Happy cautiously lay down on the table. She leaned with her back to Paige and loosened the towel and then lay flat as the masseuse pulled the towel away.
The door opened and Paige walked out grinning as she moved her arms and shoulders. "Oh man, she hit ever spot like she could read my mind Happy. I almost feel like I could sleep for a week now. How do you feel?" Paige looked back with a large smile on her face and saw Happy still looked pretty uptight. She frowned. "Happy? Is everything okay? Didn't you enjoy the massage?"
Happy nodded. "Yup, I'm feeling great Paige, thanks for thinking of this."
Paige slowly shook her head. "Then put a smile on that sourpuss. The sauna is next!" She reached out and grabbed Happy's hand and pulled and led her on further into the back of the facility. They passed several hallways and finally came to the ladies sauna and Jacuzzi room entrance.
Paige pushed the door open and walked in and continued to pull Happy in her wake. They walked around the room divider and found the entrance into the sauna and Paige opened the door and walked in then waited for Happy to come in. She pulled the door closed and watched Happy sit down on one of the benches. Paige stepped over and set the timer on the side of the heater box and poured some water into the top. Almost instantly steam began rising up and filling the room. Paige turned and sat down fairly close to Happy. Too close in Happy's opinion for how she was feeling.
Paige's eyes were closed as she tugged on her towel and it came free and she opened it up exposing her body to the steam. "God, that steam feels so good after the massage. Don't you think Happy?"
Happy kind of grunted as she was staring over at Paige's breasts jutting out from her chest. They looked every bit as good as they had in her dream. She involuntarily licked her lips and then closed her eyes as Paige moved.
Paige turned her head and opened her eyes. She giggled. "Happy, you need to open your towel. You'll get too over heated if you leave it closed like that." Paige reached over and took the folds of Happy's towel in her hands and pulled. Happy's eyes shot open feeling Paige's hands touch her skin and then she watched Paige expose her body. "There, that's better. Oh wow, I didn't realize you had a birthmark right there below your left breast." Paige leaned over to get a better look at it. Happy couldn't believe Paige's mouth was just a few inches from her exposed breasts. Paige smiled as she looked up at Happy. "It is really cute."
Paige leaned back and closed her eyes again.
Happy sat there trying her best to relax. It seemed like she had just started to relax and the little buzzer went off and Paige groaned. "Well dang it. Oh well, now we get to go sit in the Jacuzzi before we go home."
"Huh?" Happy asked almost panicked.
Paige looked over with her brow furrowed. "Are you sure you are okay Happy? You just don't seem to be yourself."
"I guess it is just that dream still bothering me a little." Happy said as she quickly wrapped the ends of the towel up and covered herself.
Paige nodded before she sighed as she pulled the towel ends up and folded them over securing the towel about herself. She smiled at Happy. "Let's go."
They made their way on back and found the attendant for the Jacuzzis. Paige gave her the little token she was given at check in. "Oh, you're in the wrong part. Just go through this door. You are in booth twelve." The attendant told her as she handed back the token.
Paige nodded and led Happy down the small hallway and through the door and found they were back in the main part of the facility instead of the ladies only. She saw another attendant and they walked over and gave him the token. He smiled and gave them a key and pointed at a door with the number twelve on it. They walked over and opened the door and stepped in. The room was like the couples massage room. It was decorated with romantic and sexual themes.
Paige smiled as she locked the door. "I wonder if I could get Walter to agree to come here. I doubt he would go for the massage but surely he wouldn't mind the Jacuzzi. She smiled as she quickly pulled her towel off and hung it on the rack on the wall before setting the timer and temperature on the tub. The tub whirled to life as she started to get in. She stopped as she saw Happy still standing there. She stepped over and put her hand to Happy's forehead.
Happy jerked back. "Paige?"
Paige smiled. "You were just standing here and I was afraid you got too hot. Give me your towel and get in the tub, I'll hang it up."
Happy stood there looking at her like she'd spoke Greek.
Paige laughed as she shook her head. She reached out and Happy felt her fingertips slip between the towel and her left breast. Paige pulled and the towel separated.
Happy almost gasped as Paige's middle finger had been down just enough to sweep over her nipple. She saw Paige smile. "There, now get in the tub."
Happy stood there naked for another moment. Paige turned from hanging up the towel and climbed over the side into the tub. Happy couldn't help but look at Paige's bare ass. She swallowed and got into the tub.
