Kurt groaned and laid his head on the bench. Why did I lean in to it? Kurt closed his eyes, the coldness of the bench soothing his forehead. Why did I want to kiss him so bad? I'm married with a child. No matter how much I hate my husband I'm not a cheat.
"Dr Hummel. Is everything okay?"
Kurt looked up to his colleague standing with a concerned look on his face. Dr Jeffery Sterling, Chief of Orthopaedics.
"Of course Dr Sterling. I'm just a little tired." Kurt replied softly with a smile.
"May I sit with you?" Jeff said pointing towards the bench and Kurt nodded.
Jeff walked over and straddled the bench and smiled softly at him. He did look tired. I guess that's what you get for being the top dog.
"You did amazing today Dr Hummel." Jeff said grinning.
"Dr Sterling it was only a simple pro-
"I'm not talking about that." Jeff said cutting him off and smiling at him. Kurt laughed and lowered his gaze.
"What you did for Mrs Meadows, what you did to comfort her and support her was something I have never seen before." Jeff said softly and Kurt looked up.
"What you shared with her was incredibly brave and I don't think how strong you really are."
Kurt lowered his gaze again and laughed nervously. "Sorry."
"Don't be Doctor. It was truly remarkable and I'm incredibly proud to work along side of you." Jeff finished off and lifted a hand to his shoulder. Kurt wasn't much for physical contact apart from his family and close friends but for some reason he instantly relaxed.
"Thank you." Kurt said as he lifted his gaze back up. "I'm so happy to be here. I needed a change."
Jeff could see him playing with his wedding ring. Twirling it around his fingers. He smiled.
"How long have you been married?"
"Together for eight, married for six." Kurt said beaming. It's a good job these people don't know him or they would of known the smile was fake.
"It's absolutely beautiful. Maybe I see?" Jeff said in awe and Kurt nodded and lifted his hand and Jeff grabbed it gently.
"Damn. I hope when Dr Duval proposes its just as beautiful as this." Jeff said grinning as he continued to look at it.
"You and Dr Duval?" Kurt said shocked and he nodded and laughed.
"Four years. All the staff know and it's pretty much out in the open but we keep if professional." Jeff said lifting his gaze.
"Wow. Well I hope when you do I can be your bridesmaid." Kurt said smirking and Jeff just threw his head back laughing, he hand still placed on his.
"You'll be there most prettiest bridesmaid ever." Jeff said winking and Kurt chuckled.
"I look hot in a dress. You should of seen me at prom." Kurt said shaking his head and Jeff went wide eyed.
"Fuck off no you didn't!" Jeff said laughing and Kurt nodded.
"Well it wasn't a dress, it was a kilt but it's close enough." Kurt finished off laughing at the look on his face.
"That's amazing. Please show me sometime I would kill to see that." Jeff said winking again and they both laughed.
"Of course I would love too." Kurt said grinning.
"Jeff." He said putting his hand out.
"Kurt." He took Jeff's hand and shook it.
"I think I've just found my new bestie." Jeff said excitedly and Kurt belted out a laughter
"I think I've found mine too." Kurt said smirking.
Kurt heard his pager and he jumped up and started to run. "It's Dorothy!"
Jeff stood up quickly and chased after him. Kurt ran through the halls and had seen that the elevator was at top level so he ran right past it and went towards the stairs, he climbed up them quickly, seven flights. He was absolutely exhausted but he kept on running. He pushed through the double doors and ran down the hallway, dodging the other residents and nurses. He seen Blaine running too he got to by the room and he heard screaming.
"Get away from me or I'll fucking kill you!"
He got to the door and flung it open, his lungs felt like they was going to collapse. Jeff was just coming through the stair doors and was running up to the room too.
"Mrs Mead-
"Get the fuck away!" Dorothy screamed out at the male nurse, she had surgical scalpel in her hands. Where the fuck did she get that from?
Kurt stepped forward quickly and walked towards the male nurse.
"I need you to leave this room right now." Kurt said breathlessly and he nodded and ran out the room.
"Dorothy, It's Kurt." Kurt said trying to her his breath.
"Get the fuck away from me or I'll cut you to bits." She screamed out and flung her arm up and just missed Kurt's face by a few inches.
"Dorothy, it's Kurt." Kurt said again as he kneeled down in front of her. He didn't move away. He was petrified. The scalpel was clenched tightly in her hand. She was having a flash back.
"Please get off me!" She screamed out and flung the scalpel again and it just reached his face, just enough to break the skin cutting from his left corner of his eye right down to his his nose.
"Call security." Blaine shouted turning towards the male nurse and he nodded.
"No, I've got it." Kurt said turning towards him. His face was bleeding and was dripping down his neck. "Please, I've got it."
Blaine blew air out his mouth and nodded. Jeff was also waiting by Blaine ready to intervene. They turned when they seen running. It was Nick, Wesley and David. They all got the page too.
"What's going on." Wes said out of breath looking in the room.
"Jesus." Nick breathed out as he seen the gash on Kurt's face.
"What happened." David whispered and Blaine started to explain what had happened lowly so Kurt and Dorothy wouldn't hear.
"Did you call security?" Wes asked and Blaine shook his head.
"I tried too but Dr Hummel said no." Blaine said and Wes nodded and they all turned back.
"Dorothy, it's Kurt." Kurt said again as he eye sight started to blur with the blood that had ran into it.
"I said no!" Dorothy said laughing herself at Kurt and pushing him down to the floor and crawling on top of him, taking another swing. He hand shot and blocked hers with his wrist and she was pushing down just barely inches from his face again. He didn't fight her, he just held his hold.
"Dorothy, it's Kurt." Kurt said calmly and continued. "What's my name?"
"Kurt." Said as she still fought him.
"Who am I?" Kurt said calming but he arms was going weak and his hold dropped slightly dropping the scalpel closer to his face. Jesus she's strong
"My doctor." She said and she still kept her strong hold pushing down.
"And would I ever hurt you?" Kurt said calmly and she turned her head. "look at me."
Dorothy turned her head back.
"Would I ever hurt you."
"No." Dorothy said crying.
"He's not here. He can't hurt you." Kurt said as he eyes started to well up with tears. The grip loosened on the scalpel and it fell from her hands and her grip softened and let go.
"I'm so sorry." She sobbed as she placed her head into his chest. "I didn't mean to hurt you I'm so sorry."
Kurt turned his head and reached over and pushed the scalpel away towards the guys and Blaine leaned down and grabbed it by the handle and picked it up. He reached his hand out and placed it on the back of her head and he sat up with her.
"I'm so sorry."
