Alex turned his gaze back to Willie. He looked perfect. The blue and silver combination looked amazing in his skin.

"C-Can I really?" He asked Caleb.

What was wrong with him? That shouldn't be his reaction. This whole thing was so weird. The way Caleb talked about letting him "play" with Willie like he was a toy, giving him as a reward, like he was a thing and not a person.

And yet, Alex couldn't deny that he still very much wanted to claim his prize. Looking at Willie right there, so beautiful and perfect and willing, he couldn't help but want him.

Caleb nodded in response, wickedly.

He turned back to Willie, who bit his upper lip in nervousness and anticipation. This. This wasn't ok, right? And yet he started taking his first steps towards him. He was nervous, but he couldn't just stop walking. He couldn't freak out and just not be able to do anything.

He walked all the way up to the bed, until he couldn't take another step further without just climbing in or taking a turn. Willie put a hand on the bed and squeezed it a bit, signaling that he could come in. Was he actually going to? He took a moment to think about it more. His gut, telling him there was something wrong about this somehow, was making him full of hesitance. But at the same time, he knew he wouldn't be able to go on thinking about how this could have gone. He had to go for it.

He went to take off his shoes, then his bag, and then finally he climbed up to the bed. He knelt up on it, and Willie went on to do the same, and so they were face to face. He could feel Willie's breath, and not that they hadn't been physically close before, but now, everything felt different.

They looked into each other's eyes for a moment. Then Alex's eyes lowered, mostly because looking Willie in the eye right now got him nervous, but there was probably a part of him that wanted to take a look at his body.

He looked great. Not too muscular but just right. The jewelry he wore giving him a slightly different vibe than the one Alex was used to.

Alex really wanted to touch him. He was so close. The sight in front of him felt so real yet so impossible, and it was like he had to touch him to confirm. He started raising his right hand, as if to see if he could. When it got less than an inch from touching Willie's skin though, he gulped. He just didn't feel like he could really do that.

"Hey." Willie called out to him and suddenly he was holding his hand… And pushing it towards him. He landed it on his chest… His heart. Alex couldn't feel Willie's heartbeat, he was dead after all, but the gesture was more than enough. As well as his warm skin on his fingers. He thought he'd get even more scared, but… He didn't.

Feeling Willie like that felt peaceful more than anything. Even if he couldn't actually hear his heartbeat, it was like it was playing in his head, like a soundtrack to the moment, and it made him at ease.

Willie then took away his own hand, and before Alex could think anything, he held his head and started kissing him. Willie's lips were soft and moist, and his moves were slow and delicate. He was giving time for Alex to adjust, which was welcome, as he barely felt he could move at this point.

It only took a little while for Alex to get comfortable in the kiss though. He started moving his own head and lips properly, and put his hands on Willie's naked waist, almost squeezing it slightly with his thumbs. Their tongues were suddenly being used too, and Alex could feel things moving away from a soft, gentle kiss to a heated make-out.

Willie's hands, that were previously holding his head, were now suddenly on his jacket, trying to take it off. Alex went to help, but he barely had to as Willie had basically gotten it off already. He went on to take off his shirt then, and so he and Willie were both shirtless. He went back to kissing him again, probably before his pink shirt even hit the bed, this time holding Willie's head as the other boy had his, and the other copied Alex's previous action too and put his hands around his waist.

The boy's hands on him gave him goosebumps, but instead of stopping, he only kissed him more and more aggressively, strongly pushing his head closer to his, and before he could tell, he could feel his dick hard in his pants.

He could feel Willie's chest touching his, his necklace giving him just a slightly cold sensation. Then he wasn't just holding Willie's head, but touching his shoulders, ribcage, waist, and the other boy responded by kissing him even more ferociously, touching him more too, as much as he could.

He couldn't tell how long they had been like that until he finally had to catch his breath, and looking at Willie he could tell so did he. As he calmed himself down though, he finally remembered: Caleb.

Was he still there, watching? Had they just done all that in front of him? He hadn't heard him leave, but with how turned on he was from making out, it wouldn't be that shocking if he just didn't hear him. He hesitantly turned around, scared that his gut was right.

