(A/N): Hey guys, so this is a little awkward. I wasn't planning on writing any new stories for this fandom, mainly because I'd completed all my lengthier stories, "Circles", "Lost" and "Checkmate" and I haven't really been keeping up with the current ongoing series. However, when I saw this particular episode come out - it did inspire me to write another Jody-based fanfiction, so I hope you enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: Uses of profanity. I do not claim to own, or to have invented, any copyrighted characters or concepts.
She looked like a penguin.
Standing in front of the mirror, she stood a little taller and tried again.
"Nope, it's not working."
The proposed outcome had been this; a young and ambitious woman with a steely yet determined gaze, her hopes aflutter and looking like the front cover of Forbes magazine. Someone brand spanking new, a professional, the next big thing...
Her shoulders rolled upwards involuntarily towards an itch round her collar; perhaps it hadn't been wise to take on May-Li's iron-starched blazer. Instead her arms remained pinned by her side, unable to meet the scruff round her neck.
Though to be fair, with the help of a shitload of hair gel - she'd actually managed to tame her knotted brown locks into a neat bun at the nape of her neck. Even if it did mean looking a little like Miss Trunchbull...
"The fuck are you wearing?"
Waddling around she mustered up some courage, before finally managing to look Sasha in the eyes, whose expression simply said it all.
She looked shit.
"Work experience with Luke," Jody eventually replied.
Her eyes darted toward a piece of paper embellished with the company logo, they'd even gone so far as to send her a list of what was acceptable to wear to the office. And somehow within a week's notice, she'd managed to ramble together an outfit.
Even if it wasn't to Candi-Rose's fashion standards.
Glancing back towards her best friend, she wasn't at all surprised to find Sasha still inspecting the new apprentice look.
"The heels are alright," came the eventual conclusion.
Jody glanced down at her feet, truthfully this pair of heels were nothing like the size 4 glitterbombs that'd been forced onto her only a few years back for an impromptu trip to the ballet. These were... sensible.
"They'll do."
GOOD LUCK, JODES. I'LL BE THINKING OF YOU. XXX - TY
The seconds ticked down monotonously. She wondered what time it'd would be over there. Probably still early morning. A midnight sky with waves lapping up peacefully by the shore, an age away from here.
She could've been there now. And yet she wasn't.
May-Li continued to talk to her scattering tips all over the place; stay level-headed, be grateful for the opportunity, don't waste it... blah, blah, blah...
As the oldest and longest-serving resident, she knew the dialogue better than anyone. This might've been her first work experience but she'd seen Tyler swan off to some placement or other, every half-term. I mean he'd pretty much done it all; a Kids in Care forum representative, a trainee radio host, a podcaster and now, even though it was hundreds of miles away from here, he was balancing college and part-time jobs in a country he'd never been to before.
If he could do it, so could she.
"Jody!"
"Huh?" came the startled reply.
There it was again. Too lost in her thoughts to truly comprehend what was going on around her. Some days it felt like this, some days she'd wondered what exactly she was doing here and why she hadn't just upped and left.
It wasn't just him.
Everyone seemed to think it was, but she knew better. It was her. For days upon days, even when she hadn't really begun to understand what he'd meant to her... she knew but one thing. Tyler could've left whenever he wanted to. He'd always been ready.
But her?
Finding a home in Ashdene Ridge was one thing. A life of her own, was something else altogether. Everyone, it seemed, had their thing. Hers was supposed to be boxing but even then... would it last in the long run?
Or was it just another one of her half-flung dreams destined for nowhere?
May-Li sat down besides the young girl; she wasn't always sure what it was about Jody but she could always relate to her somehow. She had a certain angst in her eyes, emotions that would fluctuate between both extremes and a past which she'd been reluctant to talk about.
It wasn't an uncommon story; a single mother struggling with an overabundance of kids, trying to get by on benefits but somehow always coming back to the drink, two older brothers: one who would continue to cheat his way through life if he could help it, in and out of prison until he reformed and another who had somehow come out of it all relatively unscathed... with the only exception being, he'd isolated himself from the family name.
And the product of it all was her. A young girl in care surrounded by the love echoed by a family, but who truly longed for the love from her own blood. May-Li knew for a fact that right now, Jody's confidence was at an all-time low.
