Hello dear readers! Hope you've all been well, and welcome to this little one-shot of mine. Consider this an add-on chapter to Repairing a Bond, it takes place between the ending chapter and the epilogue. At this point, Lincoln is off to college, with Stella and Clyde joining him.
But what does Stella have planned for their first night there? Read on to find out.
One's gentle touch
It was a new day and the start of the next stage in one Loud's life as Lincoln was preparing to head off to college. It had been a few months since his high-school graduation and the young man was about to attend the same college that his eldest sister Lori was going to before her incarceration.
Lincoln was going to Fairway University with a few of his classmates, his best friend Clyde and girlfriend Stella being among them. Clyde was going to be his dorm mate and the two shared a few classes as well and Lincoln was glad that he wouldn't be alone as he entered the grown-up world. But more than anything, he was looking to spend more time with his girlfriend now that the two were finally living away from home.
If someone had told him a couple years back that he'd be where he was now, Lincoln wouldn't have believed them. But after Lori's release from jail, things were slowly on the up and up for him. And he wouldn't have gotten here without the help of his friends and family, Stella included.
The teen had shut himself off from everyone, including Stella, which caused their original relationship to fall through. Practically everyone knew what he went through, but other than his therapist, Lincoln barely spoke to anyone about how that night's event affected him, and Stella couldn't stick around someone who just couldn't be open with her. It wasn't until Lincoln's accident that the girl gave him another chance, one that Lincoln wasn't going to waste.
The young man was currently finished packing up his room, ready to leave home and start his college years. After bidding farewell to his family, Lincoln got in the new car his parents helped him get and drove off.
Arriving at the college late into the afternoon, Lincoln unloaded some of the boxes from his car and walked around the campus to get to his dorm room. As he walked down the hall, Lincoln could see the McBrides as they were walking out of the room he and Clyde were gonna be in. "Now remember to call us if you need anything, we're here to help whenever okay?" Harold said as Lincoln made his way over.
"Ah Lincoln! Good to see you. You excited to start college?" Howard asked as he greeted the Loud teen. "Hey Mr. McBride! Yeah excited, nervous, anxious, all of the above". Lincoln replied with a dry chuckle.
"You'll be fine, just make sure you take care of our Clyde here yeah? We're gonna be worried about him everyday". Harold told him as he ruffled Clyde's hair a bit. "Daaad come on! People are watching". Clyde complained as he stood back and brushed his hair. "Oh I'll take good care of him, we gotta look out for each other now right Clyde?" Lincoln said as he tossed an arm around his best friend.
"Yeah. we'll be good, dads". Clyde said as he rubbed the back of his neck. "I'm sure you will. Okay we'll leave you two to it then. Have fun and good luck boys". Howard said as he waved the two bye.
"So buddy, you ready?" Clyde asked as the two walked into their room. "Yeah, totally! I really think we're gonna have some good years here". Lincoln said as he unpacked some of his belongings. The man brought all the necessities up first, planning on grabbing everything else the next day. After about thirty minutes, Lincoln had his side of the room taken care of, and grabbed a water from the mini fridge that Clyde brought along.
"They're supposed to have dinner running in the cafeteria in a bit, wanna see how college food is compared to what we had in high school?" Clyde asked. "Yea sure. But I'm actually supposed to meet Stella before then so we can all eat together. Her dorm room is actually-"
"Just downstairs". Stella interrupted as she stood in the doorway to the boy's room. "Stella!" Lincoln smiled as he got up and embraced his girlfriend, giving her a quick peck on the lips before both turned their heads to Clyde, who looked off to the side, whistling. "Hehe, sorry buddy". Lincoln said as he rubbed the back of his neck. "It's cool guys. Just let me leave the room if you're gonna do more". The three chuckled a bit.
"So you slackers hungry? It's nearly time for dinner". Stella said as she looked between the two. "Yup we were just talking about that actually. You ready?" Lincoln asked. "Starving, so let's go". Stella said as she grabbed her boyfriend's arm and dragged him down the hall, Clyde chuckled as he shook his head, following behind the pair.
The trio headed down to the cafeteria and saw that the place was crowded, what with all the new attendees doing the same thing they were. "Huh, doesn't seem like this will be too much different than what we're used to. Let's grab some food and find a place to sit". Lincoln said as the three walked over to the serving line. "So Stella, how'd your roommate seem? You two gonna get along well?" Lincoln asked her.
"Oh yeah she seems cool so far, we plan on really getting to know one another tomorrow. But she had other plans for tonight, which is good cause so did I". Stella said as the three sat down at a table. "Oh really? What are ya gonna do?" Lincoln asked her as he picked up the sandwich he grabbed.
