Kurt was still pissed over Welsey. He was pacing back and forth mumbling to himself. Kurt had pretty much forced Nick and Jeff out his room. He told them to stop worrying about him and go and spend some time together.
Fucking asshole
Kurt stopped pacing but his hands kept tapping forcefully on his arm. He didn't know why it was tormenting him so much. He always had run ins but this one fucking stuck with him. Kurt started pacing again licking his lips. He felt his eyes starting to water and he shook this head. He grip got tighter as his arm but he couldn't help it.
Stop it Kurt, you're not a bad person.
Kurt let out a sob but shook it off quickly, clearing his throat. His grip was very tight but he couldn't feel it anymore. He couldn't feel the pain.
Fucking coward
Kurt laughed and he started to loose circulation in his hand so he swapped. He tried sitting down but he couldn't he was too hyperactive.
He's fucking right
Kurt carried on and another sob fell out of his mouth and he slide down the wall. He leaned his head back and closed his eyes and hoped the pain would stop.
I hope they don't know why I transferred. Maybe they know? He wouldn't ask otherwise. Oh god they know. I can't be here anymore
Kurt ran his fingers through his hair and stood up quickly and grabbed his phone and keys and stared to walk out but he opened the door and Wes was there. Kurt had slide from the door.
"I came to apologise." Wes said formally.
"I need to g-
"I'm coming in your room." Wes said smirking before stepping and a shutting the door.
Please just go I beg you
"I'm sorry for what I said it was out of line and I was having a bad moment." Wes said looking at him.
Kurt looked away and wiped his face, he was just getting more angrier
"I appreciate it but I'm not in a forgiving mood." Kurt said looking away again. "Thank you though."
Wes stepped forward and tilted his head. "Are you going to look at me?"
Kurt cleared his throat and turned his head. Wes could see the pain in his eyes. He heard his thoughts and it was becoming hard to hear so he needed to make it right. He knew they could never be friends but he didn't want to see him this way.
"I'm sorry I pushed you. That was ridiculous. I was just so pissed." Wes said nodding and keeping a straight face
"It's fine, I've hard worse. You can go now." Kurt said gesturing to the door. Wes swallowed and nodded and went to walk out but he heard his voice.
"Sit down."
Wes turned around and see Kurt looking at him and he nodded. They sat in front of each other and Kurt started.
"I'm sorry for getting personal. I'm a fucking sucker for getting the last word in." Kurt said nodding and Wes laughed.
"Me too." Wes said smirking and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"I'm sorry for mentioning the whole heart break thing, that was an asshole move." Kurt added again and Wes nodded.
"I'm sorry for calling you Welsey, but I'm not going to stop calling you it because now I know you hate it." Kurt said smirking and Wes let out another laugh.
"I just relate to you kinda. Same person and all. It's scary." Kurt said leaning back and Wes nodded.
"You just have that fucking look in your ey-
"What look?" Wes said titling his head.
"Lost." Kurt said crossing his legs.
"You think I'm lost?" Wes said leaning back too.
"Yes."
"How so?"
"Look, I'm not gonna start doing this. It's just opini-
"No go on, say it." Wes said bluntly and Kurt nodded.
"Your mind is lost. Your thoughts and feelings and the only thing that standing is a shell of yourself." Kurt said swallowing
"You're deep Hummel. I'll give you that." Wes said smirking and Kurt smirked back.
"There's the fucking door." Kurt said laughing and Wes laughed too.
"Amuse me Kurtis." Wes said smiling. He wanted to know what he seen in him that the others couldn't. Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Did you love her?" Kurt said leaning back.
"That's no-
"Did you?" Kurt said tilting his head.
"I'll make my own way out." Wes said standing and making him way to the door.
"Losing someone you love isn't easy Welsey, but losing yourself is worse." Kurt said softly and Wes stopped.
"Right? Because that's what happened. In loosing her you lost yourself." Kurt added.
Wes wanted to leave but he pulled to stay. Everything he was saying was true but he hated feeling vulnerable so he decided to stay, and build up a wall and listen to what he had to say. He walked back over and sat down.
"What else?" Wes asked
Kurt glanced away and sighed. "Welse-
"Finish." Wes said and Kurt nodded again.
"You don't like being pushed around. It makes you feel inferior but that doesn't necessary mean you're a bad person, it just means you've spent so long building walls up for someone to try and knock them down and that infuriates you. People ask you over and over again why you're the way you are yet if you tell them they don't understand, because it's not them that hurting, it's you. The wall is your barricade Welsey for those who try and enter your heart." Kurt said softly.
Wes didn't move a muscle and his facial expressions stayed the same.
"Now you can go. Thank you for your apology." Kurt said nodding polity and Wes nodded and and stood up and walked towards the door.
"How do you know all of that after one glance at me?" Wes said turning to him.
"I wasn't talking about you Welsey, I was talking about me." Kurt said smirking and Wes nodded and smirked back.
"I told you, we are the same."
Wes open the door and shut it over without saying bye. Jesus fucking Christ. He took a deep breath before going back the common room, it only took him a second. He walked in and they all was looking up at him.
"Deep." Wes said nodding and walking over and sitting down.
"You okay?" David said and Wes grinned.
"I hate him even more now."
They all started laughing and Wes even laughed too.
"He gets to you doesn't he sweetie?" Jeff and Wes nodded.
"Something about him." Wes said nodding.
"He's right though Wes." Blaine said and Wes nodded again.
"Yep."
They all rolled their eyes and smiled. Wes was soft really he just never me this feelings come out. They didn't think they have ever seen him shed one tear.
"He's very smart. Everything that comes from his mouth soothes you." Nick said softly and they all nodded.
"Do you think he'll come later?" Jeff said quietly.
"I hope so Jeff." Blaine said smiling and he nodded.
The rest of the day went quickly, most of them was in and out to Kurt throughout the day apart from Wes checking in on him. Kurt didn't know if he should go or not to meet them. Jeff kept bringing him food and drinks all day even though he said he wasn't hungry. He really liked Jeff. He didn't know why but he felt safe around them. Jeff had put on their numbers in his phone for him and he had just received a messaged.
Jeff : You better be coming bestie
Kurt laughed and laid back down on the bed. He didn't want to let him down. Jeff was really trying with him and he didn't want to throw it back in his face. So he texted back.
Kurt :Maybe
Jeff : That's not an answer kurtie! You're meant to say yes my darling best friend! Of course I will come!
Kurt laughed and rolled his eyes. Even over text he was a ball of energy.
Kurt : What are you watching?
Jeff : Paranormal activity
Kurt: Goodnight
Kurt laughed and placed him phone down.
Jeff was crying with tears and he turned it round to them and they started laughing too.
"Let me text him." Nick said laughing. Nick pulled his phone out and quickly messaged him and waited for a reply.
Nick : I'll hold your hand
Nick laughed as he read the message.
Kurt : I might break it
Nick : I have two it's okay
Kurt : give me your band card and I'll think about it
Nick let out a laugh and showed them.