The boxing had helped in part but after realising what had really been going on between Jody and Tyler all this time... she'd realised that perhaps the young girl had invested too much of herself into the affections of someone else.
She needed to start believing in herself.
"Look, if this is all moving too quickly for you then just say. We'll all understand. Have you managed to speak to Tyler about all this?" May-Li enquired.
"Yeah, he thinks it's great..."
"And it is! You'll be experiencing life out there as it really is. Just remember though, today is about you and proving to yourself that you are capable in a professional environment. Luke is only going to guide you through, okay? Just take it easy and learn as much as you can."
In truth, the surprise offer from Luke had been a little troubling. On one hand, this could be just the boost that Jody needed right now but on the other, mixing familial relations with work wasn't always guaranteed to work.
However after an extensive talk with Jody's social worker and meetings with Luke, May-Li did eventually trust him as a suitable guide to the workplace. Hopefully Jody would make the best of the situation and return home with a new spring in her step.
"Don't watch my passport photo, I know I look a bit loco. And I know that my Spanish is so-so..."
She could hardly wash the smile off her face. One thing was for certain, Luke's driving was nowhere near as reckless as Kingsley's had been and his car although not high-end, was clean and tidy. Safe.
"...but let's try keep that on the low-low, 'cause we're going Ibiza..."
Luke sang along to the radio just under his breath, one thing hadn't changed was his love for rap music. Jody hummed along, the tune sounding familiar.
"I got friends that really want to meet ya... it's Dizzee, isn't it?" she confirmed.
Luke grinned widely.
"Yeah! Can't believe you remembered that," he mused. "I used to sing to you when you couldn't get to sleep. Didn't know any actual lullabies..."
"You used to collect posters of his concerts whenever he was in town," Jody recollected fondly. Truthfully, the young Luke she'd known although he hadn't been perfect himself... there was no denying that he had his moments when it was evident that he was just a teenage boy.
"Until Kingsley decided to make a barbeque out of 'em."
"Yeah."
They sat together in silence for a while. Sometimes, it felt like nothing had changed but moments like this were just reminders of everything that they'd been through. She watched as the morning sun shone through the window, illuminating everything in its golden glow. Her seatbelt grew a little warmer.
Glancing over at Luke she realised that unlike her mother and Kingsley, she barely knew the first thing about him now. He'd gone away to try and make something of himself at college but somehow his graphic designer dreams had been left unattainable and he'd found security in a desk job at a call centre.
He was renting out a small maisonette close by, every Saturday he'd play a game of footie at a park with his mates and in the meantime he'd be paying his bills and sorting out the grocery for the next week.
To her, he was just somebody that she used to know. A stranger at best, with no real understanding of who he was or even who he wanted to be. And here he was, finally, holding out a hand to his younger sister after all these years.
"You looking forward to today?" he asked, after a while.
"Yeah, it'll be a chance for us to hang out..."
"...and work," Luke stated firmly, before softening his tone. "I know I haven't always been there, but when I was your age, I never had anyone to tell me about about life out there in the real world. I mean, for anyone it's tough, but for us Jacksons... well, let's just say none of us were exactly role models."
"True."
"I heard about everything that happened with Mum and Kingsley, y'know after. I know I should've made more effort to contact you but I didn't want to hurt you like they did. It took me a while to sort myself out and now... well, it's hardly living up life in Ibiza but I've earned my respect among these people and I don't intend to waste it away. I know this doesn't make up for everything, but hopefully you'll learn something good from me."
She pondered his words carefully, suddenly appreciating what he was doing for her. It had felt like a slap in the face, especially after everything that had happened with Tyler to have to face her family again. But she'd never resented Luke, the same way she'd resented the rest of her family. And at the very least, he'd still remembered her and had wanted to give her something valuable from his own life.
He was sharing his experiences with her and for the first time in a while, it felt like hope for her own future. A life with Luke, well... this could just be the very first stepping stone in a pathway out of the DG.
Even if it had taken all that time to get here.
"Thank you."
Her phone buzzed repeatedly in her pocket but she struggled to tear her eyes away from the building complex before her. In truth, she hadn't expected this. There were gleaming stained windows, fancy revolving doors and the whole area looked stunning.
A call centre? This looked like a university!
She expressed her awe before eventually pulling out her phone, a smile lit up her face when she saw that the message was from Tyler.