"More like what are we gonna do. I was going to have you over to hang out for a bit...if you wanted to that is". Stella said. "Of course! You know I'd love to. O-Oh is that okay Clyde? I don't want you to think I'm ditching you". Lincoln said as he turned to his friend. "Nah it's good Linc. I'm gonna explore the campus a bit more, maybe make some new friends or something. You two have fun". Clyde responded with a smile.
After having dinner, Lincoln and Stella went to the woman's dorm room while Clyde left on his own.
"So where's your roommate at?" Lincoln asked as the two made it to Stella's room. "She was going to some party with her friends, said she'd be gone for most of the night". She told him. "Oh why not go with her? Make some new friends?" Lincoln replied.
"Well I was thinking that there was someone else here who I wanted to spend my time with". Stella told him. "Got no objections from me". Lincoln said before the two kissed again. "So, how you doing? Nervous?" Stella asked her boyfriend. "Uh, yeah kinda. But I'm more excited right now than anything, having you and Clyde here helps a lot. You especially". Lincoln said.
"Aw ain't you sweet. So um...I figure we got at least a few hours till my dorm-mate comes back. Wanna maybe...have some fun?" Stella asked him as she shut the door.
"Uh...I don't know Stella. W-We haven't really tried since...well you know. I-I'm scared of that driving a wedge between us again". Lincoln admitted to her. "It wasn't because you didn't want to Lincoln, it was because you couldn't talk to me about it. You've gotten much better about it all and I think this time will be different". Stella said. "Don't you at least wanna try?" She asked as she pulled her shirt down a bit, showing some cleavage.
Lincoln's cheeks flushed as he pulled on his collar. "O-Of course I want to...It's just...I've made so much progress, I don't want to screw anything up, or to make things weird between us". Lincoln told her. "But that night is past you Lincoln, and this is the only thing you still seem to have an issue with". Stella said. "Do you trust me?" She asked him as she sat down on the bed with him. "Yes". He simply replied.
"Then trust that I have your best interest in mind. I'm not going to do anything to hurt you, but I'm also not going to force you into anything okay?" Stella said. Lincoln just nodded his head in response. "So if you don't want to, then that will be the end of it for now and we can just sit here and watch a movie or something". Stella told him with a loving smile.
Taking a deep breath, Lincoln nodded his head. "Okay…Let's try it". Lincoln said. "Cool, okay give me one second". Stella said before grabbing one of her socks and opening her door, sticking the piece of clothing on the knob before closing the door again.
Looking at her in confusion, Stella just laughed a bit. "It's a sign that some, if not most people know, so that we won't be interrupted". Stella told him. "O-Oh okay". Lincoln replied. "So, given what you told me about...that night. I think I know of a good way to ease you into this so we can move past that mental block you have". Stella told him as she playfully poked his forehead.
"Last time you freaked out once I tried to touch you like that. So I was thinking, you take the lead, you do whatever you want and I'll jump in so long as I'm sure it won't trigger anything". Stella explained. "I see it this way, if you're the one in control, then it shouldn't trigger any flashes of what happened with Lori. So..." Stella said as she sat on the bed. "...I'm ready when you are". Stella finished.
Lincoln audibly gulped as awkwardly smiled at his girlfriend. "Y-You sure you want this?" Lincoln asked as he scooted closer. "I know I want you, but only so long as you're comfortable". She replied.
And with that, Lincoln leaned in close, embracing Stella as their lips connected. A thought popping into his head, Lincoln broke the kiss. "O-Oh um, j-just in case. Try not to uh, do any dirty talk or...say something like last time. T-That was more what triggered my episode t-than the actual...act". Lincoln explained. "Okay...I think I can do that". Stella smirked at him.
Resuming their make-out session, Lincoln's hands started to roam his girlfriend's body. Sliding up and down her arms before massaging at her thighs. Stella lightly moaned into the kiss and, feeling a little daring, Lincoln stuck his tongue into her mouth. Stella moved hers in turn and their passionate kiss had a little more fire added.
It was then that Stella gently took one of Lincoln's hands in her own and moved it to her chest. Lincoln broke the kiss as he looked down, staring at his hand as he groped Stella's breast, the first one he'd ever touched. "It feels so soft, so nice". Lincoln thought as he kneaded the girl's tit in his hand. "C-Can I?" He asked her and she nodded in response.
Grabbing the hem of her shirt, Lincoln lifted it over her head and let it drop to the side as he stared at the thin piece of clothing covering Stella's breasts. "Want me to take it off?" Stella asked him. "I...I can do it". Lincoln told her as he reached his hands around her back and fumbled with the clasp on her bra.
It took a few unsuccessful attempts but the young man finally managed to undo it, and Stella let the garment fall to the floor as Lincoln stared wide-eyed at her bare breasts. "W-Wow...they're um, t-they're nice". Lincoln breathed out as he looked back up at her. "Well don't stop on my account". Stella told him and Lincoln happily obliged as he grabbed at both her tits.
