False starts, initial hesitations... desire, love, loss, frustration, pining... feelings confessed and initially reciprocated... only to be rejected. I understand the dynamic, the way things are... or rather were, before all this. Nonetheless, my feelings were beyond true, my love for them burned inside me with the brilliance of a star going nova. I would have given everything, yet even then it still wasn't enough. So I carry this affection, this yearning, this absolute, undeniable, deep-seated love... though to express it brings only pain, unrequited as it is. So I cry and wish that things had been different, that I could go back and set myself down a different path, or even abandon everything just for a chance to live in that love...
Yet, how could I tell that all to Bremerton? How could I admit that to another I pine after, now that the world has been reset, and I lost everything? I'm a shell of my former self, barely able to do as I'm tasked, not even recognizing the innate affections of so many of my shipgirls. Yet Bremerton seemed to... well, her kindness and gentle encouragement helped me improve, but my introversion was still very, very dominant.
What could I do? What could I say? I guess... I guess I have to tell her the truth. So I will. If she didn't accept me for who I am, then why should I pine after yet another I cannot have? Despite everything, I knew I could never let go of that one special person, the one who helped me find who I was, and who would always be out of my reach...
Yet...
She listened as I spoke, as I told my story, my tears sometimes leading to choking sobs that disrupted my sentences.
Yet, when I was done, she smiled.
She...
Smiled...
"Commander, you... you told me everything. That means a lot," Her first words garnered a short, sardonic laugh from me.
"I laid a lifetime of personal issues onto you... and you appreciate it?" I shook my head.
"Hmm... introverted and self-deprecating. You really need to think more of yourself. You consistently manage your fleets to an exceptional standard, you know? Plus, from what I've learned about your prehistory..." She smiled.
"It's nothing special. I need to take care of the ones under my Command, no matter what," I said, adamant in my denial of any exceptional nature.
"I'm trying to compliment you, Commander..." Bremerton sighed, but her smile told a different story. "More importantly, is that why you've never expressed a shred of interest for any shipgirl?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, confused.
"Because you don't like girls," She said, a little too smugly.
I shook my head, "That's not true."
"Oh?"
"Bremers..."
"Nope, you're gonna tell it to me straight."
"I'm bi, Brem!"
She stopped, a satisfied smile on her face, "See? Doesn't it feel better to just say it?"
I blushed heavily, the heat pouring off my face as she regarded me, "So then, there must have been someone that caught your eye..."
"Spee is really cute, and she's quiet like I am... maybe I should try to get to know her better," I said, though Bremerton cracked a grin at this as soon as the words were out of my mouth.
"Come on, Commander... you'll have to do better than that! Spee is cute, and she seems like she'd be a good fit, but... I have the feeling your heart is set on someone else," She pressed.
Can I really admit to Bremerton that it's her?
Do I... have I really come that far?
I...
I'll never be able to give up the memory of them, of the one I still love so dearly, nor of the ones I lost... I was never a perfect man, but I loved intensely, and to those I cared for... I would give anything...
I feel a potent emotion for Bremers; I feel the same embers I have grown to know mean so much more, if kindled...
I...
I want...
"Maybe... maybe I'm just not good enough for any shipgirl, Brem..." I said, recognizing my own resigned sigh.
"Oh, Commander... Commander..." Bremerton stood up, approaching me. I felt somehow... worried. Had I said something wrong?
"Bremerton, I didn't mean to insult you, I..." She cut me off, pulling me up and into a hug. I just stood there for a moment, shocked. I didn't really even recognize her body pressed to mine, just her warmth, and the...
The affection...
Affection
She... I... wha...
Is..
Wha...
I...
"You can hug me back, Commander..." Bremerton said, keeping her arms wrapped around me.
"Oh, I... ehe... yeah... I can... yeah..." I babbled like an idiot, slowly wrapping my arms around her, the warmth of her back against my arms.
Was this... how it would have felt? Would I have been this nervous... before? Would I have been cool? Or just a little excited, tripping over myself?
Would they have smelled of flowers? Would they have... hugged me as tightly?
"Commander... it's ok..." Bremerton's soothing voice purred.
"I..." I stopped, realizing I was crying again. I felt so hopeless like this. I was acting like such a fool in front of her.
"There's no shame in it, there's no shame in who you are, who you were, or who you will become. You were loved, you loved intensely, and you will love again."
I choked back a sob as she continued to hold me, "How can I, though? How can I keep going on like this, loving someone so intensely that it followed me into a new life... for all I know, that world is gone."
"And it shows just how human you are! If you were as bad as you think you are, how could your heart love with such vigor? You have a good heart, Commander... you care... you may never relinquish that love, but you will live with it knowing you can always turn to it to remind yourself that you can feel it!
"I... never really considered it like that..."
I took a deep breath, and Bremerton released me from our embrace. I found myself missing it…
"See... you consider your love unrequited, but it's not necessarily negative. It hurts, I know it hurts... it will never not hurt, but it can be a good hurt. I know you won't find love right now, but we love you, Commander, all of us do. Most of all, we want to see you happy."
"You all... love me?" I said, feeling surprised to hear it. Surely she didn't mean in a romantic sense...
Bremerton smiled, "Of course we care, Commander. You may not talk much, or get physical, but... you show how much you care every day. It's in the little things, Commander..."
I'm... at a loss. I didn't have a response for that. All I could do was look back into her pink eyes, which matched her hair... I never really noticed just how stylish she was. It was... cool!