They sat there silent for almost half of the timer time. And Paige finally opened her eyes as she stretched. "Man this has been such a wonderful day. I wonder if I can talk Walter into letting us do this all the time. Well probably not all the time, we'll both have to watch the temps what with being pregnant and all."
Happy barely nodded. "That's a good point."
Paige smiled as she looked at her. "Okay girl. You need to level with me. Toby mentioned before they left that you said the dream faded. But with what you've said and the way you are acting I am getting the feeling that isn't the case. So, talk to me. What happened in this dream? Helping you guys emotionally is part of my job, but I am also your friend so how can I help you get over it?"
Happy shook her head. "I-I don't think y-you can."
Paige frowned. "You almost never stutter Happy. Come on, I thought we were getting so much closer together after the mess we made with CP." She reached over and gently placed her hand on Happy's shoulder. "Tell me what happened in this dream."
Happy weighed her options. She didn't think Paige would tell anyone. But would she hate her was the biggest question or would she laugh at her for being aroused by her enough to have a sex dream about her? That actually caused her trepidation. She didn't think she could handle it if Paige laughed or grew disgusted at her.
Happy finally nodded. "Fine, I'll try to explain, but you have to make me some promises first."
Paige's eyebrows furrowed but slowly she nodded.
Happy looked about the small room. "First, you can not tell anyone, period." She watched as Paige nodded. "You can't laugh or get disgusted at me for it." Paige became very curious now but nodded. Happy sat looking at her.
Paige smiled. "If those are your only conditions then yes, I can promise you I won't tell anyone about your dream. I won't laugh at you for the dream and I won't get disgusted by you for it either."
Happy sighed as she leaned close to Paige. "I had a sex dream."
Paige smiled. "There is nothing wrong with that Happy. Our brains do it all the time to us. At least according to Toby and Walter, and if we remember them it means we really enjoyed them. Plus your pregnant, some of the hormonal changes could have you wanting more or a different type of love."
"Well it wasn't with the Doc, that's what makes it difficult." Happy told her as she sat back.
Paige recalled Toby saying it was about Collins and she frowned. "Wait, Toby said it was about Collins, is that why you are having the hard time?"
Happy made a disgusted face and shook her head. "No, I made that up to throw him off."
Paige let her breath out in relief then smiled. "So who was it about then?"
Happy drew in a nervous breath. "You."
She said it so quickly and quietly Paige couldn't quite make it out over the Jacuzzi. She blinked several times. "I'm sorry Happy, I couldn't understand that." Paige moved over closer to Happy in case she mumbled again maybe she would hear it better.
Happy drew in another nervous breath as she looked at Paige sitting there. She was keenly aware of their hips touching. "You."
Paige looked at her for a moment and then smiled. "Happy, that is so sweet. Did I tell you about the one I had of Walter? It was right after Drew came back. I had thought I had slept with Drew and he came walking out of the shower and it turned out to be Walter."
Happy shook her head. "It isn't that simple. I've been fantasizing about it all day. Every time I look at you I am reminded of all we did in it. How wonderful it all felt. I've had to stop myself from trying to kiss you."
Paige continued smiling. "We've been becoming closer for a little while now Happy. Have you even ever had a female friend before? I don't mean like Ada, but a friendship that could have resulted in a romantic relationship between you?"
Happy shook her head. "You're the first female adult friend I've ever had. Not even a genius one, not that I knew any."
Paige nodded. "You've been so guarded all your life it isn't surprising to me to be honest. Since you enjoy sex with Toby it is possible that you are bi-sexual. But with being so closed off from people you never really knew it. I know you aren't as stunted as Walter but you aren't as experienced as Toby, or at least to hear him tell it."
"So maybe this is just an infatuation kind of thing?" Happy asked.
Paige shrugged. "I don't know to be honest Happy. We're drifting more into Toby's area of expertise but I know that can seem a bit intimidating to talk to him about. His ego is a bit fragile to say the least. I could call Dr. Rizzuto and see if he has any recommendations of who you could talk with about it. And it could be that it is just an infatuation because of how close we've become. There are different types of love and you could just be misinterpreting what you are feeling."
Happy sat there just kind of looking off.
"If you weren't married I'd suggest experimenting a little with someone as long as they understood it was just experimentation. Don't want to lead someone on. Or you could try talking to Toby about it. Maybe he'd be willing to let you test the waters so to speak." Paige looked at her eyes. "Are you okay?"
