She never was good at expressing what was going on her mind and she certainly wasn't a good writer, but in that mind of Lue there were endless unspoken thoughts and ideas she probably would never share with the world. But with that she was okay, in fact there was nothing better than escaping to this imaginary world were she was suddenly whole again, were she was free. Of course though, Lue knew it wasn't the real world, but at least it was a place were she could rest for a moment and take a break from everything around her.
In general Lue was a very quiet person who had many doubts about herself, sometimes she would think, the world might be better off without her. For a person in her age, Lue already had experienced quiet a lot, starting of with being bullied at school. She never really understood why that happened, but since there must have been a reason for it, she began to see herself different. There had to be something wrong about Lue.
At that time she didn't know that one important thing...
Since Lue only began to think about her story now, there were some gaps in her memory (though it was normally pretty good) which couldn't be filled anymore. But nevertheless she knew about the things that had a huge impact on her. It wasn't important who the bullies were, how often it happened and why. It happened and that couldn't be erased.