Sometime went by and I felt better. My head didn't hurt and I could take deep breaths without sharp pain in my sides. Derek walked into my room
"Hi!" He said I nodded "can we talk?" He asked
"Y-yes." I responded, I am very curious to figure out what has happened. He smiled and his friend from last time joined him. He was taller up close and skinner
"Hi! I'm Spencer Reid, a friend of Derek." He sat down I nodded
"h-hi."
"Do you know your name?" Derek asked me and I shook my head. "What about age?" I shook my head. "Do you know how you got here?" He asked i shook my head. He gave Spencer a questioning look. Spencer walked towards me
"Sometimes we don't remember things because the unconscious part of our brains blocks it out. Or we aren't connected with it, right now I'm gonna try and get you connected with it okay?" I nodded "Close your eyes and take a deep breath and think back as far as you can go." I nodded while doing the task "Now tell me what you see." I didn't see anything at first but slowly I remembered
"I-I- I see a man. H-hes tall and wide and bald. H-hes pale and blotchy. H-he calls me ss-sezy Roy? S-sex toy? I-I don't know. He grabbed me hard and yells at me to clean his dishes. My jaw hurts I-I don't know why. I drop a dish and he pulls me downstairs. I-I- hit my ankle on the step and it twist I'm crying now. T-that hurt. He ties me up and take his pants off. I-I'm not wearing pants wh- w-why arent i? He he's hurting me and and my long part throbs. H-hes hurting me hes done. White sticky Lquid leaks from-m from me. He lets me go wash up. The door is open I run, he screams I-I I- hear a loud banging. I ran into a walk. My side my side hurts. I get up and keep running a-a car hits me. He he gets out my arm is bent wrong. I cant breathe I keep running he's chasing. My loud bangs, he-hes gonna hurt me he-hes gonna hurt me" I open my eyes tears streaming down my face. I see Derek and Spencer looking at each other. I cling onto Spencer without thinking, burying my face into his neck. "H-h-hes gonna hurt me." I cry harder my head burns again he rubs my back. Making circles it's soothing he grips me tightly cradling me in his arms. I fit comfortably in his lap my tears fading
"He won't hurt you. He can't hurt you anymore, you're safe." He whispers, I nod holding him tighter. I feel my breathing go normal and my head stops hurting. I cling off of him looking at him face to face still sitting in his lap.
"You okay?" He asked I nod
"W-where Derek?" I asked
"He went to talk to more of our fbi friends." He told me I nodded. Derek came back in with the lady from last time and two others.
"Hi buddy I'm Emily Prentiss," the girl from last time said I nodded. I felt Spencer moving to get me off his lap I gripped him tighter
"No. D-don't leave me I'm not. I'm not safe without you." I say he makes me safe. He is safe. I feel tears bubbling in my eyes.
"Hey hey hey I'm not going anywhere okay?" He says I nod resting my head on his shoulder facing the people in the room. They all smile I hold him a little tighter and Emily speaks
"We're gonna leave you two alone okay?" She says and I nod. Spencer take a deep breath
"Ready to talk again?" He asks
"Yes."
"So how long have you known that man?" He asked I shrugged "You know a lot, but not too much. Do you know why your here? Why your hurting?" He asked I shake my head head
"T-tthe guy put men in school. He would take me out during certain months where we learned certain lessons. So maybe that's why i don't know?" His eyes widened and he nodded
"Okay, well I'll tell you. Right now your in the hospital you were covered in cute and bruises and burn marks. Your brown your ankle and your arm, and got an concussion. Your jaw was heavily bruised as well." I felt my eyes get heavy i leaned into him.
"W-w-wow" I said he nodded laughing softly
"Yes wow. Your so brave, did you know what?" He asked i shook my head. "You tried?" He asked I nodded "You haven't eaten very much so we're gonna eat first okay." I nodded he stood up carrying me in his arms and put me on the bed. Derek and Emily came back with another guy and girl. Derek put soup in front of me. Spencer walked outside
"s-Spencer." I let out he turned to look at me "You're leaving me?" I asked he shook his head
"No i promise I'll be right back okay? I'm just gonna talk to the fbi friends." He tells me I nodd and eat the soup. He comes back
"Can I see what i look like?" I asked
"Why?" He asked
"Because i dont remember." He smiled and holds a mirror in front of me. My face is plane and my checks are rosy. I have curly brown hair that cups my face, my eyes are a deep hazle. My jaw is red and my lips are cut. Spencer takes the mirror away "I look like you." I say he smiles
"Yes you do." The guy and the girl from earlier came in.
"Hi I'm Aaron Hotchner another one of Spencer and Dereks fbi friends." He says
"And im jj another one of their fbi friends as well." I nod
"Thanks for being so brave buddy. We're gonna find who did this to you. But I'm gonna need you to describe where you were." JJ says I make eye contact with Spencer who nods.
"Cold, dark, trees. Very closed off. W-we drive hours to get to places. Very forest like. Like o-on the news." I finished i turned to Spencer "s-Spencer I'm tried. Can can i sleep now?" I asked he nodded
"Yeah buddy you have to ask." I nodded and turned in the bed. Everyone in room left but Spencer. I started to drift to sleep and then I saw him he was chasing me with a hot iron. No I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll be good stop please stop.
"Hey, hey it's okay wake up it's OOK." I work up to Spencer shaking me I felt tears coming in. Spencer picked me up and held me tightly as tears ran down my face. I nuzzled my nose into his neck. He ran his hands down my back after some time he sat on the bed and I cuddled into him.
"Wanna talk about it?" He said running his hands through my hair as my head rested on his chest.
" I had a nightmare." I responded he nodded
"I have nightmares too." He told me
"Really?" I asked he smiled
"Yes," I smiled at him he smiled back I felt safe with Spencer. Safe for this first time.