A/N I don't own twilight or the characters if I did Jacob would have gotten the girl
Chapter two: secrets
Previously
was working up the courage to walk over to her she finally turned my way our eyes locked and i think the whole la push could hear my heart go crazy it was pounding in my chest she slowly walked over to me she smiled shyly "hey Jake "
The first thing I noticed was the fact she called me Jake and not Jacob when she used my full name that's when I knew I was in deep shit the second thing I noticed was her smile I haven't seen it in so long that I took me a few seconds to respond
"Hey Bells how are you ? " I said hesitant I wasn't sure if she was still mad at me it seemed like she wasn't "Good just been focusing on my study's I got a job at a bakery so been busy was all that how about you I heard you was trying to start things up on getting a garage " she said while sitting across from me crossing her legs I could help bUt stare at them Bella had killer legs long and toned I couldn't stop the memories of them wrapped around my waist "Yeah me Quil and Embry been seeing about getting a loan and starting it up you know we always said we was gonna do it together" I said while shaking the memories outta my head .
She nodded her head " that's good I'm happy for you " she bit her lip and looked away things were awkward between us witch never happen even when we were mad at each other witch was often it was never a struggle to make conversation " you look really nice tonight Bella " I said then her phone started ringing her phone flashed and it was the one person that I had hoped she wouldn't reconnect with after the break up she quickly ended the call .
Now remeber when I told you I fuck thing up and I'm a stubborn ass well this is one of those times. ...I gave her a hard Glare " Why the fuck is Edward fucken Cullen calling you Bella so what we break up and a month later your running back to him how long did it take you a week to go back to him " I was shaking I knew I couldn't get to angry not with everyone here especially with her just a few feet from me .
And of course Bella being Bella she glared at me right back " first of all Jacob ( see what I said about full name she's pissed) you don't know what the hell your talking about you have no idea what I been going threw or what's been going on in my life so don't start that shit with me and second you left me remeber you promised to be there for me to never hurt me and what do you do 6 months later you leave me so it's none of your goddanm Business who I talk to and what I do "
I knew she was right I broke every promise I made to her but it wasn't because I didn't want her it was because she deserved better them the life I could give her but I didn't Focus on that I was trying to calm myself down " I knew you was always gonna go back to him I knew I wasn't good enough it was only a matter of time you always towed back and forth with us just choosing who was the right fit for you at that time "
I knew I hurt her badly when I said that I should have took it back and said I was sorry but I just crossed my arms and glared at her I was hurt that they were in contact with each other when she never called me once since the break up neither did I but it still stung
She slowly stood up she had tears in her eyes " I'm just gonna go now you have no clue what your talking about Jacob this is is Charlie and sues weekemd I'm not gonna ruin it for them " she walked away from me and I felt my heart ache .
But what got my attention was what she keep saying I didn't know what was going on in her life what did I mean I always kept tabs on Bella Leah Seth and Bella have gotten close over this past year with Charlie and sue getting together so I lalways knew what she was up to
Like when we broke up this douche bag started following Bella around her campus always asking her out being persistent after she said no countless times she told Leah what was going on and she let it slip in the pack mind ...let's just say after a long long talk and some threatening the douche didn't look her way so obviously there was something she was hiding or something Seth and Leah was keeping from me
I got up looking for Seth I knew I could break him fast then Leah her and Bella was to close for her to betray her and even tho I took my claim as alpha I really hated using the alpha order on anyone I found Seth talking to Embry and Sam he looked nervous obviously over hearing my Conversation with Bella I stalked over to Seth and dropped my hand hard on his shoulder he winced
" Hey Seth is there something you need to tell me " I said starting straight in his eyes
He swallowed hard " look Jake don't get mad man I was just trying to do right by Bella and she kinda scared me her eye twitches when she's mad and she told me she stop feeding me for a month if I said anything " he said
"What happens " I said grinding my teeth
"Jake the volturi been watching Bella " Seth said
I seen red I grabbed him by the throat " and you didn't think it was be wise to tell your alpha that a royal vampire claim was stalking his imprint " I said growling then I said it a small gasp
I dropped Seth to the ground he was on his knees trying to get his breathing under control "I'm sorry Jake...she told me not to tell you ...you know the alpha command works for her to" Seth struggled out between breathes
But I could barley hear him I was to busy watching my Bella my imprint with betral in her eyes " bells-" I didn't get to finish she cut me off walking always from me shaking her head