after that day ayano's emotions started to vanish little by little so then ayano decided to do what she did a long time ago , visit the doctors who checked up on her , it's her very own personal doctor who she can check on whenever she wanted , that person is personally hired by her mother ryoba , and that doctor's ancestors is the one who checks on her whole family's bloodline
" sir, what can i do " said ayano with a sadden expression
"that's the first time ayano that i saw you with any emotions , so you found that special someone already huh?" said the doctor "so did he accept you " continued the doctor ayano just look at the person and spoke "quite the opposite exactly" said ayano looking down on her hands
"i am quite afraid myself that i will wake up once again empty " said ayano fidgeting with her fingers
" i know you know ayano that your family is cursed since the begging of the aishi bloodline " said the dictor looking at her
"i know that..." ayano answered
" just why'd i have to feel no emotions like the other people " said ayano feeling like tearing up but nothing would just come out
"this curse can only be found on the female in your family right? but the ones born male die just before they can make an heir " said the doctor ayano just answered with a plain yes
" what is the point of your questions exactly " ayano just raised her eyebrows
"nothing , hmmm, then you should try finding another special someone in your life if you want those emotions to stay " said the doctor with a smile but ayano answered
" finding someone is not easy ok, it took me 15 years of my life to feel this emotions , it's by sheer luck " ayano answered with a glum look " well, i could wait another 15 years to gain anything at all again" ayano continues
" and it's also fine with me not feeling anything at all if will just end up getting rejected , and it's this damn obsession of me that got me caught and rejected anyway" ayano said looking the doctors in the eyes
" Wait you got caught!, i know you are better than to get caught especially by your special someone " said the doctor slamming his hand on the table , the aishi and the family of the doctor are both well connected and it's the secind or even third in all generations of the aishi family to make a mistake like thus
" well yeah, he even shouted at me " ayano bit her lip still looking down to her fingers
" oh geez , this is rare in the aishi bloodline , the first one in this incident found another one in an instant the second one emotions vanish in a few weeks but the third is you ayano , i don't know what will happen to you or what fate you are going to pursue " the doctor said ayano just keep on looking down
" sir , the emotions are still there but it's vanishing in a rapid rate " ayano said with a concerned look on her face only for her expression to turn into normal
" this is quite surprising if you do want to move on from him this is good for you but if you want to feel emotions again you have to find the one" the doctor said still looking down on her palms
" ohhh, ok... but i do want both ." ayano replied monotonously
" ayano you know this is impossible right?" ayano just looks at the doctor and replied with a crude reply " oh yeh right"
then ayano heard a call from the doctor's phone , the doctor answered with a few common words " yes , yes , ok, ok , iw ill be there"
" i'm truly sorry misss ayano , but we will have to continue this session tommorow it seems like we had a trouble down the HQ " said the doctor with a smile , curtly mumbling a few words
" oh yes thank you for the support mr.