Chpt. 2 CPOV
Flashback (possible trigger warning)
"How many more days T?" I ask.
"129," his response is immediate, the number committed to his memory just as it is to mine.
"I'm dying for a real home cooked meal; we've been eating shit for far too long. What are you looking forward to the most?" it's a game we play every time we're out on patrol. Sometimes the answers change, other times they don't. But it keeps me grounded, reminds me that there is an end in sight especially on days like today when the temperature is well over 100 without a damn breeze.
"The ocean…" his usual answer. "And a fucking hot shower that lasts for more than two minutes."
"Damn straight."
Hot water is a luxury here that doesn't happen too often but when it does you're lucking if you get more than 90 seconds of it. Typically our showers are anywhere from ice cold to luke warm. You learn to take the fastest shower in the world while you're out here.
"There's another thing-"
BOOM
"What the fuck?!" Taylor screams before jerking the steering wheel to the side to avoid the ball of fire that is now in front of us. He slams on the breaks as soon as we clear the fire, we both jump out of the vehicle and head towards the Humvee that was only a few feet in front of us. The other two guys that were with us are running behind us. Everyone is screaming, orders are being barked out but all I can hear are the screams of the men still trapped in the Humvee.
"GREY! Snap out of it!" Taylor shoves my shoulder hard, immediately forcing my attention to him. His eyes find mine and like that my training kicks right in. I nod at him before turning and helping the other men trying desperately to pull Martinez out of the window since the doors won't open.
End flashback
End trigger warning
I wake up, my hands fisting the sheets in front of me as I try to calm my breathing. I roll onto my side and nearly jump out of the bed when I find a beautiful woman sleeping next to me….and Taylor sleeping next to her. It takes only a second for the events of last night to come back to me as reality pushes away the last remnants of the nightmare. Last night…was like absolutely nothing I've ever experienced. I don't just mean the sex, which was out of this fucking world, but just how relaxed I felt around Ana. Last night was the first time in more than four months that I've felt relaxed, where I wasn't on alert waiting or something to happen. I know I wasn't the only one feeling that way last night; once we started talking with Ana at the bar I saw Taylor start to relax too. Ana was so easy to talk to; she knew when not to ask more questions or when to divert the topic before either of us saw the need. Even just dancing with Ana felt natural, like she belonged with us. When someone pushed me, the three of us ended up closer than we had been dancing. I know I should have taken a step back after making sure Ana was okay, but I loved how her body felt against mine so I was selfish and waited until she urged me to step back. Only she never did; she just continued dancing rubbing her beautiful body against us.
Kissing Ana just happened; I didn't plan it and certainly hadn't expected Taylor to kiss her at the same I was. Fuck…none of last night was planned. I never expected to be sharing a girl with anyone; it's one of those things that I think every guy thinks about but no one actually expects to happen. All I knew is that when the lights in the club came on, I didn't want the night to end. Apparently Taylor had the same thought, suggested we leave together.
And now I'm lying here, naked watching the beautiful brunette sleeping peacefully next to me. I know we all fell asleep relatively close to each other, but it's obvious that Taylor had his usual trouble sleeping as he's much closer to the edge of the bed is now facing the other way. Ana on the other hand is lying between us, on her back which is just how I remember her falling asleep...according to the clock less than two hours ago. Knowing sleep isn't going to find me anytime soon, I do what I wish I would have had time to do last night, I explore her beautiful body. She shivers when I first touch her, running my fingers across her collar bone but stays asleep. I prop my head up on my arm while the other slips beneath the blankets sliding across her smooth skin. I run my fingers lightly over her hardened nipples, loving how they react to my touch before sliding my hand lower, down her stomach. She has the smallest amount of hair just above her sex, but other than that she's bare. She lets out a breathless moan when my fingers move down further, softly exploring her taking the time I should have last night.