Sorry I just left off so suddenly... the truth was the session wrapped up pretty quickly after that. I suppose Bremerton thought that was enough for one day. So here I am, back again in front of her after a long day of burying myself in my work. I had a cup of tea, at her insistence. It's not like this was some kind of Royal Navy thing anyway... but it was hot, and calming.
"I think you should tell me about this relationship, Commander. You're so focused on it, it's obviously still a huge part of your life. Not what you've already told me, of course... the details. Tell me about them," She crossed her legs, sitting back as I leaned forward, cradling the mug in my hands.
"I suppose that's fair. I just... where do I even begin? I suppose... in the beginning it was my fault, you know? I was the first to bring them pain, to... reject them. Things were complex, and even then, I will never regret the ultimate decisions I made."
I paused, gathering my thoughts.
Bremerton still watched me, her expression one of interest.
I sighed softly, remembering things so vividly was... difficult, "Then we got to know each other. First, they became my best friend, but that spark never died. Eventually I just confessed, you know? Such a dumb argument was getting out of control, and I knew it was headed nowhere good! So I said what I had wanted to say for so long... and it felt... it felt so fucking good!"
Bremerton waited for me to finish speaking, "Yet, isn't it true that..."
I interrupted her, "Yes."
She nodded, gesturing for me to continue.
"It was like... unlocking another branch to follow, like in a game, or something... and we began to grow closer, until the time came for me to really, really show that my words meant more than that. I was... so happy. My love grew even more, more than ever before. More than... god... it hurts, Brem... it fucking hurts... to have lost that, to know I will never have it again!"
I brought the mug to my mouth, shakily taking a sip, trying to calm my fraying emotions. She waited patiently, this wonderful shipgirl...
"I miss it... I miss the feeling of their lips against mine, their scent as I kissed their neck, bodies pressed together..." I began to prattle on, no longer caring about discussing the more intimate aspects of the relationship, "They gave me what no one else could, the level of affection, of mutual need... god, it felt like I was finally awake! I delighted in them, my lips searching every inch of their flesh as I seared it into my memory, fingers intertwined as we brought each other such joy! To hell with the consequences! I was selfish, and I don't care!"
An intensity filled me as I looked up, and something welled up inside me. I stood, the mug falling from my hands as I looked up to the ceiling and screamed, "I DESERVED TO BE HAPPY! I GAVE EVERYTHING! I GAVE FUCKING EVERYTHING AND RESIGNED MYSELF TO A LIFE OF SUBSIDENCE! FUCK YOU, GOD! FUCK YOU AND YOUR GAMES!"
I was shaking, my hands clenching and unclenching as I fell to my knees, sobbing, "I gave... I gave everything... and it still wasn't enough... because nothing is ever enough... you're only liked for as long as you're useful. That's why we will all die alone, because at the end... no one cares. No one... cares..."
I shut my eyes and lowered my head, tears cascading down my cheeks. I could feel Bremerton next to me again, and a moment later her arms were around me again as I stayed on my knees, deflated.
"Brem..." I turned and accepted her embrace, sobbing into her bosom as I took some small measure of comfort from her.
She stroked my head, not saying anything but just being there for me... did I really deserve this kind of treatment? Was I really worth all this?
A day off. I had everything I needed right in my quarters. No reason to leave at all.
Yet... I missed her. I missed Brem. I've been talking to her so much recently, and... I woke up this morning feeling... good. Like, I just... I felt better than I have in a while. Like... talking about this stuff was helping. My dreams were still focused on them, my love... but I didn't wake up feeling guilt, pain, regret...
Should I... should I try to see her? I could just dm her, she gave me her number after all, and her messenger code...
I picked up my phone, my thumb hovering over her contact. I pressed it after a moment's hesitation, and she picked up instantly, "Commander! It's good to hear from you." Her cheery voice made me feel at ease, but I found myself unable to reply. She called my name a couple times before I hung up, suddenly unsure of what to do.
A knock came at my door a few minutes later, "Hey, Commander... are you ok?"
Bremerton was on the other side of it, but I found myself unable to move. Damn it... damn it all...
The door opened, and she came in, dressed in a tennis uniform and sweating a little. She must have been trying out with the others for the games festival Akashi was putting together...
"Commander... I was really worried when you just hung up like that. What's wrong? You've been getting better, and if you need to see me I'm always willing to make time for you," She went to the edge of the bed and sat down. I joined her.
She blushed, "Sorry about this... I must stink, huh."
"Not at all... you always smell nice..." I said, looking down at my hands in my lap, wiping my sweaty palms against my house pants.
My ears burned as I realized what I just said.
She chuckled softly, "I smell good? What a strange thing to say, Commander... though we've been working together for quite a while now. You talk about their scent a lot too... is your nose really that sensitive?"
I nodded.
"Well, if you want to talk about them, I'm here for you."
"Brem..."
"Yeah, Commander?"
I don't want to talk about them. I want...
I mean, I do.
They'll never stop being a part of me, but I feel... at peace with that now.
A love like that is special, and...
They'd...
I took a deep breath as she watched me expectantly.
A hyper awareness took over me as I turned to look at her, the sight of her lovely face and gorgeous body awakening a need inside of me. There was no turning back from here. I had to say what I had to say. The soft rise and fall of her chest as she breathed, a trickle of sweat on her neck, her lips parted ever so slightly...
"I want to talk... about you."
"Oh? Well, this is new... but most welcome. What did you want to talk about?"