"It's okay. I've got you." Kurt said as he comforted her. She was screaming hysterically into his arms and soon enough she had to be sedated and was carefully placed on her bed. Kurt was still sitting on the floor and Blaine walked over and kneeled in front of him and went to places hand on his shoulder but he flinched.
"Sorry." Kurt said laughing and looking up to him. Blaine smiled and reached over to his hand.
"Come on. Let's get your faces sorted." Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded and Blaine helped him to hand. They walked out the room.
"God are you okay?" Jeff said in concern stepping forward and staring at his face.
"I'm good." Kurt said laughing out and placing a hand on to his heart.
"Mr Montgomery please be on stand by." Kurt said and they all started to laugh and Wes stepped forward and placed a hand to his chest.
"Your heart race is incredibly fast. I need you to sit down." Wes said concerned and he nodded and they made their way an empty examination room.
"Shouldn't you all be off saving lives." Kurt said rolling his eyes as he watched them sit down.
"We want to make sure you're okay." Blaine said and they all nodded.
"It's a good job I'm best in the country or this would be a nasty scar my friend." Nick said smirking and leaned forward. "Can I touch your face?"
Kurt smiled and nodded and Nick placed on hand on his face and turned it slightly. "I'm going to have to suture your face, it's deeper than I expected."
Kurt nodded and watched Nick leave. Wes stepped forward and up wrapped his stethoscope from his neck and placed it in his ears.
"Can I place this under your scrubs?"
Kurt looked at him. He was asking for consent. What a beautiful group of people. He just smiled and nodded. Wes gently placed the stethoscopes under his shirt without looking and placed it to his chest.
"You really don't have to do this I'm honesty fine I just got a shock that's all." Kurt said kindly and he just smiled and carried on.
"Shock or not I just want to make sure." Wes said sternly with a smile and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"Do you suffer from heart problems Dr Hummel?" Wes said listening in closer.
"Arrhythmia." Kurt said and he nodded.
"I thought so. Your heart rate is abnormal for someone your age even when shock is going through your system. Are you medicated?" Wes said as looked at him in his eyes.
"Amiodarone, twice a day."
Wes nodded and and smiled. "Okay, make sure you let me know if you suffer any changes."
"Thank you." Kurt said and Wes sat back down as Nick came back in.
"You ready to be pretty again Dr Hummel?" Nick said smirking as he placed his surgical tools down in front of him.
"I'm always pretty Dr Duval." Kurt shot back they all laughed.
Nick got to work, injecting a small numbing agent to his face. He was already prepped and ready to go. He lifted up his hand and placed it on his face.
"Can you feel anything here?" Nick said softly as he pressed a finger to his temple.
"No."
"Here?" Nick said pressing it to his cheek.
"No."
"Here?" Nick said pressing is to his chin.
"No."
"Good. Let's get started." Nick said smiling and Kurt nodded.
Nick was best. More than great. No wonder he was one of the top. They chatted as his skilled hands worked away.
"So, I heard that you have a little boy." Nick said smiling as the conversation flowed. He got on really well with Dr a Hummel. He was pretty cool and not to mention his humour was to die for.
"Yeah. I miss him." Kurt said sadly as Nick continued.
"Is he with his other daddy?"
"No he's actually only an hour away from here. I brought him with me, he's staying with his grandpa while I work at this hospital." Kurt said trying not to smile as he worked further down his face.
"I'm obsessed with him." Kurt added and Nick chuckled.
"He's your baby. There's no shame in that." Nick said kindly as he started to clean the wound again.
"Does he like it here?" Blaine asked and Kurt glanced over.
"He loves it here. He said he wants to move so he can see his Grandpa, grandma and his uncle Finn
all the time and they're all over the moon with the idea." Kurt replied back.
"Would you consider moving?" Wes asked looking over to him.
"I don't know. It's what he wants but I don't know if it's what would be best for me and my husband." Kurt said glancing at Wes.
"What's his name? The husband of yours?" Jeff said as he watched his boyfriend work.
"Liam. He's a lawyer." Kurt said and Jeff smiled and nodded.
"Sorry if we are being intrusive." Nick said as started to work on his chin.
"It's fine really. I don't mind." Kurt said quickly.
"We just want to get to know you that's all." David said jumping in and putting a bottle of water to his lips.
"You can ask anything you want." Kurt replied back as as he watched Nicks hands work. Just as Jeff was going to open his mouth Kurt's phone rang.
"I'm sorry, I have to take this it might be my dad." Kurt said apologetic and Nick nodded. "You can carry on."
He put it on loud speaker so Nick could continue working and he answered it. There was a loud scream of laughter and he could hear his dad laughing maniacally.
"Hey daddy!" Riley laughed out as he tried to catch his breath. "I'm sorry for calling daddy I know you're busy helping babies."
The others started to smile wildly and Kurt laughed a little. "It's okay Son. Are you okay?"
"Oh yeah daddy! Me and Gramps are having a blast! Grandma is baking cookies and uncle finny is coming to see me! Isn't that great! Daddy I miss you!"
Kurt swallowed and glanced at the ceiling.
"Daddy?" Riley said breathlessly.
"I miss you too." Kurt said smiling and he heard his sons laughter through the phone.
"When will you be home? I wanna hug you." Riley said and he could hear his pout.
"I wanna hug you too. Are you behaving yourself?" Kurt said trying to avoid the question.
"Yes daddy of course. I'm always a good boy." Riley said giggling and Kurt felt the warmth rise in his chest.
"I know you are sweetheart. Don't run your Grandpa around to much okay?" Kurt said smiling.
"I know daddy, bad heart." Riley said sadly. "Do you think I could come to your work later? So you can kiss me goodnight? I can't sleep if you don't kiss me goodnight."
"I would love that." Kurt said and then he heard his screaming child shout love you and his dad came into the phone.
"Sorry kiddo, he wouldn't settle until he spoke to you. I'll bring him round later. Love you son."
"Love you too dad." Kurt said smiling and he cancelled the call.
"He's fucking adorable! Can we meet him?" Jeff said excitedly and they all nodded.
"Yes, he loves meeting people I work with." Kurt said excitedly and Jeff grinned.
"You're really close with him." Blaine said smiling.
"Yeah, he's my world." Kurt said nodding.
"All done Dr Hummel. Now, I'm guessing you know the standard procedure?" Nick said smirking and Kurt nodded.
"Thank you for everything, all of you." Kurt said turning towards them.
"You're a hero man." David said bluntly and Kurt just rolled his eyes and laughed.
"I'm no hero, I just knew what to do because I've been through it." Kurt said smiling at him.
"Nope. You're most definitely a hero." Blaine said smiling at him and Kurt smiled back.
"Are you're sure okay? That was pretty traumatic." Wes said as he stood and walked over and started to check him over again.
"Never better." Kurt said confidently with a smile.
