I'm back with a new chapter idk if its any good but yanno. I've been having a pretty crappy few weeks and sadly I haven't been motivated enough to write until now. Anyway lets get on with everything including a bunch of disclaimers. I also noticed I put a quote disclaimer in the last chapter then didn't add the quote well I apologise and I didn't realise until the chapter was up and then I just left it there so sorry.
DISCLAIMER 1: I do not own anything to do with marvel I only own Ashe
TRIGGER WARNING: Detailed Torcher and Rape in this chapter along with slight Self Harm.
Previously-
"We are going to save Steve's sister." Tony stated, clicking his helmet shut. Everyone suited up before they all started to go to the Hydra base.
Ashe's screams echoed through the base as the hydra agents continued to punch kick and enter her before one of them stopped the rest and hooked her up to an electrical device that shocked her multiple times before she finally passed out from the pain, bleeding and bruised. The Hydra agents laughed at their work before leaving her alone and going to get ready for what was their mission.
As soon as the quinjet landed Natasha and Clint ran out, went up to one of the buildings that looked over the Hydra base before telling Tony to go in.
"There's a few Hydra agents when you enter but if Clint could- Never mind then.. THANKS CLINT!" Nat yelled when he shot the agents. Clint nodded before shooting the others that were blocking Tony's and Steve's path. Thor and Wanda both started to kill the agents whilst Pietro and Steve killed the others. Bucky cocked his rifle before starting to shoot at the other Hydra agents along side Steve and Pietro. They never once left each others side until Bucky saw Ashe on the floor almost dead.
"STEVE!" Bucky yelled, Steve looked in the direction Bucky was looking and saw his sister. All it took was for him to be distracted for one of the Hydra agents to try and shoot him, but none of them hit him because they all hit Tony. Tony grunted slightly when his suit took the bullets but when the guy stopped firing Tony blasted him.
"There you go Capsicl-" He trailed off seeing Steve by his sisters side. "Shit not the time got it." Tony spoke moving over to them. "F.R.I.D.A.Y read signals." Tony said.
"Stable somehow sir," F.R.I.D.A.Y spoke. Steve looked at his sister with relief before Bucky picked her up and they left the Hydra base but not before Wanda and Thor got the satisfaction of blowing it up. When Ashe woke up she felt the movement of someone walking whilst holding her. She opened her eyes to see the person she held on for, for so long.
"B..Bucky?" She croaked out with a hoarse voice. Bucky looked down at her and smiled slightly getting some flashbacks from when he saw her last before looking at Steve.
"She's awake guys." Bucky said, stopping in his tracks. Steve joined Bucky at Ashe's side before looking at his sister and smiling.
"Ashe oh thank god your ok. Your going to be ok you know that?" Steve spoke rubbing at his sisters face. Ashe gave him a smile before her head dropped to the side and her world went black. Steve looked at Ashe worried before Tony noticed and took her pulse, finding it very slow.
"We need to get her to banner now!" He stated. Bucky's eyes widened and so did Steve's, Bucky and everyone started to run to the quinjet. When they reached the quinjet Bucky placed Ashe on the stretcher before Tony and everyone else sat down and Tony started the jet up. Bucky and Steve stayed by Ashe's side before they landed and when they did, Ashe was immediately taken to Bruce. Thor looked at the disappearing girl before turning back to Loki.
"Is it just me or do you recognise her Loki?" Thor whispered, dragging Loki away from the others. Loki raised an eyebrow before shaking his head at his brother.
"No why?" He laughed slightly. Thor shook his head in a never mind way before joining the others and sitting down next to Steve and Bucky.
"So who exactly was this Midgardian to you then Bucky?" Thor said amusingly. Bucky rolled his eyes before looking up at Steve.
"Don't look at me, Buck you and her hid your relationship from me for a few years until I actually caught you leaving her room." Steve chuckled. Bucky looked down slightly red before sighing and sitting back in his seat.
"I don't really know. I can't really remember her that much." Bucky confessed. Steve smiled at him.
"You'll remember soon Bucky. I promise." Steve spoke before getting up and going to his room to change. Bucky stayed outside the lab waiting for Tony or Bruce to come out, but he ended up falling asleep on the chair and again he had the same nightmares.
Flashback-
"BUCKY, YOU CAN'T GO PLEASE!" Ashe yelled with tears streaming down her face. "YOU PROMISED, YOU PROMISED." She sobbed clutching at her stomach which Bucky knew nothing about. Bucky continued to walk away from her silently crying, but he knew he had to do this. He couldn't bare letting her know he died in war when he knew it would have killed her as well. Steve held his broken hearted sister as she sobbed. Ashe stayed on the floor of what would have been hers and Bucky's forever home bawling until Steve entered the house and found her on the floor surrounded with pictures of Bucky and her, sobbing. Steve looked at his sister before walking over to where she is and holding her.