"Jesus, he's fast." David said laughing reading the message.
"Do you reckon he's always been that way?" Blaine said reading with a laugh.
"Most definitely." Jeff said grinning.
"What did he say?" Wes asked and Nick showed him and he rolled his eyes and passed it back.
"I'll text him." Wes said laughing.
"Wes." Jeff said sternly but Wes laughed harder
Wes : Hummel
Kurt : Montgomery
Wes : Why are you so difficult
Kurt : Why are you such an ass?
Wes rolled his eyes but he did laugh.
Wes : I have a nice ass
Kurt : wouldn't know, I find you repulsive
Wes laughed and and looked up at them who was grinning and he stopped laughing and they rolled their eyes.
Wes : Bitch
Kurt : Who is this?
Wes laughed and threw his phone down on the table. "I actually hate his guts."
They picked up and phone and Nick started to read it out.
"Ohmygod." Jeff laughed out.
"Man he has everyone by the balls." Nick said smirking
"Think I've fallen in love to be honest." Blaine said grinning
"Don't blame you, he's a catch." David said winking and they all started laughing.
"I'll try." David said taking out his phone.
David : Pétale?
Kurt : Non Chérie
David laughed and typed again.
David : You don't even have to watch it! Just come for a bonding session.
Kurt : I don't know
David stopped laughing and tilted his head.
David : What's bothering you?
Kurt : I'm a basket case
David laughed and shook his head.
David : We all are pétale
Kurt : I'll think about it
David smiled and turned the phone and they smiled.
"He's getting there, you try Blaine." Jeff said smirking and Blaine laughed and nodded.
Blaine : Come on roomie, I promise I'll cover your eyes on the scary parts
Kurt : don't make promises you can't keep
Blaine swallowed and read the message again. He was so broken and he didn't even realise.
Blaine : I always keep my promises
Kurt : That's what someone who doesn't keep their promises say
Blaine showed them show far and they looked and glanced at him.
"He's so broken." Jeff said reading it again.
"Yeah he is. Intervention is needed." Nick said turning to them.
"Tonight?" Blaine said and they nodded.
Blaine : We want to talk to you. Please can you come?
Kurt : Okay, but only because my fingers hurt.
Blaine smiled and read the last message out and they laughed.
"I'll get him!" Jeff said standing up and running out the room.
Blaine : Jeff is coming for you
Kurt : Okay
Blaine put his phone down and looked at the others.
"Do you think he will let us in?" Wes said drinking the last of his wine quickly
"I doubt it. He's pretty cut off." Blaine said sadly and Wes nodded in agreement.
A few minutes later they could hear Jeff and Kurt.
"I'm so happy you're coming!" Jeff said laughing
"You're very bouncy, has anyone told you that? Has someone put a quarter in you?" Kurt said playfully and Jeff laughed harder and nodded.
"Nicky tells me I'm very bouncy." Jeff shot back and Kurt laughed and a massive blush rose on his face.
"Your blush is adorable I just want to squeeze your face!" Jeff said excitedly
"Shhh." Kurt said placing a finger to his lips but Jeff only laughed harder.
"Do you get embarrassed easily?"
Kurt laughed and nodded.
"Yep."
"Nice to know." Jeff said winking Kurt rolled his eyes
Jeff leaned over and slotted their fingers together and Kurt looked up in shock and Jeff shook is head.
"It's okay. Nick is cool." Jeff said smiling but Kurt shook is head.
"Kurt. I promise it's okay." Jeff said smiling and Kurt finally nodded.
They walked in together hand in hand and Jeff was swinging it lightly.
Thank you
Jeff smiled as he heard his thoughts. He went to say it's okay but realised and shut his mouth. He hoped that Kurt could settle Because he really wanted him to stay.
I don't think I turned the light off in my room
Jeff grinned as they carried on walking.
"Hey, you wanna a girly night tonight?" Jeff said giggling and Kurt let out a laugh.
"You don't start lessons till Monday and it's only Friday! Please?" Jeff said stopping him by his shoulders.
"Okay." Kurt said smiling.
I can't say no to you
Jeff grinned again and joined their hands and they walked to the common room.
"We are going to have the best of times Kurt." Jeff said turning his head
"You think so?"
Did I call my dad?
"Yeah of course we will kurtie!" Jeff said excitedly as they carried on walking.
His thoughts was on overdrive and they could all hear them. If he didn't talk this is the way they would know.
I think I did
Jeff opened the common room door and they all waved. Kurt tried to pry his hand out of his but Jeff kept hold tighter.
Let go Blondie
Jeff giggled and made his way over dragging him slightly and Kurt laughed
"Hey baby!" Nick said standing up and making his way over and kissing him on the lips before bringing Kurt into a hug
"There you are!" Nick said excitedly and Kurt laughed.
"Here I am."
You have very nice eyes
They all smiled at the comment. He was very sweet.
"Hey pétale!" David said walking over and hugging him.
"Hey chérie." Kurt said hugging him back and then he leaned over to hug Jeff. Jeff still had a grip on his hand.
Je suis nerveux
They all glanced at David and he told them.
I am nervous
They all nodded and watched Kurt as Blaine approached him.
"Hey roomie." Blaine said laughing and Kurt laughed too.
"Hey Blaine."' Kurt replied back.
"You ready for the movie?" Blaine said smirking and Kurt shook his head
you are gorgeous
they all grinned.
"You'll be fine." Blaine said sweetly before turning to Jeff and hugging him and kissing him on the cheek. Kurt started to blush and he lowered his gaze.
I don't think I counted properly
They looked at his hand and seen it tapping away on his leg.
One
Two
Three
"We was ready to send a missing persons out for you hummel." Wes said nodding to him.
"Oh did you miss me wessy?" Kurt hand shot to his heart dramatically.
They all started to laugh and Kurt got dragged down to the sofa with Jeff.
Four
Five
Six
"Not in a million years." Wes shot back with a smile and Kurt nodded.
"Good job I don't have a millions years." Kurt said grinning and they all rolled their eyes.
Eight
Fuck
One
Two
"pizza?" Nick said turning to kurt.
They was listening away to his thoughts. He was permanently thinking of something and it was worrying. He had started to count again in his head and they all glanced at him while he was looking to Nick.
"Health nut." Kurt said laughing and they all groaned.
"Oh man seriously?" David said groaning at Kurt nodded.
"I always have been." Kurt said turning to David.
Three
Four
Five
Six
"You guys order i'm okay. Blondie has fattened me up today." Kurt said smiling and they nodded. Jeff had been in and out all day feeding Kurt. They smiled at the nickname.
Fourteen. Why did I say fourteen? I only count to ten.
One
Two
They was all getting pretty concerned. This was obsessive behaviour. They remembered his conversation with Jeff so they know he wasn't diagnosed but they was worried about his mental. Kurt tapping got a little quicker.
"Oh he likes doing that. He gets great pleasure from it." Nick said and Jeff rolled his eyes
"I'm a feeder." Jeff said and Kurt laughed
I don't think I switched the light off. Did I turn the plugs off?