Kurt had left the room and was making his way over for he nurses station, he was pissed. He made sure no one was there before he approached. Little did he know the others was other on the other side on the nurses station. No one else was there, just them and the male nurse.
"Excuse me?" Kurt said to the male nurse who was in Dorothy's room earlier. He turned round.
"Thanks for earlier, you saved my ass." He said smirking.
"What does that it say on the front of her medical charts." Kurt said calming starring at him.
"Are you not going to ask for my na-
"I don't care what your name is. I'm asking you what does it say on the front of her medical chart?" Kurt said calmly again. The nurse reached over to grab it and Kurt grabbed it off him.
"Off your head."
"I don't know." He said lowering his gaze.
"Well you should know. You should know everything about the patient who is under your care. You should know that she is high risk for distress, you should know that no man is allowed in that room without a consent from a an attending."
"Well I was just-
"Did I give you consent?" Kurt said cutting him off.
"No."
"Did another another attending give you consent?" Kurt said again with more demand in his voice.
"No."
"Then why was you in that room?" Kurt questioned still keeping his eyes to his.
"Are you attacking me because I'm a nurse?" He said casually and Kurt started to smile with an amused look on his face.
"I'm attacking you because you're incompetent and illiterate. I don't care if you're a nurse, I don't care if you're a doctor and I certainly don't care if you was the chief of this hospital. You do not undermine my position. If I write something, I expect you to read it and obliged by it because that's your job. Do not, ever do that again." Kurt said sternly before turning and walking away.
"My name is Johnathan!" He said angrily and Kurt turned back round and walked back over to him.
"I don't what you're name. Do your god damn job." Kurt said with just as much venom and he turned back around, picking up her file and walking towards the surgery board.
"Remind me never to get on Dr Hummel's bad side." Jeff said smirking at them before walking over to his new friend.
"You okay blaine?" Nick said leaning over to his friend who had his mouth open.
"That was hot." Blaine said laughing a little and Nick nodded.
"I thought he was about to catch on fire." Nick said a laugh.
"That was pretty incompetent. Her folder is red, it indicates a rape case. He should fucking know that just by looking at it." Wes said and they agreed.
"Asshole." David said bluntly.
"Hey hot stuff. Everything okay?" Jeff said as he watched he started to make notes on the board.
"Did you hear?" Kurt said turning round and placing the pen to the side.
"Yep." Jeff said with a smirk. Kurt groaned and turned towards the board again.
"Sorry I'm just attached to this case." Kurt said as he hand was gripping the pen.
"You was completely in the right Kurt. Everything you said we would of said too." Jeff said and Kurt nodded and finished off his notes and turned back around.
"Why are you still here Sterling? Shouldn't you be home? Resting?" Kurt said smiling and tilting his head.
"I wanted to make sure you was okay." Jeff said laughing nervously.
Kurt smiled and stepped closer. "You don't know how much I appreciate the fact that you're concerned. I don't really." Kurt laughed and shook his head. "I don't really have many friends. I'm always travelling and I have Riley so it's difficult. I just want you to let you know that I'm glad I met you."
Jeff beamed and ran his hands down his face. "Is anyone here apart from the other chief residents?"
Kurt frowned and looked around and shook his head.
"Good." Jeff said before closing the gap and bringing him into a hug. Kurt laughed and wrapped his arms round him.
"Thank you." Kurt said into his ear and Jeff pulled back and smiled.
"No problem bestie. Anytime." Jeff said winking and walking off. Kurt rolled his eyes but the smile was still on his face. He picked up her file and walked over to the others.
"I don't even drink but I feel like a drink." Kurt said laughing and they laughed too.
"What man how can you not drink with this job?" David said patting him on the shoulder.
"I haven't had a drink for about six years now." Kurt said and laughed at their shocked expressions.
"Seriously?" Blaine said and Kurt nodded.
"Alcohol is the devil." Kurt said rolling his eyes.
"Damn." Wes said shocked.
"Yep." Kurt said and realised he had said to much. "I'm going to check on Dorothy. Have a good day."
They watched Kurt smile and walk back to Dorothy's room. They seen how he tensed as soon as the word drink or alcohol escaped his mouth.
"He's been married to his husband for six years right?" Blaine said turning to them. They both nodded and looked up to Kurt who was talking to a female nurse, she was laughing and he was smiling widely.
"You don't think he has something to do with it do you?" Nick said concerned.
"I hope not." David said with his gaze on Kurt. "I'll see you guys later."
David left to go back to his station and they carried on watching Kurt.
"I have to go too. Rhinoplasty." Nick said smirking. "Let me know how he is."
"Course we will." Blaine said and Nick said bye to them and he walked off.
"How was your valve replacement?" Blaine said turning to his friend.
"Great. Minor complications but nothing I can't handle." Wes said confidently and Blaine laughed.
"I had all my faith in you." Blaine said grinning.
"I know you do Blaine." Wes said sincerely placing. A hand on his shoulder.
"I'm done now till five. I'll watch him while you do your Craniotomy." Wes said smirking.
"Wes-
"It's okay Blaine. You don't have to explain yourself to me. I know you just don't just fall for anyone." Wes said grinning and Blaine nodded.
"Thank you." Blaine said with a smile before squeezing his arm and walking away to his OR.
Wes started to walk over to Dr Hummel. He was looking through into Dorothy's window with a sad smile on his face.
"Dr Hummel." Wes said smiling and Kurt looked up and grinned.
"Dr Montgomery." Kurt said back with a nod.
"How is she?"
"Both of their vitals are stable, her blood pressure was high but that's common after what she has just been through. The tachycardia isn't helping with that but you already know that." Kurt said leaving his gaze from the window and turning to him. Wes chuckled and nodded.
"The propranolol doesn't seem to be working for the Tachycardia and the anxiety. I think there is something else underling with her heart and if not hers most definitely the foetus's, there was abnormalities on her ECG yesterday." Wes said looking back through the window. He turned to his colleague and continued. "She's under monitor for the time being so I'll be on stand by for any concerns."
"Thank you Mr Montgomery. I really appreciate it. How long have you been here for?" Kurt said trying to get to know him.
"Five years. I love it here, I have wonderful patients and the most amazing work colleagues." Wes said smiling and Kurt smiled back.
"You all seem really close." Kurt observed.
"We are. We are more than work colleagues, we good friends and I'm hoping you can be apart of that too." Wes said truthfully and Kurt grinned but it fell suddenly.
"You can talk to me." Wes said again and Kurt nodded
"That's the hardest part about my job. I'm constantly on the go, I don't have time to meet new people and make relationships. I don't have time to just settle and be in one place." Kurt admitted and Wes nodded, knowing exactly what he meant.