I slide under the covers, down nearly to the end of the bed before kneeling over Ana's leg. I gently part her legs before slipping between them, lowering myself until I'm lying on the bed with my feet hanging off. I gently raise Ana's hips, bringing her sex to where I want it; I lazily let my tongue and lips explore every part of her that I can reach in this position. Unlike last night, there's no urgency, no rush and my focus is entirely on Ana. I listen as her breathing increases at the same time that her body tenses and her hips slowly push back against me. She lets out a moan every time I touch her clit, whether it's with my tongue, my lips, my teeth or my fingers it's there.
FUCK she tastes amazing! I knew from the quick taste I took last night that she would be good but this is like a fucking feast. I could lay here all night and taste her, bringing her to an orgasm over and over again until she begs me to stop and I would still want more. She moans louder when I reach up and tease her nipple; I'm pretty sure she's awake now but if not she must be having one hell of a dream – hopefully dreaming about having us again. And if she is awake, she's clearly enjoying this because she's making no move to stop me.
I slip a finger slowly into her, letting her juices coat me as I tease her clit with my tongue. Her reaction is immediate, her hand quickly finds my head and holds against her as her hips thrust up to me. I chuckle against her, loving how responsive she is. Last night she took everything we gave her and responded beautifully, right now is no different. I feel the bed moving next to me, indicating Taylor is likely waking up as well. I slip a second finger into her and press forward, easily finding her g spot making her scream. When her scream is muffled I easily conclude that Taylor is kissing her senseless as her body is overcome by the orgasm. Her walls grasp me, sucking me deeper as her hips rock against me. She groans when I release her clit, but I keep my fingers buried deep inside of her as I kiss my way back up her body. Her breath hitches when I bite her nipple and she arches her back pushing herself further against me.
"She tastes amazing doesn't she?" Taylor stops kissing her to ask.
"Fucking delicious…I could have her every day for breakfast and never get tired of her."
"Loved waking up to a beautiful woman coming in bed next to me."
"You like waking up with us Ana?"
"Hmmmmm," she moans as I press my thumb against her clit while slowly moving my still buried fingers within her.
"I want you Ana," Taylor whispers as he nips at her ear.
"Yes," Ana hisses.
"Don't move," he quickly kisses her before he practically runs to the other side of the room where there is a box of condoms in his overnight bag.
I urge Ana to turn onto her side, her soft ass pressing against my dick which is begging for attention. But I ignore it and instead focus on Ana; I bring her leg back over mine as I continue to tease her keeping her ready for Taylor.
"Push the blanket off of us," I whisper just as Taylor turns around.
I feel the heat rush to face but she does as I ask, pushing the covers over so they pile on the bed somewhere behind me. Her body is on display for Taylor, which he quickly notices as I watch his eyes slowly sweep over her body pausing where my fingers are. I slowly slip my fingers from her still throbbing sex and wipe her juices on nipples. Taylor growls before reaching the bed and taking her nipples in his mouth causing her to gasp aloud.
"You want him Ana?"
"Yes…yes…." She moans as he takes her leg from my thigh and places is over his opening her to him.
"You sure?" Taylor asks.
"Yesssssssss," she hisses when he must touch her clit causing her entire body to tense briefly.
When he places himself at her entrance, she leans back and grabs my neck bringing me to her lips which I eagerly take full advantage of. She moans against me, though I'm not sure if it's in reaction to what Taylor is doing or if it's because she can taste herself on my lips.
"Oh God!" she cries out suddenly.
"You okay?" I immediately ask.
"Yeah…fuck….fuck…."
"Do you want me to stop?" Taylor asks concerned.
"No! God no."
"He feels good?"
"So deep…fuck he's so deep," she moans, her face turning an adorable shade of red.
"Fuck Ana…you scared me. Tell me I can move, please tell me I can move. If I don't move it's going to be over before I fucking start because you feel amazing. You're so fucking tight…it's all I can do not to come."
"Yes…."
Taylor starts moving within her slowly, making sure she's comfortable before increase the pace. The entire time Ana takes turns, kissing both of us but always having a hand on both of us somewhere.
"You gonna make Taylor come Ana?"
"Yessssssssss."
"Fuck man," Taylor groans.