"Bremers, I... you've been there for me whenever I needed you, and you know everything there is to know about me. I find myself wishing I was by your side for more than just my own selfish need to vent and cry. I'm not much of a man, but I... I love you."
Bremerton blinked a few times, her expression shifting between surprise and something more reassuring. She took a breath, blowing it out slowly, "Commander, I... do you really? I mean, I get it, I've been your counselor and..."
"Bremerton, I love you!"
We were already so close, but when her lips pressed to mine suddenly, it was such a shock... yet I pressed back, taken by how soft they were. Her kiss... Bremers' kiss...
She pushed me back against the bed, my head resting on the pillow as she straddled me, continuing to kiss me deeply as our bodies pressed together. Her soft breasts pressed to my chest, her skimpy tennis uniform hiding not a single curve...
I opened my eyes, realizing that...
"Commander..." Bremers smiled, looking down at me.
"W-wait... this isn't a dream?"
I felt... perplexed, surely this...
I blinked, trying to will myself to wake up.
"You weren't lying when you said you loved me... you are... intense," Bremerton continued.
Dream. Definitely a dream.
"This isn't a dream, Commander... I've seen the way you look at me, how you let me touch you when you shy away from everyone else," She continued, rolling onto her side and snaking her arm across my chest.
I felt... giddy! I just... that feeling... this feeling... I know this feeling! It's been so long, so bloody long, but I...
I giggled like a moron as I turned my head, "Bremerton, this is... this is real... it feels good! Haa... I..."
She kissed me again, and I turned, pulling her into my arms and holding her tightly as she did the same to me.
Her soft voice lit a flame in me, "I love you too, Commander..."
I couldn't believe it... Bremerton actually felt the same way? All this time I had been so terrified of what? She was helping me because she cared about me... in so many ways. I'd... I'd never have them, but I had more than enough love in my heart to give Bremers everything she deserved!
I knew this to be true, and with that spark, the embers of a new love burst into flame, suffusing me with warmth and... most of all... hope. We lay together for some time until we fell asleep in each other's arms...
Nestled in her soft breasts, her scent mixing with that of her sweat but still the most comforting thing I knew. I... I was going to be okay.
"Fufu... you have to hit the ball back to me, Commander," Bremerton teased as another tennis ball sailed past me. I sighed, readying up as my desire to hit even one of these fucking balls back peaked. I swung as another came towards me, sweat pouring from my brow at the ridiculous level of exertion... and missed it entirely.
I threw my tennis racket on the ground, pissed at myself, "How are you so good at this, Brem? I fucking can't hit a single one, and you're going easy on me... you move so quick!"
She grinned and came over to me, pulling me into a hug. I accepted it eagerly, instantly feeling better. She dropped her racket on mine and took my hand, leading me to a bench nearby.
"I know what you're thinking, Commander... how could I possibly move so quick with these boobs, eh?" She pulled up her tennis shirt, exposing her large, lovely breasts, sweat dripping down them. I had a sudden desire to shove my face into them, to inhale her scent, her sweat only amplifying my enjoyment... and desire.
"Someone else could walk in..." I said, looking around for a moment before my eyes were glued on her chest again. She wasn't even wearing a sports bra, ehe...
"So you don't want to play with my boobs? Well, if you... hehe, that's what I thought~," Bremerton gasped as I dropped to my knees, sucking one of her pink nipples, tongue massaging her sensitive areola before I nibbled gently on them.
"Your boobs are the best! I love them... so big... I could play with them all day~," I said, transferring from one to the other, my hand gently working my way into her armpit, feeling her sweat on it as her gasps of pleasure as I sucked her breasts interspersed with slight giggles.
"Commander! Haa... you're so insistent today... I can't believe how far you've come in a month... surely me being your girlfriend can't affect you that much..."
I released her tender tit, standing up as I pulled my hand, slick with her sweat, from her armpit, "You are the reason for it, Brem... you've shown me what it is to love again, and... I love you, more than anything. I can't help it, but my heart throbs when you're around, my pulse quickens, my loins ache... you are both the kindest and sexiest person I have ever met, and your love is quite the potent drug..."
She smiled, and watched as I brought my hand to my nose, inhaling deeply. Her musk, her scent... her sweat! Holy fuck... my cock was rock fucking hard at this amazing cocktail of scent! I just wanted to pin her to the floor and shove my face into her armpit, cleaning it with my tongue as my cock ground against her thigh. Lust, love, desire... Everything was at test pressure and ready to explode...
"Hehe... I didn't realize how much you enjoyed that. Don't you want it... from the source?" Bremers raised her arm above her head, and I lost control. I mean, I just shoved my face in there, my tongue tasting her hard work, my sinuses having her scent imprinted on them... I'll be fucked if I wasn't leaking! Maybe I could...
"Boobs... lift up your boobs!" I panted, and with a giggle she did so, revealing the sweaty underside of her huge breasts. I shoved my face in there, and a moment later the weight of her massive tits was resting firmly on my face as I inhaled deeply, licking them eagerly. Fuck! It was incredible! Her titty sweat was drowning me, and I could feel endorphins flooding my system my dick throbbed inside my gym shorts.
"Oh my god... Brem... just... suffocate me with your tits... fuck this is amazing..." I moaned as I reached down to grab my cock through my shorts, rubbing it.
"Oh my, Commander... you're neglecting your cock again... I need to take care of him too! You seem so infatuated with my armpit... why don't we start there?" She sat down on the bench and pointed to her armpit. I tore off my shorts and tossed them aside, my cock standing at attention and ready to perform.