"I would love to settle down and just concentrate on being in one place with my son." Kurt said smiling when he mentioned his son. Wes noticed Kurt didn't mention his husband. That's strange.
"We would all love you to be a permanent chief of this hospital Kurt." Wes said smiling and Kurt laughed.
"I don't know if I would get offere-
"Don't be silly. Of course you would. You're the best. Now, I'm going to get a coffee, you in?" Wes said cutting him and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"Oh god please yes." Kurt breathed out and Wes laughed and they started to make their way through the hospital.
They was currently walking back to the hospital, the coffee stall a block away was so much better than the hospitals. They really got on with eachother.
"I know you're only here on the Meadows case but I was so I was wondering if I could have your thoughts on a case I'm working on?" Wes said as they crossed the busy road.
"Of course. I don't mind. Hit me." Kurt said laughing and he grinned.
"Darlene Woods, forty eight year old mother of four. She suffering from stage four heart failure. Shes currently on the waiting list for a heart transplant but you know the score." Wes said professionally and Kurt nodded.
"Shes on ACE Inhibitors, diuretics and sacrubitril valsartan." Wes said as he opened the door for Kurt and he smiled and thanked him.
"I'm guessing she's pregnant." Kurt said and Wes nodded.
"The baby is under extreme stress due to her condition and her age.I know you specialise in Fetal and neonatal." Wes said as they came to the stairs.
"What's the diagnosis?" Kurt questioned.
"Amniotic Band Syndrome." Wes said and Kurt nodded and blew out air.
"Shes booked in for surgery with another fetal surgeon from another hospital but I would love if you could take over." Wes said smiling as they stopped.
"You're way more qualified and more equipped for the job. I know you've preformed countless of these surgeries and your survival rates are out standing."
Kurt nodded and smirked. "Do you think the other fetal surgeon will be pissed?"
"I couldn't care less, I want you to do it. She and her baby have more do a chance with you." Wes said laughing as he leaned over onto the wall.
"I'll be their to stop the constriction and you'll be there be there to monitor their hearts." Kurt said smirking leaning on the wall too.
"We will make one hell of a tag team." Wes said lifting his hand out.
"Let's do it." Kurt said laughing taking his hand and shaking it.
"Let's go and get her files now shall we?"
It was a four later, Blaine had just finished his Craniotomy. He was scrubbing out and he heard a knock on the door. David and Nick stepped through.
"How was it?" Nick said at his his friend.
Successful. Tumour removed and monitor skills intact. One hell of a tumour I tell you." Blaine said shaking his head is disbelief. "I'm surprised Mr Stevens lasted that long."
"Damn. I'll make sure I have a stiff drink waiting for you tonight." Nick said in shock and Blaine nodded as he started to dry his hands.
"Have you heard?" David said smirking and Nick laughed.
"Heard what?" Blaine said questioned.
"Follow us." Nick said and Blaine just nodded and followed them out the OR. They made there way through the hospital and they reached the board room.
"They're tag teaming." David said grinning.
Blaine looked through the window and seen Wes and Kurt around the board taking notes. Kurt was twirling a pen around his fingers, concentrating on the board.
"So you can see my problem?" Wes said turning to him and Kurt nodded.
"I'll do a Fetoscopy which will allow me to have direct visualisation of the amniotic band, I'll reduce the distil part, slowing the swelling and producing normal development." Kurt said still with his face turned to the board.
"That's perfect." Wes said smiling and Kurt smiled too.
"I'll do a Transesophageal Echo on the mother so I can monitor her without anything getting in the way and I'll also have a fetal heart monitor too so we can both observe that."
"How's that sound?" Wes said smirking and Kurt grinned.
"That's perfect." Kurt repeated and Wes held his hand out for a high five and Kurt rolled his ways but did it anyway.
"God squad." David said smirking.
"Not half." Nick said laughing.
"Oh I'm sitting in on that." Blaine said turning towards his friends.
For the next few they was all rushed off their feet. It was a never ending cycle of surgeries, evaluations, observations and paperwork. They was all exhausted. Kurt was loving every minute of it though. He really loved this hospital and all the staff. Kurt was with Arthur in his office.
"I'm really sorry for Mrs Meadows actions. I didn't expect you to be attacked on your first day." Arthur said sincerely as he pointed to his face.
"Don't be, I wanted to help. It was my own fault for getting to close." Kurt said smiling.
"How are you enjoying it here?"
"Truthfully I love it. I feel really invested here and I feel like I'm apart of something." Kurt said truthfully.
"Would you consider a permanent position of chief of of paediatrics and fetal medicine?" Arthur said sitting back in the chair.
"I would love too but I would have to talk to my husband first. It would be a big change for all of us." Kurt said smiling.
"The position is yours." Arthur said smiling.
"Thank you."
"What has the wall done to you?" Kurt said smirking at Blaine.
"I'm sorry what?"
"You're staring at the wall like it's killed your puppy." Kurt said pointing to the wall and he laughed.
"Sorry, I was in a world of my own." Blaine said turning to him.
"Are you okay?" Kurt said stepping forward and looking at him in concern.
"Of course. It's just been a long day." Blaine admitted and Kurt nodded in agreement.
"Hey guys!" Jeff said walking over to them. He was out of uniform.
"What are you doing here Jeff? It's your time off." Blaine said laughing and Kurt smiled at him.
"I'm here to pick Nicky up. He gets off soon." Jeff said beaming and he looked between them.
"How's your day been?"
Long they both said long at the same time and they all laughed.
"Already finishing each others sentences. Cute." Jeff said and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"He's married Jeff." Blaine said shaking his head and he just shrugged back.
"Hey!" Nick said running over. "Have you been waiting long? I got held up."
"Of course not." Jeff said smiling at him.
"How did your first day go ku-
"Daddy!"
Kurt beamed and they all turned round. Riley was wriggling out of Burt's grasp and was running over to him.
"Oh my god." Jeff said breathed out.
"Daddy!" Riley said again and Kurt threw his head back in laughter and kneeled down and watched his son struggling to run but he finally made it and jumped into his dads arms.
"That's the cutest thing I've ever seen." Nick said laughing at the way the was holding eachother.
"My heart can't take it." Blaine said smiling wildly
"Daddy! I couldn't go bow bow's." Riley said sadly and pulled back so he could look at his dad.
"Oh no daddy you have a boo boo on your pretty face." Riley said lifting his hand up and stroking his cheek.
"I'm okay baby." Kurt said sweetly leaning over and kissed him. He made grabby heads and Kurt laughed and lifted him up on to his hip and turned towards his friends.
"You wanna say hi?" Kurt said as Riley had his arms wrapped around his neck tightly.
"Are they your friends?" Riley whispered and Kurt nodded and kissed him on the cheek.