Happy nodded as she looked over at her. "Have you ever been attracted to another woman?"
Paige smiled. "To be honest, yes, one of my older sorority sisters and I dated a little before I met Drew."
"It didn't work out?" Happy began burning with curiosity.
Paige shook her head. "I thought we both really liked the other and we had some really great times but in the end it really was just an infatuation for her. She met a second stringer on the football team and was completely gaga over him. I was pretty devastated over it. I wasn't even 19 yet so I didn't really have any real life experience so it took me a while to work my way through it. Apparently I wasn't the first sister she'd done it too either."
"She said she felt too weird with me in the sorority and tried to get the others to kick me out but they stood with me over it. Then I met Drew a year or so after. By then I had a few brief relationships and I was ready for a real one. I thought here was this gorgeous guy, eight years older than I was and I thought finally I was going to have a real adult relationship. Boy what a mistake that was." Paige laughed. "I almost said except for Ralph but then he isn't Ralph's Dad so he wasn't even any good for that."
Happy frowned but nodded. "Well maybe he was, if it hadn't been for how he was, what are the odds you would have met Walter as you did and gotten pregnant?"
Paige looked over at her and grinned. "That's very true." She leaned over and shoulder bumped her. Happy smiled and Paige grinned. "Finally, the cloud seems to be lifting from Mt. Happy."
Happy chuckled. "That's the funny thing though. I didn't feel bad about this. I was just really scared to be honest. I thought maybe it meant I was gay, or a lesbian I guess, how was it going to affect my relationship with the Doc."
Paige nodded. "Well many people who are Bi just exist as they are in which relationship they are in. If they are with a member of the same sex, that's what they do. If it is opposite, that's what they do. It isn't like they just jump back and forth while in a relationship. They are with who they are with."
"If their partner agrees they could be in a polyamorous lifestyle which then they could switch back and forth while maintaining their primary relationship if they have one. That's usually who they will live with and possibly have children with and any others would be secondary. But truth be told I can't see you and Toby in anything but a traditional relationship."
Happy looked up at her. "Why?"
Paige grinned. "Because Toby is too jealous for one and I don't think you would like to see him kissing another woman either."
Happy nodded. "That's true, though maybe seeing Doc kissing a guy would be cute."
Paige laughed as she shook her head. "Well I'll leave that for you to decide to talk with him about."
Happy looked down. "So, what if I wanted to kiss you just to see what it is like? To see if there was anything else behind this dream."
Paige grinned. "Well I'll tell you what. You ask both Walter and Toby if it is okay and if they say yes then I'll be happy to kiss you as a test. I'll even throw in some tongue."
Greetings! Hope this conclusion finds you all well! And I hope you enjoyed this small taste of the story. As for the "Secrets" storyline this is the continuation of that AU. For those who want to see how this plays out in a different AU you'll have to go to archiveofourown dot org. I am Grykon over there as well. I'd grabbed the wrong file the other day for posting on AO3 there is some differences between chapters 1 & 2 of both stories. I kind of like how I rewrote it for the uncensored version better, though I just realized I didn't include Paige's back story of having a girlfriend in college as I did here. I might have to add the into chapter 3 over there when it is time.
Railman - Glad you enjoyed it! I didn't explain it in this short story, but I think I did in AO3's version, sometimes keeping things straight is a pain, but anyway when Happy was driving she had actually fantasized that Paige did that if that is what you are referring to Paige teasing her. In this story anyway everything to this point on Paige's part innocent. lol
Lucy - LOL When I first read your comment I saw promiscuous and then finally read it again and was like OH, premise and curious! Well I think only Quintis shippers will be upset at the other story. Umm, I think Waige shippers will be okay but that might not be universal. lol Some people just get upset no matter what. Yes, it is going to be weird not posting here for a little over a month...
Susan - hehe Glad you like it! As for Walt and Toby finding out, well in this story, nope, but maybe over on AO3, you'll have to come over and read. lol Yep, it is all about the adventure!
I do have to admit I am finding some things about AO3 better as far as being a writer, but I still like the information break down that FF gives me. While I can't see who, I can see how what countries read my stories here, I can see how many unique visitors read a chapter/story each month as well as how many times the story is requested by the unique visitors.
To the Adventure! -Tim