They all glanced at Kurt who was laughing. They didn't even think Kurt was aware what he was thinking.
I don't think I did.
"So Kurt. We have decided to have an intervention with you. Get to know you better. You in?" Blaine said sitting down in front of him.
"Really?" Kurt said with a laugh and they nodded.
"Okay." Kurt said nodding.
"How do you want them?" Wes asked smirking
"Dunno what you mean Wesley."
"Hard or soft?" Wes said smirking and Kurt rolled his eyes.
"I don't care." Kurt said laughing
Don't ask me why it transferred
Don't ask me why I transferred
Don't ask me why transferred
"Have you ever been to France?" David said smiling.
"Oh no but I would love to go." Kurt said and David nodded.
"It's amazing."
"You've been?" Kurt said grinning
"Oh yeah man I'll show you pictures later?"
Kurt nodded and laughed.
Don't ask me why I transferred
Don't ask me why I transferred
They started to get worried. Kurt didn't seem fazed by the game but his unconscious thoughts was in the back on his mind.
"My hands getting numb kurtie, can we swap?" Jeff said smiling and Kurt nodded.
They realised he only did it with his left hand. It was very strange. Jeff was easing him.
"Oh god thank you." Jeff said leaning over and kissing him on the cheek but Kurt laughed nervously and started to blush
Fuck off blondie
They all smiled and watched Kurt laugh as the blush traveled up his face. It was adorable
"Hobbies?" Blaine asked and Kurt laughed and nodded
"Mechanic."
They all looked at him shocked. He didn't look like the mechanic type. His clothes was like Jeff's very expensive. He was very delicate and petite.
"I'm sorry to say but you don't look like the type man but that's cool." David said and Kurt laughed.
"Me and my dad was obsessed with cars." Kurt said nodding and they all grinned.
"Hummel, what's your dream car." Wes said smirking
Kurt rolled his eyes back and moaned and they was all shocked.
"Bugatti Veryron, 8.0 litre turbo charged w16." Kurt shot out and they all laughed.
"Transmission?" Wes said leaning in.
"7 speed dual fucking clutch automatic bitch." Kurt said closing his eyes and they all started to laugh hard.
"Jesus you do know your cars." Wes said sitting back.
"God I would give my left arm and right leg to just fucking look at that beauty in person never mind sit my ass in it." Kurt said glancing towards them.
Oh that god damn fucking car
They all laughed and nodded. He was so passionate about it. He looked comfortable. That moan was something else and they was all thinking it.
"How did you get into that?" Wes added interested. They was proud of Wes for trying even though they would never be friends.
"Dad owns a shop. Be in and out in there all my life." Kurt said grinning and Wes nodded
I miss my dad
They must be really close they thought.
"What would you do if you was rich? Like rich rich." Jeff said leaning in and smirking
"Buy that car for my dad in every colour." Kurt said smiling and they smiled back.
"Why that many?" Jeff said sweetly
"Because he deserves that many." Kurt said smiling
"God my fucking heart." Blaine said and they all laughed.
Kurt shrugged. "I love my dad."
"Oh my god that's cute! why are you so cute?" Jeff said scrunching his face up
"Oh god please stop it blondie." Kurt said quickly turning head away
They all laughed and watched Jeff and Kurt interact. It just was so normal already.
"I can't help it you're just adorable!" Jeff said flailing his arms around him.
"Stop." Kurt laughed out but Jeff kept hold tighter but they seen Kurt relax into it.
"Nope, you're stuck with me." Jeff said smiling and placing his head on his shoulder.
That feels so nice
Jeff smiled into his shoulder and he felt a sense of pride
But you need to get off me before your boyfriend snaps my neck
They all tried to contain the laugher. If only he knew. Kurt had started to twirl Jeff's ring on his finger as they continued to talk. The taps was replaced with turns. Jeff had leaned closer and Nick grinned. Jeff was already attached. Jeff hasn't been this close with anyone he had just met.
Vampires
Their heads snapped up and looked at him. Kurt had his gaze on the ring while he talked to Jeff. Turning it and turning it again.
Daylight ring
They all smirked. They didn't know how he would react if they let him in on their secret.
"You okay?" Jeff whispered slighty. The others could hear but Kurt didn't know they could.
"Yeah thank you. Sorry." Kurt whispered and went to pull his hand back but Jeff placed it over his again.
"It's easing you." Jeff whispered and Kurt nodded slighty and started to play with the ring again.
"You like the ring porcelain?" Nick said smiling and Kurt looked at him.
"Yeah it's pretty." Kurt said softly.
It's like my moms
They smiled sadly, Remembering the conversation with Jeff.
"You wanna try it on?" Jeff said smiling and Kurt looked up and laughed
"Won't you burn?" Kurt said laughing out and they all choked out a surprised laughter
"It's dark man. We are all good." David jumped in winking and Kurt rolled his eyes and nodded.
Jeff slid it off his finger and grabbed Kurt's hand and placed it on his finger.
"How romantic." Kurt said bluntly and Jeff winked and laughed
They looked at his hand. Jeff fingers was slighty larger so the ring wasn't sitting comfortably but they seen him smiling at it.
"What got you all into the whole vampire thing?" Kurt said looking up.
"We had a student here and he was mad on it. We got them made because he was adamant we was all vampires. Very, very crazy." Blaine added. It had been rehearsed over and over again just incase.
"We had?" Kurt said laughing
"Yeah, he was an exchange student." Blaine added and smiled.
Probably staked somewhere in a coffin
They all leaned back and grinned. They already loved him. He was most definitely going to be a part of their group.
"What did he tell you?" Kurt said glancing up laughing as his hand played with the ring.
"Ring protect us from the Sun, blah blah blah." Nick said laughing
"That we can garlic and it was a huge lie." Blaine said shaking his head
"Oh! That we can made people do things with our mind. Crazy right?" David said throwing his head back laughing
"Oh and turning the switch off. That was the best." Wes said smirking
"The switch?" Kurt questioned and Wes nodded.
"You can turn your emotions off."
"That's cool." Kurt said nodding as his gaze landed on the ring.
They was testing him. To see how he would react.
"Like not feel again?" Kurt said confused
"Yep. You don't feel angry or sad, you don't love or lust. Nothing just empty. Do you still think it's cool?" Jeff said turning to him.
"Wouldn't you rather loose love and lust just so you could take the pain and sadness away?" Kurt said glancing up smiling.
He was fucking smart. They all nodded and grinned and Kurt lowered his head back down.
"Would you?" Nick said looking at him.
"Turn it off?" Kurt said laughing and they nodded.
"I would make a terrible vampire." Kurt said grinning and they laughed.
"Why?" Blaine said smirking.
"I hate blood. The sight of it makes me nauseous. I absolutely love garlic but I guess I'll be good on the whole daylight thing because I can't go out in the sun with my skin anyway because it's too sensitive and I burn to a cinder." Kurt said laughing and they all laughed too.