"You like my cock, don't you, Bremers? Because you make it like this, all the time. Your rocking bod constantly keeps me at the ready..." I pushed my tip into her armpit, and she closed her arm tight, my precum and her sweat more than sufficient lubrication as I thrust like a demon.
She encouraged me throughout it all, "Ah! Very good~ I do love your dick, Commander~. You are mine, after all, and I love making love to you, in any way you desire. I love you, and I love that you love every part of me!"
She took my hand into hers and brought my finger to her mouth, sucking on it suggestively as my repressed climax quickly rose to fruition, my loins splitting as I moaned in anticipation of my climax, "You're too sexy! I'm cumming already!"
"Ah! You sure can be a quick-shot, Commander! Not that I mind~, you've got plenty left in you so cum! Cum all you want! I love it!" Bremerton gasped as my hot seed poured into her armpit, coating it as she kept my tip firmly secured.
"Bremers..." I moaned again as the last of my cum shot from me, leaving my entire cock tingling with the pleasure of aftershocks. I pulled it from her, and she lifted her armpit, showing the mess I made of it, semen dripping down it, glistening.
She looked at it pointedly, a small smile on her face asking you what you were going to do next...
"Oh, don't worry Brem... I enjoy cleaning up my messes~," I said, and she giggled as I dove into her armpit once again, the slightly sweet taste of my cum mixing with her sweat, the scent of my seed combining with her musk... it was amazing!
I licked it, guzzling it and panting as she held her arm up, waiting until the only thing left coating her armpit was my saliva.
"Was it good, Commander?" She asked, pulling off her tennis top and casting it aside.
"It was amazing!" I said, and she leaned forward to plant a kiss on my tip.
"He's still so ready to go, you can use my boobs next, if you want~," She gave me a little blep, and I shivered with excitement.
"God yes!" I said, and stepped forward as she squished my cock between her ample breasts. Only my tip poked out from between them, and she began sucking on it as she massaged it, moving her tits against it, her tongue sneaking between my foreskin and tip.
So soft... so pliable... her tongue massaging my sensitive tip felt amazing, and the heat of her breasts as they pressed tightly against my shaft... I couldn't help but begin to thrust myself, reaching down to squeeze her breasts as she let go of them, planting her hands on my ass and kneading my cheeks as I pushed myself further into her mouth.
She looked up at me with her pink eyes, a lewd expression taking over her face as she got worked up as I used her breasts. She took my cock out of her mouth, her tongue sticking out, "Cum in my mouth, ok? We can kiss after, if you still want to taste that too~."
I felt my cock throb at her words, my excitement reaching another peak as I panted in my excitement, "Oh my god, Bremers... you really are the best! I love you, so much! I love you so fucking much!" I moaned as she began to suck my tip in earnest, looking up at me, demanding my seed.
I shuddered as her eyes went wide, my first hot, thick ropes of cum taking her by surprise, a slight coughing coming from her as it shot into the back of her throat. Yet, she only swallowed a bit, continuing to suck until she pulled her head back, the last of my cum landing on her gorgeous face.
"Ahh... I'm sorry, Brem..." I said, and sat on the bench next to her, delicately licking the cum from her face before pressing my lips to hers, our tongues meeting as she shared my cum mixed with her saliva. I swallowed what she gave me, but she was as eager as I was, and kept a sizable portion for herself~.
"Delicious, Commander~. Ooh~, you're still so big! That must be your best stuff... how about you fill up my womb next?"
"You want... you don't want to use a condom? I love you, but... what if you get pregnant?" I said, though my utter excitement at the idea was causing my cock to twitch. She grinned, nodding.
"Well... then hell yes!" I said, getting down on my knees as she spread her legs. She lifted her skirt, revealing a lack of panties. Wait, I could have sworn she was wearing them before...
Ah, whatever, I was way too entranced with her glistening pussy, shoving my face into her crotch without hesitation, delighting in the familiar taste of her juices against my tongue, her labia so soft, delicate...
Her thighs... so soft against my face, squeezing me tightly... Just the way I like it~
"Haa... very good! You really do love doing this... hehe... just one time, alright? I don't need you to shoot off without it being inside me!" Bremerton teased me a little, but her thighs were squeezing my head just tight enough to make me leak a little, but not so tight as to be painful.
God, I love this. My favorite with Bremers had to be when she was on top of me, her ass in my face as she sucked me off. Her breasts hanging down as I watched her play with my cock, squeezing them...
Squeezing her breasts, I meant...
Ahh, sorry! I just can't think straight when I'm eating her cunt like this! My tongue deep inside of her, juices flowing into my mouth...
Her musk surrounding me, her taste... amazing~
"Shit... Commander! You sure you want this to end this quickly?" Bremerton's husky voice only pushed me harder towards my goal, and as she squeezed my head even harder, I felt her juices slide down my tongue as I drank them eagerly, her cries of pleasure at her climax sending shivers of excitement through me.
She released her grip on me, her hands grabbing mine as she stood up, pulling me towards a storage locker and locking the door once we were inside...
Bremerton pushed me to the ground, taking control and grabbing my cock, sliding it inside her as she rode me.
"W-whoa! Damn, Brem... this is intense!" I said, panting as she slammed her hips against mine, her fingers intertwined with mine, her breasts bouncing. Fuck, it was sexy! She had never done this before... and I was loving it!
