Hyde felt great, why wouldn't he, he had a smoking hot blonde on one arm and a refill of the 'finest' stuff in a little brown bag in the other.

Yeah, life was good for Steven Hyde...or so he would have you think.

All-day since his confrontation with Jackie he felt weird, he couldn't explain it.

He wasn't angry, even though he had every right to be, but he wasn't really happy either. He was more confused than anything, 'what the hell did she mean, he'd blown his last chance with?' he thought to himself.

It's not like he ever had another chance with her, not that he wanted one, but damn why did it hurt so much hearing her say that? She crushed his heart, he should be happy to get rid of that 95 pound, Abba loving, prom queen, beautiful, lovin- DAMNIT! He should NOT be thinking of her, she was his ex, IS, she IS his ex.

Sometimes he thinks that Jackie was made in a secret Government lad somewhere. So she could annoy the hell out of him while simultaneously making him want to fuck her senseless, you know to make him forget how messed up the Government is man!

"Hyde, Hyde, HYDE" A voice interpreted Hyde's inner monologue.

"Huh, wha-what" Hyde stuttered, snapping out of his trance.

"What the hell are you so distracted about" Raquel demanded (A/N: OK in the first chapter I spelt her name wrong but it doesn't really matter she won't be in this for long).

"Why the hell would I be distracted when I have a hot blonde sitting in my lap making out with me," Hyde said incredulously. Ok so he was a bit distracted but he wasn't gonna tell her that especially when he had been thinking of Jackie. He kinda wondered why Raquel didn't say anything to him when she walked in on them kissing earlier.

"You're thinking about that chick from earlier, aren't you!"

Oh god damnit

"Rachel-" Before Hyde could get another word in he heard the car door open and slam.

What the hell?

Hyde got out of the car to see his make-out partner standing at the side of the car looking pissed as all hell.

"What are you doing, why'd you get out?" Hyde questioned.

"Umm well let's see, you haven't paid attention to me at all. When I ask you questions all you do is mumble yes or no when we're making out you're obviously thinking about another girl AND you don't even know my name!" Raquel exclaimed fuming.

"I know your name…..Rachel?" Hyde tried to sound confident but it fell flat, even to his ears.

"Right, that's it, I'm leaving" Raquel proclaimed "Have fun with your little midget"

"Hey don't call her that!" He said before he could stop himself.

"Whatever, later Hyde," Raquel said as she rolled her eyes, waved her hand dismissively and walked away from the car.

Hyde made no move to go after her, it wasn't like she really meant anything to him. They only meet a week ago and since then it's been smokin, drinkin, but surprisingly not fuckin. He kept it to strictly making out and the occasional heavy petting.

How stupid is he? he had a hot busty blonde practically falling all over him and he didn't tap that switch. It made no sense at all!

He was a free man, he could bang whatever chick he wanted, hell he usually had a whole flock of 'em lined outside the basement door.

So why was it every time he tried to make a move he couldn't, deep down he knew why he couldn't.

Jackie

Jesus that girl would not leave his head all summer. She was all he thought about day in and day out. Every time he was with a chick, not even on a date just being around one, he always found himself comparing them to Jackie. He even did it with Donna.

Now, Hyde was never a picky guy when it came to….Well, anything really but he was especially never picky when he chose what chick would warm his bed that night. But recently, they were either too fat or too thin, too bland to nice or too bitchy. Which is ironic since Jackie was the bitchiest girl he ever met. Or they just weren't pretty or interesting enough to really catch his attention and if they did it wasn't for long.

Sometimes when he and Jackie were dating he would catch himself just staring at her mesmerised by her beauty. He may not have said it. But to him, and probably everyone else, Jackie was the most beautiful girl he saw.

Her soft porcelain skin, shining raven hair, her cute little button nose, and her beautiful jewelled eyes that never failed to captivate him.

It wasn't just Jackie's face and her amazing body that attracted him to her. It was also her mind, the way she would think and act. Hell even the way she would talk to people, damn that girl could burn.

As Hyde thought about everything he loved/liked about Jackie. It made him remember the good times between when they went to prom, when he taught her zen, even that faithful summer that finally brought them together after years of secretly pining for each other a time he rarely thought about.

It's not that he hated remembering what they did. It's just when he thought about that summer he often remembered the aftermath. Kelso and Donna coming back, everyone finding out about him and Jackie and ruining their good time. Painting them as the bad guys when they hadn't done anything wrong, the whole get off my boyfriend incident and of course the nurse.

Shit if he had known dating Jackie was such a hassle he wouldn't have gone near her that summer.

He nearly lost all his friends, his rep and most importantly his sanity.

Why, why did he have to go after her? Of all people it wasn't like he had a shortage of chicks that wanted him, so then why her?

He asked himself this question so many times he lost count. He always said it was because she was insanely hot but if he let himself be honest, even for a second, he knew the real answer.

He's been in love with Jackie since he was a child.

He met her when he was 8 years old and ever since he's been nothing short of bewitched by her, so when he got his chance he jumped for it not knowing how hard it would be when he fell.

But did he fall? Sure the break up had been rougher on him than he thought it would be but did he really experience the full impact?

He wasn't the one cheated on, he wasn't the one humiliated in front of all his friends, he wasn't the one constantly harassed by a sex-crazed, self-centred, dumbass ex-boyfriend. No, he wasn't the one to experience all of that but Jackie was.

Jesus his Doll went through hell and he's the one sulking. He's the one bitching and moaning, he's the one to be an absolute asshole when he had no right to.

God she forgave him, he could have gotten his princess back and he rejected her.

Fuck, what has he done.

Hey everyone! I'm really sorry for the wait but it's just been super hectic for me lately.

My school started up again and I've just been swamped with work and stress, and recently had to be sent to the hospital for medical reason's so that sucked.

Sadly I can't say there will be regular updates to either of my stories it'll all have to be based on whether or not I have free time but I am by no means abounding either of my stories so don't worry

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This chapter is a bit short, sorry about that, it's all I could get done in a short amount of time but I hope you like:p