"I'm so emotional. I cry over everything even if I don't like to admit it." Kurt said laughing
They all listened to him talk. Even though he was talking about something unreal to him everything he was saying was true. They was getting to know him.
"So I would be fucked in that department so I would have no choice but to turn it off." Kurt said grinning and they nodded with a smirk.
"But I would be nothing without my emotions so I wouldn't want to see be around me when that happened." Kurt said smirking
"How so?" Wes asked
"I am my emotions. I would be nothing without them. I care to much about everything and everyone." Kurt replied back turning to them.
"What else?" Jeff said smiling into his chest.
"When someone is hurting I can not just see it I can feel it. I literally would be nothing without it. It's kinda scary actually. I wouldn't wanna see it. I think I would be dangerous." Kurt said laughing and they all titled there head.
They knew what he meant by it. He would be dangerous.
"But yeah. Shit vampire." Kurt said rolling his eyes and they laughed.
"They wanted to push him a little more so they did.
"Would you be scared if you seen one?" David said laughing as he leaned in with his hands clasped together.
"It depends." Kurt said and David gestured him to move on.
"I talk a lot when I get into something, will be here all night."
"That's fine we have all night." Blaine said softly and Kurt nodded.
They wanted to know everything. All his thoughts on it before they decided.
"If I knew them and knew they wouldn't hurt me it wouldn't really faze me. I'll be shocked but I think I would handle it. You are what you are right?" Kurt said and they smiled and nodded.
"If I trusted them enough to not harm me as a friend, I would trust them enough not to harm me as a vampire." Kurt added grinning
He was saying everything right. All his words was sweet and caring and Wes started to feel a little bit bad for what he had said. He genuinely was a decent man.
"If I didn't know them it would be a different story." Kurt said laughing and they laughed too.
"Did he mention the whole bat thing true? Like if I was a vampire would I be bat? Or would I turn into a bat? Oh shit that would be great." Kurt shot out quickly and they all choked out a laugher
"No bat turning unfortunately." Wes added
"That's no fun Wesley." Kurt said nodding and Wes nodded too.
"So what's the big deal if you can't turn into a bat?" Kurt said confused and they all grinned.
"That would be fucking insane like not going to lie." Nick said nodding his head to them.
"Right?" Kurt said nodding and his gaze turned back to the ring.
"Reckon I can get one of these rings and become a vampire with you all?" Kurt said bluntly and they laughed.
"We can get you one." Blaine said laughing and Kurt nodded.
"You wouldn't hack it Hummel. You're weak." Wes said smirking and they all looked at him. Jesus Wesley
"I would kick your ass Montgomery." Kurt said smirking back and they all laughed. Yes Kurt
"Make you a deal, when you're a vampire we will have it out." Wes said towards him.
"You sure you want your friends to see how weak you are?" Kurt said grinning and they all rolled their eyes laughing
"Oh it's on Hummel." Wes said smirking
"Bring it." Kurt said laughing
"I kinda wish it was true now." Kurt said frowning
One
Two
Three
Four
"Oh how great would that be?" Nick said grinning
"Yeah. Pros and cons." Kurt said laughing
"Pros?" Blaine asked smiling
"I wouldn't have to feel anymore." Kurt said smiling turning his gaze back to Jeff's ring.
They all turned to eachother. He was really hurting.
"I wouldn't age right?"
They all nodded and laughed
"My skin will be hella gorgeous for the rest of my life." Kurt said laughing and they laughed too.
"What else kurtie?" Jeff said still wrapped around him.
"I don't think the whole controlling mind thing though. I don't think it's right to be messing with people's thoughts without their consent."
They was all grinning wildly. He was taking it serious now and it made them happy. They knew he was doing it because they believed in it. And was it.
"Yeah I don't like that either." Blaine said and Kurt smiled
"Is the mind reading thing true?" Kurt said laughing
"Oh yeah man. I can read your thoughts." David said smirking
"Oh David, you would be out my head in a second if you knew what went on in my brain." Kurt said laughing softly and David smiled.
"Dangerous Hummel?"
"Can be." Kurt said lowering his gaze
"What do you think about?" Blaine asked softly
"Everything. My brain is fuzzy all the time. If I think or something that I haven't done I get frazzled and I can't settle till I've done it." Kurt said still looking at the ring.
Did I turn the light off? I can't fucking remember
They all looked at eachother. Four times he had said that now. He was right. It was constant.
"Amuse us porcelain."
"It's deep." Kurt said laughing
"Rip it off quickly." Blaine said softly
Kurt knew what they was doing and it was intimidating but in a good way. They wanted to know everything. They knew he was hurting.
"I just something have bad thoughts." Kurt said softly
They all was really worried for him. He was fighting some demons.
"You can tell us. You don't have to tell us everything just whatever you feel comfortable with. Blaine's right, just say it quickly and rip it off and we will ask questions afterwards." Nick said leaning over and squeezing his hand and Kurt smiled and nodded.
"Keep playing with my ring." Jeff said into his neck and Kurt nodded and he looked down.
"I think about my dad and what I would do if he wasn't around. I think about things that don't even make sense. My fucking mind is so fucked and I can't escape it." Kurt said quickly. They didn't want to interrupt him so they never said a word.
"It's constant all the time. My brain never shuts off. I can't sleep with it. I lay in bed for hours thinking about things that are not true or things that have happened and I just wish I could switch it off." Kurt said laughing. He continued to play with the ring. It was helping his feel comfortable.
"I think about my mom and the fact that my brother doesn't see me as a brother because I'm a fag and it breaks my heart. I think about the fact that my friends don't want anything to do with me blame me for what happened to me, why I transferred." Kurt said quickly closing his eyes.
They all was heartbroken listening to him. Jeff had silent tears falling down his face.
"I think about the how I wish I wasn't gay so my life would be so much easier. I can't settle if I know someone is hurting because it plays on my mind." Kurt said quickly again.
"Have I switch the light off? Did I turn the plugs off? Did I locked my door? Did I do this did I do fucking that it's all the time." Kurt said adding.
"I'm stopping now." Kurt said bluntly
"Get it out Kurt." Blaine said softly. "You need to get it out."
"What happened if my house burned down. Who would I save? Finn? Carol? My dad? What would I do if I accidentally cut my finger off cutting vegetables. What would happen if I took a razor to my fucking wrist and slit it open. It's fucking constant."
They was all shocked. They couldn't believe what he had just said. He was just hurting he was dying inside. They all had tears in their eyes and even Wes was struggling.
"I'm going to bed." Kurt said standing up but Jeff pulled down.
"You're going no where on your own now do you understand?" Jeff said sternly and Kurt just nodded.
"Carry on please." Blaine said and Kurt turned away.
"No."
"Keep talking Hummel, get it off your chest." Wes said nodding to him
"Talk to us man." David said softly
"We are here for you Kurt." Nick said and he lowered his gaze again.
