Her lips felt cold, they tingled but felt cold against the Manhattan air. As she opened her eyes she saw Alex, her beautiful longtime friend. They had been more than friends on multiple occasions however they sued the term friends. Tears in the blonde's blue eyes, Olivia's brown eyes had tears in them too.
"You don't have to leave, stay with me," she wanted to say. Olivia reached for Alex as they shared one last hug. "Take Care."
"Okay," Alex softly smiled as she cupped Olivia's cheek.
Olivia watched Alex walk away, and then it hit her. Alex was leaving her once again. The love of her life, the women who gave her peace and tranquility. The woman who loved her like no other. The woman who allowed Olivia to love herself, to truly appreciate life, and the woman who appreciated her flaws internally and externally.
"ALEX WAIT!"
Alex turned around and looked at Olivia. Olivia jogged over to where the blonde was standing. Breathing heavy she chuckled and grabbed both sides of her face. Olivia leaned in and kissed her. Alex smiled and deepened the kiss as she put her hands on each side of the brunette's hips.
Pulling away, Olivia looked into the familiar blue eyes. "I'm not letting you leave again, I'm not letting you leave me again."
"Olivia, I can't just stop what I'm doing-"
"If not for me, just please one night. Just one night together Alex, just like old times. We have all night. Please, just give me that."
Alex smiled and kissed Olivia once more. Walking away together, the two women walked down the busy streets of Manhattan. Olivia leaned her head against the blonde's shoulder and smiled.
"You know, Noah misses you. All those times you visited." Olivia smiled as the two quickly crossed the busy street. After walking for a couple of blocks the two women reached Olivia's apartment.
Once inside, Alex shrugged off her coat and hung it on the rack while Olivia stood a couple of feet away and draped hers over the coach. It was a Friday night, Friday nights are usually nights Noah was allowed to stay awake until 11pm. Lucy smiled at the women as Olivia slid her, her weekly pay in an envelope. Feet patted down the hall until the sounds grew louder.
"Mommy!" The curly headed boy ran to his mother and gave her a hug. Olivia whispered in his ear and he turned his direction towards the door and his smile grew even bigger. "Alex!" He ran towards the blonde woman and collided into her legs. She bent down and picked up the little boy.
"Hi love bug, I missed you very much." Alex smiled as she hugged the little boy. Noah snaked his arm around her neck and hummed I'm excited. "Me too."
Alex sat on the couch as the boy still clung to her body. "No you gotta let Alex breathe silly."
Noah giggled as he pulled away and kissed Alex's cheek. He crawled over to the small space in between the two and shimmied his way into fit. He smiled up at them both with a toothy grin. "Mommy play cartoons please," he passed the remote to his mother. "Of course sweet boy."
Throughout the night they three shared laughs, occasional hugs and a ton of snuggles. Olivia glanced at the clock and noticed it was 11:15pm. "I think our little guy is asleep," Alex smiled as she picked him up.
"You can go tuck him in if you want." Alex did not hesitate and walked down the familiar halls and into the young boy's bedroom. "Dinosaurs," she chuckled to herself. She slowly laid Noah into his bed and tucked him in.
"Alex," the little boy mumbled sleepily. "Please don't go again, mommy was sad when you left."
Alex just smiled and ran her fingers through his curls as he fell asleep again. "I won't, not this time."
Walking back into the living room, Olivia was standing in the kitchen, nursing a red while nodding over to the other wine glass she poured for Alex. Alex nodded in appreciation as she began to take a few sips from the glass.
"Noah said you were sad when I left, I didn't realize-" Alex was cut off by a finger to the lips. "That's in the past Alex, yes, it hurt. It hurt like a bitch when you just ended things and left, but not a day goes by where Noah and I don't miss you."
Alex set her nearly empty glass down and stood behind Olivia. Her hands rested on the back of her thighs making her way up to the brunette's ass, Alex gave it a firm squeeze as she kissed Olivia's shoulder. "I missed you and I miss this."
Olivia leaned her head back as she softly moaned. "I definitely missed this too." Alex continued to slide her hands up the brunette's body as she squeezed her sides and ran her hands up to cup her breasts. "Hmm I also missed these. You've always been so beautiful and had the most beautiful body. What do the kids say nowadays? Damn ma you thick." The two laughed and Olivia finished the rest of her wine before setting the glass in front of her.
Alex smiled as she gave Olivia's breasts a couple more squeezes before kissing her neck. Alex's right hand slid over Olivia's hardened nipples and then slowly reached the front of her neck. Giving it a little squeeze Olivia responded with a throaty moan. "Shh baby, you don't want to wake up Noah."
Alex spun the brunette around and captured her lips. Olivia deepened the kiss and pushed the blonde closer into her. "Let's dance!" Olivia grabbed the blonde, and they walked into the living room. Alex chuckled while Olivia fumbled with the record player and played the slow jazz music at low volume to not wake her son down the hall.
"May I have this dance, my lady?" Alex wiggled her eyebrows as she reached a hand out to Olivia. Olivia gladly accepted the hand and was pulled into Alex's embrace. The two women drunkenly swayed to the song as they looked into each other's eyes. Forehead to forehead, the two women exchanged loving glances. Occasionally, stealing kisses from each other. The moonlight shined through the holes of the blinds and as it shined on Olivia's olive skin, Alex couldn't help but kiss her once more.