As he fondled them in his hands, getting a real feel for them, Lincoln could hear the faint moans coming from Stella as he moved his hands in different ways. His thumb brushing over her nipples, Lincoln watched as the girl bit her bottom lip, stifling another moan.
Wanting to hear more, Lincoln smirked before placing his lips to one of her hardening nubs and suckled at her teat. "Mmmhm oohhh that f-feels good". Stella moaned as Lincoln licked and sucked on her breast while massaging the other one in his hand. Lincoln could feel his pants getting tighter and was ready to really test if he was ready for this.
Lincoln stopped groping at Stella's breasts and removed his shirt, and Stella took notice of the bulge growing in his jeans. "D-Do you want me to?" Stella asked him. "I-I do...but just...let me take em off". Lincoln told her as he undid his pants, pulling them off so he was just left in his boxers.
"I can't wait to see it in person, only other time I saw it was in that video chat we did". Stella cooed as she looked at the tent in Lincoln's boxers. The man blushed as she referenced their earlier attempt at testing the waters. "Whenever you're ready babe". Stella said as she looked him in the eyes. Slowly, Lincoln reached for his boxers and pushed them down his legs, tossing them to the ground.
"Man, that looks bigger than it did on the call. Hopefully I can handle it". Stella commented. "Y-You can try if you want..." Lincoln quietly responded. The girl slowly reached her hand out, and just as she was about to touch it, pulled her hand back. "Y-You sure?" She asked. Lincoln nodded. "Y-Yes".
And with that, Stella gently grabbed Lincoln's member, biting her bottom lip as she slowly stroked it. "H-Her hands are so warm, so soft". Lincoln thought to himself as he felt Stella tenderly massage his length up and down. A small moan escaped his lips as she started picking up the pace. "T-That feel good?" Stella asked in a sultry tone.
Lincoln clutched his eyes shut as his mind thought back to that night, shaking his head, his breathing heavy. Stella immediately stopped what she was doing and scooted back. "Hey Linc. I-It's okay, you're not there. She's not here. It's just you and me okay? Listen to me, focus on my voice". Stella calmly said as she worriedly looked at her boyfriend. Lincoln opened his eyes and tried to steady his breathing, focusing on Stella's face as he realigned with what was going on.
"S-Sorry I just...ugh maybe this was stupid". Lincoln said, as he held his head in frustration. "Hey-hey it's okay babe. Like I said I'm not going to force you into anything, we're taking this at your own pace". Stella told him, reaching out to hold him.
"I'm sorry, you deserve better. S-Someone who isn't so...damaged". Lincoln said. "Don't talk like that Lincoln Loud. You are not damaged. You had a shitty thing happen to you and are doing your best to move on. I-It's my fault". Stella replied. "Stella no… it's-
"I said something that reminded you of that night. I get it. Next time, I'll do better. For now, maybe we should just lay back and watch a movie". Stella told him. "N-No I'd...I'd like to keep trying...maybe we can try something else first?" Lincoln suggested. "Like what?" Stella responded. "Take those off and come sit next to me". Lincoln said as he laid against the headrest of her bed and patted the spot next to him.
As Stella took her last pieces of clothing off, she moved to sit down next to her boyfriend and wondered what he had in mind. "I was thinking that we can at least do this in person first. A-And see where it goes from there". Lincoln said as he grabbed his cock and started stroking it.
"Oohhh, okay. I get ya. And I'm more than fine with that Linc". Stella smirked as she reached down between her legs and started massaging her pussy.
The two began to moan as they pleasured themselves next to each other. It wasn't too long before Lincoln got a little more relaxed and reached his free hand over, grabbing at Stella's breast before traveling south. "Oh? Wanna see how it feels?" Stella asked him. Lincoln just nodded and Stella spread her legs more, inviting him in.
Lincoln experimentally reached his hand over, finally getting to see and touch one of his own free will. Already having an idea on what to do, Lincoln stuck his middle finger inside, steadily pumping it in and out. "Mmmhm Y-Yea Linc. Just like that". Stella moaned as Lincoln's hand got to work.
After a few minutes of fingering, Stella looked over at her boyfriend's erect member, seeing that he wasn't paying as much attention to it as he was her. Wanting him to feel just as good as she did, Stella reached her hand out.
"A-Ahh, Stella". Lincoln was about to protest but she grabbed his head and turned it towards her. "Just focus on me. I got you". She told him as she started to pump his shaft up and down. "Mmhm o-ooohh". Lincoln groaned as he felt Stella's hand work it's magic. "That's it, just look at me. I'm not her, and you are allowed to enjoy this". Stella told him as she kept stroking his length.
"She's right, this is fine. I-It feels so good too". Lincoln thought to himself as he leaned forward and made out with Stella as they pleasured each other. After a few minutes, Stella slowed down a bit. "Can I take it a step further?" She asked him.