"What if I took these pills. How long would it take? How many would I have to take. Would I die from it or just make me seriously ill? Same with my wrists. Left or right? How deep? I mean I don't wanna amputate myself that would be horrific for my dad. Not only having a dead son but having to deal with the fucking hand that would be mad." Kurt said laughing
"I would never do it but it's just there you know?" Kurt said and they nodded.
"I just feel like every time I'm happy it just gets taken away from me." Kurt added.
"How do I make it stop?"
They all looked at him. He hasn't moved his gaze from the ring but they could see tears fall from his eyes. Jeff clung on tighter and Kurt lifted his hand and placed it on his arm.
"I just want it to stop." Kurt whispered
"Kurt." Blaine said and he looked up.
"I don't even know why I told you that. I've never told anyone that. Shit." Kurt said looking back down.
"I need a minute please." Kurt said and they nodded
"You're not going on your own." Jeff whispered and he stood up and held his hand out. Kurt took it and they walked out.
"Fuck." Nick said leaning back running his hands through his hair.
"I've never heard anything like that before." Blaine said in shock.
"Yeah." David said leaning back.
"I think he needs help. Professional help." Wes said and they looked at him.
"He's severely OCD." Wes added and they nodded.
"Like seriously." Wes added looking at the chair he was sitting on.
"How can they miss diagnose that?" David asked
"He's most likely has never shared how bad it until now. He has extreme compulsive thoughts." Wes said and try lowered their gaze
"He's right. His mind is dangerous." Nick said. "God that poor man."
"We are going to help him okay?" Blaine said, his voice thick with emotion and they all nodded.
They got a text saying they was having the movie night in Blaine's room instead and they all got up and made there way there and they listened in.
"I didn't mean to say all of that." Kurt said as they got into the room.
"Jesus."
"God I don't-
"Kurt." Jeff said brokenly
"I didn't think it would all come out."
"I erm I don't know why-
"Kurt baby." Jeff said stepping forward
"You're not gonna tell anyone right?"
"No baby of course not."
Kurt nodded and he started to pace up and down and he felt a sob escape his lips and he placed his hands on his head.
"Baby." Kurt said walking toward him
"I've known you all for five fucking minutes and I feel like I can tell you anything and it's scares me." Kurt whispered
"I don't it Jeff."
"I can't do this."
"I erm maybe I should just got to bed right?"
"Baby you need to calm down okay?" Jeff said placing a hand on his shoulder and Kurt closed his eyes
"God I'm so fucking sorry." Kurt choked out and Jeff reached up and pulled him into a hug. He hand went up to his hair and started to thread his fingers through it.
"You're going to be okay alright? I've got you baby." Jeff said kissing his head and Kurt nodded.
"Tell me somethings that normally do to calm down?" Jeff said lifting his head up and Kurt bit his lip and closed his eyes
"Bath. Glass of wine. Erm."
"Something to touch it play with so my fingers are busy."
"I lied."
"What about baby?"
"Why I tap much."
"Why do you do it?" Jeff said stroking his hair and moaned and Jeff pulled him closer
"Just say it baby okay? Say it quickly." Jeff said pulling him back so he could look in him eyes.
"I count because I have too." Kurt said as another sob left his lips and Jeff nodded as he tears fell.
"Well done baby." Jeff said kissing his cheek and pulling back.
They stayed like that for a while, just holding eachother. Kurt was sobbing into his neck and Jeff couldn't take it seeing him in this much pain. He didn't want to mess with him but he was in agony.
I need to help him but I'm not strong enough. Wes?
Wes looked up at them in Blaine's room.
"What do I do?" Wes said panicking
"Take his pain away." Blaine said and Wes shook his head.
"No?" David said shocked.
"I just don't know what to say. I will do it." Wes said and they looked at him.
"You'll know." Blaine said and he nodded.
Wes knocked and walked in and Kurt pulled away and turned around and wiped his tears away. He turned to Jeff and nodded.
"Hummel?
"Yeah?"
Kurt had his back turned to Wes. He didn't want Wes to see him cry. The last person he wanted.
"I've got your something."
Kurt turned round and Wes held his hand out. Glass of red wine.
"I know we are underage and everything but it helps right?" Kurt nodded.
"Take it and come here a minute."
Kurt took it and walked over.
"Take a sip."
Kurt did and and smiled. "Oh god that's nice what is it?"
Wes laughed and shook his head. "What does it taste like?
"Money."
Wes laughed again and Kurt laughed too but it for strangled and he turned away
"I'm not letting you see me cry Welsey, I wouldn't live it down." Kurt said laughing and Wes chuckled. He seen that the others was watching from the bathroom and he got nervous.
"Hummel?"
"Yep?"
Kurt was standing in front of him and his shakes was shaking so he leaned over and took the glass of him.
"That's Indian giving you know? You're corrupt."
Wes rolled his eyes and smiled. "You're quit the charact-
"Can you help me?"
Wes looked at him and seen that the tears was flowing from his face. He was in pain. He stepped forward and did something that they had never seen him do. He reached over and cupped his face with his two hands and started to caress them with his thumbs. Kurt closed his eyes and relaxed.
"Jesus." Kurt whispered and Wes chuckled.
"Is that nice?" Wes whispered and Kurt let out a throaty laugh.
"Rather pleasant."
Wes smiled and tiled his head to get a better look at him. His mouth was slightly open and his eyes was gently. His face was blotchy and his lips was swollen. He was beautiful, very beautiful. Wes turned his head to them and they smiled softly.
"Why did you stop Welsey?" Kurt whispered
Wes swallowed and licked his lips. He started to move his thumbs again and then he ran one down over his lip and Kurt moaned softly and he couldn't stop looking at him.
"Wes?" Kurt said softly
"Yes Kurt?" Wes said softly
"Do it again."
Wes turned to Blaine and he smiled and nodded. He knew Blaine liked this guy but he felt this weird pull and it scared him. Wes turned his head quickly and licked his lips nervously and stared at his friends. Wes was connecting with him and they could see it had never been this intense before. They seen Wes's eyes water and they was shocked. Kurt was making him feel things.
Wes turned back and did it again. Sliding is across his bottom lip gently and Kurt licked up lips.
"Sorry." Kurt whispered with a small laugh.
"It's okay." Wes said smiling.
"You're very sweet when you want to be." Kurt said softly with his eyes closed
"You're very beautiful." Wes said and opened his mouth in shock.
He shook his head and turned to them who all was shocked too. Kurt blush was swept across his face quickly and he cleared his throat.
"What do you want Welsey?" Kurt whispered
Wes laughed softly and Kurt smiled.
"Are you going to kiss me?" Kurt said smirking with his eyes closed.
"Do you want me to kiss you?" Wes said leaning in closer to he could feel his breathe on him and Kurt inhaled sharply.
"Maybe." Kurt said grinning
"That's not a good enough Kurt." Wes said smiling
"Yes."
Wes turned to them and they was grinning, even Blaine.
"Yes it's not a good question, or yes you want me to kiss you?" Wes breathed into his lips.
