It was a few months later and time for the first big love scene. All the crew and some of the cast were at the hotel where they were shooting it.
Kerry was pretty nervous. She always was during sex scenes, and rightfully so. They just never stopped being awkward. Even though she had been in this business for a while now there was still something a little weird about being half naked in front of the cameras, lights and the skeleton crew that had to be there.
She looked around for Tony, wondering where he was. They didn't really talk much about what they would do. Going with the flow was more their speed.
Kerry felt a gentle nudge on her arm. Tony was standing there holding out a single long stem red rose. "I can feel your mood all the way across the room Ker. Relax. You will do great!"
A big smile spread across Kerry's face. He always knew just what to do or say to put her at ease. Tony leaned down and whispered in her ear "You look so stunning today, as always! I can barely keep my head on straight. It's such an honor to do this scene with you."
Kerry felt her whole body get warm. What exactly was happening right now? She felt goosebumps as Tony brushed her arm with his hand wrapping her in a big gentle hug. She automatically nestled her head comfortably in his chest, feeling happy.
She could hear his heart beating fast and smell his amazing cologne. Closing her eyes, she sighed to herself and imagined a world where they two of them didn't seem so…forbidden.
Shonda came walking in, "Ok everyone let's start! Places!"
Tony stood at the end of the hallway with Jeff holding their suitcases. Kerry joined them and they started the walk down the hallway that started this scene.
He felt his heart beating faster. Was he actually nervous? Something about Kerry was so mesmerizing and captivating. He hoped he would do right by her in this scene.
As the scene started to play out, Kerry leaned into him and whispered into his ear, "let's go for it!" Tony really couldn't hold back any longer.
Picking her up, he kissed her passionately as he placed her gently on the table. A lamp fell and crashed to the ground loudly. Oops, he thought but at this point he was too far in to care. He felt goosebumps up and down his body, his ears getting red.
As their lips danced, he instinctively slipped his tongue into Kerry's mouth. She ran her fingers thru his hair, and pulled his head to her breasts as she moaned loudly.
Tony felt his pants swell as he felt himself get hard. The cameras were centered on their faces right now. He felt Kerry's hand accidentally brush briefly against his bulge.
Managing to get out what would later become one of his most famous lines, "take off your clothes," he watched as she slowly removed them, smiling shyly.
Tony stood there breathless. "My God, you are beautiful!" He exclaimed out loud before he could stop himself, as he stood there taking it all in.
She stood in front of him, revealing her gorgeous body with a matching white lace bra and panty set. Feeling himself get even harder he picked her up again and headed to the bed.
Concentrate Tony, this is just business! He scolded himself. Placing her gently on the bed, he looked down to see that she too was already lost in his eyes.
This woman had a way of igniting a fire in his heart and a strong desire in his soul. He closed his eyes, trying to pace himself, so she wouldn't find out how he really felt.
Kerry felt herself evaporate into his arms. She had never experienced such a natural chemistry like this. She moaned and whimpered as he continually kissed her along her neck.
How did he know that was her hotspot?! Looking up at him with a questioning look, she locked eyes with him.
She shifted her body on the bed. Her body and soul were about gone but her mind was holding onto her thoughts steadily. How was she so turned on but felt so awkward at the same time?!
He must have sensed her vibes because he leaned over her as he continued to kiss her, "you're doing fine", he whispered.
She blushed, smiling and so did he. He leaned down to kiss her again. Their tongues flickering together, it seemed both couldn't get enough.
Tony leaned into her ear and whispered "Let's pretend like it's just you and me. Think about what it would be like to make love to me for the first time".
Kerry's body quivered as she heard his words echo into her ear in his smooth baritone voice. That voice..even when he wasn't trying he just made everything sound so damn sexy and today was definitely no exception.
She shut her eyes, desperately trying to block out the hum of the cameras nearby. Feeling his kisses all over her body she took his advice and thought what it would be like to actually make love to him for the first time.
Suddenly, her brain locked that thought in and she felt a rush of pleasure throughout her whole body. Her back arched and she ran her fingers through his hair, clutching his head and moaning loudly.
Tony looked down at Kerry trying to hide the shocked expression on his face. It seemed like she was really getting into it.
His lips trailed down her stomach all the way to her panties. Her thigh blocked the main camera from seeing much.