"Probably best to put that into my locker once we get inside. We've had a new target set today and we're both under the spotlight," Luke mentioned eying the phone in Jody's hand.
"'Course. It was just Tyler, wishing me good luck," she explained.
Her brother turned around hesitantly. May-Li had recounted the elopement incident to him during their meetings at the approval of Jody but he'd been yet to address it directly to her. After all, this was probably something that as a brother he should've helped advise on.
But he hadn't.
"Everything's good between the two of you? With him, being in St Lucia and that..." he tried awkwardly.
"We text everyday. And we're okay. Better than ever, actually!" Jody emphasised.
Luke smiled; never in a million years did he expect to start talking to his younger sister about her love life. She'd grown up so fast.
"You can talk," Jody replied as he voiced his thoughts aloud. "When did you get so serious?"
"Growing up gets us all in the end," he sighed, knowing the journey he'd come on to even get to this level of maturity. Life had taught him valuable lessons, that was for sure. Opportunities like this were not to be frowned upon.
"Let's get to work."
Her eyes were starting to roll into the back of her head. And the tightness of her shirt around her arms was not helping.
It'd been alright at first; they'd entered the office bang on at ten o'clock and Luke had droned on and on about consumer enterprises, how the calls are logged in, the different systems they use, where the chain of command starts and ends... it was a lot of information and she'd held her nerve hoping that it would lead to her showcasing her own skills eventually.
He'd made her set up her desk next to his so he could keep an eye on her work and instead had dedicated the job of the cleaners to her stating that these so-called familiarisation tasks would help her understand the company a lot better.
Sorting out the shelves was one thing but tidying the staff kitchen? If she wanted to do chores, she would've just stayed at home. She'd really thought that she'd get to spend some time with her brother but it seemed that she was just there to get in the way of everyone.
All the other staff just passed her by, ditching their empty coffee mugs into the sink and ignoring her very presence. Still, she stayed calm and tried not to let her emotions get the better of her. She'd move onto something else soon.
Walking back, she found Luke speaking into the headset - communicating to another client. His smile was etched onto his face, something which it seemed he'd learnt to do. Jody realised how exhausting it would have to be, having to keep his feelings together all the time. She was never one for holding back when she got upset.
"When do I get to have a go?" she asked, as he finished.
"One step at a time," he replied. "I'm just going to check your chores, and then we can go through some practice calls together."
He left almost immediately after that and she watched him go, trying not to feel so hurt. She wasn't a baby anymore, if anything she wanted to prove herself to him. And right now, it just felt like she was a second-hand burden to him. An inconvenience, something for him to stick on his CV and have ticked off.
What happened to sibling bonding? Why was it that no one seemed to trust her with anything serious?
A few moments later, a pop-up came onto his screen. A new call.
She glanced at it for a while curiously, before looking towards the log board. These targets were important. What was the harm if she just answered one call? Helped in her own small way.
Without a second hesitation, she moved herself into his chair and found the survey list up on his screen before beginning with a smile. She'd seen Tyler practice his radio voice multiple times and one way or another found herself talking over the phone to a client.
A few moments later, Luke returned just as she was asking the final question. Her eyes widened a little but she kept on going, ending the call neatly with a grin. It wasn't so bad, after all.
"Don't get mad..."
"I'm not," Luke replied surprisingly. "You took initiative. And you delivered, so well done!"
Jody smiled in relief just as Luke began to talk to her about adjusting her technique. Call centres were notorious for rubbing people up the wrong way, so all Jody had to do was stick to the script and keep calm under the pressure.
He made it sound easy.
A few moments later, she found herself whizzing through these phone calls talking to client after client. This was simple! It didn't take a genius to ask some questions and fill in a survey. As she watched the log number increase, she felt a certain level of satisfaction that she'd contributed something meaningful to the company.
Luke disappeared after a while as she continued independently, making sure to always smile when asking questions - that was rule number one. She kept going until it was almost lunchtime. Her brother was supposed to be back by now to let her go on her lunch break, but he hadn't arrived. The growling of her stomach bothered her somewhat and she couldn't sit still.
The calls were getting all too repetitive now. She could do with a change.
Anxiously, she glanced around to make sure no one was looking then dialed a number into the dashboard. Pushing the headphones on, she tapped her foot against the ground nervously.
Come on... pick up!
"Hello?"