"Kiss me." Kurt said opening his eyes and Wes's heart race picked up and his breathing starting to feel laboured and he swallowed and nodded.
Wes closed the gap, kissing Kurt gently. He exhaled into his mouth and Kurt lifted his hand up and cupped his face and then they pulled back and Kurt rested his head on his forehead. Wes felt all kinds of things he didn't want to feel but the push kept pushing and pushing and he just couldn't take it. He leaned forward and kissed him again with a little more pressure and he could hear a small soft moan escape his mouth and it was beautiful. Kurt wrapped his arms around his shoulder and Wes wrapped his around his torso. After a minute they pulled back again.
"Hey Wes." Kurt said smiling and a small giggle came from his throat
"Yes Kurt?" Wes said smiling as he heard the giggle
"You've just been my first kiss." Kurt said smirking
"Yeah?" Wes said breathlessly leaning closer.
"Yeah. Thank you." Kurt said grinning and Wes did too.
"Kurt?"
"Yeah?"
"You don't need to tap anymore, only when you're nervous, not when you're thinking compulsively." Wes said softly and Kurt nodded.
"I don't need to tap anymore." Kurt repeated softly looking into his eyes.
"The thoughts of hurting myself are gone now, I don't need to feel that pain." Wes said softly again.
"Thoughts of hurting myself are gone. I don't feel that pain anymore." Kurt repeated
"You sleep better now, no longer are there thoughts that live in your head." Wes said and Kurt nodded.
Kurt opened his eyes and he smiled. It was different. He hasn't seen it before. It was big, really big. His teeth was showing lightly and his eyes didn't look dead anymore.
"How do you feel?" Wes said softly.
"Alive." Kurt said grinning and nodding his head.
"Kurt?"
"Yeah?" Kurt said beaming
"I never came in the room tonight. You and Jeff talked and now you feel so much better. I never called you by your name, you never called me by mine. You didn't call me sweet and I didn't call you beautiful. We didn't kiss and then kiss again. You still haven't had your first kiss. When I leave this room you're going to count to ten and it will be the last time you ever count to ten compulsively. you're going to grab that wine and take a sip, come into Blaine's room and enjoy yourself. We are going to laugh at you and with you. You're going to feel comfortable around us and you're never going to be scared of us. Do you understand?"
"Yes."
Wes pulled back and walked away towards his friends and he wiped a tear away.
"Wes." Said placing a hand on his shoulder and squeezing it.
"One." Kurt said out loud at they turned around.
"Two."
"Talk to us Wes." Blaine said into his ear and he shook his head.
"Three."
"Four."
"Five."
"He makes me feel things. He understand me. I've never felt a connection to a human like that before." Wes admitted and they nodded in shock.
"Six."
"Seven."
"No matter what happens. Never tell him please."
"We won't, we promise." Blaine said leaning a hand on his shoulder and he nodded.
"Eight."
"You're not getting away with this though." Jeff said smiling and kissing his cheek.
"Go." Jeff said gesturing them out.
"Nine."
"Ten."
Kurt reached over and grabbed the wine and Jeff smiled. He lifted it to his lips and moaned.
"Oh god that's nice what is it?"
Jeff laughed, he had repeated the same words he spoke with Wes.
"What does it taste like Kurt?"
"Fucking money." Kurt said laughing and Jeff laughed too
"Why are we still standing here? Come on blondie." Kurt said smirking and grabbing his friend and pulling him through the bathroom.
"Oh my for Kurt!" Jeff said laughing and Kurt only laughed harder
"Oh fuck my wine hold on." Kurt said giggling and he Jeff smiled wider. He was different.
Kurt turned corner and smiled. "Found it."
Jeff shook his head in amusement and held his hand out and Kurt took it straight away which made Jeff shocked. He was even more shocked when he just walked in Blaine's door and walked in first dragging him. They heard it all and looked up. He was a totally different person. A good different though.
"Hey." Kurt said smiling at him.
They all said hey smiling and Kurt walked over for the couch sat down and Jeff walked with him glancing at them and smirked as he sat himself down next to him and Kurt opened his arms. Jeff squealed and buried himself into his chest and Kurt laughed.
"You give good hugs oh my god." Jeff said snuggling closer to him.
"See Wesley? You missed out big time." Kurt said winking at him and they all choked out a laugher
"You're unreal Hummel."
"Fucking gorgeous aren't i?"
They couldn't believe it. The change in confidence was drastic. He was openly sitting with Jeff with not a care in the world.
"You wanna sit with your boyfriend snickers, I can sit where you're sitting." Kurt said smiling and Nick shook his head.
"You're fine where you are porcelain."
Kurt grinned and lifted his hand up and started to play with his hair and Jeff rolled his eyes back and tried to stop moan coming out but it came out
"Fucking hell Jeff. I'm know I'm good with my hands but not that good." Kurt said bluntly and they all tuned to him. Jeff pulled himself away to he could look at him.
"What?" Kurt said looking around.
"You happy Hummel?" Wes said quickly
"I'm very happy." Kurt said rolling his eyes and Wes smiled and nodded.
"Why do you moan like that when I'm touching your hair?" Kurt asked leaning down and Jeff let out another laugher.
"Like what?" Jeff said laughing
"Like I'm doing homo shit with you?"
"Oh my god." Wes said leaning back on the bed.
"I've created a monster." Wes whispered and they all laughed and nodded
"Because it feels so fucking good that's why." Jeff said pulling back challenging him.
David couldn't ever speak his was laughing too much.
"Take turns?" Kurt said laughing and Jeff grinned and nodded.
They was half way through the movie. Wes turned his head to look at Kurt. His eyes was dropping due to tiredness but he never stopped stroking his hair. Wes swallowed and looked away. He already knew what this was. He tried to concentrate on the screen but he had to look again.
Blaine, David and Nick watched Wes. Tuning back and forth. They recognised it too.
Kurt had just fallen asleep but he hands was still moving slighty, stroking his hair. Jeff grinned before leaning up slowly and looking at him.
"He's sleeping Wes."
Wes turned his head and laughed softly. He hand was twitching ever so slighty.
"That's adorable." Jeff said with a hand to his heart.
Jeff started to make Kurt comfortable before placing a blanket over him and kissing him head.
"Night baby."
Jeff pulled back and walked over to the bed and seeing his legs round.
"What the fuck is going on Wes?" Jeff whispered
"I'm bonded with him."
"Fuck off Wes." Jeff said laughing but his laugh dropped when no one else was.
"But that's impossible? He's not one of us." David whispered
"It's there but he can't feel it until I touch him." Wes said looking to his fingers.
"He can't feel it any other time because he's not a vampire." Wes added.
"Shit." Nick said leaning back.
"That is what it would be like if he was a vampire." Wes said laughing softly
"Trust it to be me ay?"
"I know how much you like him Blaine I'm so sorry." Wes rushed out and Blaine shook his head.
"You're bonded with him Wes. There's still chance for me." Blaine said winking and Wes laughed and shook his head.