"Yes! Yes! I'm gonna make sure you fill me up properly... all the way... come on, Commander!" She leaned down, kissing me deeply as she continued to work her hips, matching my upward thrusts as our vigorous lovemaking filled the small room with the wonderful stench of sex.
She kept me on the edge as I moaned uncontrollably, her hands pressed to my chest, taking just my tip inside of her and moving slowly along it, squeezing her pussy. It wasn't enough to make me cum, but her eyes were locked to mine, tongue sticking just out of her mouth.
"You want to cum, Commander? You want to fill me up with your cum, hmm? Do you wanna... put a baby in me?" She giggled, a loving look coming over her as I suddenly felt her love flow through me. God, I loved her so much...
"Yes! Bremers! Yes! I'm gonna put that baby in you... I'm gonna make you my wife... my everything! I've loved you for so long... now let me cum!"
She slammed her hips down, moaning as thick, hot ropes of my cum filled her womb, surely impregnating her as I shuddered, the most intense, raw fucking climax I have ever experienced... cumming inside Bremers' raw pussy felt better than anything we had done thus far...
We just... stayed like that as a little of my cum slowly leaked out from our union. She leaned down and rested against me as we exchanged soft, tender kisses.
"So did you mean what you said... about wanting me to be your wife?" Bremerton asked me. I smiled.
"Of course, Brem... I'd love nothing more~."
"I love you..." She followed up her words with another tender kiss.
Now, where did I put that ring...
Bremerton lounged against the sofa, favoring me with a kind look as I idly twisted the wedding ring on my finger. I could see its partner on Bremerton's hand as my heavily pregnant wife waited for my response. I was having a hard time coming up with a response... but she had insisted we continue to have some form of counseling, as she didn't believe in things just getting better if they were ignored.
She was... very patient. I sighed, wiping my sweaty palms against my trousers as I finally spoke, "So... I guess I... I don't know. The more time goes on, the easier it gets. Memories fade... pain departs... plus I have you to focus on now, don't I? Still, it feels strange to sit here and tell my wife about this."
Bremerton smiled, "Stranger than a reality where kansen, appearing as beautiful women, strap massive rigging to themselves with guns and sail into battle?"
"You have a point there..." I chuckled softly, seeing the irony in the situation. She wasn't much of a traditionalist, aside from our mutual desire for monogamy. I just couldn't imagine the thought of someone else touching her... I mean, I'd kill them.
She patted the couch next to her, "Commander... I think that's enough for today. I am... so fucking horny." She blushed a little, likely realizing just how direct she was. I got up and joined her, resting a hand on her exposed belly as she took off her bikini top, letting her breasts rest on her stomach. They were already quite large, but now they were even bigger thanks to her late-stage pregnancy. Our child would come into this world in another 5-6 weeks...
I was already so goddamn excited at the prospect of sex with her... just like I had been every day since I had first inseminated her. I refused to let a single day pass without fully experiencing the joys of making love to Bremerton... and being pregnant made her beyond fucking desirous.
"You know, Bremers... your tits are so goddamn huge now," I said, reaching out and squeezing one. A small amount of milk leaking from her nipple.
She giggled, "I know how much you enjoy them like this. Sorry I can't really give you a boobjob today. I can really only do a couple positions... but I know what you like the most~." Her grin excited me, because it meant that I would be getting my favorite part of Bremerton...
I leaned down, my lips encircling her bud, sucking gently until, with a soft gasp from Bremerton, milk began to flow. She cradled my head as I drank from her, the sweetness of her milk infusing me with an unbelievably lewd energy. My cock pulsed with excitement as I swallowed every last bit.
"Is it... is it good? Haah... my pussy is throbbing already. Commander... you want my ass, don't you... you love fucking me in the butt. How does my tight ass feel? Is it all you're thinking about right now as you drink my milk?" Bremerton panted, her lust building as I reached under her belly and slid my hand into her panties, rubbing her clit.
I could feel slight movements against my arm, likely our unborn child reacting to her mother's excitement! I didn't blame her... I was pretty damn excited myself!
Yet, as long as this delicious milk would flow... my tongue caressed her soft, sensitive nipple, the liquid coming from it coating my tongue and the rest of my mouth. When I had my last mouthful, I carefully extricated myself from her bud and pressed my lips to hers, letting her milk flow into her mouth as her tongue wrapped around mine.
We let it flow between us for a while, our saliva mixing with it as we swallowed little bits, Bremerton reaching down to grab at my bulge, squeezing it as I continued to stimulate her. We both were moaning softly, and I felt grateful we were in our home... couch sex wasn't really in the cards at this point. We needed a proper bed.
I helped her up, taking off her panties before helping her lay back on the bed, her hips on the edge. I grabbed a couple pillows for her, putting them beneath her head before disrobing myself. When I was finished, I got down between her legs, spreading them until I saw her cute little anus.
"So sexy... you have the cutest asshole, Brem! Heh... your pregnant musk smells amazing too..." I pressed my nose against her slit, inhaling. I pressed my tongue against her anus, swirling it around, my saliva coating it as she flexed it.
Bremerton's husky voice emerged as she continued to encourage me, "Come on, Commander... don't you want to properly fuck me with your tongue?"
With that, I thrust it deep into her rectum. Her insides squeezed it, welcoming it as her pussy leaked her juices onto my face. They dripped down and onto my tongue as I continued to enjoy the taste of her insides.