A bit more relaxed, yet still slightly hesitant, Lincoln slowly nodded his head. Stella moved around on the bed and got in between his legs, her head moving to his dick. "Just keep those eyes focused on me babe". Stella told him before wrapping her lips around his cock, quickly taking him in her mouth. "O-Oooohhh god!" Lincoln moaned out as he felt Stella's mouth engulf his dick.
"Mmmhm I-it feels so g-good". He groaned out as Stella bobbed her head up and down his shaft, dragging her tongue along it as she moved. Stella smirked as she saw the reactions she was getting from Lincoln. "Least I can take some of his firsts". She thought to herself as she kept blowing her boyfriend.
It didn't take long for Lincoln to be reaching his limit, and Stella noticed as the man's dick pulsed in her mouth. She pulled back with an audible pop before looking him in the eyes. "S-So...wanna take it the rest of the way?" Stella asked him.
"I...I do. B-But I...I'm still a bit nervous about it". Lincoln admitted. "It's alright if you want to stop. I won't think any less of you. It's completely up to you". She told him. And without hesitation, Lincoln embraced her, pushing her down against the bed as he went back to making out with her. "I uh, I forgot to bring protection..." Lincoln said as he frowned slightly.
"Not to worry babe, I got ya covered". Stella replied with a grin as she opened the drawer in her nightstand and pulled out a condom. "I love you". Lincoln said as he took it from her. "And I love you, now plow me like you've been dreaming of". She said as she laid back on the bed and spread her legs.
With shaky hands, Lincoln tore the packaging open and rolled the rubber over his dick. "You ready?" He asked as he aimed his member at her entrance. "I've been ready, all on you Linc". She told him.
Lincoln gulped before slowly pushing forward, going in as deep as he could at a careful pace as Stella moaned from the intrusion. "O-Oohhh, s-so tight". Lincoln hissed as he stayed where he was, getting adjusted to the feeling. "I-It's okay, you can move when you're ready". Stella told him and Lincoln nodded before leaning down and kissing her.
As their lips locked, Lincoln started to slowly thrust his hips, drawing a moan from Stella with every thrust. "I-It feels so good". Lincoln said as he settled into a rhythm, steadily moving in and out of his girlfriend. "D-Damn right it does. Ngh, n-now come on, really g-give it to me". Stella said, and Lincoln obliged as he picked up his speed, pounding into her harder and faster than earlier.
"That's it! R-Right there". Stella moaned as Lincoln grabbed at her thighs to steady himself as he fucked her. Rocking his hips, Lincoln started panting as he looked down at Stella, her mouth agape every time he rammed at her core.
And for a split second, he swore he could see Lori's face again, but the man quickly clenched his eyes shut as he focused on Stella's eyes. She wasn't Lori, this is Stella and this is real. "And she feels so damn good!" Lincoln thought as he grabbed at her breast, sucking on one of her hardened nipples as he thrust into her.
"S-Stella… I'm c-close". Lincoln warned her. "M-Me too, don't stop. Keep going". Stella told him as she gripped the sheets, throwing her head back. And Lincoln didn't hold back as he held her hips firmly in place as he plunged himself deep and fast. Giving a few more hard thrusts before reaching his climax.
"O-Oh fuck!" Lincoln exclaimed as he came, his seed being stopped by the rubber as Stella climaxed herself. Both a panting mess by the time they were done riding out their orgasms, Lincoln collapsed next to Stella as he thought about what they just did. "So...how was it?" She asked him.
"T-That was...amazing. I...I'm glad we kept going". Lincoln replied. "Yeah it was, and I'm glad too. M-maybe next time I can take control a bit more and see what happens". Stella said. "Yeah sure. I...If I'm being honest...I almost stopped again". Lincoln confessed.
"What happened?" She asked. "I...I saw her face again. I-It was just for a second but...it was almost enough". Lincoln told her. "And? How'd you get past it?" Stella wondered. Lincoln turned his head and looked into her eyes again. "Those right there, I looked into your eyes and it all faded away again. The second time you've been my saving grace". Lincoln told her as pointed to her eye.
Stella just smiled and rolled over and embraced him again. "Thank you for telling me. I love you Lincoln". Stella said before kissing him. "And I love you. Thank you for giving me that second chance, not sure I'd have gotten here without you". Lincoln replied. "There's nowhere else I'd rather be babe". Stella told him.
And as the years went by, Stella proved that, sticking by Lincoln when he had his bad days and being there as he kept working through the rest of his issues. Her gentle touch was the missing piece of his puzzle. The two would go on to live out the rest of their lives together, forming their own family as they grew old.
And there we go, just a small love story of one's loving partner helping them get over some lingering traumas. I hope you all enjoyed. Until next time, stay safe everyone and see ya later.