All of a sudden, she sensed Tony staring and realized his fingers grazed lightly over her panties in between her legs. Kerry leaned her head back, putting both her hands on his head to "pretend" to guide him farther down there.
Feeling his breath between her thighs made her feel even warmer. For a second, she forgot where she was and moaned loudly.
Tony felt his veins pop out of his head and arms as his hands glided effortlessly down Kerry's body. As he continued to simulate hip thrusting motions, he noticed Shonda, out of the corner of his eye, making a beeline out of the room. That must mean they were doing something right.
Wanting to raise the temperature even more he took his teeth and bit Kerry's bra, tugging it lightly as he cupped her breast with his other hand. He heard her gasp and her body reacted to his warm gentle touch.
"Cut!" They both heard someone yell. "We are going to take a fifteen! Shonda had to go compose herself! Great job guys!" The production manager and the couple crew members left and shut the door.
Tony collapsed on the bed beside Kerry, pulling the sheet up over them.
"So, how did you feel about that?" He questioned with raised eyebrows, turning toward her.
"I...I..I.." she stammered. Looking down she saw something noticeable in his boxers. "I see someone's excited! Are you going to be ok?!" She joked, her eyes sparkling as she pointed to the obvious.
"Oh that!" Tony laughed, "I'll be fine, it's what comes with all this!" He motioned around the room. Taking her chin in his hands he looked at her proudly. "You did so good today Ker!"
She rolled her eyes and laughed, "well I guess I can say I had a good coach whispering things in my ear!" Their gaze locked and all of a sudden, their lips were touching.
Tony felt overwhelmed in the best way as he kissed her. Her lips were deliciously soft, and her breath was always perfect. Shutting his eyes, he savored the moment.
I wonder what she's thinking, does she want more? he thought. Kerry apparently read his mind as her mouth turned hungry. Placing both her hands on his face, she pulled his lip gently towards hers and slipped her tongue so far in, it might have gotten lost in his mouth.
And get lost in his mouth it did. Their tongues battled for dominance as they kissed harder, deeper, with an urge that could only described as intoxicated.
Tony groaned low in his throat as they continued to kiss. Forgetting where they were, a simple kiss turned into a make out session.
Finally coming up for air he whispered "Wow..that was….!" All Kerry could do was nod as she felt him slightly grinding up against her.
Kerry felt herself gripping his back as they practically ate each other's faces. We shouldn't be doing this, she thought to herself. But it felt so good, it felt so right.
Well, this could be considered practice, she reasoned to herself. We barely go through the motions anyway even at rehearsal.
There was a knock on the door, it opened and the crew started to file back in to continue to film.
Tony tore himself away from Kerry, feeling almost dizzy. He turned to give the crew a somewhat exasperated expression. Why of all times did they have to come back now?! Glancing at the time on his cell phone he realized twenty minutes had already went by.
He sat up in the bed feeling so much at the same time he could barely sort through it all in his head. He looked over at Kerry and could see she felt the same.
Picking up her luxurious white bathrobe with her name embroidered in black in the corner, he placed it over her shoulders gently, so that they could walk to their separate rooms to prepare for the next scene.
It was quiet as they left the room. They walked in complete silence down the hall to where the production crew had rented out a few rooms for them since they didn't have access to their trailers at this point.
Tony started to mildly panic. I hope she is not re-thinking that kiss, he thought. Well, more like a whole make out session. It seemed harmless enough. We never really actually do practice this at rehearsal's; this won't change anything in my life. It's just part of the business, he assured himself.
Reaching her assigned dressing room, Tony was caught off guard as Kerry turned towards him, placing her hand on his chest, giving him a simple kiss on the lips. Opening the door, she smiled at him while closing at the door.
On the other side of that door however was a different story. She leaned against it, slowly sliding to the floor. Her head went into her hands, her breathing quickened. A range of emotions went across her body in waves until it hit her soul.
Did all of that really just happen?! Why couldn't I keep it together?! I am a professional! She scolded herself. Why am I feeling this way?! I have a boyfriend! Kerry could barely comprehend the moment. This feels so different, magical, almost supernatural! The thoughts flew every which way in her head.
Standing up, she decided to take a small nap to clear her head. Slipping out of her bathrobe, she laid down in the bed, pulling the blanket up high over her, as she closed her eyes, hoping to go straight to dreamland.
However, one question remained. Why did they keep getting lost in the moment?