to her in the first place.

"Rem, I know you can't hear me. I want to say I feel like the worst person in the world right now." Subaru had a knife fromm the kitchen in his hand.

"I will save you. I will save everyone, I will not let you down as I have did today!" He declared. "No matter how many deaths it takes I won't fall like I did today every again!" He held the knife up to his throat.

"I will save you."

Everything went black.

I was surprised nobody has done this yet.

"Fine. I'll do it myself."

Our good boy Subaru would never do something like this. But this thought came to me and I was reminded of the Eva scene and I thought, "how can I make that worse?"

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