What does a broken heart feel like?
Cold and empty
Dark and lonely
One of the few anchors holding you down
Gone in an instant
You thought you could fix it
You thought "I can change him"
You thought "it'll be ok"
You thought "I don't deserve better"
You thought "he needs me"
And then he betrayed your trust
It was unintentional
But it doesn't make it hurt less
It doesn't make the pain go away
It doesn't mend your heart
It doesn't silence the fears
That you'll never be loved again
That you're not good enough for anyone
That it was your fault
That you chose willingly to break his heart
When you're tired of being hurt
When you're tired of being manipulated
When you're tired of being treated like nothing but a possession
And you decide to break it off
Are you the bad guy?
Does that make me the one in the wrong?
Could I have saved it if I had just waited?
Tried harder?
Gave him more time?
It's too late now
The heart's been broken
The love betrayed
The trust disintegrated
The pain is real
The pain is so real
A broken heart that fears it'll never be loved again
Never be cherished or appreciated by a man
Never be understood again
Never be able to trust again
It'll come with time
The light will come
The heart will heal
The tears will stop
I just wish it would come now
Now.
Is this Padme's story? Or is it my own? Who knows... who knows...