Her lips trailed her jaw and neck, then traveling to her collar bones. Alex didn't stop, her lips left kisses along the woman's shoulders. The blond lowered herself to her knees and lifted the loose top to show the brunette's toned stomach, once again leaving more kisses before dragging her tongue across Olivia's belly button.
"Alex, not out here." Olivia pulled Alex back up and kissed her as she began to push her down the hall. Olivia pulled away and peeked her head into Noah's room. She flicked on his nightlight and closed the door. She pouted when Alex was nowhere to be found until she heard the blonde curse. Olivia chuckled to herself, and she walked into her room.
Alex was without clothes, legs bent and spread as she rested on her bed. Olivia shut the door and began discarding her clothes as well. Olivia bit her lip and she shimmied out of her panties. Unclasping her bra, Olivia couldn't stop staring at Alex's wet cunt that glowed in the moonlight that barely seeped through the bedroom blinds.
"Come here baby, I missed the way you taste," Alex groaned as she touched herself. "But I want to taste you t-" Olivia was pulled on top of the blonde and then flipped over. Alex smiled as she pinched Olivia's aroused and hard nipples, and she left faint hickeys on the brunette's neck. "Tonight is about you, my love."
Olivia bit her lip as she pushed her hair from the front of her face. Alex was already between her legs. Alex reached a hand up to Olivia's stomach and pushed her back, so she laid flat on the bed. "Gentle or rough?"
"Rough."
Alex smiled and yanked the brunette;'s legs up so that she laid on her shoulders, Alex kneeled on the bed and greedily pushed her tongue into the sweet treasure that rested between Olivia's legs. Earning a yelp followed by a moan, Olivia pinched her own erect nipples. Alex wrapped her arms around Olivia's thighs and plunged her tongue deep into her core as Olivia rubbed her clit. The sensation was too much, but it's been some time since Olivia had any sort of vaginal stimulation. She needed this, she wanted this, she craved this.
"Please baby, oh- fuck! Harder! MY GOD!"
Alex obliged and kept tongue-fucking her core and occasionally lapped at the brunette's lips. "Hmm I forgot how good you tasted," Alex sighed as she slid her fingers into the awaiting cunt. Sucking on her clit, Alex felt Olivia reach for her hand as the blonde laid her back down on her back. Still in between her legs, Alex pushed another finger into her.
Olivia's eyes rolled back and each moan grew louder and higher in pitch. "God Alex!"
"Hmm, Noah still a deep sleeper?"
Olivia nodded as her eyes rolled back, and she gripped the sheets on each side of her.
"Good because I want you to scream tonight," the blonde smirked and went back to work.
"Please ohh my- Alex! I'm so close!"
"Hold it."
Olivia's eyes shot open. "Hold...Hold- Hold it!?"
Alex nodded as she sucked on Olivia's clit, allowing her tongue to slowly drag across the bundle of nerves. Alex knew Olivia was impatient when it came to rough sex. Minutes went by and Olivia was now a mess, essentially slurring her words Alex finally allowed her to let go. Olivia arched her back as Alex released her fingers and licked her clit a few times.
"OH MY GOD!"
Alex was stunned as she watched Olivia come down from her high, it was so erotic.
Olivia closed her eyes as her chest heaved up and down. "You are going to be the death of me Alexandra Cabot."
Alex smiled and laid next to her. "Sit up," Olivia demanded. Alex sat up and felt Olivia sit behind her, Alex could feel Olivia's erected nipples against her back. "You changed the mirror?" Alex looked ahead and noticed she had a perfect view of both her and her lover. Olivia kissed behind the blonde's ear and hummed. "Yes I did."
Olivia slipped her hands around Alex and began playing with the pink nipples. "I love your boobs, perfect size for my hand." Olivia smiled as she kissed Alex's shoulder. "Mhmm I love yours, they are like pillows and so full, and so beautiful. You are so beau-"
Olivia slipped her finger between the blonde's folds and used her thumb to rub Alex's clit. "Ohh god I missed your fingers so much Livia!"
Olivia softly bit the blonde's shoulder as she slid her middle finger into the awaiting heat. Alex felt so soft, yet her muscle contracted and tightened against her finer which prompted Olivia to quickly slide her index and ring finger. Alex leaned back into Olivia's chest and groaned.
"Olivia, please harder. I want to come so bad please baby!"
Olivia teased her lover and pushed her fingers in and out, She looked down at Alex and kissed behind her ear. "Beg for it."
Alex looked up at Olivia confused. "Beg?"
'Beg for it, beg me to fuck you so good, I want to see you make a mess, but you gotta beg for it."
Alex blushed and exhaled deeply as she felt Olivia rub her clit harder. "Please! Oh, god please Olivia! Please baby fuck me! I wanna come so hard baby, please!"
Olivia moved from behind Alex as she helped her lay on her back, fingers still in her, she lowered her head between the blonde's long legs and bit her inner thigh. Olivia grabbed one of Alex's thighs and placed it over her shoulder granting her more access to her core. Lapping at her clit, Olivia began fucking her at an accelerated pace.
"Olivia! Liv! Oh- I'm gonna cu-"
Olivia pumped her fingers faster as Alex reached an orgasm. Slipping out her fingers she licked them clean and grabbed Alex's jaw and kissed her sloppily. "Mhmm I definitely missed this," she mumbled against her lips.
"When do you have to go?"
"I'm not going anywhere Liv. I'm staying."
Olivia smiled as tears brimmed her eyes. "Damn right you're staying," she chuckled.