She grinned, this was just the voice she'd been wanted to hear.
"Forgotten me already, Tyler?" she asked, smiling as she heard him chuckle down the phone. From the sound of his voice, it was clear that he'd been asleep.
"'Course I ain't. Didn't you get my text?"
"Yeah, I did. Thanks for that, by the way."
He yawned sleepily and the sound crackled through her headphones - it wasn't a good line for international calls, that was for sure.
"So you on a break now?"
"Not exactly..." Jody replied, before noting her brother enter the office and start talking to another colleague. She stammered to keep up pretences, paranoid that someone was listening in.
"Oh sorry, what's that? A ten... that's impressive! Yep, thanks for that um... Mr Lewis..."
"Mr Lewis?" he teased, down the phone. "I reckon you should be getting back to it, Miss Jackson."
She smiled despite herself, she wished more than anything that he could be here with her now. It would make things so much more enjoyable. She blinked back some tears; it was silly how she could still get emotional about the way they'd parted, when it was all her decision in the end.
"I'll talk to you later then," she confirmed eventually.
"Yeah."
They both stayed on the line a little while longer, not wanting this to be the briefest phone call they'd ever had. It wasn't often that they could even phone each other like this; what with the time difference and the massive differences in their current lives, the weekend was the only time they could really talk.
May-Li had also advised the both of them to try to move on with their lives which had led to both of them only really talking to one another late into the night. It was difficult to say the least.
Jody wasn't sure for how long this long-distance thing would even last. If anything, she felt more strongly for Tyler than she had before he'd gone.
"I miss you."
She bit her lip anxiously, reining in her emotions.
"Yeah, I miss you too."
She glanced up before realising her brother was walking over to her. Keeping a straight face, she said goodbye.
"Thank you and um... goodbye, Mr Lewis."
Ending the call sharply, she mustered up a smile as Luke patted her on the back good-naturedly. Phew, that was a close call!
"Do you have a moment to discuss your broadband supplier?"
Jody waited impatiently, she'd managed to disappear off to lunch but she couldn't sit and chill for too long - as Luke kept emphasising, they had a target to meet. The day was getting boring now. The same questions again and again... why didn't they have robots for these things yet?
"Hello? Is anyone there?"
Finally, a voice.
"Sorry, who is this?"
"Consumer Enterprises Market Research..."
"Oh fuck's sake, get a life!"
Jody frowned; everyone else had been decent enough to at least end the call when they didn't want to participate but this was uncalled for. She was just doing her job! Biting her lip, she mentioned this to the rude client.
"Stay calm, Jody..." Luke tried but the sniggering in her ears was a little too much to bear. She could picture the other end of the call - some guy deciding to waste her time for no good reason besides entertainment. She heard voices in the background, a few comments were being passed around... not many of them nice.
"Is this a spam call?" the guy on the other end inquired. "Seriously, what happened to privacy? Stop calling me for no good reason."
"Yeah well, if you actually listened I'm calling because..."
The line suddenly cut out until Jody realised that Luke had switched the call to his line. He spoke slowly and reassured the client that their details would be removed from the database, before ending the call amicably.
She watched him through narrowed eyes; couldn't he have just told her that?
"Look, some people can be tricky. We always have to take the high road."
"What is the point in me being here Luke, if you're just going to keep butting in?" Jody asked.
Luke faltered. Maybe he was being a little too overbearing - this client might've been a bit difficult, but maybe Jody could handle it. He sighed and apologised, before deciding to give her a chance.
"Sorry, but I'm just trying to guide you onto the right path. Things did seem to be getting heated earlier..."
"I had it under control."
"If you say so. Look, I need to go and hand in some reports but if you're okay to keep going. I'll be keeping watch from the desk over there," he informed her, before leaving her to it.
Her eyes rolled back into her head for the hundredth time that day; no one seemed to be giving her a break. Customer after customer... all of them with better things to do than talk to her, which she could understand except those who chose to stay on the call and take the mickey were really testing her.
She had no idea why Luke called this a job, it was hell! Not to mention the fact that they were no way near the target. And now here she was trying her best to get through to Mrs. Carter.
"You should be grateful to even get a call, you stupid old cow!"
The line cut off abruptly and silence resounded through her headset. Jody felt all eyes burn through her back, and although she knew she should've felt ashamed to have lost her nerve so easily, she really didn't care.
