After I came out to my dad,he started referring to me as,Beckett and using male terminology for me.He also took me to get my first haircut and to my first endocrinologist appointment,which essentially means that we went to a doctor that will help make me the man I should be.


"Hey,Beckett would you come downstairs" my dad yelled up the stairs and I could hear the excitement in his voice, "coming" I said walking downstairs to see my dad holding a package in his hands.

"Look,it's finally here" my dad said "what is finally here" I asked confused,but instead of answering my question he just handed me the box to open.

"Well,go on open" he said rushing me to open the box "ok,ok jeez" I said sitting on the couch,opening the box.

And there it was,my binder that I would help flatten my chest so it didn't look like I have boobs.I took it out the box,speechless to say the least.

"Well,go on,try it on" my dad said and I nodded getting up to go to the bathroom.

"Wow" I said to myself as I looked in the mirror, "it's completely flat" well it mostly was,but it was perfect in every way.

I came back out the bathroom and my dad looked happier than I did,which would be pretty hard because I was pretty happy.

"Wow,son you look perfect" he said hugging me tightly "thanks dad" I said happily.

I could tell he was just happy that I was happy.


It had been about,a month since I came out and I have received nothing but support from my loved ones-being Luke and my dad-. Which always made me happy and sooner than later I would be even more happier.

"Beck,the doctors officially approved you for T" my dad told me as we ate dinner,which looking back on it probably wasn't such a good idea.

"WHAT" I said choking on the rice I had just put in my mouth,after I died for like a whole minute I asked again.

"WHAT" my dad just laughed "they approved you for testosterone" he said,and I was so happy more happy than happy can describe.


It's been a whole month since,I started T and I noticed small changes in my body.Like the fat from my thighs have shifted to my stomach so to keep in shape,me and dad have been working out together.That's the best thing about it being the summer in,Maine right now so I have this free time to get in shape before school starts.

Also,before my 15th birthday.My therapist said it was a good thing that I started my transition as soon as I did,because it's like puberty the right way,instead of the way it would have been.

Therefore,I now have the hormones of a teenage boy,which is good because I finally feel good in my body,but then on the other hand this means,my voice gets all squeaky when I talk sometimes and I have pretty bad acne.BUT IT'S SO WORTH IT.Oh and no to mention the extra three inches I grew,making me the same height as my dad which is 5'9 so that's another pro to these cons.


"Umm dad" I asked nervously "yeah" he asked "can I borrow, twenty dollars" please don't ask why... "why" fuck.

The reasoning I'm asking for money,if you're wondering,is because I want to buy a packer...to you know,pack down there.And the one I want is fifteen dollars plus shipping and it's a three in one for all uses-pack,pee,play-just in case I wanna do things with someone one day.

"Ummm for a thing,a little thing" I said hoping I wouldn't have to explain any further. "If it was a little thing it wouldn't cost twenty dollars" he said,my dad has never been much of a materialistic person,so I kinda seen this coming.

"Alright,the truth is dad,I want to buy a packer" I said feeling my face get hot also knowing I would probably have to explain deeper in depth.

"For what" he asked confused, "for packing,the lower regions so it looks like you have a,you know what,in the you know where areas" I said blushing deeply at this point,as I finished his face widened as he realized what I was talking about.

"Umm sure" he said getting the many out of his wallet, "can you just send it to my cash app" I asked and he nodded.


"Hey,Beckett,I know this hasn't been the easiest time for you and I know you might also be under some stress these days" my dad started,and I already got an uneasy feeling about all of this.

"Dad what is,all this about" I asked nervously "to keep it short and simple,we are moving" my dad finally said,and it was like the whole world froze.

"Wha-what do...what do you me-mean we're move moving" I stuttered unable to find my words.

Just when things were going great and I was finally able to figure myself out,I now have to start over in a whole new town.WHY does the world hate me so much.

"I know Beck, I know it's hard,but I got a job at this new high school that will pay more,so we can get a bigger house and go through with top surgery for you" he reasoned,and even though I really have no choice,I still had to think about this.

"I'll be back later,dad I'm going to Luke's" I said leaving the house.


When,I got to Luke's house,he was packing for college.

"Hey,Lu" I said sadly "sup,Beck,what's got my best friend down today" he asked sitting on his bed. "My dad just told be we are moving,soon" I said "oh,that must suck" he said "it does because I have lived in Maine for my whole life,and it reminds my of my mom" I said,at this point close to tears.

"Well,Beck think of life like a water current,it constantly moves on and it never slows down for anything or anyone.But it's up to you if you want to keep up with that current,you get it"

"So,what you're saying is that life won't slow down for me so I have to catch up with it" I asked "yes,Beck that's exactly what I'm saying.Take me for example,I'm going to start college in two weeks, and I'm not ready but I have no choice but to get ready" he said and I nodded.

After we talked for a while I went back home to talk to my dad


"Dad,I know that you have reasons for moving and that the main reason is to make sure that I'm happy,so I'm sorry for flipping out about moving" I said to my dad giving him a hug.

"It's alright,bud because I get it,you grew up here and so did I so leaving is gonna be just as hard for me as it will be you" he said hugging me back.


A/N:thanks for reading my fellow aca-people the main story is gonna start within the next two chapters-I already have the story planned out I just needed the kinda backstory for Beckett-so just hang in there.Also I'm still looking for a good beta so all mistakes are mine

I don't own pitch perfect or its characters