"Then you going to make me come too? Feel how hard I am for you Ana," I guide her hand to my throbbing dick.
"God….Yes…."
I slide my hand up her body and when she pulls away breathless from Taylor's mouth, I slip two of my fingers into her mouth. She immediately wraps her tongue around them, closing her mouth and sucking on them as if her life depended on it. I groan, my hips involuntarily thrusting against her ass needing at least a little friction. Just as her body tenses, readying itself for an orgasm I pull my fingers from her mouth.
"TAYLOR!" She screams out just as the orgasm hits her.
While she's the throes of an intense orgasm, I place my finger against her ass, pushing gently until it slides right into her.
"CHRISTIAN!"
"FUCK man…what did you do? She's coming again!" Taylor says.
I slowly move my finger within her, wishing like hell it was my dick instead. She's fucking gripping me so tightly, I can't wait to sink back into her throbbing sex. Last night wasn't enough; fuck I don't know if one more time is going to be enough.
"FUCK AAAAAAANNNNNNNAAAAAAA!" Taylor screams out as the orgasm hits him and I feel her body convulse gently around him. He pulls her lips against his, kissing her forcefully; she clings to him moaning into his mouth.
Watching them kiss, I expect to feel jealous or…maybe betrayed but I don't. Instead, I feel….I don't know. I like seeing Ana have so much pleasure, that being with Taylor and I can bring her so much pleasure. She had a sad look in her eyes at one point last night and the way she was incredibly vague about her reason for being in Georgia gave me the impression that we weren't the only ones trying to forget something. Whatever caused the look, I knew I wanted to make her forget about it even if it was only for a few hours.
When Taylor slips from her, she leans back against me, pulling my head to hers kissing me, teasing me with her tongue. I slip my finger from her, reach over to where Taylor tossed a row of condoms on the pillow and grab one.
"I need you Ana…fuck watching you with Taylor was so fucking hot," I groan as she takes the condom from me and opens it with her teeth. She urges me onto my back before straddling me, sliding down just as she bends down and takes me entirely into her mouth. I moan when I hit the back her throat and she swallows around me.
"I told you her mouth was amazing," Taylor says as he stops at the corner of the bed to take in what Ana is doing.
"Fuck…I….fuck…." I'm speechless which never fucking happens. But Ana bobbing up and down, sucking my dick all the way in makes me fucking lose my mind.
"Ana…you look so fucking sexy like this. I'm almost hard again…" I glance up and find Taylor standing behind her running a hand over her ass disappearing just before her sex. She moans loudly, the vibrations nearly pushing me over the edge but I hold back. Wanting…or maybe needing to be back inside her sweet sex.
"Next time," I groan picturing Taylor taking her from behind while Ana lays on top of me with my dick in her mouth like this. Right now though, I want…need to be back inside of her.
Ana runs her tongue over just the head of my dick just before pulling back enough to roll the condom on. Instead of getting off of me, she moves forward, placing herself just above me and while holding my throbbing erection she slides herself onto me. We both moan at the same time when she takes me in completely.
"Fuck…Ana….you're so fucking tight," I groan as she rocks ever so slightly against me.
Ana places her hands on my chest and slowly starts moving up and down on me. Her face blushes when she watches Taylor move to the bed next to us, sit down and just watch her. Through it all though she doesn't stop, she continues riding me as I watch her breasts bounce with every move. It's taking everything in me not come, the ache in my balls is nearly killing me but I continue to hold off not wanting this to end. I've never wanted another girl the way I want Ana; I know the moment I come that it's not going to be enough. I know in a few hours when we all wake up again I'm going to want her again and even then I know it won't be enough.
I reach up and pull Ana towards me, needing to feel her lips on mine almost as much as I need to feel her body against me again. She doesn't disappoint, sliding right down until her breasts rest on my chest and her lips find mine. She moans against my lips when I lift her hips from me and take over, plunging quickly in and out of her warm, wet sex.
"You feel so good Ana….so fucking good," I groan.
"So good…" she moans.
"I want to feel you come again Ana."
