The next day in the evening, he woke up without your presence. His body fell into semi-coma where his body was forced to heal itself.

When he look at the mirror, he saw the branding that writes 'slut' on him.

He curled his body into a ball and sobs uncontrollably. Everything is still extremely sore, he's not sure about the wound down there. All he knows is he's so hurt and scared that he needs somebody to hold him and comfort him.

He gently touch the burned skin on his ribs. "I'm not a slut... Am I?"

He tried to get up and go back to his place. But however, his legs is not strong enough to support his body weight. He fell down to the floor. It cause him to trembles at the sudden pain and let out groans of pain.

"That's my first time down there..."

Not giving up, he kept on trying his best to collect his belongings and get out of here as soon as possible but it just seems like..

he can't.

He finally collapsed to the floor again, sobbing. "I'm... Totally screwed."

He's about to close his eyes again when suddenly the door open.

"Oh... So you've wake up."

He crawl toward you and quickly hug your leg as he muttered sorry while sobbing. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.. Please don't leave me alone."

You bend over your knees and help him up.

"Geez, I'm here."

"I thought you left me.." He sobs uncontrollably as you pull him closer to your chest. "It'll really make me feel like a slut."

"But you are, aren't you?"

He quiet down, not saying anything. You sigh as you realised he's still too fragile right now.

"It doesn't matter. Let me take you home."

~~

It was quiet. None of you decided to say anything. You ride the car as Chrollo leans to the window silently. He's hestitant to talk first but he decided to say it anyway.

"Forgive me. Please.."

"I don't think I can. I'm... So disappointed."

He started to sobs. "I'm so sorry."

"I trusted you.."

He sigh and look at you. "I know I've made a mistake, but please don't leave me! My love is not fake.."

"You just wanna steal my nen! Using your body as a bait, such a slut!"

"I'm a thief! Not a slut!" He seems so angry and sad at the same time that he cries harder. "I just wanted to say sorry.. why do you insult me like that?

"Tch! Don't act all dramatic now. You always do this to deceive your victim, don't you?"

"No. It's my first time doing anal. "

Your eyes widen as you realised that you've might left a trauma on him. But it's not like you gonna believe him once again and fall into his trap.

"If you want my forgiveness then..

..Prove me yout loyalty."

"..yes."

~~

Both of you went for another round as you arrive on his room. It seems like he's enduring the pain the whole time. You do it gently this time but his wounds are not healed yet.

Chrollo lay on his bed limply as your session is over. Everything is still sore, as if it were a reminder of what just happened between the two of you. You just let him be before you realise his eyes started to water as if he's gonna cry.

"How are you feeling? Are you okay now?" You realised that you need to take care of him properly, knowing the risk of awful trauma or mind break.

He shook his head. "I'm really scared.. Everything hurts so bad."

"Hmm.. bend down your knees."

He obeyed but seems really tense as you spread his cheeks. "Calm down, I'm trying to check your injuries."

You sigh and took your med kit.

"Oww." He groan and hiss as you applied ointment on and inside his ass.

"Shushh. I know it's really sore but it'll help you heal nicely."

"It really hurts..." He hissed.

"Yeah yeah, it's done." You put the ointment back in the med kit.

You pull him closer to your chest. "Sleep, Chrollo. I've worn you out."

Sleep quickly took his consciousness away as his body need more rest.

~~

You're about to wake him up and give him some breakfast but you see that he is crying in his sleep. It's most likely that he's having a nightmare.

"Hey, hey! What happened?" You tried to wake him up.

"Y/n?" He hugged you as he wake up.

"Shush.. I don't know what happened in your dream but everything is gonna be alright okay?"

"Am I really a slut?"

Your eyes widen as he said that. You look at him in the eyes and put your hands on his shoulder. "No, you're not a slut. You're my property but no one else can touch you like a slut."

He started to cry and trembles. "I'm scared.. I don't wanna be treated like a slut."

"The only one who should ever hurt you is me. No one else should or I'll kill them."

"I went through all of this for you y/n. So please don't you ever leave me."

"Yes... I won't leave you."