"Hi! My name is Riley!" He said excitedly and reached over to Jeff.
"He's very clingy." Kurt warned him but he'd reached over and pulled him off his dad.
"Hello Riley! My name is Jeff. Aren't you the most cutest thing I have ever laid my eyes on?" Jeff cooed and he giggled and nodded.
"I get that from my daddy."
There was a chorus of laughters and Jeff nodded. "He is supper cute your daddy."
"Did you know my daddy saves babies?" Riley said excitedly.
"I did! He makes them all better! He's amazing." Jeff gushed and Kurt just rolled his eyes as a faint blush rose from his neck.
"Ortho, orth, orthop." Riley was trying to read the big word.
"Orthopaedics sweetheart." Jeff said laughing at the cutest.
"Bones and muscle right daddy?" Riley said turndown to his dad.
"That's right kiddo." Kurt said proudly and they all looked at the boy in shock. Riley leaned over and kissed him on the cheek and held his hands out for Nick.
"How does he know that?" Blaine said in amazement looking at him.
"He travel's with me, he's very very nosy." Kurt said smirking and they all laughed again.
"I can't deal." Nick said laughing and picked Riley up.
"Hello little man, my name is Nick." Nick said as he watched Riley clap his hands excitedly.
"Hi Nicky, nice to meet you." Riley said and Nick nearly died at the nickname. He leaned into Nick and whispered loudly into his ear.
"Who hurt my daddy?"
Nick lifted his gaze to kurt's who was looking over licking his lip nervously.
"Daddy took a stumble on the stairs, Nicky fixed it." Nick said and Kurt beamed and nodded a thank you.
"You fixed it Nicky?" Riley said in amazement
"I sure did little man!" Nick replied laughing as he leaned in and kissed him.
"Plastics." Riley read out and beamed. "I know what that is."
"You do?" Nicky said shocked and he nodded.
"Thank you for fixing daddy!"
"Oh my god is that your kid?" David said walking over with Wes and joined them. Kurt nodded and Riley wriggled out of Nicks grasp and looked at his dad.
"They're friends honey."
Riley beamed and ran over to David and Wes who had both kneeled down.
"You coming to see your old man?" Burt said laughing and Kurt nodded.
"Will you-
"Go we got him!" Jeff said and Kurt hesitantly walked over to his dad.
"Hi! My name is Riley! Pleasure to meet you!" Riley said and he leaned in and kissed them both on the cheek.
"Oh my." Wes said placing a hand on his heart and David was laughing.
"I'm David and this is Wes." David said smiling and Riley nodded.
"Nicky fixed my daddies face." Riley said pointing over to Nick. "What do you do?"
David was blown away by this kid. He was incredibly smart.
"Well you know when you get a boo boo?" David said nodding. "Or if you fell off your bike and get a nasty cut?"Riley nodded again.
"Well I fix that."
"Trauma."
"Wow." David said in laughing and Riley turned to Wes.
"I fix people's hearts." Wes said smiling and Riley nodded.
"Do you think you could fix my daddies heart?"
Wes frowned and David did too. The others was waiting for Wes to question him.
"Well your daddy is already on special pills-
"No I don't mean daddies fast heart." Riley said reaching up and placing a hand on his face.
"Then what do you mean little man?" Nick said as he crouched with them. They all followed suit.
"Maybe not." Riley said turning his head towards his dad and back.
"It's okay, you can tell us. We love your daddy." Blaine said smiling and he walked over. He leaned over and read his name tag.
"Blaine." Riley said Blaine beamed and nodded. Riley hugged him, hanging from his neck.
"You fix brains." Riley said smiling.
"This kid is unreal." Nick breathed out and they all nodded.
"I sure do." Blaine said laughing.
He leaned over and kissed Blaine on the cheek twice and walked back over to Wes. He turned back round and his Kurt waved and Riley waved madly back.
"I want my daddy to be happy but it's broken." Riley said to Wes.
"Which is broken?" Wes said grabbing his little hands.
"His heart." Riley said looking at their hands.
"Why is it broken sweetie?" Jeff said concerned.
"Liam." Riley said bluntly with a frown and they all looked at eachother.
"Your papa?" Blaine asked and Riley rolled his eyes and it reminded them of Kurt.
"Liam." Riley said again turning his head to Blaine.
"Isn't Liam your papa?" Nick questioned.
"He hurts daddy. He's not my papa."
They all was disgusted. How could someone hurt Kurt? They needed to speak to him.
"Daddy thinks I don't know but I do." Riley said again. "Can you all fix it?"
Kurt walked over and smiled. "Fix what baby?"
"My boo boo on my knee. I fell today chasing Grandpa." Riley lied and Kurt picked him up. They was shocked at how quickly Riley had thought up something. Riley knew a lot and they needed to talk to him, right now.
"So, I've gotta stay for abit longer. Grandpa is going to take you home okay?" Kurt said kissing his cheek.
"Why don't you both stay for a little bit? You only have to sign off some paperwork and do an evaluation right?" Nick said and Kurt nodded.
"I don't know it's getting late-
"Please daddy?" Riley said kissing him.
"You know I can't say no to you." Kurt said and Riley giggled.
"I know daddy."
"I'll go and tell my dad. Will you watch him a sec?"
"Of course." Blaine said smiling and Kurt walked back one to his dad and Riley walked over to Blaine and wrapped his arms round him. Kurt retuned back shortly and they made their way through the hospital. Riley was clinging onto his dads side chatting away.
"We watched beauty and the beast and Grandpa got us pizza."
Kurt turned to him and squinted his eyes.
"Oops. We never got pizza. I ate pizza. Grandpa didn't."
The others laughed and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"And I fell and got a boo boo but you can kiss it better." Riley said smiling and Kurt laughed.
"Of course of can baby." Kurt said tickling his side which made his giggle and hold on tighter.
"And then papa called." Riley said as they carried on walking.
"That's great sweetie." Kurt said sweetly kissing him on the cheek.
They others glanced at Kurt. He smile was forced for his son.
"He asked bout you." Riley said again and his grip got tighter. "I told papa that I really liked it here."
"What did he say?" Kurt said grinning and his son.
"He said that's great." Riley said as they carried on walking.
Kurt felt sick. He knew. He knew that they was here and he was asking about him. He is pissed.
"Daddy you're hurting my hand." Riley said looking up to him.
"Oh god sorry, are you okay?" Kurt said in panic and picked him up.
"Yes daddy you squeezed a little hard."
"I'm so sorry." Kurt said bringing his hand up to kiss it.
They all watched Kurt grip get tighter and see the panic in his eyes when he realised he hurt him. Kurt wasn't just scared, he was terrified. They got the the room and stepped through and they all sat down.