"I don't think…I can't," she blushes and buries her face in my neck.
"You can, you're so close already baby, I can tell. You're gripping me, sucking me deeper into your body like you don't want to let me go."
"God…"
"Did you like waking up to my mouth on you? I loved waking up and eating you for breakfast."
"Christian!" she gasps at the bluntness of my words but while I can feel the heat on her face her sex clenches around me telling me how much she likes when I talk dirty to her.
"Fuck baby, you're killing me," I groan too overwhelmed by her body's reaction to focus on anything else. Knowing I'm seconds away from coming, I change the angle and thrust deep into her, hitting her clit perfectly causing her to scream.
"That's it baby," she's so close I can feel it.
"I can't."
"Yes, just let go, baby."
Gripping her hips tightly, I slam her down at the same time I thrust hard into her which is all it takes to send me over that edge. I call her name as I come, wrapping an arm around her waist anchoring her to me as I continue to slowly thrust in and out of her. As soon as her body meets mine, she whimpers my name as the orgasm she didn't think she would have hits her just as hard as mine hit me. I loosen my grip on her, letting her slowly rock herself against me as she rides out the last waves of her orgasm.
"That was…wow…." She mumbles.
"You're amazing Ana," I whisper and run my hands along her back. I don't want to move; I don't want to get up and deal with this condom but I know I need to. I'd much rather just stay here and hold Ana until she falls asleep.
"Go ahead, I'll take care of her," Taylor suggests obviously sensing my dilemma.
"I'll be right back," I kiss Ana before gently lifting her so I can slide out of warm body. She moans the moment I leave her and I have to fight not to do the same thing as I already want to be back inside of her. As soon as I get out of bed, I turn around and watch as Taylor slides the covers over her naked body just as her breathing steadies indicating she's already fallen asleep. I quickly dispose of the condom, wash up and return to the bed sliding right in next to Ana.
"She's really something," Taylor whispers.
"I know."
"I can't get enough of her."
"Me either."
"It's not just the sex…I've never felt so…."
"Relaxed…comfortable."
"Yeah."
"What the fuck are we going to do?"
"Fuck if I know."
And I don't…I have no idea what we're going to do in the morning when Ana says she needs to leave our hotel room in a few hours. We could try to convince her to stay another day or two or three with us, but I don't think that would solve anything. I don't think a couple of days would be enough with her. I vow to figure something out. Maybe ask Ana to come on the road trip with us? We have a week left before we need to report back and give our decision on what we're going to do. Although she probably has a job she needs to get back to in Seattle though I have no idea how long she's already been in Georgia. I fall asleep, exhausted some time later still unsure of what to say to Ana when we all wake up in the morning. Hell, I even started doubting whether or not she feels the same way about me and Taylor as we do about her. Don't get me wrong, it was obvious she enjoys the sex with us but what if that's all it is for her? What if we don't make her feel the same way she makes us feel?
"Ana?" Taylor's loud voice wakes me up before all too soon.
"What's going on?" I grumble, reaching out only to find an empty bed. I immediately sit up searching for Ana, only to find Taylor coming from the bathroom…alone.
"She gone."
I throw on a pair of underwear before grabbing a pair of pajama pants from my bag; I'm not about to walk around the room naked without Ana being here. I look at the other bed, which of course is completely empty.
"You sure?"
"She's not in the bathroom and her clothes are gone."
"Fuck."
I start pacing the room, cursing myself for falling asleep and for sleeping so soundly that I don't hear Ana get out of bed, get changed and leave. I never sleep soundly; hell I barely fucking sleep as it is yet the one time I want to stay awake I fucking blow it and fall asleep.
"She left a note," Taylor holds up a pad of paper with the hotel logo on it.
Christian & Taylor- I hope you both find the answers you're looking for. I know this sounds crazy, but I'm going to
I need to thank you. You both made me feel…
there are no words to describe how you made me
feel last night. You will never know how much you
helped me last night or how much I needed last night.
Whatever you decide, stay safe and don't let those
demons get to you.
miss you both.
~Ana