Luke appeared by her side suddenly, a stern look etched into his face. He wasn't pleased.
"Come with me. Now!"
She followed him obediently into an unoccupied room nearby as the usual hum of conversation in the office started to grow again. Luke ran his hands through his hair before turning to face Jody once more.
"What is wrong with you?"
"It's no big deal, she just got the wrong end of the stick..."
"Are you serious? Do you know how much trouble you've landed me in?"
Oh, she should've known. Of course, Luke wouldn't care about her... no, he was just way too concerned about his job. I mean, it made sense! Why would he pick now of all times, to get back into contact?
She should've known better than to get her own hopes up.
"Like I said earlier, all calls are recorded... Jody, this will be on our system for years! And you seriously thought it was a good idea to call her a..."
"...stupid cow? She definitely had that coming!"
"Mrs. Carter's made a formal complaint. And IT have just informed me that you made an unauthorised international call, I mean come on Jody, you're so much better than this!"
"What would you know? Let's be honest, you ain't got a clue about me!"
Luke glanced at her stunned. He'd honestly thought that things would run a lot smoother than this, but it was clear from everything that had happened that it was a bad idea to even invite Jody to work here in the first place.
"Maybe you're right. And yeah, that's my fault. But seriously Jody if you keep going at this rate, you'll end up like..."
"Like who?"
He couldn't say the words. The last thing he wanted was to compare his sister to...
"Kingsley."
The name fell out before he could help himself. But it was true. The uncontrolled flashes of anger, the snap in the mood... it was all so very reminiscent of him. He'd seen it a million times before, and though his sister bore an uncanny resemblance to his older brother, Luke had hoped that was all she'd inherited.
"Wow. This is all just some big power trip for you! You don't give a damn about me or anyone! Kingsley might've been a shit brother, but at least he actually tried to find me. Where were you all those years, Luke? Nowhere. This place and you... it's a joke. I'm done."
Jody stormed out of the building, her heels scraping across the tarmac. She was too mad to wind up tripping over herself, too wound up to even process what had happened. There was only one place she could go. Home.
"Hey, that was quick. What happened?"
Sasha watched curiously from the stairs, noting the heels hanging from Jody's hand and the frown lines etched on her forehead. This was a look she'd seen one too many times. Noting the absence of reply, she decided to follow her friend up the stairs noting how the door had already been slammed in her face but she knew that Jody needed her.
She needed to vent.
"Go away, Sash..."
"Sure. But after you tell me what exactly is going on."
Jody paced up and down her room, gathering her thoughts before spitting them out one by one...
She hated Luke. He had no time for her. She'd thought that they were going to hang out. Instead he'd just given her boring chores to do. Which she'd cheated on. More than once. She'd lost her temper. More than once. And she'd called Tyler.
Calm and collected Tyler.
No wonder he'd moved away. He was probably liberated after spending a whole lifetime with her. Angry, bad-mouthed Jody.
"Jody."
She paused in her rambling train of thoughts as Sasha looked at her seriously.
"Think about it. After everything you've done, you're angry at Luke? Sounds to me like he's just trying to do his job... and you've blown whatever opportunity you had."
She glanced down guiltily.
"Way to make me feel better Sash," she muttered.
"It's the truth though. I know you, and you're better than this. If you want to stop being 'angry, bad-mouthed Jody', you've got to do it yourself! The real world is never going to be looking out for you, you've got to start making amends now. So stop pacing about in here, and go back. Tell Luke you're sorry. And maybe... just maybe, you'll get a second chance."
"But if my own brother can't put up with me then..."
"He shouldn't have to put up with you. You should be stepping up! Do you know how lucky you are to have a big brother who cares about you? He got you this opportunity, don't waste it!"
Jody sighed. Sasha was right and in all honesty, as brutal as her words were - it was exactly what she needed to hear. Jody knew why she was getting herself so wound up. She missed Tyler. She was struggling on her own and honestly, despite her boxing... she had nothing else in her life to actually keep her emotions in check.
It was time to make a change. A proper one.
Sasha waited expectantly whilst Jody riled herself again. Apologise.
Easy peasy.
Glancing at Sasha, Jody pecked a little kiss on her forehead before ushering her out of her room. Her mind was set on winning Luke back over and to do that, she needed to pull herself together.