And it was, Caleb was there, sitting on a big chair, a hand squeezing the bulge in his pants. Is that what this was all really about? He and Willie putting on a show for him?

"Oh, don't mind me." Caleb replied to his gaze, looking very pleased with himself. "Unless you want to, of course." He added. Oh. He was pretty sure he did not want to.

No, no, the fact that… That Caleb was watching this, that this wasn't between him and Willie as it should be… It wasn't right. It wasn't a normal situation at all. He was starting to freak out. That bad feeling in his chest he knew so well was starting to rise up, and he could feel himself getting hot, even more than he already was from making out.

"I, no, no I can't do this." He was covering his face with his hands, staring down into the bed, afraid of how everything around could affect him after what he said.

"Hey, Alex." Willie worriedly touched his shoulders, trying to get him to look up to him. "Hey, look at me." Yeah, but could he really? "Look at me." Willie insisted. Alex took a deep breath, and managed to do so.

"Hey, it's ok. It's ok, don't panic." He assured, holding and squeezing Alex's shoulders softly. Alex sat down on the bed with his legs crossed, trying to calm down and Willie followed, not taking his hands out of him. He was sure he looked ridiculous, he hated himself when he was like this.

"It's ok. If you don't want to do this, it's alright." Willie's voice was comforting, but was it really alright? Wouldn't Caleb get mad, if he didn't do as he wanted?

"I, I want to, but…" He didn't feel like he could really explain. He had wanted Willie, more than anything, ever since they first met. But he would have never imagined it would be under those circumstances.

"But you're nervous." Willie looked away from him, directing his gaze to the side and further in the room, to Caleb, as if to acknowledge what was making him nervous without outright saying it. "I understand." He continued. "Well, sometimes… You just have to look at the full picture, and decide whether something's worth doing or not."

Right. The pros of the situation… He could have Willie. His soft lips and warm skin and luscious hair, his sweet and playful eyes. And do "whatever he wanted" with him. Not that he'd ever try to push something Willie wasn't comfortable with, but with how he was acting right now, he felt like Willie would be open to anything.

The cons… Caleb. Creepily watching from his chair. Probably going to touch himself when they started to go at it. Having fun seeing Willie, who he himself had sex with, doing it with someone else. Getting off on this whole fucked up situation.

Putting it like that, maybe the cons sounded worse… But he knew that was not how he really felt in his heart. He was gonna do this. He had been dying to have this and now it was all happening. If he backed out, he would for sure be always wondering what could have been. When he was sure of his decision, as much as he could be at least, he finally spoke.

"It's worth it. You're worth it." He told Willie with a smile. A smile quickly formed on Willie's face too, but the boy stopped wearing it as soon as he noticed.

"Alex, I'm serious, if you're not comfortable with this, you can stop, you should stop."

"Well, I've managed to enjoy lots of situations that weren't completely comfortable. As you said, look at the full picture." He stated more confidently than he had been in a while.

Willie stared into his eyes for a while. "Ok then, hot dog." He then nodded, his smile back on. The mood had lightened up. Though that wasn't quite the mood Alex was wanting to be on, that one he had ruined with his anxiety.

"Ugh, I've totally killed the mood though." He sighed.

"Tsk, I'm sure the mood will be back as soon as you have your lips on mine again." Willie grinned at him.

"Yeah?" He played along.

"Yeah." Willie whispered softly.

He immediately went to kiss Willie again, holding his head through his neck this time, his thumbs on Willie's cheeks, that he could feel burning as they kissed. Willie on the other hand went for his still clothed thighs, which Alex saw as a sign to take off his pants. He did so, a bit awkwardly as he didn't want to stop the kiss but had to. Willie then started touching him there again, his fingers slightly hitting his crotch, he was fully hard now and the realization that they were really about to have sex finally hit him.

He gasped in Willie's mouth at that, then pulled out. "Hm… Okay. So…" He tried starting to make his point, still out of breath.

"Do, do we… I… I'm not sure what to do if I'm being honest." He admitted. It was embarrassing, but he had to say it. Willie's eyes were analyzing him.

"…You're a virgin?" he asked.

"Ah, well… Yeah."

Willie nodded. "It's ok. I can guide you." Willie lightly chuckled. "I'm supposed to be your gift though, so… You can do whatever you want with me."