"Did you see his face when you touched him?" Jeff said smiling and Wes nodded.
"My fingers felt like they was on fire." Wes whispeared
"God Wes." David said concerned and Wes licks his lips.
"I've never felt that before, not with anyone." Wes added and turned his head back around to look at Kurt.
"Whats the plan?" David said looking at his best friend.
"We slip him vervain every single day so his choices are his own from now on." Blaine said smiling and they nodded
"I don't have physical contact with him. Every time I touch him he will feel it and it's going to send mix signals and it's not going to be good for his mental." Wes said looking down and they nodded.
"If he does turn we tell him. You come to us and tell us even if it's just us. It's gotta be truthful and you know? Vampy ears." Jeff added and they nodded
"He never knows. Even if he turns he can never know what just happened. Ruining with his mind like that will kill him." David added and they agreed.
"He never knows I was his first kiss." Wes said glancing at them and they nodded.
"But when he turns won't he remember? His compelled memories will come back." Jeff said confused
"I don't know how we go about that one." Wes said closing his eyes.
"We will have to see about that. Why don't you want him to know? It was a beautiful moment." Blaine said and Wes turned to him.
"I see how he looks at you and the way you look at him. He heart pounds out his chest every time he's around you Blaine. That's why. He can have normal relationship and still be bonded." Wes said smiling and Blaine grinned.
"Thank you." Blaine said leaning over and placing a hand on his.
"We will figure it out don't worry guys." Nick said as they all turned around to look at their new friend.
"Oh my god what time is it?" Kurt mumbled keeping his eyes closed.
He heard laughing and he opened his eyes.
"It's nearly three in the morning." Blaine said and Kurt smiled.
"I had the best sleep in the world." Kurt said slowly, his voice full of sleep.
"Did you now Hummel?" Wes said smiling.
"Mmm."
They laughed again and he felt a weight next to him and he smiled.
"Hey blondie."
"Oh god I can't cope you're fucking so cute." Jeff said excitedly and he lifted his leg over and straddled him and laying down on his chest.
The other was watching with smiles on their faces. They watched Kurt attempt to wrap his arms round him but they kept going limp because he was still half asleep. Jeff grinned before grabbing his arms and wrapping around him.
"Oh my god I would kill for cheesecake right now." Kurt mumbled to himself and they all chuckled.
"That one with the strawberries and the little cute white swirls." Kurt mumbled and they all started to laugh.
"I could eat like."
Kurt lazily threw his arms out.
"This many."
They all started to laugh again, and Kurt smiled sleepily and wrapped his arms back round Jeff.
"I'm going to buy you so many today." Jeff said into his shoulder
"Oh you're a diamond." Kurt mumbled as he wrapped his arms around tighter
"The ones with the white swirls?" Jeff said playfully and Kurt nodded
"That's the best one." Kurt said closing his eyes again.
"Where is your boyfriend and why isn't he killing me yet."
They all laughed and Nick walked over and Kurt turned his head.
"This isn't going to be a fair fight you know? I'm incapacitated." Kurt said smiling and Nick laughed and grinned and smiled at Jeff just sat up
"Oh no come back." Kurt said sweetly and all their hearts melted
"Nicky wants to spend time with you." Jeff said leaning down and kissing his cheek.
"Swap porcelain." Nick said grinning down to him.
"Kay."
Nick helped Kurt up and then pulled him back down into him. Kurt into the same position as Jeff did and Nick started to run his fingers through his hair.
"I hate my hair getting messed but I might have changed my mind." Kurt said into his neck and they smiled.
Protector
Nick glanced to the others and frowned. It was one word and he lifted his other hand and started to run a hand down his back.
I feel safe with you
Nick licked his lips and grinned and turned his head slighty.
You and blondie are so cute together
Nick started to grin more and more and his grip got tighter on him.
I hope one day I have what you have
Nick closed his eyes and leaned down and kissed him on the head. His fingers kept running through his hair and Kurt was completely relaxed. Nick started to get emotional and wiped his eyes.
Where your hand go
Nick chuckled and placed his hand back.
Thanks snicks
"I feel so clear." Kurt said into his neck and Nick nodded.
"Did one of you do that Vampy thing and take the bad stuff away?" Kurt said laughing softly and the others looked at eachother and laughed too
"Yeah Hummel." Wes said smirking
"Thank you." Kurt said smiling and he started to run his hand up Nicks arm with his finger.
"For what?"
"My thoughts. I can think clearly. I don't feel consumed by them. It's freeing." Kurt said sleepily and his finger trailed back and forth up his arm.
Jeff turned to Nick and rolled his eyes as a tear fell and Nick nodded. The others was smiling too.
"Anyway, where's my little french toast?"
"I'm here my little baguette."
"August Zang." Kurt said laughing slighty
"Who the fuck is that?" David said laughing
"The inventor of the baguette."
"Fuck off no way you know that! Search it right now!" David said laughing and they all pulled their phones out laughing and searched.
"Oh my god it fucking is." Blaine howled out and Kurt was shaking with laughter.
"How do you know that?" Nick said laughing
"I read a lot and I like to know things for situations like that because it makes me look like I've got big brains." Kurt said laughing
"Man you sure do." David said laughing
"Stop it."Kurt said laughing harder
Kurt had fallen asleep again about ten minutes later. He didn't even move on Nicks chest. There was tiny soft snores coming from his mouth.
"Do you reckon we are going to tell him?" Jeff said quietly looking over to them.
"Do we want to bring him into it? It's a lot to put on someone." Blaine said softly
"Yeah it is. It's crazy though. We have known him a day and he's already a huge part of the group. I mean look at him with Nick?" David said pointing over and they all smiled. Nick went to talk but kurt's thoughts stopped him.
Nicky
Nick grinned and started running his fingers through his hair again.
Why did they hurt you?
Nick snapped his head up towards his friends in shock.
"Did you tell him?" Nick whispeared
"Of course not babe." Jeff said and Nick smiled and nodded
"You all heard him with me right?"
They all nodded sadly and Nick continued comfort him.
"He just knows shit it's so weird." Wes whispeared and they all nodded in agreement.
Should I tell them?
They all glanced to Kurt and watched him sleep. His thoughts was very open when he was sleeping.
Nah.
They all tried to contain their laugher and Nick started to laugh lightly trying not to wake him. It was entertaining.
Should I tell Nick?
"Why would he tell me?" Nick said nervously
"Are you sure he doesn't know? Maybe it slipped out?" Nick said turning to them.
"No we wouldn't do that without you knowing, it's not our place." Blaine said and Nick smiled
Blaine is so fucking hot
Blaine grinned and the others started to laugh again.
"Told you." Wes said smirking and Blaine leaned over and smacked him on the arm
"Asshole." Wes said laughing
Welsey is kinda cute
Blaine opened his mouth and turned to him and Wes shook his head in amusement
Nah he's not
They turned to him sadly and he shrugged
He's fucking hot too
"I can't deal with this." Nick said placing hand on his mouth.