Noting the sweat patches under her arms, she changed out of her restrictive shirt and pulled on a looser fitting flowery blouse - previously owned by Carmen, and then changed into some comfortable jeans. She untied her hair and with a quick spray of deodorant, she ditched the heels and left the house in her usual trainers.
Her mind was awhirl with ways of apologising, but it eventually occurred to her that whichever situation arose, she would have to deal with it in the best way possible. Something clicked within her then.
The clients were all different and some of them would be lovely whilst others would be unpleasant. It was just the way the world was. The only difference was that dealing with the clients would mean that she would have to think on her toes; instead of regurgitating out the same boring lines, she needed to put herself in their shoes.
Maybe Luke had been trying to teach her something useful after all.
With some convincing of the receptionist, she eventually made her way up to the office waiting patiently for Luke to complete a call before beckoning over. His lips were drawn together and Jody realised that this wasn't going to be easy.
Together, they walked outside and sat down on a bench as Jody tried to figure out what she had to say.
"I was really looking forward to hanging out with my brother today. I thought it'd be a laugh but... that was stupid. This is your work. You've got bills to pay, rent to keep... then I'm here, kicking off like a four-year-old. I'm really sorry."
Luke shook his head unsure of how to react.
"You know, I really just wanna give you a hug and forget all this happened but I can't. I've got responsibilities to the customers, staff... and that's all been threatened. It took me a month to get the right paperwork, to go through all the avenues just to get you to come here. And now, I don't know. This will all go on my record, and it could affect any chances I get at a promotion or even getting a reference for a new job."
Jody realised now the deeper implications of what she'd done. Everything that Mike and May-Li had hammered into her about professionalism now made so much more sense. Every action meant something, there was no do-overs in the real world.
You had one chance and not everyone would be so forgiving. Even still, despite letting both herself and Luke down... she wasn't about to give up.
"Big question is... what are you going to do now?" Luke had asked.
Jody glanced up at the modern building, gleaming in the sunlight. Luke didn't deserve to let Jody's actions define him. And to ensure that didn't happen, she needed to speak to the big bosses.
"Put things right."
Stepping out of the office, she felt a new wave of understanding pass over her. After explaining to the bosses that she was truly sorry for her actions and making sure that Luke didn't get any of the blame, she took initiative and offered to help with the cleaning department for a month.
It was a big choice to make, especially one she hadn't ever anticipated making at the start of the day... but she had a feeling that any small chore that she did would make her all the more wiser in the long run.
The bosses had been impressed with her course of action and she was due to start right away. This wouldn't put everything right, but it was something. And if anything, it showed that Jody was willing to get on with the job at hand.
"Tea, coffee?"
Luke swiveled around in his chair as Jody grabbed a tray with dirty mugs. A smile lit up his face when he realised that his sister hadn't given up on the place just yet. She was determined, he could see that now.
"Builder's brew, please."
"Two sugars. No problem, boss."
He turned around as Jody headed to the kitchen, a smile plastered on his face. He hadn't expected to see his sister treat him with this level of respect but he understood now that she wasn't one to stay stuck in her ways.
Something told him that these next few weeks would pass by a lot quicker than he thought.
"So... how was it? Get to do anything exciting?"
Jody smiled awkwardly, truth be told... her chores hadn't felt quite so tedious once she'd switched up her attitude. She'd offered refreshments for the whole office and had spoken to them all. They weren't all robots, they were just regular people... trying to meet targets and making customers happy.
It wasn't so bad after all.
"Not massively. But I learnt a lot. And... I think I've got a lot of learning to do."
"Well, I'm glad. And Luke wasn't so bad, was he?"
"No. In fact, I reckon he's more forgiving than most. I'm lucky to have him."
Tyler cracked a smile at the other end of the call; it was nice hearing Jody be so positive after all these days. And it seemed that although he'd moved away, it'd given them both some space to work on themselves for a while.
"I'm proud of you, Jody Jackson."
(A/N): Okay so this was a lot longer than I'd intended, and I'm not sure how good it even is but I did feel like I wanted to write some sort of commentary on that episode. I may or may not continue this - but I hope someone out there enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it.
If anyone has any other ideas on things you'd like me to write please PM me or leave a review and let me know! I have taken quite a break from writing and I love this show more than anything, so all ideas will be appreciated.
Thanks!