RPOV

"So how was the talk with Janine?" Abe asked me. I looked at him.

"It went well actually," I sighed before continuing. "There weren't much to talk with her you know, it's you I have a lot to catch up with," He nodded.

"Did she tell you how we met?" I nodded. He looked ahead smiling.

"Your mother was and still is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life," He whispered and I on the other hand didn't know what to tell. He went near the cupboard and took his briefcase and opened it. He started going through it and finally sighed.

"What is it?" I asked him. He smiled and took a photograph out.

"This is when she was 21, I'm sorry I don't have much," He told me giving it. It was a photo of her and she looked so beautiful.

I smiled and looked at him.

"Wait, 21? She had me when she was 20 right? But how?" I asked him confused.

"Let's say that we were a family for 2 years, Rose," I opened my mouth to tell something but nothing came out. We lived together for 2 years.

"After... even after my birth?" I asked him and he nodded.

"B... but how? I mean... I don't understand," I told him. He kneeled in front of me and took my hands in his.

"I was there the day you were born, I cut your chord Rosemarie, I'm the person who suggested adding the 'Marie' part to your name since it's my grandmother's name," I couldn't believe my ears.

"I... I didn't know about that, Oh My God everything is so, so confusing," I stopped to take a deep breath.

"Start from the beginning Abe, from the beginning," I told him. He nodded and took a seat beside me.

Flashback- Abe's POV

"Ibrahim! IBRAHIM!" I ran towards the bathroom door.

"What, what is it darling?" I asked Janine, she looked at me with an expression filled with horror. She was scared of something.

"Janine, what is it?" I asked her taking her hand between mine.

"I... I'm... I'm pregnant,"

What

The

FUCK!

"Pre... Pregnant? Are you sure?" I asked her and she nodded tears streaming on her face.

Holy Fuck!

"Did you forget your pill?" I asked her, she looked down nodding her head. I raked my hand through my hair.

"Abe, Abe please, don't leave me now, I can't go through this alone. Please stay with me, please," She fell on the floor clutching my trouser leg begging and sobbing. I immediately kneeled.

"Hey, hey, Janine, don't cry. Shhh, don't cry, I won't leave you, this is unexpected but it doesn't mean I'll leave you," I told her wiping her tears.

She thought that I'll leave her on her own? Bloody hell no!

"You promise?" She asked me.

"Hey, look at me," I hold her chin and made her look at me.

Oh my beautiful bebek, Her green eyes are now red from crying. She's scared, so damn scared.

"I love you Janine, and when I say I love you, I mean it. I'm not here just to fuck you and leave. I'll be with you, at every step, I promise," I told her kissing her eyes softly.

"I love you too, I love you so much, Ibrahim," She told me kissing me.

We spend the rest of our night cuddling together.

"Abe," Janine called me tracing her hand over my chest tattoos.

"Hmm?"

"Do you really want it? I mean you're not doing this because of responsibilities right?" She asked me. I smiled looking at her.

"I know, this is unexpected, bad timing, and everything we didn't ask for, but can you imagine how amazing it's going to be? I hope it's girl," I told her excitedly. She chuckled.

"Easy there tiger, I just figured out today," I laughed and hugged her tighter. After a long silence, she cut off again.

"What about your work Abe? and what about my career?" I tensed, I didn't think about it.

"We'll manage and also no matter what you and it will be the first, and as for your career, we'll see Janine," I told her but she didn't tell anything.

"Do you want this baby?" I asked her, she looked at me and sighed.

"I'm scared, I'm not telling you that I'm unhappy, I'm happy. You are and always will be the person I want a family but I'm still young and I've never imagined myself as a mother when I'm just 19." I kissed the top of her head.

I could understand her. Not just her even I'm scared. This isn't what I wanted. I wanted to wait till she's ready and then ask to marry me. My work isn't safe, Janine loves being a guardian, everything is just so hectic.

"We'll make through this bebek, we will," I whispered to her.

(Flashback ends- Back to RPOV)

"So she was 19 when both of you figured it out that she's pregnant?" I asked him. He nodded.