"Damn." Wes said nodding
Blaine grinned and turned to Wes.
"You know what that'll mean right?" Blaine asked softly and Wes frowned
"What do you mean man?" Wes questioned
"If I was with Kurt and he was bonded with you." Blaine said looking at him and Wes let out a laugh
"I didn't think about that." Wes said rolling his eyes
"What type of bonding is it?" Blaine asked turning to him again
"Both." Wes whispeared
"Damn does that scare you?" David said confused
"I'm not gay." Wes said slowly "so it's confusing."
"I'm not surprised. How do you feel about?" Blaine asked slowly
"When I touched him I didn't care, when I look at him I don't care. If I'm with him I'm with him. Kurt." Wes said quickly and they smiled
"You have got a heart and a pretty bug one too." Jeff said smiling, as he moved his body to face him.
"I guess he just needed the right person." Blaine said smiling and Wes laughed and nodded
David is so kind.
David beamed and the others turned to him.
"I'm fucking kind." David said grinning and they all laughed and shook their heads
Big brother vibes
"Oh he's amazing." David said taking a sip of his drink.
"God his little brain does over time when he's sleeping doesn't it?" Blaine said grinning to them.
"Yeah. He's so relaxed man." Nick said smiling at his best friend.
Blondie
Jeff smirked and laid his hand on the pillow and watched him.
It's a good job I met you
Bastard still didn't tell me where he got his hands on them shoes?
Jeff laughed and the others soon followed.
Ah I forgive him.
Kurt moved a little and his hand ended up on Nicks face and his thumb was tracing patterns on his cheek.
"Oh he's giving me the feels." Nick said quickly trying to move
"For someone who has only just had their first kiss he knows what he's doing." Jeff said smiling
"I'm guessing he's still a virgin." Wes said and they all rolled their eyes and looked at him
"No one blushes like that if they are not a virgin." Wes added and they nodded
"It's very endearing." Nick said quietly.
"I don't mean that in a bad wa-
"It's okay Wes. We know you're pretty forward." Blaine said and he nodded
"I don't see how though right?" Jeff said and they laughed
"He's gorgeous." Blaine said and they nodded
"He is." Wes said smiling
Did I kiss Wesley?
They all looked up shocked and Wes started to panic
"Didn't it work?" David said panicking and Wes stood up and started to pace
"Of course I worked!" Wes hissed
"Shit sorry day." Wes said apologetic and placed a hand on his shoulder
"It's cool man don't worry I'm freaking too." David said nodding
"Shit." Blaine said running a hand through his hair.
"Maybe it's just his unconscious thoughts. That can happen right?" Jeff said and they nodded.
"I hope it is." Nick said quickly
Red wine
"Oh no." Wes said sitting on the floor and watching him
Does he hate me?
"Fucking hell." Wes said placing a hand on his hand. Blaine stepped up and walked over and sat on the floor with him.
"I think it's unconscious thoughts well. They're muddled up." Blaine said grabbing his hand.
"God he's gonna think I hate him. I'm gonna have to pretend to hate him." Wes said shaking his head and they nodded
"Oh I can't do this." Wes said blowing air out.
"You wanna hug?" Blaine jokingly but yes nodded
"Jesus Wes you must be in a state if you're giving hugs out." David said and Wes nodded
"He fucking does things to me." Wes said laughing
"Jesus man."
"Yeah."
Blaine wrapped his arms around him and Blaine could only feel tense.
"Relax I've got you." Blaine said init his ear and Wes Finally did.
I hope he doesn't hate me, I shouldn't of said those things to him. I'm a horrible person.
Wes swallowed and turned his head towards him shake it as on Blaine's chest.
I need to make it up to him.
But he called me a bitch?
Nah.
Wes laughed into his chest and Blaine was and the others was chuckling too
But his lips was so fucking soft
"Its definitely it's unconscious thoughts." Blaine said laughing and Wes nodded and lowered his head in embarrassment
"Don't be embarrassed Wes. He's your bonding partner and it's beautiful." Jeff said smiling and Wes smiled back.
"I just don't do feelings and he just shows up and brings them all out." Wes said and they looked at him
I hope he does that again. I wanna feel it again.
"He's definitely your bonding partner." Nick said smirking
I was a feel his hands all fucking over my skin
"Shit." Wes said laughing nervously and looking away
"Don't be embarrassed Wes." Blaine said leaning over and turning his hand.
"It's norm-
"How the fuck am I going to do this Blaine?" Wes whispeared.
"Do you trust me?" Blaine said softly and he nodded
He leaned cupped his face and leaned over gently and placed his lips gently on his. It was brief yet loving.
God I want them fucking both
They pulled back and rested their foreheads together and started to laugh.
"He wants us both Blaine." Wes said smirking
"He sure fucking does." Blaine said smirking back and Wes leaned over and kissed him again.
"Thank you." Wes said smiling.
"Thank you." Blaine said smiling.s
Does that make me a whore?
"Oh my god i fucking love him." Nick said trying to keep his laughter in his mouth
"He's the best fucking thin-
Or does it make me greedy?
Could I have them both?
Probably not.
God I would love them both to fuckin-
Kurt gasped and sat up right but Nick grabbed his hands to stop him from falling. The looked around quickly but they had their heads doing other things.
"Kurt are you okay?" Blaine said softly and Kurt let out a choked laugher and laughed.
"All good Anderson." Kurt said laughing hysterically and then he glanced at Wes and started to laugh louder
"Oh my god what are you laughing it?" Jeff said laughing. He had never heard him laugh like this before and it was hysterical.
The others couldn't help it they all started to laugh too. His laugh was infectious. He was turned towards Nick and both his arms was wrapped around Nick's for support and Kurt had his head thrown back gasping for air and Nick was also the same. Nick was choking on his laughter. Jeff stopped laughing and looked at them. This was Nick's moment with him. He was making the connection already so quickly. Jeff grinned before turning his head the the others, they had stopped laughing too and watched them too lovingly. They continued to laugh and Kurt couldn't breathe and Nick lifted his hand up and cupped his face and brought it down.
"Stop it right now." Kurt choked out and Nick laughed harder
"Stop laughing." Kurt said as the tears streamed down his eyes.
"I can't help it Kurt your laugh is infectious." Nick said through his laugh.
"Oh god sorry." Kurt said laughing wiping the tears away and then he leaned down and wiped his tears away and Nick stopped laughing
"Shit sorry I'm so touchy and I don't know why." Kurt said laughing withdrawing hand but Nick grabbed it it quickly and kept it there.
"Aren't you normally this touchy?" Nick said grinning
"Nah. I mean I'm affectionate but not this affectionate." Kurt said laughing
"I feel comfortable." Kurt said nodding an Nick nodded too.
"Fuck how long have I been laying on you? I'm surprised your limbs are still in use." Kurt said laughing. "I will get off now."
"Nope." Nick said laughing dragging him back down.
"I have a dangerous mind." Kurt mumbled into his chest and they all grinned.