"Why are you both still here? Aren't you meant to be going home?"Kurt questioned as he placed Riley down on the sofa and kissed his hand again.
"Oh yeah we will soon." Jeff said nervously and Nick nodded.
"What's up?" Kurt questioned. He seen all their faces and he started to worry.
"What's happened?" Kurt asked again.
"Nothing Kurt we just wanted to speak to you." Blaine said smiling but it wasn't his normal smile. It was weak and full of sadness. Kurt looked at them confused.
"Have I did something wrong?" Kurt whispered as he unpacked his sons iPad and leaned over him, putting a movie on for him and placing his headphones over his head. He sat down and Riley climbed onto his and curled up to his side. Riley couldn't hear anything.
"No, you've did nothing wrong Kurt. You're perfect." Blaine said confidently and Kurt laughed nervously and nodded.
"What is it then?" Kurt asked again as he checked to make sure Riley couldn't hear their conversation.
"Riley asked me to fix your heart." Wes said swallowing and looking up to him.
"Okay?" Kurt said confused.
"We asked him why and he basically told us that Liam
broke it." Nick added.
"Oh." Kurt said moving his gaze to his son. "He said Liam?"
"Yeah. He didn't call him papa, he called him Liam." David said slowly.
"How bad is it Kurt?" Blaine asked meeting his gaze.
"Not bad." Kurt quickly shot out. "He's just a little vocal."
"How bad is it Kurt?" Jeff asked again and Kurt turned away.
"Honestly, I'm fine you don't have to worry." Kurt said again facing his son and running his fingers through his hair.
"We just want to help you." Blaine added and Kurt looked up at him.
"I just don't understand how he knows." Kurt said placing a hand to his head.
"He said that you didn't know that he knew. He said he had seen it." David said softly.
"I erm." Kurt coughed. "I just."
Kurt tried to hold back the tears but he was so tired. They started to fall from his face silently.
"Can you just watch him." Kurt said as his voice began to crack.
They nodded and Kurt stood up and placed Riley down and kissed his head. He walked out the room quickly. He stood outside the room and placed his hands on his face. He tried to breathe but he started to hyperventilate. His son had seen it. His son had watched him get beaten.
"Kurt."
Kurt turned around and smiled but the tears again to fall harder. Blaine walked over and wrapped his arms around his waist and Kurt wrapped his arms around his shoulders. He could feel kurt's heart pounding erratically and his sharp inhales to stop himself from making any noise.
"We just want you help you." Blaine said softly in his ear and Kurt pulled back. He lifted his hand and brushed his tears away with his thumb and Kurt closed his eyes and sighed.
"That feels nice." Kurt whispered as he felt Blaine's hand gently run up and down his cheek. Blaine lifted his head up so they was looking at eachother.
"Let me help you."
Kurt bit his lip and went to look away as more tears fell but Blaine turned his head back.
"Let me help you, please."
A sob escaped his lips and he nodded. Blaine reached up and started to wipe the tears away and Kurt took a few big deep breaths and nodded again.
"Thank you." Kurt said smiling at him and Blaine smiled back and they walked back into the room.
"Sorry." Kurt said smiling as he sat back down and grabbed Riley and brought him into his knee.
"It's okay Kurt. Take your time." Wes said softly.
"He's a bad alcoholic." Kurt said turning towards them.
"That's why you don't drink isn't it?" David said and he nodded.
"It wouldn't make a difference anyway, I'm not allowed too." Kurt said laughing in disbelief.
"Work got harder, he started to drink more. Our relationship was incredible until we got married." Kurt said turning to them and they nodded, not wanting to interrupt him.
"I never wanted to be married but he really wanted to and I wanted to make him happy so I agreed. As soon as them papers where signed he was like a different person."
"Is that when the abusive started?" Jeff asked sadly and Kurt nodded.
"It was little things first like him making us move from Ohio because he said he knew what was best for us so I agreed."
"I always wanted a child and he did too so we decided to adopt Riley. Things was great until he was about six months old." Kurt said turning to his son.
"He wouldn't let me move anywhere. If I went grocery shopping he would have to come. He practically had my phone all day and was literally making all my business calls for me."
"Jesus." David said shocked and Kurt nodded.
"All my attention was on Riley and he got incredible jealous. I was exhausted, I was juggling Riley and this job and I didn't have my dad. I was just breaking. He wanted sex, I said no so he forced it." Kurt said still with his head towards his soon, stoking his hair.
"He raped you?" Nick said with disgust in his eyes.
"He rapes me Nick." Kurt said turning towards him.
"Oh my god." Blaine said turning towards him. Kurt wiped a tear away and carried on.
"He makes me enjoy it. Says if he doesn't he'll do the same as he does to me to Riley." Kurt said as another tear fell.
"When Riley turned one he started to get physical. It was just slaps at first but as Riley got older and my attention got more distracted with my son it got more aggressive." Kurt said turning them.
"What does he do Kurt?" Wes said shocked.
"He beats me in places you can't see. He tells me I'm worthless and no one would want me after what he has done to me. Chokes me from time to time and he's held my face that tight once he broke my jaw. He's broke wrists, fingers, my left arm, ribs." Kurt choked out as he wiped the tears away.
"I don't care what he does to me, the only reason I'm still there because he told me if I get left him he would make sure I never see Riley again. He's a lawyer and a damn good one. He knows what he's doing, he could easily do it."
"He's raping you, besting you to a pulp and you're staying?" Jeff said and Kurt nodded.
"Until you have a child you just don't understand. Riley is my world, I would die for him. I can take it over and over and over again every single bastard night just so I know he's safe." Kurt said as he brought his son closer to him and Jeff wiped a tear away and nodded.
"I'm so sorry Kurt." Blaine said, his eyes red from holding back the tears. Kurt nodded and wiped another tear away.
"You're so fucking brave man." David sitting back on the chair.
"How bad are you hurt right now?" Wes said.
"Pretty bad." Kurt laughed softly and ran a hand down his face.
"Can we see?" Wes added.
Kurt sat there for a while before nodding. He turned to Riley who had fallen asleep so he placed him on the sofa and watched behind it.
"Sorry fellas, it's been a while since I've undressed in front of five man. Just give me a minute." Kurt said smirking but they knew what he meant by it.
"Take your time. We are here for you sweetie." Jeff said softly and Kurt nodded.
Kurt had taken his white jacket off and he placed it on the table, his stethoscope was placed on top of it. Kurt turned his head to the wall and took a minute before grabbing the bottom of his scrub top and lifting it over his head and then he heard the gasps.
"What the fuck." Blaine said standing up slowly.