"We made it. Lord Szelsky and Tatiana permitted to take her off days for the birth, we lived in Turkey together. I have a house there you know," He told me smiling.

"So was mom happy? Wait, was I born there?" I asked him and he chuckled.

"Of course she was happy and yes you were born there," My mouth hangs open.

"I was born in Turkey?" I asked him and he nodded.

"wow," I whispered. He chuckled and got up.

"That was the best day in my life, kiz," He told me.

(FLASHBACK- ABE'S POV)

"AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH" She screamed top from her lungs.

"I'd rather kill strigoi," She screamed.

"You're doing great darling, breath just breath," I told her wiping the sweat forming on her forehead.

"You will never stick your moroi fertile dick in me," She screamed. I kissed her forehead.

"I won't sweetheart," I whispered peppering her forehead with kisses.

"Jesus Christ! Is it coming from my ass?" She asked pushing so hard.

"It's not possible, bebek," I told her and she gave a murderous glare to me.

"I can see the head, Janine, come on push," the doctor told her.

She growled and looked at me.

"I'm a guardian. I'm a fucking bitch-ass guardian, I can kill strigoi," She told me and I nodded.

"Am I a FUCKING CRY BABY IBRAHIM?" I tightened her grip.

"No Janine," I told her.

"DAMN RIGHT YOU ARE," She told and I nodded again.

"WHICH MEANS I CAN DO THIS," She screamed at me and I kissed her forehead.

"Yes you can, You're strong. You're so so strong, you can do this," I told her and she nodded before taking a deep breath and pushing with everything she has with the loudest scream ever.

Right after her scream muffled down another scream was heard. Not from her from my baby. I looked at...," Is it a...?" doctor completed it for me.

"A daughter," he told. I heard small sobs from Janine, I looked at her.

"She's beautiful," She told and I nodded kissing her forehead.

"Would you like to cut the chord, Mr. Mazur?" I nodded and went near him.

"Just let us clean her," He told and I nodded.

"Rose," I told Janine kissing her softly.

"Rosemarie," Janine whispered to my lips.

"I love you, Janine Hathaway, I love you," I told her caressing her cheek lovingly.

"Love you too Mazur,"

"Mr. Mazur, MS. Hathaway, here's your little girl," A nurse interrupted us bringing our daughter back.

I took her to my arms.

I gasped.

She's beautiful. My princess. My little Rosemarie.

I turned to Janine and gave Rose to her.

"She's so small," she whispered.

"But perfect," I told her and she nodded.

(Back to RPOV)

"So you were there?" I asked him. He nodded and got up and took his briefcase opening it and going through it looking for something. Again he handed me a photo. I gasped.

"Is this... Is this me?" I asked him with tears. He nodded. I've never seen a photo of my baby days yet here it is with my father.

"Go on," I told him. He smiled.

"As I told you, we lived together for two years as a family, but things changed." He told. He became silent again before starting to talk.

"As you know already, my work wasn't and isn't safe, but I have more power now. But back then when I was threatened usually you were the target. Your mother and I decided that it's for the best if both of you stayed away from me. So she took you to America and put you to St. Vladimir's. She promised to send updates. For all those past years, I received your photos, your achievements, your troubles, I knew everything." He stopped for a minute and took my hands.

"Trust me Rose, when I heard about the accident I wanted to kill myself and Janine both. Because I love you. And the reason I didn't come after you when you first ran away, I knew you weren't up to something idiotic." He told me.

"I think you know the rest," He whispered. We fell into silence.

"Do you really mean it?" I asked him and he looked up at me raising an eyebrow.

"That you love me and mom?" I asked him. He didn't answer for that but brushed his lips on my forehead. He opened his briefcase again and gave me another photo of mine.

"Your first birthday," He told me. And then another.

"Your sixteenth birthday I suppose, Janine send this to me." He told and got up.

"I do love you, Rose, You mean so much to me. You have no idea what I'll give to be with you. It's hard to believe that once you were on my lap sleeping and now you're with Belikov," He told going to the door.

But before he reached it I went to him and hugged him.

"Thank you," I told pulling out. He nodded and left the room giving me the time I need to process.