Winter Soldier's P.O.V
Russia,Red room,1999
It has been 5 days since HYDRA figured out me and Natalia have been dating.They separated us and both of us have been through great deal of pain because of it.But I don't regret it,not even one second because...well I love her so much I can't stop thinking about her. I will get us out of here and we will live together forever,...without HYDRA or red room to stop us...I don't remember anything else in my life...not even my name...my REAL name but when I have Natasha I don't need anything else in my life...she is only thing I need.Suddenly I heard Natalia screaming...It felt like my heart just got teared into million pieces..
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO HER STOP IT,PLEASE"I yelled at the guard than a tear rolled down my face.Guard immediately called some more guards and they gave me something I hated the most...electric chair.It feels like your brain is falling apart.After feeling electricity run through my body I passed out...
2 hours later
I woke up with a strong headache and just one thing on my mind...Natalia... I hope she is okay..she has to be...right?Than one of guys who gives the orders...THE main ones around here came into my cell with a lot of armed guards...he came with a mission...This was a different mission...I could sense it..
"Солдат, твоя миссия - сделать Наташу беременной. Мы думали разделить тебя двоих навсегда, но мы могли бы использовать это, чтобы получить еще одного великого солдата" I couldn't believe what I was hearing...over the years in HYDRA I learnt to never say no to them...but this is ridiculous...they want me to get Natasha pregnant so they can only have another person to test on,another person to torture...a kid...my kid... I looked right at him and just said"...нет"Than I just heard 2 words that always make shivers go down my spine...Wipe him...
3rd P.O.V.
And again they wiped all Winter Soldiers memories he used to always remember Natasha but this time they also used the words...It was deep down terrifying for him...all this...
He went to Natalia and finished the mission...Not knowing this mission was going to change his life for 180 degrees..Winter Soldier and Black Widow have been taken to different facilities so they don't make contact ever again...
9 months later
Natalia felt it was time to give birth...She never wanted it to happen like this...in this terrible place where her kid will be nothing but tortured...She wanted to scream from pain...she didn't,she won't give them that...After 2 hours she somehow gave birth to a baby girl...she wanted to call her Khristina...that is what..he told her how he wanted to name his kid if it were a girl...She heard her baby girl,Khristina cry so she put her arms around her,smelled her head than with cracked voice and tears in her eyes she sang her famous Russian lullaby:"Спи, дитя моё мило,Будет к осени друго,К именинам третьё...Седни Ванюшка помрет,Завтра похороны,Будем Ваню хоронить,В большой колокол звонить.."Than a guard came in the cell and told Natalia how her daughter needs to be checked up.."No...Noo...please don't take her from me...please" Nat yelled at the gurads while holding her Khristina and crying...They took her away..She spent rest of her day in her cell crying until at one moment a guard came in and just said on Russian:"It died" He said it without any emotions in his voice than just left...Nat was on her knees crying for her Khristina and for her Soldier...her Winter Soldier,everyone thought of him as a deadly weapon but he was always nice to her...
HYDRA BASE,USA
They have brainwashed Winter Soldier,he only remembers Natalia...her love,he doesn't need anything else he just needs her.Of course HYDRA doesn't know he still remembers her.He spent says trying to figure out how to get out of HYDRA and be with Natalia,he thinks he is doing good stuff for this world by being HYDRA's assassin but he just wants a peaceful life with Natalia..After 2 years he finally made a plan..How to get out and get to Natalia and so they run away...His plan was so he waits when it is time for mission in Russia since he gets a lot of those...and when it was time he told the guards he doesn't need them on Russian with a deadly look in his eyes..They somehow wandered off and he broke into Red Room,found her Nat..She was really surprised but glad to see him,he took her hand and they went to USA...away from their nightmare..Natalia now went with name Natasha Romanoff..She got a job at SHIELD as an agent during that time Winter Soldier was trying to remember his past,who was he before he was Winter Soldier...After 4 years he remembered..well most of his past life.He knows now he is James Buchanan Barnes or as his friends would call him Bucky,he knows about his best friend Steve Rogers etc.By time he remembers it all now so he also signed up to be a SHIELD agent,it was rough for him to get in because he had PTSD and because of his past..now he was more than happy with Natasha she made him happy...
Bucky's P.O.V.
U.S. 2011
I overheard from Fury something that I have been thinking for last hour,Steve...he is alive...I don't know how to what to feel or do I am confused..how is he alive... I don't understand this at all, I was crying and drinking beer, I am glad I have him again but he shouldn't be here he should have stayed in the past...It is my fault I should've been there so I take care of bombs on that plane so he could have that nice life he always deserved Natasha walked in and immediately said:"Hey what's wrong?"
"Steve……He's alive...just heard it from Fury"
"But…how?"
"Well I think it's because of the serum it helped him survive I guess"
I don't even know what to think anymore..
"I am going to take a shower...wanna join me?"I asked Nat
"Sure"she replied than kissed me.God I love her
Hey everyone :) I hope you like the beginning so far,This story is mostly about Khristina but I had to do a little back story so it all makes sense,I hope y'all like it :)