"Steve, I'm sorry." She whispered, Steve looked at her confused as to why she was apologising. "I tried to tell him but he wouldn't listen." She sobbed harder into Steve's shirt. Steve picked her up and brought her home, before he laid her down on the bed and left her alone only getting some water. Ashe cried her self to sleep that night and Bucky drank his sorrows away before Steve said goodbye to Ashe before entering the experiment which ended up changing his life forever. Bucky never saw Ashe again.
Flashback ends-
Flashback-
"Now kind sir will you dance with me or will I have to drag you?" Ashe chuckled. Bucky smiled at her before grabbing her hand and taking her out to the dance floor, Bucky looked at Ashe with awe in his eyes. Bucky slowly twirled her around in his arms before leaning down slightly, as their lips met there were fireworks (yes i know cliche bite me) Ashe gasped slightly before Bucky pulled away sheepishly.
"Sorry I should-" Bucky was cut off by Ashe's lips on his again. Bucky smiled before pulling away again and seeing Ashe blushing slightly. "Doll, I know Steve's going to kill me but I need to know if you will be my girlfriend for real this time?" He questioned. Ashe smiled up at him and smashed their lips together again and before they knew it, they were both stumbling to Ashe's room where clothes were torn off and magic happened.
Ashe woke up naked in Bucky's arms and she smiled, Bucky noticed that she was awake and kissed the top of her head before gently getting up and putting on some clothes.
"Ashe we need to get changed ok?" He questioned looking at her tired eyes. Ashe yawned as a response before doing the same as Bucky did, they both finished getting dressed and shared a kiss before Bucky went out the window and Ashe went out to the kitchen and made some coffee. (when I realise that this is the 1900s not the 2000s oh well) Bucky knocked on Steve's and Ashe's front door before Steve let him in.
"Your early." Steve stated eyeing Bucky up suspiciously. Bucky chuckled slightly before entering and going to the kitchen where Ashe was.
"I have no clue what your talking about Steve." Bucky said, grabbing Ashe's coffee and drinking out of it. Ashe smacked Bucky before making another pot of coffee and drinking out of that. Steve rolled his eyes at their antics before looking at his sister with the same suspicion he did with Bucky.
"So Ashe we need to talk about rules. When you bring a person over and decide to have sex with them make sure I'm not in the house please dear sister." Steve smirked slightly when he saw her choke on her coffee. Ashe glared at him whilst Bucky smirked slightly to him self knowing that he was the person who made her make those noises. Ashe looked at her brother before leaving the room and slamming her door. Steve shook his head and chuckled before getting ready and leaving to go and try and join the army with Bucky.
Flashback ends-
Bucky was shaken awake by Steve who looked at him concerned.
"You ok?" Steve asked, sitting next to Bucky. Bucky nodded his head before sighing. "Bruce said she's going to be ok but we also don't know how damaged she is." He said looking down. Bucky closed his eyes before nodding and getting up.
"Can we go see her?" Bucky questioned, Steve smiled at Bucky and nodded. They both went to her room and sat by her side only Steve grabbed hold of one of her hands. "You remember the day that you made Ashe so embarrassed infront of me she ran to her room and slammed her door?" Bucky chuckled at the memory, Steve smiled and looked at his best friend.
"Yeah? Wait no you and her. Wow." Steve laughed and shook his head before smiling. "She really loved you buck." Steve spoke seriously. Bucky looked down and sighed.
"I know I just didn't want her to be hurt-" Bucky was cut off by Tony entering the room thinking Bruce is in there.
"Banner before Ashe was taken I looked at her file she was pregnant-" He trailed off noticing that Bruce wasn't in the room. Steve and Bucky both looked up at Tony with wide eyes.
"SHE WAS PREGNANT!" They both yelled. Tony bit his lip before mumbling something.
"Maybe." Tony confessed. Bucky plopped back down in his chair speechless. Steve stared at Tony with his mouth hanging open slightly. "You were not meant to find out this way but yes she was pregnant before the stuff with Hydra. She lost the baby thats all I know and thats the last thing in her file. I'm sorry Bucky." Tony looked at Bucky with pity in his eyes. Bucky blinked away tears before Tony left the room and both of the boys sat there in silence. Until Steve spoke.
"That's what she meant." Steve looked down at his hands.
"What are you talking about Steve?" Bucky asked feeling slightly guilty that he wasn't there for Ashe.
"The day before we left and the day you broke up with her, she said she tried to tell you something?" Steve questioned, he looked at Bucky who realised that she had prepared a nice dinner and he realised that she was going to tell him there and then but he broke her heart instead. Bucky sat there and let a few tears fall but never looked up at Steve.
"I shouldn't have left her." Bucky stated, Steve sighed.
"You left her because you were doing what you thought was right and it's not your fault ok." Steve stated making no room for arguments.
Tony you fucking idiot. Yeah I guess that could have gone better and the chapter could have gone better but oh well.