"Uh, well, that's a lot of pressure." Alex smiled nervously.

Willie laughed. "It doesn't have to be, ok. Just… Look at me, and follow your instincts."

He did. He went on to kiss Willie again, just for a moment, then his neck. He kissed it and licked it and sucked on it softly, holding onto his shoulder as support. Willie lightly threw his hair to the side to let him go at it.

He went on to Willie's shoulder, then lower on his pecs, and before he knew it, he was sucking on his nipple. He could hear a moan, so he went on for a bit longer. Then he went lower again, on his stomach, close to his belly button, and as he saw it so close, he grabbed his bulge in his underwear. Willie moaned again, so he squeezed it a bit… He wasn't sure he was doing this right, but it didn't seem like Willie minded it.

He held his head up and kissed him again, while still grabbing his dick through his briefs. "Damn." Willie let out as their lips the moment their lips separated for a second.

"S-Sorry…" He was probably coming off too strong or something. But he was just so eager for him.

"No no, I mean like… Damn…" Willie explained excited if a bit taken aback. Alex couldn't help but smile a bit at that. So he wasn't so bad after all?

"C-Can I?" He held Willie's underwear through the waistband.

"Sure." Willie just said, his low tone showing his anticipation. Alex lowered his briefs just enough to let his dick out. He looked so good wearing them, he didn't want to take it off yet.

It was just big enough, a shade or two darker than the rest of his skin, trimmed pubes at the base. He thought it fit Willie perfectly.

He put his hand on it again now that it was out, just feeling it for a moment, and then started stroking it. While he still paid attention to it, Willie started kissing him again. Willie was moaning in his lips, as Alex jerked him off at what he thought should be just the right speed.

He ran his other hand through Willie's body, his abs and arms and pecs. How could someone be so perfect? He wanted to explore him completely. As they continued Willie started lowering his body, getting his head on the pillow, and so Alex was on top of him.

Looking at Willie like that… It was like a dream. He thought this every time he saw him, but damn wasn't that a vision. His hair a little messy going up his head in the pillow, the way his outfit matched the bed, his eyes, his yearning expression.

Alex was probably trembling, but still managed to find the strength to kiss him. Willie had his hands on his head again, bringing him closer. Alex let go of his grip on Willie's cock, and let his body get closer to his. It was hot and suffocating and amazing. He could feel Willie's erection touching against his stomach, a moan coming out of Willie's lips as it rubbed against him as he moved.

"A-Alex, wait…" He gasped, their lips still barely touching.

"Y-Yeah?"

"Let me take care of you first."

It took a while for Alex to realize what he meant, but when he did, he guessed there was no reason to object. "O-Okay…"

Willie got up from the pillow, and signaled for him to lie down this time. Alex did so, the left pillow next to where Willie was. Now on this position, he was suddenly feeling a lot more exposed, Willie's eyes watching him closely.

Willie went in front of him, and got on all fours at his legs, his face right at his crotch. He squeezed his thighs a bit, getting ready to go further… And then Alex could feel his hands on his bulge.

He moaned immediately, closing his eyes, and Willie chuckled a little. He had never gotten a blowjob before. He was lucky he'd have Willie be the one to do it though.
Willie ran his fingers throughout his length, and Alex felt lightheaded already. He couldn't believe that just the touch of Willie fingers on his cock, even as it was still inside his underwear, could make him like this.

He kept on going, now putting his lips on it. The way he could feel Willie's mouth almost enveloping on his dick, especially the head, gave him goosebumps. "W-Willie, please…" He cried out with his weak voice.

"Just a sec, Hot dog." Willie teased. He didn't quite have the strength to object as much as he wished to.

Willie kept going for a bit, teasing him with his tongue, until he finally let it out and took it on his hand. He had a soft but firm grip on it, and Alex was dying for him to get going.

He stroked it for a bit, then finally, wrapped his lips around it.

Alex let out a cry as he felt it, his attempt to hold out his voice totally backfiring. He closed his eyes and tried to relax, a bit embarrassed and at the same time afraid looking at Willie would make him come immediately.