They looked at his body. He was pretty much black and blue. Old bruises placed on top of new ones, scatted from his chest right down to his stomach. The only place Kurt was bruise free was over his heart, a huge calligraphy tattoo was spread out with his sons name. Kurt said stop there. He kicked his shoes off and the tears fell and started to undo the knot in his scrub bottoms and pulling them down too. He seen them all stand up.
"Jesus fucking Christ." Wes breathed out as he looked over the other half of his body. His thighs was purple and trail down right down to his ankles. Kurt looked at them before turning around.
"Is that a fucking boot mark?" Jeff said as his own tears started to fall.
"Yeah. He's getting pretty good with his feet." Kurt said bluntly
"That's not funny Kurt." Blaine said sternly and Kurt Kurt let out a sob and started to cry, his back was turned to them and he placed a hand over his mouth to stop the noise.
"You can't do this no more, he's going to kill you." Nick said.
"I know." Kurt breathed out. He started to feel vulnerable. He's was practically naked in front of these men. Blaine walked over and stood in front of him, keeping his eyes on his.
"Don't panic." Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded.
He crouched down and lifted his scrub bottoms up and started to tie them loosely before leaning over and helping him put on his scrub top. He held out his white jacket and Kurt placed his arms in and Blaine helped him into it. His placed his name tag back into his bottoms and wrapped the stethoscope around his neck.
"No one should go through this, especially as someone as perfect as you. We are going to help you, keep you and your son safe. Do you understand?" Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded and leaned in and wrapped his arms around him.
"Thank you." Kurt breathed out and he placed a gently kiss to his cheek.
"Always." Blaine said and Kurt laughed. He pulled away and walked to the others hugging them too. They hugged him gently making sure they wasn't hurting him.
"You go and do what you have to do. I'll watch him for you, I don't mind. He's no bother." Jeff said smiling at Riley who was sleeping.
"Are you sure?"
"Of course I'm sure sweetie."
Kurt left and made his way back to his ward. He felt a relief had been lifted off his shoulders. He had knew these people for five minutes and he felt like he had known them his whole life.
"I can't believe what I've just seen and heard. That man is the most bravest person I have ever met." Wes said admiring his bravery.
"How can you do that to someone?" Blaine said in shock.
"I wish I knew Blaine. We need to help him and Riley." Jeff said and with that Riley woke up.
"Where's daddy?" Riley said in panic as he looked around.
"It's okay sweetie. Daddy has just gone to check on a little baby." Jeff said and Riley sat back down.
"Did daddy tell you?" Riley said looking at them all.
"He did sweetheart." Blaine said nodding.
Riley smiled and walked over to Blaine and climbed into him and hurried his face into his chest.
"Thank you for looking after daddy."
It broke them. Seeing him. Riley wanted the pain to stop and that's exactly what they was going to do. Blaine held him tightly and soon enough he fell back asleep. They chatted about the situation, trying to come up with ways they could help him and Kurt slipped back into the room half an hour later. Smiling at his son is Blaine's arms.
"Did he wake up?" Kurt asked grinning at them.
"Yeah, he wanted some of Blaine's cuddles." Jeff said and Kurt laughed softly.
"Thank you for everything, looking after him and me. I'll never forget it." Kurt said as he walked over.
"It's no problem Kurt. We just want to keep you both safe." David said and he grinned.
"I'm going to take him home. You all need to go too, you've been here long enough with me."
"Kurt we wanted to stay with you." Wes said and Kurt smiled.
"I know but you both have all your other lives to deal with, I don't want you stuck with my problem too." Kurt said kneeling down in front of Blaine and his son.
"You're stuck with us now, get use to it." Blaine said and Kurt looked up at him and laughed.
"I'm okay with that." Kurt admitted.
"Riley." Kurt said softly stroking his sons hair.
"Yes daddy." Riley said groggily and Kurt laughed.
"Come on son, it's time to go home." Kurt said and Riley nodded into Blaine's chest and held his hands out and Kurt grabbed him and lifted him out and placing him on his hip. Riley put face face into his neck and closed his eyes again. Jeff stood up and packed Riley's things into his backpack and placed it gently onto his friends shoulder.
"Thank you honey." Kurt said and Jeff beamed and placed a kiss to him on the cheek.
"I'll walk you out." Blaine said and Kurt nodded.
"I'll see you all in tomorrow. Thank you, again." Kurt said sweetly before leaving with Blaine.
"Let me take him Kurt." Blaine said turning to him as he seen him fast twist in pain as he son wrapped his legs around his torso.
"Blaine you don't have to do that."
"I want too." Blaine said reaching a hand out and stopping him gently. Kurt nodded and passed his son over to Blaine. Riley just got comfortable and wrapped his arms round his neck. Kurt bit his lip and looked down so Blaine reached over with his spare hand and lifted his face up when no one was around.
"I've got you Kurt."
Kurt grinned and laughed nervously but then he stopped all of a sudden and looked at Blaine. His eyes was so inviting and welcoming, a gorgeous honey colour. He felt like he could get lost in them.
"Kurt."
Kurt smiled and looked away. "Sorry."
They carried on walking and had just got outside the hospital, making their way to Kurt's car. Blaine kept glancing at Kurt making sure he was okay.
"I'm fine." Kurt said rolling his eyes.
"I know. I'm just checking." Blaine said with laugh as they got to his car. Kurt opened the backseat, placing Riley in and buckling him up securely and shutting the door. He leaned over the car to Blaine.
"Will you get in the car for a moment?"
Blaine smiled and opened the car door and got in. Kurt did too and they gently shut it so they wouldn't wake Riley. Kurt leaned his head back into the seat and turned his head towards Blaine.
"I've known you not even for a day." Kurt said biting his lip and Blaine nodded.
"I look at you and I feel alive." Kurt added and Blaine grinned and nodded.
"You're not the only one Kurt." Blaine whispered and Kurt licked his lips.
"I hate him. I hate him for what he's did to me and my son but I'm not a cheat." Kurt said reaching over and taking this hand.
"I know you're not. You had the perfect opportunity in the changing rooms to lay on on me and you didn't." Blaine said laughing and Kurt giggled.
"I like you." Kurt said turning his head back round.
"I like you too." Blaine admitted squeezing his hand.
They stared at eachother for a few minutes, holding each other's hand.
"I better get him home." Kurt said and Blaine nodded turning towards to look at his son.
"I'll see you tomorrow?" Blaine said hopeful and Kurt grinned.
"Tomorrow."
Blaine got out the car and before he shut the door he leaned over.
"Courage Kurt." Blaine said before shutting the door and walking away. Kurt threw his head back and a large smile spread across him face.
Kurt carried his son into his childhood home and his father was sitting down on the sofa.
"There you both are." Burt said standing up and walking over to them.
