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(I just felt the lyrics seems suit with this chapter)

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chap1: i cant say my voice

On a beautiful summer's day I am on a broomstick hovering in the air practicing my broom maneuver when I hear a whistle.

"Is that all you can do? That stupid spin? Do you think that stupid spin will get you a try out letter from the Scouts? Can't you get it right?"

My landing was met with a protest that belonged to my father's tirelessness this summer. I'm fed up with all of his dissatisfaction.

I slammed my Thunderbolt 500 to the ground. "I never wanted to attract Scouts, I didn't want to take professional trials, you never asked me what I wanted, I'm tired of all this, I love Quidditch but not for work, I want to be a potion master!" When all the feelings I was holding back were revealed that's when I regretted saying them.

The heat ran down my cheeks as I sat on the ground. I met my gaze with the same obsidian-dark eyes reflecting mine.

"I will withdraw the words of me if I had been you young lady, did not I tell women Warington just obey orders and not make own rules and control. I'll assume you did not say it, up to your room and learn, do not come out until I give you permission, and no sent a letter to your mother for this Sunday" So dad got up and went into the manor.

I climbed the stairs to my room, on the stairs to my room I met my brother, he stopped in front of me and looked at me intensely. His eyes widened when they caught the red handprint on my cheek.

His hand touched my cheek slowly afraid it would hurt me even more "Hey what's this, why are your cheeks like that? He did this to you?" His hands fell off my cheeks and formed a fist until they were white from being too tight into a fist.

I just stare at him without emotion, my brother loves me very much, always tries to protect me, I love him too but all the anger that is in me about this family, the fact that I was born as his female twin instead of his male twin, all the treatment I received and the demands I had to fulfill makes me unable to be a kind little sister to him anymore.

When I came home for summer vacation for the third year, i found out mother left the house and myself because of my father, did not take me with her to escape this hell.

I can't care much for other people, all I have is my ambition.

"It's non of your business, get out of the way I'm very tired, I still have a lot to learn."

I continued my journey to my room. Entering the green and black colored room I locked the door of my room and lay on my bed still wrapped in my Quidditch practice jersey which was flooded with sweat, I fell asleep.

Until a poof sounded and a one meter tall creature with big watery eyes wearing a shabby white toga arrived, pennie one of our house elves.

"Master Warington told Pennie to say Miss Warington's sentence was over and the master told Pennie to tell Miss. Warington to join the dinner."

I was too tired that I was only able to answer in a barely audible "I'll be down in 30 minutes" voice with the same poof sound and pennie disappeared with that sound.

I rushed to the shower and got ready, entered my closet and picked out a knee-length dinner dress in navy green and a neat bun in my black hair.

I went downstairs and joined my brothers and dad at the dinner table.

"Good evening father, brother" I nodded my head as I pulled up the chair and sat on it.

We began to eat in silence and awkwardly until there was a sound in the fireplace. A woman and teenage girl my age who I know very well walked over and sat down to join us.

"Tonight Charlotte and Emily will join us in order to get closer to you two. The wedding will be held next summer so one year is enough for you to get to know each other" father said that while smiling at Miss. Charlotte Church gave a kiss on the cheek.

When I listened to my father's words about marriage in the summer of the following year, all the voices seemed to be silent around me, I couldn't find my voice which I thought was just 'really father is getting married? even he and mother have not been completely separated they just don't live at the same home, what is this all nonsense?'

Then they sat in front of me and my brother, at that time my appetite lost somewhere. I put the spoon on the side of the plate and stood up.

"I finished, there is still a lot I need to learn" I tried to remain polite and nodded to my father, brother and future sister and mother.

I had only taken two steps when my father's voice sounded "isn't it rude for a woman to leave the dining table while the others are still eating? And you only ate three spoon of your dishes."

I turned to stare at them all, my gaze locked onto my soon-to-be-stepmother. Goddamn it my Warington temperament for choosing the wrong timing.

My gaze locked on her and one of my lips pulled up a little "Don't you know father? I lose my appetite when I eat with people I don't like" so I left the dining table completely ignoring my father's screams.

I have passed such a beautiful summer, now is the thirty-first of August, tomorrow I have to go back to Hogwarts, I bought supplies for my sixth year last Sunday.

Oh and you know what? I'm the gryffindor Quidditch captain. I was really surprised, the competition for the Quidditch captain was so fierce between myself and Potter, and now I am the captain that means Potter is my co-captain. I thought what the reaction would it be, forget it, I have to strategize try outs and matches, I have to win the Quidditch cup this year.

September 1st

Me, my father, brother and both my future step mother and sister arrived at the apparate area around the kingcross station. We arrived in front of the platform wall 9. I pushed my trolley towards the wall while closing my eyes and when I opened my eyes Hogwarts Express let out a smoke sign that it would soon be leaving. My other party arrived soon after.

I turned to face my father "father the train will leave soon, I have to find a compartment, I'll go first" I nodded at him.

I felt a hand on my shoulder "i'm going to watch your first game this year" I just nodded at my father's words.

Then soon-to-be-my-stepmother hugged me, I just stood stiffly at my place.

I climb over the train and look for an empty compartment. My brother nodded goodbye to me and went to join his friends, Potter and Weasley.

I found an empty compartment and entered it, put down my suit case and opened Enola's cage and let her fly out the compartment window towards Hogwarts on her own.

well before we start let me introduce my self, my name is Emma Scarlett druelle warington, long name isn't? i'm gryffindor 6th year.

Many people say the sixth year where everything changes, I wonder if this year will really change and how awful this year Will become.

TBC.

fyuuuuhh, oh hi this is my first try, i know my writing seems awkward but i tryna to make it look really relax, just please correct and let me know if i hv written wrong words or sentences or wrong info, all your suggestions will be of great help to me(_メ)

oh and please rr it Will really help my boost

sincerely

mugglebby.