Hot... soft... wet... fuck, I was already leaking. Hehe... eating out my pregnant wife's ass... what a dream. I could do this all day! As it was, ten minutes was making Bremerton shiver and beg for my cock as I pinched her clit, encouraging her to cum.
"I'm not... haah... gonna cum until you put your cock in me! C-Commander! Huu... mmm... f-fuck..." She gripped the blankets tightly, and a moment later she came, showering my face in her juices as her cries of pleasure filled the room. Satisfied, I stood up and rubbed my cock against her leaking cunt, lubricating it before letting it kiss the entrance to her rectum. I pushed slightly in, guiding it before grasping her hips, admiring her body.
Her chest heaved in the aftermath of her climax, her expression one given to lust as her eyes locked to mine, "Haa... you made me cum... ehe... Commander, please... fuck me..."
"You are... so lovely..." I said, pushing my member into her anus, her insides grasping it, seeming to pull it further into her. She moaned, her eyes going wide, a little drool escaping from the corner of her mouth as I filled her ass. She was relaxed, so I was able to thrust pretty quickly. "So bloody tight, too..."
"O-of course... it's my ass... ehe..." Bremerton said idly, her gasps and moans making speech nearly impossible as her breasts jiggled as I pumped into her rectum. She grabbed them, pinching her nipples, though they were so sizable she couldn't stop them from moving.
She wrapped her legs around my hips as best as she could, milk leaking from her buds as she teased them, running down her breasts and mixing with her sweat. I salivated as I watched them, wondering what it would taste like mixed with her boob sweat...
"So... fucking... sexy..." I moaned, pounding her ass, unable to see our union due to her pregnant belly, but I'll be fucked if that didn't somehow make it even more exciting! Filling her ass... god, fuck, yes... I was fucking filling Bremerton's ass! While she was carrying our child! Fuck! I never thought I could feel excitement such as this, but my dick was throbbing inside her... "I'm... I'm gonna cum, Brem!"
"Yes! Fill me up with your cum!" Bremerton moaned, my loins exploding with pleasure as hot ropes of sum filled her bowels as I stood there, mouth hung open as my brain attempted to process one of the most intense climaxes I ever felt. It just... it kept hitting me, my legs feeling like jelly as I shook, grasping her thighs to steady myself.
"It's so hot... so deep... s-shit... h-hey! R-really?" Bremers moaned as I continued thrusting.
"I just... can't get enough of your ass, Brem!" I moaned, continuing to pound her, cum leaking from her anus as I went to town on her, the slap of my hips against her thighs filling the room, her moans reaching a crescendo as she continued to tease the lewd fluid from her buds.
"Fuck me... fuck my ass, Commander! Oh my god, yes! You're making me cum agaaaaaaaaaain!" Bremerton moaned as she arched her back, screaming as another climax gripped her, her juices spraying my crotch and making a delicious mess.
I encouraged her to lift one leg up, her foot coming up to my face, "Such sexy feet... Brem, is there a part of you that isn't the best?" I kissed her foot, teasing her toe tips with my tongue before taking her big toe into my mouth and sucking it.
"M-my feet too... Commander is really feeling it today huh..." Bremerton gasped, giggling slightly as I inadvertently ticked her. I ran one hand up her incredible leg, my appreciation of her form growing even further as I pumped deep into her, feeling her pregnant belly press to mine with each thrust.
"Haa..." I pulled her foot out of my mouth, licking it from heel to toes, kissing it afterward, sweat pouring from me as my lust completely took me. I wanted everything... everything!
She was clenching her ass, her rectum squeezing tight against me, forcing me to thrust even harder, sending her into spasms with climax after climax. Her butt was pretty weak, but she'd never admit it hehe~.
I wanted more... more... I wanted... I wanted... I wanted to cum! My cock was still so sensitive, and a few minutes later I pulled out of her as she spread her legs, grasping my cock and stroking it as gossamer strands of cum flew from my cock, covering her inflated stomach as her eyes went wide with lust.
"S-so much cum! Commander! M-my belly... it's so warm..." Bremerton scooped some onto her finger and ate it, smiling in satisfaction. "Now it's my turn..." She grinned, and I looked down to find I was still hard... damn, she really did it for me, didn't she?
"I know how much you like to be on top~," I said, helping her up and onto her knees before laying down on the bed, positioning some pillows beneath my head so I could enjoy the view. Bremerton slowly straddled me...
... taking me slowly into her dripping cunt, gasping as my thick cock spread her insides, rubbing against her overly sensitive nerves. She took me as deep as she could, riding me slowly at first. I reached up as she bent over me, grasping her huge breasts in my hands, pinching her nipples, letting her milk leak out and onto me.
"Your pussy is so hot, Brem! This is amazing... still squeezing me so tight even after I gaped your ass... you're just as lewd as I am~," I teased her. She just smiled, taking one of my hands and sucking on my finger, her saliva coating it as her tongue teased it, her eroticism coming to its head.
She rode me faster, bringing her hips up and down as her breasts slapped against her large, firm stomach, hanging heavily and bouncing freely as she leaned back. I rested a hand against her stomach as she brought herself to another orgasm, squirting.
Her juices arced, shining as they landed on my chest, my neck, my face... the scent of her musk driving me nuts as she swiped her hand along her armpit before holding it to my face. "I know how much you enjoy this~."
I inhaled deeply. She was right, after all...
Her face changed, and she looked at me, concerned, "Um... C-Commander... I have to... pee..."
My cock throbbed at the thought of her impending golden shower. This was new, but... I wanted it. I wanted it so badly! It would make a mess, but who the fuck fucking cares about that?
