I AM CHANGING A LITTLE BIT OF THE HOUSE STORY LINE, NOTHING MAJOR I AM JUST VERY UNORIGINAL. SO, TAUB, THIRTEEN, PARK, AND KUTNER (HE NEVER DIED) ARE HOUSES NEW TEAM IN HIS NEW HOSPITAL. NO ONE AT PRINCETON HAS MET THEM.

When I first got to Illinois, I really didn't know where to start. I knew I needed to find a job, but it more than likely wasn't going to be in medicine, knowing my past.

First thing I did was find a bar nearby and got wasted. That's where I met Jack, he was a dean of medicine in a nearby hospital.

Somewhere in the night, he mentioned he was short staffed, and didn't know how much more of his job he could handle. That was friday.

I stayed the weekend at a hotel, and got stoned the whole time, feeling bad for myself and life.

Monday, I walked into Jacks office and said I was there to work. He didn't remember who I was and thought I was an insane homeless man walking in pretending to be a doctor. He almost called security, he soon started recognizing me and it all came back to him.

I told him i was a real doctor, and am looking for a job. I hate change, so I wanted to have the same job I had in princeton.

Of course a diagnosticians wing was only a thing Cuddy created to keep me happy. Jack hated the idea, but I persisted.

He really didn't have much of a choice since he was so short staffed, and desperate. He offered me a compromise, saying if i help him out where I could, he would find me a team.

I tried avoiding helping like the plague, I guess somethings just never changed, even after a year and a half in prison.

Jack eventually did find some more help, after months, and he kept his promise, he got me a team. One person, Park.

She had just left her job after she punched her boss for groping her, and she was someone no one seemed to want to work for them. She was a very quiet person, who seemed to be easily walked over. Despite punching her boss.

I didn't want her, and I made it very clear, but Jack also made it very clear that if I wanted a team of any sort, i would have to deal with park. I told him I would only until I found a team of my own. He wished me good luck.

I really was getting bored, without much interesting cases to do, and no real team, Jack offered I go speak in front of a nearby college and try to find people to make a team.

I seen a lot of idiots there, but eventually I was able to develop a team, I hired Taub, Kutner, and a girl we all called Thirteen.

The same night I had introduced my team to Jack and Park, Park came to me and offereed me her hand to shake, and said it was nice working for me.

I had to admit, us being alone working, made me change my opinion on her, and I didn't want to see her go. I offered she stay on as my second hand man. She gladly accepted and left.

I had to almost laugh, Cuddy was always on me saying I needed to find a female to join my team with Chase and Foreman, after Cameron left, but I never did. Now here I am with two ladies on my team.

During this time, I started to really like a nurse, she hated me, but I never stopped trying. She knew my history, majority of people in the hospital did., and she didn't want to be associoated with a pshychopath, of course that never deterred me.

Eventually she caved after I helped save a very important patient of hers, and she agreed to go on one date with me.

One date turned into two, then two, then three, and so on. We fell in love, I really loved her.

She was so beautiful, Intelligent, and somehow she was the only person to ever manage to keek me in check. I proposed to her about 4 months in. I know it's crazy, but I never wanted to lose her.

She said no.

But we still were great together. She got pregnant.

It wasn't anything we planned, and I really wasn't sure what to do, we got into a fight because I didn't want to be a father.

She left, and went to her parents for awhile. She wouldn't talk to me, and I was scared.

I did go to one of her doctor appointments midway through the pregnancy, and I got a first look at my daughter, and something changed.

Ever since leaving prison, I wanted to change, I wanted to leave that past behind me and not make the same mistakes again.

I am still an asshole don't get me wrong, but I'm trying.

Seeing my daughter made me cry, and I apologized over and over.

On march 31st, my baby girl was born, Lily House. She was so beautiful. She had my eyes.

There were complications during the birth, and I held my girlfriends hand, as she took her last breath.

I was broken.

Here i was trying to change my life, trying to get back on track, and I was finally happy, and then the love of my life was taken from me.

I cried more than ever before in my life, pain I have never even imagined one person could ever have.

I held my daughter, and vowed i would be the greatest father there was.