Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious.
Author's note: This is dedicated to Amy Nova. She's sweet.
Author's note 2: Isaiah Flamez is NOT allowed to read this story!
Author's note 3: Don't ask for more chapters or a sequel because that will never happen!
Jade's teddy bear
Most of us know Jade West as the tough hardcore badass type of girl, but she has a secret soft side as well.
Even now she still has her teddy bear from when she was a little kid.
It's hidden in the bottom drawer of Jade's nightstand.
The teddy bear is under some old t-shirts.
Only Beck know about it.
No one else, not even Cat, Jade's close friend.
"Awww!" says Jade as she open the drawer, grab the plush bear and hug it a bit.
She then put it away again.
"Right. Enough cuteness for now." says Jade.
She send a txt to Beck.
"Yeah." says Jade as she lean back on her bed.
Jade wear black clothes as she usually does.
And even though she seem pissed off, she's actually 100 % happy.
"Damn hot is what I am." says Jade.
She know how attractive she is.
"Yeah." says Jade, being a bit turned on.
2 hours later.
"Alright. Gotta be sexy." says Jade as she put on make-up and clean clothes, getting ready for a date-night with Beck.
Once ready, Jade grab her purse and walk out to her car.
"Yeah. This will awesome." says Jade, looking pissed off, despite being very happy and excited.
When she get to an Italian bar, Beck is already there, waiting for her.
"Hi, babe." says Beck.
"Hi, man." says Jade, happy to see Beck.
She love him and he love her.
Jade feel lucky that Cat, Trina and Tori don't know about her teddy bear.
She'd feel so much shame if they knew.
"Are you hungry?" says Beck.
"I sure am." says Jade.
"Good. I took the liberty of ordering one of your favorites." says Beck.
"Wonderful." says Jade and she actually smile.
2 weeks later.
Jade feel sad after only getting a C on a test at school.
So now she hug her teddy bear for some comfort.
"Only a C..." mumbles a sad jade.
Right now she sit in bed.
The sun is going down.
"Just this one last time." says Jade, who mean that this time she's gonna hug her old plush toy and once she feel hardcore and strong again she'll get rid of the childish teddy bear and never look back.
Unfortunately 4 hours later, despite having become her typical badass self once more, Jade is unable to throw her plushie into the trashcan.
She stand there for nearly 8 minutes holding the teddy bear over the trashcan and wanting to throw it in there, but her heart stop her when she try to do so.
"Fucking crap. Fine, I'll keep this lame toy." says Jade.
The next day, after school.
Jade is in her room, doing something on her laptop.
She wear black clothes as she often does.
"Interesting. This would scare Cat totally fucking shitless though. She's not strong." says Jade.
On the bed, next to Jade is Jade's teddy bear.
When she move her left arm, she knock the plushie into the trashcan by accident.
"No...!" says Jade when she notice.
She grab the teddy bear and wipe it clean with a towel.
Jade feel shame at reacting this way.
She wanna be a badass bitch, not a kid.
"Damn." says Jade as she hide the bear in the nightstand again.
2 hours later.
Jade open the bottom drawer of her nightstand to grab one of the t-shirts and randomly she happen to touch the teddy bear.
She grab the t-shirt and put it on.
Then she grab the teddy bear, wanting to throw it into the trashcan.
"I'm hardcore and tough. Jade, be a woman and get ride of your stupid bear." says Jade, talking to herself, which she usually nerver does.
Her arm shake.
She truly wanna throw away the teddy bear, but she just simply cannot do it and she doesn't know why.
"C'mon. I'm not weak." says Jade, trying to throw away her plush toy.
Every single time her arm stop as she try.
"Alright then..." says Jade with a sigh as she put the teddy bear back under the pile of old t-shirts and then close the drawer.
Jade doesn't understand why she's unable to be mature about this.
45 minutes later she get an idea.
She drink some vodka.
Then she grab her teddy bear again.
"Bye, you damn old plush thing." says Jade, sounding all pissed off, as she throw the teddy bear into the trashcan without any problems.
Jade also throw away some other things she no longer need.
"Okay. It worked. Thank fuck." says Jade as she sit down on her bed.
She's glad she was finally able to get rid of the teddy bear.
4 days later.
Jade open her closet.
Behind all her clothes she find an old box.
Written on it is 'Jade's childhood-toys' in her mom's handwriting.
Jade pull out the box onto the floor and open it.
She gasp in surprise when she sees what is in the box.
The box is full of plush animals, nearly 60 of them.
"Are these mine?" says Jade confused.
She doesn't remember them at all.
In order to become the tough hardcore badass sexy bad girl person we all know her as, Jade has repressed almost all the memories of her kid-years.
Now some of her memories almost return.
"Fuck it. I'm sexy and tough." says Jade, closing the box and then she grab it, walk outside and throw the entire box into the trash and she doesn't feel even a single shit of doubt over this.
Jade has now finally gotten rid of her last piece of childishness.
The End.