"Then go for it, Brem~," I said, licking my lips in anticipation. She stopped bouncing on my dick and leaned back a little, bracing herself as her face went bright red. A few deep breaths later, a steady stream of her golden fluid arced over me, a soft gasp escaping her as she felt that sweet relief. It grew steadily, covering my stomach before moving to my chest, bursts of it splashing my face.
Copious amounts of her piss ran in rivulets down my body, its warmth infusing itself into me as she began to ride me again even as her stream continued. "Oh god... Commander... there's so much! It's covering you... haah..."
"I love it!" I moaned, licking my lips when a little landed on them. "It's from you, Brem... Haah... fuck this is so hot..."
Her tits slapped against her stomach as she rode me aggressively, her stream petering out as a line of drool leaked from her mouth. I reached up, and she took my hands, our fingers interlacing as she took as much of my cock as she could.
"Commander... hehe... I peed all over you..." Bremerton blushed heavily, but I was already leaking inside her as we pushed the boundaries of our pleasure to new heights. "Do you... want to do it too?" She bit her lip, chest heaving.
I was rapidly approaching my third climax, but I nodded, not one to turn down an opportunity.
"Cum inside me, Commander!" Bremerton moaned as she felt me swell inside of her.
"Fuck yes! Haa!" I moaned as the best orgasm yet gripped me, bolts of pleasure shooting throughout my entire body as cum exploded from my cock, copious amounts of the thick, messy fluid filling her and leaking out, painting her insides completely white as she squirted again, covering me as I filled her.
"Commander! Commander! Q-quick... use my ass... I want to feel it... I want to feel you use my ass to relieve yourself... hurry!" Bremerton pleaded, as though I had control. She lifted her hips, the last few shots of my cum landing on her crotch, glistening as they mixed with her juices. She shifted her hips, quickly taking my entire length into her ass as she sat on me.
I did have to pee, but it took a minute to will myself to so quickly after cumming, but when I did, Bremerton squealed with delight as a sigh escaped me.
"Commander! It's so hot! Haah! W-wow... it's filling me uuuup! So good... so good... I'm... haa... she's stepping on my bladder again... I'm gonna... Commander!" Bremerton whimpered as she relieved herself yet again. This stream, while not as copious as the first, still managed to reach to my face, arcing sometimes into my mouth, where I drank her gift with utmost pleasure.
I was using her as a toilet... and she was returning the favor, Our lust had consumed us so completely that by the time I had finished and gone soft, sliding out of her ass, we were still just staring at each other, milk leaking from her buds and cum leaking from her holes. The stench of our lovemaking surrounded us. We panted as our exhaustion nearly prevented us from moving.
"I love you, Brem..." I said, holding onto her hands. She smiled brightly.
"I love you too!" She said, and clambered off me, pulling me up. She texted someone before tossing her phone onto the table. "Now... I think we need to clean up... I could use a good soak..." Bremerton said, grinning as though we weren't anywhere close to being finished.
I'm absolutely certain she could get me going in short order again...
New Year... then a month later, another new year... I mean, I loved having the holidays of many nations, but I'll admit they're a hell of a lot better when you've got a shipgirl hanging off your arm...
"Oooh! This looks delicious..." Bremerton forked over some cash for yet another snack whose name I couldn't pronounce. She could eat! She would offer me some and I would always accept, but I just didn't have the appetite she did...
"That is pretty tasty... ahh, looks like the fireworks will start soon!" I said, taking her in one more time as we stepped out of the crowd to enjoy her most recent acquisition. She was wearing a qipao that enhanced her sensuality by an exponential factor... and that was saying something! I also knew she wasn't wearing any panties...
The fabric holding up her breasts strained, the two long strips wrapping under them and attaching to her bodice, her large bosom necessitating some... custom alterations. A pair of sunglasses sat jauntily atop her head, her hair done in buns, a fluid mix of eastern and western cultures culminating in something that...
Phew...
Something that made me want to pin her to the ground and fuck her brains out!
"Commander~, you're giving me that look again~," Bremerton grinned, tossing the small, now empty tray into the trash. I was suitably impressed with how quickly she had slimmed back down after she gave birth to our daughter, though a little extra still remained where it counted... thighs... butt... chest... belly...
"Well, Baltimore is looking after the little one..." I said, eyeing the relatively private surroundings of the main plaza. We could sneak off for a bit... we could be discovered at any moment, but... isn't that part of the excitement?
Bremerton tugged my hand, reading my mind, "Come on!" She hissed excitedly, "There's plenty of secluded places... and who cares if someone sees us?" Her words nearly made me cream myself! Fucking hell... this chick got hotter by the fucking minute.
We cut through the crowd, coming upon a secluded clearing a few minutes' walk from the main festival. I felt myself vibrate with excitement as she strode ahead of me, pulling aside her qipao to reveal her shapely butt, her other hand pulling her cheek to one side, a finger teasing the plug in her ass.
"Oh my gawd..." I moaned, unable to contain my excitement at her lewd display, "I'm not gonna hold back, Brem..." I unzipped my pants as she got on her knees, bending over. The muted sound of the festival was all but lost to my senses as I focused on my wife. She flexed her anus as I pulled out my cock, stroking it as she slowly removed the plug, her ass spreading wide, stretching further and further as she removed it.
