'Dammit where is he?' You ask as you walk into the Avengers compound, 'Where the fuck has Bucky gone?' You've had a long day and just need to relax with the man you can't stop thinking about.

'First of all, language. Second of all, he's in his room. What is this about?' Steve asks you worriedly. 'Are you ok? What's happened?'

You laugh slightly so you don't let anybody else know exactly what's going on, that you're about to reveal your innermost secret to your best friend. 'Yeah, everything's fine, just need to talk to him about something. Nothing big, just something personal' You are nervous, today is the day you tell Bucky Barnes you love him, and you can't spend another minute without being his.

As if by magic Bucky appears in the doorway. 'What's wrong Doll? I heard you asking for me...?' He asks you and your heart instantly beats faster but you try to act normal, so nobody notices. You grab his hand and pull him out the room towards his bedroom, making sure to tell the rest of the Avengers in the room you need a private minute. You stop just outside the door, look around to make sure nobody is around and pull him in for a kiss. He is obviously shocked but seems to be into it and wraps his arms around your waist to pull you closer and deepen the kiss. As you pull apart, he stares at you, seemingly confused. 'Not that I'm complaining but what was that about? And shall we go inside my room to talk about this?'

'I think that's the best idea Buck, I don't want anybody overhearing what I have to talk to you about, this is kinda private.' Bucky opens his door and you both go inside and sit on his bed. As you turn to look at him your heart skips a beat, you have to tell him what's on your mind now before you chicken out. 'I've been thinking about our relationship and I love how we work Bucky; I love how we can talk to each other about anything and how we trust each other not to judge. I have something to say and there's a lot so let me just get it all out and please don't say anything until I'm done ok?' You hesitate for a second, stand up and walk over to the other side of the room, take a deep breath, then it all comes out. 'I love you James Buchanan Barnes. I have for a while; I didn't know what it was at first but then I saw how Tony and Pepper are together and I realised that it is most definitely love. I love the way you smile, the way you laugh at my jokes even when they aren't that funny, even the way you hiccup if you laugh too hard. I love how protective you are over all of us and how you would do anything for us. The way you wrinkle your nose when you're happy and how your eyes light up when I get something right in my training. I love you Bucky, there's no other way to say it and I would love to get the chance to be your girlfriend.' The words keep coming with no way to stop them but eventually they do stop, and you go silent, looking at the floor with your cheeks as red as tomatoes and your stomach in knots wondering what Bucky reaction will be to your big admission. A few seconds go by in complete silence. 'Say something please...?'

'I. I don't know what to say. I love you too.' Suddenly you are rushed by Bucky as he grabs you, lifts you into the air and kisses you passionately with his arms wrapped tightly around your waist. You wrap your legs around his waist, and he carries you over to the bed, which he puts you down on and lies on top of you, never breaking the kiss. As you both pull away, gasping for air, Bucky looks deep into your eyes. 'Are you sure this is where you wanna go from here? We can cuddle and watch a movie if you...' You finish his sentence for him by pulling him into you again and crash your lips together, grasping at his shirt to try and rip it off. He gets there first and then takes your shirt off for you and in a few short seconds you are both lost in a flurry of hands fumbling with belt buckles and shirts falling to the floor. Bucky begins to kiss down your body until he reaches your stomach, which he lingers on for a few seconds to try and enhance your excitement, which makes you moan a little too loud. A hand clamps around your mouth to try and keep you quiet. 'Shhh nobody knows this is a thing yet, we'll tell everyone tomorrow but for tonight be my good little girl and keep as quiet as you can ok doll?'

You nod and hold Buckys hand over your mouth as you moan as quietly as possible. He moves up to kiss you again, positions himself over you (when did he take his pants off?) and leans down to kiss your neck as he pushes in. Your eyes flutter closed, and you bite your lip so hard it might bleed. 'Fucccckkkk Bucky that feels so good' you moan as he thrusts in and out, one arm still wrapped around you to keep you still. 'If I'd have known this would happen, I would have told you how I felt months ago!' Your arms are wrapped around Buckys neck and after what feels like an eternity of moaning, groaning and whispers into your ears Bucky looks at you.

'I'm almost there baby, what do you want me to do?' He whispers before biting your neck softly. You giggle and explain you're on the pill so whatever he wants to do is perfect. He finishes inside you with a giant moan and collapses onto the bed next to you. You turn onto your side, cuddle up to the man you love, and he covers you both up so you can fall asleep next to each other. The last thing you hear before you fall asleep makes you smile. 'My girl'.