It felt better than anything he had ever felt. Willie's moist lips, tongue, his fingers holding it at the base. It was nothing like jerking off with his hand. It was so much better and yet, out of his control, he couldn't just go faster and get it over with, or even decide his pace.

Willie seemed to know what he was doing though. It was definitely not his first time. He sucked softly on it, then just let it rub against his lips, then licked it from base to tip. Alex couldn't help but open his eyes, to which he soon found Willie making eye contact with him, as if he was already waiting for him to look back.

Willie kept going like that, teasing the tip with tongue, then with his lips without fully engulfing it inside his mouth, giving a few strokes from time to time. After what seemed like forever, he finally went on to start properly sucking on it, bobbing his head up and down.

Alex saw him looking directly at him most of the times he managed to keep his eyes open, then after a while Willie's hand was on his pelvis, gently squeezing it as he sucked his dick, getting him more and more weak on the knees.

"God, Willie…"

Willie took it out of his mouth right as he said that. "Enjoying yourself?" He teased with a cute mischievous grin. The view of his throbbing wet cock against Willie's face as he said that was unholy.

"Y-Yeah" He chuckled a bit. Willie gave his balls a few licks and light sucks as he said that, which was amazing but almost tickling, then went back to work.

Alex let his head fully down in the pillow, his arms and legs naturally open, fully relaxing and letting Willie pleasure him.

After a while just like that, he could probably feel his orgasm building up. He had probably actually lasted longer than he had thought to begin with.

"W-Willie, I'm, I'm gonna come…"

Willie just kept on going, fastening his pace to a point where Alex thought wasn't even possible, sometimes swallowing his entire length until his nose reached his blonde pubes. As Alex looked down his body tensed up even more and he finally came, right down Willie's throat as the boy had his lips down on his crotch, multiple shots firing as he groaned and cried out in ecstasy.

He relaxed his body on the bed again, and it was like he could see stars. His mind was on a haze, not sure what to do or think anymore. He took a while to catch his breath, then looked down back to Willie.

"Well, that was intense…" Willie said, flushed face and watery eyes.

"S-Sorry…"

"You need to learn how to take things as a compliment." Willie replied.

Alex's first instinct was to say sorry again, but he managed to fight against it.

"Right. Thanks."

"So, are you ready to keep going?" said Willie much to his surprised.

"W-What? But I… Oh, I guess, you, you haven't come yet…" He was still having trouble speaking from what they'd just done.

"Well, yeah. But also, you're still hard." Wille pointed out.

"And as he said we have the whole night; we can still keep going." He said. Right. Caleb. Alex suddenly remembered that he was there. It was crazy how he had managed to fully forget it. He could only catch a glimpse of him as he looked to the other end of the room, until he deviated his gaze to Willie again. No, no, it was so much better to forget…

"I don't have that much stamina, ok?" He just played along, trying to forget again.

"Well, I think you have enough for one more, at least." Willie said as he grabbed his still hard cock. Damn.

"Okay." He just said with that slightly mischievous smile too, like a child who was still having fun after curfew instead of going to bed.

He and Willie kissed again. He finally went on to completely take off his underwear, and then Willie did the same.

"So…" Alex sighed nervously. "What now?" His voice was trembling along with his whole body, almost like he was scared. Well, sometimes he was scared of the things he enjoyed.

"Well, there's some lube right there." Willie pointed at something in the room, like a shelf or something, but Alex wasn't paying enough attention.

"Ok…" He nodded.

"Ok." Willie replied too, then walked up to get it.

Alex smiled nervously to him as he came back to the bed.

"So… For me or for you?" Willie asked playfully, chuckling a bit.

"Huh?" Alex was confused for a second, then he understood. "Oh… Eh… I mean…" He, he wasn't sure.

"For… You, maybe?" It was almost a whisper. That seemed like the safer choice. And he had kinda just gotten that vibe a bit more for some reason. He hoped he'd have the chance to try the opposite someday though.

Willie nodded. "Ok." He smiled, a bit amused, then climbed back on the bed.

"I'll get prepared then… Unless you wanna do the honors?" Willie suggested. Uhm, probably not. He didn't feel too confident.

"Hah, no, thanks…" He answered awkwardly with his head low. He could just feel Willie smiling and chuckling at him, but it didn't make him feel bad.