"Sorry, I got carried away." Kurt said as he leaned over and kissed his dad on his cheek.
"How was your first day?"
"Amazing dad. I love it there." Kurt said laughing softly. "I wanna move back."
"You do?" Burt said grinning and Kurt nodded.
"I want to be here with you." Kurt said and he leaned over and gave his dad a hug, gripping Riley with his other arm.
"I love you both so much." Burt said kissing his son and leaving down to kiss his grandson.
"We love you too." Kurt said smiling.
"Carol in bed?" Kurt said as he lifted his son up lighter.
"Yeah. She wanted to stay up but I made her go." Burt said and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"Go to bed." Kurt said sternly and Burt just laughed and started to make his way up the stairs.
"You too kid."
Kurt was laying in bed wide awake that morning, watching his son sleep. He hand was running through his hair. He would do anything to protect him. He hadn't spoke to Liam since the day before they left for Ohio. Liam didn't like him calling him, it had to be Kurt the one who waited for the phone call. He carefully left his sons grip and started to get ready for work. He showered quickly and got dressed. He hated looking at himself. His self confidence had been well and truly ruined. He left room after kissing his son and made his way out his room he got the the kitchen and leaned his head on the side and watched Carol.
"Good morning sweetie!" Carol said happily as she walked over to him and gave him a huge hug which Kurt accepted quickly.
"Hey you." Kurt said kissing her on the cheek.
"Where's the little munchkin?" She said checking around his ankles which made him laugh.
"He's still sleeping thankfully. He has a late night." Kurt said smiling at her.
"You want something to eat sweetie?"
"No, I'm okay." Kurt said smiling.
"Kurt." Carol said turning to him.
"I'll get something on the way, love you." Kurt said quickly kissing her and running out the door.
He didn't get something to eat, he never does. He pulled up at the hospital and leaned his head back on the seat. He was way to early. He had been sitting there with his eyes shut for ten minutes before someone opened his door and got in and shut it. He felt someone place there fingers to his wrist.
"Just checking you're not a corpse."
Kurt started to laugh and his eyes shot open and turned to Blaine. Kurt continued to laugh and his eyes began to water. Blaine rested his head back and watched him. He's so beautiful
"It's rude to stare." Kurt said through the laughs.
"You're like the last cookie in the jar." Blaine said and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
"Why is that?" Kurt questioned with a smile.
"You want it but you know you can't have it." Blaine said with a shrug and Kurt took his his seatbelt off and turned towards him.
"Why can't you have the cookie?" Kurt said amused.
"Because it's not mine to take." Blaine said with a laugh and turned his head away.
Kurt swallowed and reached over and placed his hand on his chin and turned his head back around. Blaine coughed and smiled.
"Blaine." Kurt said softly, his laughter was gone.
"Yes?" Blaine whispered back.
"I want you to take it." Kurt admitted and Blaine shut his eyes.
"I know."
Kurt sighed and pulled his hand away and they sat together in a comfortable silence. The music was softly playing in the background.
"I'm sorry, for everything he has done to you. I wish I could take it away from you."
Kurt nodded and turned his head. "You're not real."
Blaine let out a laugh and shook his head. "I'm just stating facts."
"You know what I wish for?" Kurt said and Blaine smiled.
"What would you wish for?" Blaine replied.
"That I met you first." Kurt said biting his lip. He let out a nervous laugh and started tapping on the steering wheel.
"Come inside the hospital."
They walked in silence together and they got to a room. Blaine opened it and pushed Kurt gently inside. It was a room for staff members to sleep. Pretty small but enough to do the job.
"Why are we in here Dr Anderson?" Kurt said squinting his eyes.
"Don't get the wrong idea." Blaine said smiling and Kurt nodded.
"Not that I wouldn't want to or anything." Blaine added in panic and Kurt just rolled his eyes.
He grabbed his hands and walked them over to the bed and pushed him down gently.
"I'm definitely getting the wrong idea." Kurt said smirking.
"Shut up." Blaine said and Kurt just laughed harder. He pushed Kurt so he was laying down and then he crawled on top of him, straddling him.
"Blaine." Kurt said as he felt the weight of him on top of him.
"Shut your eyes."
"Blain-
"Shut them."
Kurt laughed and shut them. He didn't know what Blaine was going to do. He wanted to be kissed by this man so badly but he couldn't. He had to be faithful. Him being on top of him was bad enough.
"Do you trust me?" Blaine said as he placed a hand on his face.
"Blaine." Kurt licking his lips with his eyes still closed.
"I want to kiss you so badly but I'm not going to break your promise, okay?" Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded.
"Tell me some things that you love about yourself." Blaine said and Kurt just laughed and shook his head.
"Come on Kurt! Amuse me?" Blaine said with a laugh.
Kurt couldn't think of anything apart from his son. That's how low he felt about himself. He acted confidence but it was all for show. He was run down and broken and that's all he ever thought about himself as.
"Kurt." Blaine said again as he seen the struggle in his face.
"I just don't know." Kurt said truthfully.
"How about I tell you then?" Blaine said and before Kurt could say no he had already started.
"You're incredibly kind and your smile could light up a room." Blaine said smiling at him.
"Blai-
"You have a laugh that would make anyone laugh. It's the most beautiful sound I've ever heard."
"Blai-
"Your eyes could tell a million stories. I've known you one day and they talk before you even open your mouth. Not to mention the colour, I could get drown in them."
Kurt didn't bother trying to tell him to stop because he was going to carry on anyway.
"Your face is perfection. I've never been so attractive to anyone in my whole life."
Kurt felt like he couldn't breathe and that wasn't because he was sitting on top of him.
"Your intelligence is beyond amazing and not to mention how fucking good you are at your job."
Kurt wanted to tell him to stop but he didn't fight it. He wanted to hear him say it.
"You've been through so much and you still have your head held up high and a smile on your face, no matter how broken you feel inside."
Kurt finally opened his eyes and looked at him.
"The love you have for your son makes my heart melt. I've never seen anyone love someone as much as you love him."
Kurt swallowed but her his gaze.
"You Dr Hummel, are the definition of beautiful. So, every time he calls you worthless and broken you think of all those things I've just said and remember that you're not worthless or broken but you're beautiful and brave." Blaine finished off as he brushed a stray tear away from his face.
"Say it Kurt." Blaine said again and Kurt closed his eyes.
"I'm not worthless or broken." Kurt whispered.
"What are you?" Blaine asked with his hand still holding his face.
"Blaine." Kurt said closing his eyes again.
"Say it, please." Blaine said leaning forward.
"I'm beautiful and brave." Kurt choked out.
"And don't ever think otherwise. Do you understand?" Blaine said lovingly and he just nodded as the tears ran down his face.