"That's so hot, Brem... I'm gonna fuck your ass until your begging me to cum..." I got on my knees and bent over, my tongue diving into her rectum as soon as the plug was removed. My saliva coated her, lubricating her sexy asshole as I twitched, pants falling down my legs. Her soft moans turned into gasps as I thrust my fingers into her leaking cunt, her juices soaking them as her insides squeezed.
"Then fuck me, Commander! Make me beg... I've been thinking about this all day... what if someone sees you fucking my ass? What would you do? Would just keep going? Haa... Ahn... s-spreading me..." Bremerton moaned as I quickly got up, her ass plenty lubricated and begging for my dick. Her words made me twitch as it kissed her gape, her hips shaking lightly in anticipation.
"You want me to make you beg? You want this cock in your ass? Hmm? Well, maybe I should put it here instead..." I pressed against her dripping cunt, letting my tip slide into her.
"C-Commander! Haa! My ass... pleeeease... please fuck my ass!" She moaned, looking over her shoulder, gasping as I slid my thumb inside her.
"Just like this?" I teased her as she let out a frustrated sigh, the sound quickly turning into a cry of pleasure as I thrust deep into her, my cock pressing up against her cervix. "Maybe I should put another baby in you... anal is for good girls that properly ask for it~."
She was clenching down on me involuntarily, her insides ridiculously hot and sucking me in as though her body couldn't deny her unspoken desire to bear another child. After a few minutes of having her pussy pounded, she collapsed to the ground, her hips staying in the air as the cool grass caressed her face.
"Ass... pleeeeease... Commander... I want you to fuck my ass! I want to feel your cum in my belly, your cock stretching me out... my ass is so ready... I wore that plug all day..." She was shuddering, her voice quavering as her desire for anal reached new heights. I loved it... I loved seeing it... I was ready to fuck her ass at any moment, but now... now she'd love it like never before!
I pulled out of her cunt, a wet schlick following as she pushed her ass up into the air. My cock pressed against her ass as she made a whining noise, and all at once her rectum was filled with my cock, her scream of delight rising above every other sound and making me hyper-aware of our surroundings... and all it did was send shivers of excitement through me!
"So loud, Brem~, you sure do love having your ass filled... if you keep moaning like that someone's bound to catch us... wouldn't that be so hot? Some random shipgirl comes by and sees my cock filling your ass as you drool in ecstasy?" A moan inadvertently left me as she clenched her ass, a little precum shooting from my tip and giving her bowels the first taste~.
"Your big cock... filling my ass... is all I care about right now! I love it... I love you... please enjoy my body Commander..." Bremerton half-spoke, half-moaned. Her breathy voice turned husky as I continued to pound her. I wanted to fuck her harder, but I'd need something to hold on to...
I bent over her, reaching around her waist to grasp her soft belly, still plush after the pregnancy. Her skin was so soft, and it made excellent handholds as I fucked her as hard as I could, the wet slap of our skin filling the clearing as I turned her ass into the ultimate hole for sex!
"You like that? You like that, Brem? How does it feel, to get fucked so hard in the ass you can barely speak?" My voice was low, full of lust and a little dominating. She was making me give her exactly what she wanted...
"Fuck... yes... huu... at this rate I'll never be able to slim back down..." She half-lamented, still capable of making a joke at a time like this...
"Hmm... I won't allow it... I enjoy it far too much, my love~," I said, feeling her knees give a little as she tore up the grass in her pleasure. A rustling sound made me look over, but she was far too wrapped up in the pleasure of having her rectum reshaped by my cock to notice. A set of ears quickly disappeared when I looked over, but a thrill shot through me... did someone just see me fucking Bremerton's ass out here like an animal?
"Cum... Commander... I want your cum! Fill me up... fill my ass up! All of it! I can feel you holding back..." Bremerton moaned as I squeezed her belly, pulling my cock out and slamming it back into her as she yelped, her pussy quivering as she approached her own climax. She wasn't wrong... I had been holding back, waiting for the perfect moment... the moment when she would cum!
"You gonna cum from having your ass fucked this hard? That's pretty naughty..." I teased, though I was hastening my thrusts, the tingling in my cock spreading throughout my loins, my balls aching as I continued to hold back... I wouldn't be able to last much longer...
"Cum with me, Commander! Come with meeeee!" Her cry of pleasure reached its peak as my cock engorged, my ability to edge eliminated as I gripped her belly tightly, holding myself against her, her anus tight around the base of my cock as hot, thick ropes of cum shot from me with each bolt of pleasure I felt.
Her ass gripped me mercilessly as a line of drool escaped the side of my mouth, my seed pouring deep into her bowels, filling her up as she gasped and moaned each time more cum painted her insides. Her knees gave out, and our hips slid to the ground, my cock still buried in her as I lay on top of her.
"So... hot..." She moaned, her body shaking as her climax petered out. The night sky exploded above us, fireworks launching as the crowd cheered. I pulled out of her, helping her lay on her back as we both looked up, watching in amazement as my cock shot one last line of cum onto her pussy.
"Hehe... the perfect ending~," I said, and she pulled me against her, kissing me roughly as she grabbed my still hard cock and stuffed it into her pussy.
"It's not over until you put another baby in me, Commander~," She grinned, the glint in her eye filling me with a renewed excitement. We continued to make love under the intense light and noise of the fireworks display, our cries of passion coming uninhibited as the deafening roar of explosions masked our lewd activities.
Somehow I knew that she was ready again... and a few months later I was rewarded in the best way possible... first with a positive test... and then again as her pregnant body became my playground~.
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