Willie laid on one of the pillows, put some lube on his fingers, and then he had his legs spread… He put in the first finger, his face flushed but composed as Alex watched him.

Alex had gotten soft at some point after the blowjob, but now he was hardening again. Wow. Willie was beautiful like this. He had his eyes closed, and was putting a second finger there now.

Alex could feel his skin burning up and his lips getting dry as he watched that beauty of a man fingering himself. He went up to three, and then he stayed stretching himself like that for some time.

"I think that's enough." Willie stated as he opened his eyes again and then took away his fingers. "You can put a bit on you too if you want." He told Alex pointing at the lube. Right.

Alex grabbed the bottle, put a bit on his hand, and then started spreading it around his dick. He was still in disbelief as he did that.

"Whenever you're ready." Willie said as he finished.

Fuck. Fuck. He just had to go for it, right. He couldn't possibly back out now. He wanted this. He really did. He couldn't let his anxiety take over and stop him from getting what he wanted.

He went and got into position between Willie's legs. They looked into each other's eyes. He opened his mouth as if to say… Something, then he closed it. There was nothing for him to say there, he just had to act.

So he grabbed his cock and went for it. He started placing it slowly on Willie's entrance, and his whole body trembled as he felt the tip going in. He could already feel so much just from that.

It was hot if a bit shocking to look at it, so he just looked at Willie's face and focused on the feeling as he started pushing in slightly deeper. It was really tight, but not too much that it was really difficult or painful. Willie looked slightly in pain though.

"It, It's that ok?" He asked worried.

The other boy chuckled in his still sultry dark eyes. "Don't worry about me."

He was still trembling as he continued after Willie's response. Willie must have felt it, as he then held his hand. Alex held it back, their fingers crossed, and he pushed it in a bit more. It wasn't all in but almost, and he wondered if he should start moving at this point.

Willie suddenly let go of his hand and then had his hands on Alex's arms, pushing his body closer to him. Alex followed, and so their faces were an inch away from each other, and they quickly went in for the kiss.

Alex took that as encouragement and started moving inside Willie as their tongues moved inside each other's mouths.

The feeling was nothing like he had ever felt before, considerably different from touching himself. It was just unimaginably good and he felt weirdly emotional. Willie's legs were wrapped around his hips and his arms were now around his waist, like subtly pushing him in closer, and Alex followed until he could feel their chests touching and he could fully feel Willie's heat.

At this point they weren't kissing much as Alex started thrusting into him on a proper pace, but he could feel Willie's lips, the moans coming out of his mouth. It was all driving him insane.

He soon took notice of Willie's dick on his stomach. He wasn't sure he was gonna come soon or not, but either way he wanted Willie to come too. He held himself up a bit and grabbed it, doing his best to stroke it at the same pace as he thrusted, with just the right amount of force.

Willie's moans were louder, and probably so were his own as he gave his all into this, not knowing if he was really any good but Willie's reactions encouraging him and calming his doubts. He could feel himself sweating like crazy, as was Willie as their bodies touched each other, but it didn't feel gross.

He put his arms around Willie's back, holding him now as he kept thrusting. He just needed to feel him as much as he could. He squeezed him tight and let his head fall onto his shoulder as his orgasm started to build up.

"W-Willie!" He cried out desperately, and the only answer was an even more stifled moan from Willie. He went as hard and deep as he could, burning up in pleasure, and then he was coming.

It was the most intense feeling, pure pleasure mixed up with so many emotions. He could feel his orgasm in his entire body, his toes curling up and all of his energy going into it as he shot inside Willie. He didn't want for it to be over but at the same time he needed it to. It was painfully satisfying and exhausting.

He was in a complete haze for a moment. He had finished, but he still felt it. He tried his best to catch his breath as his senses were getting back to him. He had fallen on top of Willie, and he allowed himself to stay like that for just a little while before he felt ready to move and roll over.

He just looked at Willie and Willie looked back at him. He felt… Good. He wasn't used to it, he hadn't thought about how it would feel after. But he was just… Happy. Peaceful. Satisfied. A bit like how he felt after an exhausting but rewarding show with the band.

Here his only audience was Willie, and it felt like he didn't need anything else.